Contents
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Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-One
Chapter Forty-Two
Chapter Forty-Three
Chapter Forty-Four
Chapter Forty-Five
Crown of Thorns excerpt
Out of the Shadows
Copyright © 2001 by Sigmund Brouwer. All rights reserved.
PROLOGUE
When I opened my eyes into the searing pain of consciousness, white-hot knives of agony drew my total focus to the leg I could not see, folded somewhere beneath me. My left arm was jammed into the spoke of the steering wheel, and my other arm lay neatly in my lap.
I lifted my head from my chest. Confused and lost in the black of the night, I found it difficult to orient myself. Gradually, I understood that the car was tilted sideways, tipping me slightly toward the driver’s side door, which was ajar and hanging down into tall, thick grass. The menacing, eerie shadows that frightened me further, I realized, were caused by the dying dome light, triggered by the open door. My focus improved, and I saw a tiny pale light shining at me from the ground outside the car, the reflection of the moon. It took me a few more seconds to realize the reflection came not from soggy ground but from the slowly rising tide, weaving into the grasses of the marsh, now almost up to the car’s floorboard.
I was trapped. My first reaction was to push away from the steering wheel. I screamed at a new burst of torment and fell back against the seat.
Slowly, I pieced more of it together, the fragments of memory that I could find. I looked for the others. We’d been traveling to Charleston, coming into town from Highway 17.
I was not alone in the front of the car. On the opposite side, against the passenger door, was my cousin Pendleton, motionless, unmarked.
Claire? Claire!
With all the strength and resolve that I could muster, I strained to turn my head to look over my right shoulder. Even that slight movement took its toll, and shards of pain detonated along my leg, roiling over me in waves.
I sucked for air, fighting unconsciousness. In the dim light, I saw too much. The passenger on the opposite side of the backseat—Claire’s younger stepbrother Philip—was slumped on his side, hair matted with blood, his face shattered beyond recognition, the window beside him mashed against rough concrete. As Philip fought to breathe, bubbles of blood snapped from his nostrils.
I yelled again for Claire.
Still no answer.
I twisted to look behind me to the left side of the backseat, disregarding the new dimensions of agony. Was she there?
With a wrench of desperation, I finally saw it was empty.
I yelled one more time. Only the night noises of frogs and insects answered.
Blinded by a car’s headlights that swept the corner, showing the serrated edges of the marsh grass waving in the night breeze, I was unaware of the passage of time as I faded in and out of my torture. I fought for clarity, and as the beacon showed me the crumpled mass of the front end of the car that trapped me, I was able to take it all in, seeing the hood sprung, bent and twisted where it had slammed into the base of a bridge.
How long have we been here? Where is Claire?
When a second set of headlights flashed over the car through the open door, I briefly saw my leg and realized that my foot was twisted at the wrong angle, almost straight backward. Just below my knee, jagged bone protruded from the fabric of my pants.
I retched dryly.
The cars pulled to a stop close to the wreck that held me. One door opened, then another. A man from each car stopped in front of the headlights nearest me.
“You did right, calling me,” one voice said softly. “I’ll remember that.”
“Thought you wouldn’t mind getting woke out of bed, Chief. Her being a deMarionne and all.”
“Sergeant, I already told you I’d remember. Now get a flare a hundred yards north and another a hundred yards south. Last thing we need is another idiot driving into a bridge abutment like this. Miracle this car didn’t flip and drown them all.”
“Yes, sir.”
The sergeant immediately moved to the trunk of his patrol car, using his flashlight to locate the flares.
Both cars were parked on the slightly higher ground. I wanted to call up to them, to plead for help to get me to the safety of dry ground. But my voice would not obey me.
I heard the man speak to the woman in the backseat of his own car. “Miss deMarionne, it would be best if you waited inside.”
Claire was safe. She’d gone for help.
My relief lasted only until my next thought. And she’s left me behind the steering wheel. In the marsh. With the water rising.
Claire did not answer the man’s voice. She had begun to sob. I tried to call for her again but could not direct any sound from my throat. My mouth moved in silence, my head tilted back as if I were a fish gasping in air.
“You sit pretty,” the voice continued to her.
I knew this man and his voice. Police Chief Edgar Layton. We had first met when I was ten, shortly after my mother had abandoned me. He’d interviewed me, unkindly, standing tall above me, asking terrible questions about my mother and making notes in a pad dwarfed by his large hand.
He once watched as my uncle beat me at the police station. And, in my teens, I’d heard the rumors about him, simply because his power depended so thoroughly on the parents of the other teenagers around me. It was commonly known that when the individual involved required the special diplomacy granted to a certain type of citizen, Police Chief Layton took personal charge of the crime or accident to rearrange the details.
