by Nikki Chase
It turns out all I need to get Gabe’s attention is a whole new identity. Who’d have thought ?
As a round of applause escapes the banquet hall and into the outdoors, I automatically twist to look behind me .
“Maybe you should go back inside. Your date must be looking for you.” Gabe gives me a teasing smile. “Maybe he’ll teach you how to smoke .”
“I didn’t come here with a date.” As soon as I hear my own words, I realize it’s not the best comeback. But I’m tipsy, so whatever .
“Oh, you came here with your Mommy and Daddy?” Gabe taunts me .
“No, I came here with a friend,” I say curtly. “And I’m staying here, on the balcony. You don’t get to tell me where to go. It’s a free country .”
Gabe laughs. “Suit yourself, angel .”
He just called me beautiful a few minutes ago, and now it’s angel .
He’s flirting with me, right ?
And yet he’s telling me to leave at the same time and exasperating me with his taunts .
I’m older and wiser now, but I get the feeling that I’m still way out of my depths with Gabe .
It’s not a surprise, really. It’s not like I’ve been gaining any experience with guys. And it’s all because I’ve had this one guy stuck in my mind all along .
“I’m staying,” I say stubbornly as I take a few steps toward the balustrade and lean forward like Gabe did .
My forearms land a little too hard on the rough stone, but I just bite my lip to stifle my whimper and act like nothing’s wrong .
Maybe Gabe is right after all. Maybe I shouldn’t be emulating him .
“Like you said, it’s a free country.” Gabe appears beside me and leans on the balustrade with complete ease. He takes another puff, and the smell of burned tobacco spreads all around me .
“You know second-hand smoking is just as bad as active smoking, right?” I keep my tone light and easy, acting like I’m just asking a random question .
Gabe laughs. “I’m aware of that. I am a doctor .”
I don’t understand why physicians smoke when they know the dangers of it. I used to think Gabe was a rare exception, but even in medical school, there have always been a handful of my peers who smoke .
“So why won’t you just give me one of your poison sticks, then?” I ask .
“It’s different,” he says with a chuckle .
“How?”
“You can’t develop a habit of second-hand smoking .”
“I can if I hang around long enough .”
Gabe smirks, locks my gaze, and says, “It’s not gonna be from my smoking, angel. I don’t stick around long enough to be anyone’s habit .”
The danger lurking in Gabe’s green eyes sends a chill down my arms .
“Looks like we have a few minutes to kill together, though,” Gabe says. “Tell me your name .”
“Jacqueline.”
“You remind me of someone, Jacqueline.” He studies my face, sending my heart racing with his intense gaze .
Does he know ?
“What’s your last name?” Gabe asks .
“Summers. Jacqueline Summers .”
What am I doing ?
I’ve taken this case of mistaken identity far enough. I should just tell Gabe what’s really going on. It’s not too late to admit it .
On the other hand, it’s not exactly a lie because after the divorce, Mom changed my last name to match her maiden last name, so Gabe knows me by another name .
But as I watch his expression, I realize lying is the way to go. As he exhales, his lips tug up into a small smile .
“Jacqueline, huh? Beautiful name,” he says .
“Thanks.”
“So, Jacqueline, there’s something I need to ask you.” Gabe smiles as arrogance dances in his eyes. “You obviously didn’t come out here to smoke, or even to learn to smoke. If you were to ask one of these gentlemen—” he gestures at the other guys in suits on the balcony “—I’m sure at least one of them would help you pick up smoking .”
Gabe pauses, letting his words sink in, checking to see that I understand what he’s saying .
He’s telling me that he knows .
I should’ve known he’d see right through me. There’s no way he wouldn’t recognize me. Yes, I was younger then, but we spent a ton of time together .
“Tell me, Jacqueline, why did you really come out here?” Gabe asks .
My heart jumps into my throat. Even my head is throbbing now .
Oh, shit .
He knows who I am. Game’s over .
