“Grady,” she moaned as she squirmed under his attentions, his tongue sending pleasure through nerves she never knew existed. Instinctively, she lifted her legs to give him better access to her pussy. She brought them down around his head and he began sliding his tongue into the entrance of her pussy, wetting it and opening it up.
His tongue slid far inside her and she reached down and locked her fingers in his hair, pushing his head more firmly into her body. She would have been shocked at her own boldness if she still had the consciousness to realize what she was doing.
But she didn’t. By this point, she was already acting on pure instinct and emotion. Her body took over. Her ancient, instinctual animal nature, something she never even knew she possessed, took the lead. She knew what to do, even though her mind had never even fathomed being in this position.
Somehow, through millions of years of evolution, her body and soul knew what her mind never could. That one day, a man stronger and bigger than she’d ever imagined, would be opening her up and preparing to take her in a way that had been designed not by man but by God. This was what was meant to happen. This had always been her destiny. She’d just never known it.
She realized at that moment that she no longer needed to be afraid of what the future held. She no longer had to worry about all the things her mind didn’t know. Because there was a deeper knowledge, a knowledge that everyone shared, even without knowing it. It was the knowledge laid down by God at the moment of her conception. The knowledge that she was loved, that she was a part of a world that was good and kind, and that she would never be alone.
And as that knowledge was beginning to wake up in her mind, Grady rose up from her and grabbed her thighs, pulling her tight against his own thighs. He lifted her by the ankles, resting them on his shoulders and leaving her bare pussy so exposed to his cock that he’d be able to enter her deeply and passionately as soon as he desired.
She looked up at his strong face and couldn’t believe it was her legs that were framing the view. Her butt was against his thighs. He was on his knees. Everything about his body was positioned to enter her, to unleash an assault that would leave her trembling to her very core.
He looked deeply into her eyes and there was such tenderness, such passion, such love. She knew he was waiting for a signal from her.
She nodded, almost imperceptibly, and mouthed silently the words, “Do it.”
And with that, the head of his cock pressed against the lips of her soaking pussy and pushed its way forward. His head felt enormous and she had no idea how it was going to slide inside her, but her body knew the answer, and seemed to stretch around him, welcoming him into her with an animal hunger.
With the head of his cock inside her, he looked at her once more and again she nodded.
He began sliding out of her and for a second, she was afraid he had changed his mind. But then the pushed forward, smoothly, softly, and slid in her a fraction more than he already had.
She gasped at the feeling of being stretched out by him. He immediately began sliding back out, masterfully handling her, pulling her toward him as he slid inward, and holding her in position as he slid out. Without any pain, he managed to gently and slowly enter her ever so slightly more with each forward thrust.
The pleasure and lust grew and grew and she wanted nothing more than for him to thrust into her and fill her entirely with the full length and girth of his massive cock. He knew better though. He didn’t lose control. Masterfully, he slid back and forth, entering her more and more deeply but never so much that she couldn’t handle him.
After a few minutes of gently sliding back and forth, stretching and retreating, pushing and pulling, she felt open and ready to accept him.
“Fuck me,” she sighed.
He looked into her eyes and without warning, thrust forward and slid his monstrous cock all the way. She felt as if he was reaching into the core of her body, into her very soul. She’d never known anyone could enter her so deeply. He was right inside her body, his body pressed against hers, and his cock embedded inside her like a sword in a sheath.
She clenched her pussy around him, trying to hold him inside her for as long as possible, and it was too soon when he pulled out. Her body yearned for him to remain, and was instantly satisfied when he slid back inside her.
Back and forth he thrust, pushing in and out of her, her ankles resting on his shoulders, and not once did she want him to slow down.
“Yes,” she gasped as his cock began hitting something inside her that sent waves of pleasure rushing through her body.
“Oh, God,” she moaned.
He held her thighs tightly and she saw something new come across his face as he thrust deeper and deeper, harder and harder into her body. It was the look of pleasure. It was the look of his orgasm, building up inside him and threatening to take him over the edge. She felt a throb in his cock, a sort of warning, as it expanded even more than it had so far.
It was coming. She knew it.
And she couldn’t believe it.
He wasn’t even wearing a condom. What had come over them? What were they doing? This was madness, it was insane, but then, why did it feel so right?
The first throb of his orgasm sent her over the edge. She came, her body pouring itself into the heavenly ecstasy of orgasm, as his cock did the same thing, pouring cum into her like she’d been made just for him. Like she belonged to him. Like she was his, completely his, and his alone.
“Autumn,” he gasped, and the sound of her name on his lips sent a thrill through her.
Again and again his cock poured itself into her, and her body reacted by sending wave after wave of orgasm through her like tidal waves after a storm. They crashed through her, completely overpowering her, until she could no longer see or hear or feel the world around her. Everything disappeared, and all that was left was Grady’s cock, pouring itself inside her, deep within her pussy, and the pleasure of her orgasms crashing through her, over and over.