Like now. Out here in the dark, out here in the low country. Armed with a flashlight of his own. And with a camera.
I continued to try to call out Claire’s name. Why hadn’t she come for me? Why was she in the car, ignoring me? I needed her.
As I heard the siren of an approaching ambulance, Layton’s large strides brought him to the side of the wreck. He moved to the driver’s side of the car and slid his flashlight beam over the windshield. In front of me it was clear; on the opposite side, shattered and opaque.
Layton took one step to stand even with the driver’s door. This side of the car was undamaged; the other side had taken the brunt of the impact against the bridge. The driver’s door opened farther only with difficulty. Layton grunted as it scraped back along the mud and torn grass. He flicked his flashlight beam over the int
erior. Over me.
Once again, I started to shout Claire’s name, but still I had no voice. Shock had reduced me to a catatonic state. I was aware of my surroundings but helpless to react. It felt like I was in one of those dreams where you fight to walk or speak. I doubt I even blinked. To him, perhaps, with the light bouncing off my eyes, I was a corpse, with my hands still on the steering wheel. A gleam of gold showed from my new wedding band. My marriage to Claire was still a secret.
The flashlight beam moved through the interior like a searchlight in a prison yard. Layton took in every peculiarity.
I heard Layton take another step, his feet squishing through the mud and rising water.
He opened the rear door. He did not spend much time assessing Claire’s brother. Layton moved inside the car, resting his knee on the empty space of the seat directly behind me. I felt his weight as he rested his elbow on the top of the front seat, touching my neck lightly, as if checking to see if I was warm or cold. To me, there was a curious intimacy about that.
His hand left me, and the flashlight beam played over Pendleton on the opposite side of the front seat.
Layton grunted. In spite of the smothering odor of salt-water marsh mixed with spilled antifreeze, the repulsive smell of alcohol and blood in the close quarters of the car was obvious. Light bounced back at Layton—the reflection off the glass of a bottle of bourbon in the lap of Pendleton, who was neatly cradled by the imploded door on the front passenger side.
The sirens were closer, maybe a mile away.
Layton lifted his camera. Popped a shot of the interior of the backseat. Without waiting for the bulb to cool, he pulled it from the camera attachment. If it burned his fingertips, Layton didn’t flinch. He had a job to do. More photos to take.
In the darkness, each new snap of the shutter was a white flash that outlined the interior of the broken car, showing in my waking nightmare the large form of Police Chief Edgar Layton hunched over like a gargoyle.
Five more shutter snaps. Five more flashbulbs—glass milky from searing heat—hastily torn from the camera. By the time the ambulance arrived, Layton had returned to the patrol car.
He stood in the headlights of the patrol car, waiting for the ambulance driver. I saw him delicately lick the tips of his fingers.
“What’s the call?” the ambulance driver asked.
“Kid on the passenger front is fine,” Layton answered.
He blew on his fingertips, his breath cooling the moisture on his skin. “Driver needs help. Kid in the backseat probably beyond help. Do what you can.”
“Sure, Chief.”
Layton slipped inside his patrol car again.
The ambulance attendants had returned to the ambulance to get a stretcher. It was silent. Silent enough that I could hear Claire still crying in the backseat.
I desperately did not want to die. A desire not based on fear. But because of the love Claire and I had. As I began to fade, sadness overwhelmed me. Would I die, this close to Claire but utterly alone, without her touch to comfort me?
Claire, I tried to say. Claire.
But it was another voice that spoke to her as I approached the abyss of unconsciousness. “Start from the beginning,” Layton said in a soothing voice.
“I was asleep . . . the crash must have knocked me out . . . I was able to crawl out the back door and—”
“You ran for help. I know that. What I want to know,
was it like this when you left the car?”
“Like this?” Claire asked between sobs. “With Nick dead?”
Tell her, my mind shouted uselessly at Layton. Tell her I’m not dead.
“Was Nick at the steering wheel?” Layton said. “That’s what I want to know.”
She sobbed.
“Tell me,” he said. “I need to know everything.”
That, as I would come to understand, was Edgar Layton’s way. To know everything.
“When you woke,” he said, his voice getting colder, “was Nick at the steering wheel?”
“Yes,” she answered, so softly that I thought I had imagined her answer. “Yes, he was.”
I thought I was dying. I thought the blackness closing on the edges of my awareness was the blackness of death. I hated the final thoughts I believed were now about to escort me into death.
Why had she lied?
Claire’s betrayal, as I slipped away, hurt far more than my shredded leg.
Abandoned.
Again.
Chapter 1
As I walked up the sidewalk to the piazza of the deMarionne mansion on the evening of my return to Charleston, I knew that I neared a moment where, on each side, everything in my past and future would hang in perfect balance.