“Did you come out here for me?” Gabe’s sharp gaze pierces through my mask, probing me inside .
“Yes,” I admit, looking out into the open ocean .
“I like your honesty. But a good girl like you really should stay away from me. I’m not the eligible bachelor your parents probably tell you I am .”
Wait, what ?
I twist to see Gabe, and realize he’s still the same guy as before. Dark and dangerous—not easy and brotherly like he used to be .
His gaze roams all over my body, hungry and demanding .
Then it hits me .
He thinks I came out here to seduce him .
That’s why he said the thing about not sticking around. He wanted me to know this is going to be about meaningless sex .
Emboldened by the alcohol in my system, I say, “Maybe I’m not looking for an eligible bachelor .”
“You think you can handle me, angel?” He cocks an eyebrow, challenging me .
My heart flips at the dark promise in his question. Somehow, I manage to come up with a bravado-laden response: “Bring it on .”
Jacqueline
G abe slowly slides his hand down my back and wraps it around my waist, his gaze trapping mine .
My heart goes wild .
This is exactly what I’ve always dreamed of, ever since I was a little girl, and now it’s happening .
Well, not exactly, because this will just be a one-night stand… But at least Gabe sees me as a woman now .
I can’t ruin the illusion of me being some sultry seductress by telling him I was that little girl who used to cry all the time, needing him to rescue me. That would be the worst thing I can do right now .
He takes one step closer, and pulls me until my breasts are pressed up against his hard chest. My body’s response to his desire is intense and immediate. Wetness starts to pool in my panties .
I can’t tell him. Not now .
He looks down at me, his green eyes glinting with wickedness. He smirks .
Maybe not ever .
He leans in, enveloping me with the aroma of tobacco and musk. Then, he claims my mouth .
It’s not the gentle kiss of my fantasies. It’s forceful; almost violent .
For some reason I’ve always imagined Gabe to be a gentle lover because he has such a gentle soul, but this kiss… It kindles a flame inside me that grows hotter by the second .
My head feels light, but I don’t know if it’s the champagne or Gabe that’s intoxicating me .
“Let’s get out of here,” Gabe says, his voice hoarse with lust as he breaks the kiss and pulls away .
“Now?”
“Now.” Gabe grabs my wrist and places my hand between us, on the hot, hard bulge in his pants. “I’m not waiting .”
Oh, shit .
I’m so not prepared for this .
I mean, my body hasn’t gotten the memo that I’m actually not ready, so I’m completely soaked down there, but …
What do I do ?
What if I make a fool of myself again , for the second time tonight ?
“Well, angel?” Gabe asks impatiently. “Don’t tell me that was empty talk, just like with the smoking .”
How am I going to handle this? I need an actual adult to help me !
Wait.
Karen.
That’s right !
Karen!
She’s my safety net. If I’m
stumped—and I obviously am—I can excuse myself and ask her stuff .
“Uh, I’m coming. I just need to pee first,” I say .
“Damn right you’re coming… in more ways than one.” Gabe drags his lips over my ear lobe and my neck as he speaks, sending delicious little tingles down my spine and straight to my core. He says, “My room is in this hotel. You can use my en-suite .”
I rack my brain for a way out so I can find Karen before leaving with Gabe. “I need to grab something at my table .”
“Don’t worry about it. I have the condoms,” he whispers .
“I—It’s not those. I’ll be back,” I stumble all over my words .
“We’ll go together to find your friend, and then we’ll leave together. I can’t take my hands off your hot little body.” As if to prove his own words, Gabe runs his hand all the way down my back and cups my ass, hard and possessive .
I open my mouth. “No, my friend… She …”
Oh, no, what do I say? What’s a good excuse ?
“She’s, uh, she’s religious,” I hear myself say .
That’s a good one. That will do .
“Very religious. And judgmental. She won’t want to talk to me anymore if she sees me leaving the party with a guy .”
Gabe sighs in defeat .