CHAPTER 30
AUTUMN
Driving in the car the next day was strange for Autumn. She felt like a schoolgirl on a date. Every time Grady so much as looked at her, she blushed. She wondered if he was thinking about what he’d done to her.
Was he picturing her naked?
Had he enjoyed her?
Did she do it right?
Her mind was racing at a million miles an hour. When he took her hand, she felt warmth pour from his body into hers, as if he was the source of all life and everything that was good and safe and loving about the world. When he spoke, her eyes lit up.
She wanted to sit there next to him forever. If they never arrived anywhere it would be fine by her. But then she thought about where they were headed. Her heart pounded at the thought of it. She and Grady alone with the baby in that cozy little cabin. It would be ecstasy.
She looked at Grady and thought about what he might want to do to her when they reached the cabin. She couldn’t wait. She was hungry for him, her body tingling with desire and anticipation. Ever since she’d felt his orgasm inside her she knew she’d never be able to forget it, or live without it. She wanted to feel it again. She was hungry for more. And she wanted to have it forever.
She wanted to have him forever.
He’d cum inside her, without a condom, and all she could think about was feeling it again. She wanted him to take her over and over and she wanted him to love every second of it. She wanted him to feel pleasure like he’d never known. She had no idea what a woman was supposed to do to make sure that happened, but she felt certain she’d be able to figure it out under his guidance.
She wanted to taste his cock too. She hadn’t done that yet. She’d been too shy to initiate it. She wondered what that would be like, to feel the head of his beautiful, perfect cock in her mouth. She’d circle it with her tongue, causing excruciating pleasure for him.
He’d never be able to forget her after that.
She’d suck and lick and when she felt th
e throb of his orgasm coming, she wouldn’t stop. She’d plunge deeper, sending his shaft all the way to the back of her throat, and she’d let him pour every drop into her mouth. She’d swallow him. She knew men liked that. She’d heard it talked about more than once.
She’d swallow him and then she’d climb on top of him and start grinding herself against his cock until he got hard again, and then he could do the same thing in her pussy.
She would be perfect in every way and this happiness she felt would last forever. The world would never encroach. It would never take this happiness away the way it had so many other things in her life.
She felt like a lifetime had passed since they’d left Montana. She was a different person, a new woman, and nothing would ever be the same again.
The entire world had been created anew.
She’d left as a girl, but she was returning as a woman.
They continued along the highway and every time Grady said a word, she felt so shy and silly. Everything reminded her of the night before and all she could think about was what he might be thinking.
They were passing one of the last big towns before they had to leave the interstate and Grady turned to her.
“I suppose all your things are still at the hotel,” he said.
“Yup,” she said.
“And I don’t suppose you’d like to pay the Hildegards a visit?”
Autumn shook her head.
Grady laughed. “I didn’t think so.”
He pulled off the highway at a big shopping mall and the three of them went inside, him carrying the baby and her wondering what on earth he had planned next.
“I’m not really an expert on what women need,” he said awkwardly when they got inside.
“What do you mean?” she said.
“I never lived with a woman before. Not properly.”
“Properly?”
“You know,” he said. “I mean, I hope you stay with me for a while. Settle in.”
“Settle in?”
“At the cabin,” he said.
“Grady,” Autumn said, half teasing but also half serious, “I haven’t even given you an answer yet.”
“About moving in?”
“Yes, about moving in or taking you up on your job offer or any of it.”
Grady’s cheeks flushed and Autumn felt a surge of delight at knowing he cared enough about her and the situation to feel embarrassed. He wasn’t just going through the motions with her. This meant something. She knew she wanted to move in with him, she knew she wanted that more desperately than she’d ever wanted anything in her life, but the thing was, she also had a devilish side. There were times when she couldn’t help tease someone.
This was one of those times.
“You said you’d think about it,” Grady said.
She smiled. “And that’s what I’m doing.”
“You mean, you’re not sure yet?”
She shrugged nonchalantly. “I’ve got a lot to think about, Grady.”
“I thought after last night…” he said, his words trailing off.
She looked at him and couldn’t believe what she was doing. She was having fun at the expense of this god of a man who had the power to make her heart pound with every glance of his eyes. And it was working. He really didn’t know what she was going to say.
“Taking care of a child is a big deal,” she said. “It’s a huge responsibility.”
“That’s true,” Grady said, trying to be diplomatic. “But I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t think for sure you were up to the task, Autumn. You know how you are with Destiny. You’re like the mother she’s never had. She’s so happy and calm in your arms. It’s like she was made to be with you.”
“You really think that?” Autumn said, her confidence growing with every complimentary thing he said.
“Definitely, and it’s not just Destiny. It’s me too. You don’t know what I was like before I met you, but the truth is, I wasn’t in a good place. I was struggling. I was drowning.”
“Because you missed Destiny’s mother.”