Unlike many of the events of the four days that followed, this was a moment of crystalline significance that required no further thought or consideration. I understood its fullness and finality at that moment. With each halting step toward the gloom of the piazza, I was keenly aware that I also approached the edge of my own Rubicon, with its dark, swirling waters between me and the uncertainty that waited beyond the boundaries of the far shore.
Shadows swallowed me as I stopped in front of the mansion’s massive door. Wicker chairs, which had been barely visible from the street through the white railing, filled much of the length of the gray-painted boards of the piazza. Above, moths frantically struck at the glow of a lightbulb. Dusk had settled to deep purple, sending the caress of saltwater breezes past these waterfront mansions and on through the dark, twisting cobblestone alleys of the old quarters of Charleston.
On the door, an arm’s length away, was the thick, ornate handle of an iron knocker, molded into the circle of a snake eating its own tail—a shape I had always found appropriate for this mansion.
I had spent fifteen years approaching this moment. Yet
I still had the choice to turn back, to remain safe, with my advance silent and my presence unknown and my retreat unseen.
Countless other times on this piazza, I had raised the ancient iron of the door knocker. Countless other times
I had let it drop to announce my call here at the deMarionne mansion.
But those days belonged to my life two decades earlier—before I’d become a black sheep, long assumed to have run away or been taken by wolves. I doubted, though, that anyone had cared to wonder about my fate. I had never truly been considered one of them, for I had been tainted early on by my mother’s reputation. To the world—which
in Charleston simply means to those who matter in Charleston—my mother was remembered as a tramp and runaway thief who had abandoned her only son.
That she had left me before my tenth birthday was one of the central truths in my life, something I had buried so deeply during my years away from Charleston that I had never expected to begin any search for her, let alone at the deMarionne mansion, bolstered by icy resolve that masked my long-held fury.
Here, on the piazza, I hesitated in the interval before the final moment that so clearly marked a division between my past and the future I had decided to claim. Outwardly, this hesitation might have appeared as uncertainty.
Not so. This brief hitch in time on the piazza came as
I savored my fury and anticipated its release.
Unable to escape my southern past, however, I could not unleash this wrath without some semblance of civility.
I took satisfaction, then, that my hand did not tremble as
I reached for the door knocker to irrevocably set everything in motion.
This was the moment.
Once, then twice, I lifted the heavy weight of the black iron snake eating its tail.
And let it fall.
**
The echoing deep clank of iron against iron faded, leaving behind nothing but the fluttering of moths’ wings against the lightbulb. I stared straight at the spy hole set in the door and waited. A familiar pain seeped into my awareness, an uninvited guest I had learned to expect at the end of a long day of travel,
from the unyielding yoke of a plastic limb cutting into the long-healed stump of my right leg. This pain brought me fleeting, ironic amusement; I had no need, at this moment, of its reminder.
The door opened slowly and completed my sense of irony. I should have expected this person at the door, and her manner of opening it.
The black woman holding the interior handle peered around the edge of the door as suspiciously as she had almost a decade and a half earlier. Except for short curly hair gone from ebony to white, except for glasses set in a heavy frame, except for wrinkles around her mouth further deepened to reflect the perpetual frown that had shaped her face, Ella was still Ella, crisp maid’s apron over the functional black blouse and long skirt.
I had never known her last name. Decades earlier, Martin Luther King, Jr. and a Memphis garbage strike might have begun to change the nation’s perception of racial status, but here in Charleston, many of the old families proudly retained a paternal attitude toward their servants.
“I am here to call upon Helen deMarionne,” I said to Ella.
“I am afraid Mizz deMarionne is not taking visitors.”
“I believe she will overlook the inconvenience.”
“You, sir, are mistaken.” Among the older Charlestonian servants, a pecking order was established by the quality
of family in which they were employed. As part of the deMarionne household, and as one who had ladled her acid over me for years, Ella was as fully capable of snobbery and disdain as any blue blood.
“Inform her, then, that if she does not receive this visitor, he shall begin to serenade her forcefully enough to disrupt the neighbors.”
Ella glared at me, the same fierce, intimidating stare I remembered from all those years before. But I was no longer a lanky, longhaired teenager, tiptoeing in Ella’s presence among the other antiques of the deMarionne mansion.
“Something from Showboat,” I said. “That would suit this neighborhood, wouldn’t you agree?”
“I agree I should call the police. Which I shall if you do not leave immediately.”
“What a lovely disturbance that would make. And highly entertaining for the neighbors.”
As she pondered her options and the resolution on my face, Ella blinked slowly behind her thick glasses, finally swallowing her defeat with the appearance of a lizard closing its eyes to choke down a large insect.
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