Grady laughed. “Not to speak ill of the dead,” he said, “but she’s the last thing I missed. It was a lot of other things. The decisions I’d made in my life. The road I’d taken. That’s why I came to Destiny. To start afresh. But it wasn’t until my path crossed yours that I felt a new life come into my soul. That’s the God’s honest truth. You were like a sun rising in the dark night of my soul. You brought me back to life, and you don’t even know it. You’ll never know what you’ve done for me in the short time since we met.”
“All that?” Autumn said, and there was wonder in her voice as well as humor.
She’d only been playing, teasing him before telling him that of course she was going to accept his kind offer, but now he was saying things that were bringing her close to tears, that were filling her heart and soul with such joy as she’d never known.
“And you’re sure you don’t have any doubts about taking me into your home?” she said.
“Doubts?” Grady laughed, “Doubts? Autumn, I’ve never been more certain of anything in my life. Destiny and I will be lost if you don’t come and help us.”
“Destiny and I?”
Grady looked at her and shook his head. “All right, the truth is, I want you, Autumn. Not just for the baby, I want you for myself. I want you close to me. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. I’m an understanding person. If you want to take things slow, I’ll respect that. But I want you in my home. I want to wake up in the morning and see your face. I want to hear your voice. I want to be able to look into your eyes. When I eat, I want it to be with you. When I work, I want it to be for you. I want to make the cabin better for you. I want to light a fire to keep you warm. I want to hunt to bring back the kill for you.”
Autumn looked into his eyes and felt tears streaming down her cheeks. She’d never heard such words and she’d never imagined that a man would be saying them to her. It made her heart soar.
“And what about my promising career in the hotel industry?” she said.
Grady looked at her. For a split second he wasn’t sure what to say. Then he burst out laughing. He hit her playfully on the arm.
“Miss Lane, are you teasing me?”
Autumn laughed.
He hit her again, still playfully, then threw his free arm around her waist and lifted her off the ground. With the baby in one arm and her in the other he spun around before letting her back down on the ground.
“I can’t believe you,” he said.
“What? I had to be sure you really wanted me to move in.”
“Oh, I think you can be sure of that much,” he said. “So does that mean you’re coming?”
She nodded. “Yes, yes, of course yes.”
Grady put his hand on the back of her neck and pulled her toward him. She wasn’t sure if he was going to kiss her, and it felt for a second like he wasn’t sure either. Even after what had happened the night before, their roles were still a little unclear. The embrace turned into a hug, a tight one, and then he let her go and looked into her eyes with so much love she felt like she was staring at the sun.
“Right. You’re going to need some things. I can’t have you moving into a log cabin in the wilderness without your things.”
“Things?” Autumn said.
“You know, clothes, blankets, make up, razors. Like I said, I don’t know what women need, but I’m not having you up there in the forest without the essentials.”
“Oh,” Autumn said, “that’s okay, Grady. You don’t have to buy me things.”
“I want to.”
“I can find things at the thrift store, really. You certainly don’t need to buy me new things.”
Grady shook his head and brought her into the most expensive department store in the entire mall. Straight away, two store attendants in prim black dresses and expensive high heeled shoes came over and asked if they could help him. Grady seemed to attract women everywhere he went.
“Yes,” he said. “I’m going to need a lot of help. Ladies, meet Autumn. She’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever known and she’s going to need everything a beautiful girl needs.”
“Everything?” the attendants said, their eyes widening.
“The works,” Grady said, and he handed one of them his credit card. “I don’t care what it is. If the girls are having it this season, Autumn needs it too. And don’t let her fool you with her shyness. She needs shoes, clothes, warm coats and boots, underwear, makeup, soap, shampoo, perfume.” His eyes glanced around the store as he looked for more things she might need. “A hairdryer,” he added. “We don’t have a hairdryer. We don’t have the kind of bedding girls like. We don’t have all those lotions over there,” he said, pointing to a display of expensive cosmetics. “Don’t skimp ladies. Treat her like a princess. I don’t want to have to give this commission to another store.”
The women looked at him with their mouths open. They’d never seen a man come into a store actually wanting to spend money. Most men wanted to get out of there with as small a bill as possible.
“You’re lucky,” one of the store attendants said to Autumn.
“You have no idea,” Autumn said.
“Sir,” the store attendant said, “we have a personal shopping service here if you spend over five thousand dollars.”
“Take care of her, girls,” was all Grady said. “I don’t want to hear about the price.”
And with that, Grady left them. Autumn and the two attendants watched as he walked over to the concierge area where high-rolling customers could sit and relax, have a drink, even get a haircut or have their nails done if they were women. Grady went straight to the barber and sat in the chair and asked for a shave.
The barber asked if he was going to hold Destiny while he got the shave and Grady said yes.
Autumn and the attendants watched and then shrugged.
“I guess we’ve got some time, girls,” the younger attendant said. “Let’s do some damage.”
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