“Okay.” He pulls out a card and presses it into my palm. Staring deep into my eyes, he orders, “But don’t come back here. Go to room 512. Understand ?”
“Y—yes.” I drop my gaze as my core clenches .
I didn’t know this about myself, but apparently having a strong, powerful man tell me what to do turns me on. I’m completely drenched right now .
In a low, dangerous tone, he adds, “You have ten minutes. If you’re late, I’m going to punish you .”
My breath catches in my throat .
“I’m going to spank you once for every minute you’re late,” he whispers darkly .
Jesus, has Gabe been hacking into my e-reader to read my romance novels ?
How does he know I secretly want a man to put me in my place and discipline me ?
How does he know exactly what to do to make every cell in my body thrum with desire ?
Gabe grabs the base of my skull and pulls me into another forceful kiss. I hold on to his strong arms, tracing the ripples of his muscles underneath the sleeves of his suit. I can’t believe I’m finally going to see Gabe naked .
When Gabe pulls away, I’m panting. His kiss has stolen my breath .
“I’m messing up your hair,” Gabe says when he lets go of me .
I reach my hand up to find that—yes, my updo has come undone in a few places. But I have more pressing matters to deal with. Like the hard package that’s literally pressing up against me .
“You’d better go before I mess up the rest of you,” he whispers. “I want to see you in my bed ten minutes from now, spread-eagled while I taste you and make you lose control of your own body. If you’re late, you’re going to get on your knees and suck my cock .”
Without even thinking, I rub my thighs together, trying to ease the pressure that has been building there .
“I have a feeling you might like that,” Gabe says with a smirk. “But giving someone something they like as punishment wouldn’t make sense, would it ?”
I can only shake my head. My mind is too busy imagining all the things Gabe has just said to come up with a verbal answer .
“No, it wouldn’t make any sense at all,” Gabe says. “So while you’re pleasuring me, you also won’t be allowed to touch yourself. Understand, angel ?”
I nod .
“You don’t want to be late, do you ?”
I shake my head .
“Good. Good girls come on time and at my command.” Gabe softly smacks my ass. “Now go .”
I look up to meet his gaze. In his green eyes, I see power, confidence, lust, and pure, unadulterated, animal instincts. He wants to take me .
“Go before I fuck you right here, on this balcony,” Gabe says. “I’ll see you soon, Jacqueline .”
“Y—yes .”
I turn and walk away, acutely aware that Gabe is watching me—the curve of my ass, the sway of my hips, the zipper down the back of my dress that he’ll pull down ten minutes from now …
I slip into the banquet hall, glancing out into the darkness before I close the door. And just as I expect, Gabe is still watching me like a predator about to pounce .
I pull the door shut and start the long walk to my table .
Damn. I don’t remember my seat being this far from the doors .
What the… Is the carpet different? I feel like I’m sinking deeper with every step .
Oh, Karen! Glad I found her .
“Karen.” I put my hands on the back of her chair. “Glad I found you .”
“How did it go?” she asks .
I glance to the side and see my own chair. That’s right. I have a seat, too. I should take a seat .
“Hey, Jacqueline, are you okay?” Karen seems concerned, but it’s okay .
“I’m okay .”
“You don’t look oka — ”
I don’t even get a chance to hear Karen’s whole sentence because suddenly, everything goes dark .
Gabriel
Ten Minutes Later
W here the fuck is she?
I’ve dimmed the lights and poured some wine. Now I’m just sitting here on a couch by the window, facing the door so I’ll see her as soon as she walks in here .
And then, I’ll give her that spanking she’s asking for. I can just imagine her wiggling on my lap with her ass stuck in the air, ready for my palm .
I guess it’s not such a bad thing that she’s late after all. Maybe she’s doing it on purpose because she’s a glutton for punishment .
I saw the way her eyes twinkle with that heady cocktail of lust and apprehension when I mentioned the spanking. I heard her breath get heavier. And I felt her body inch closer when I grabbed her flesh without any warning, and when I pulled her hair .
I know she’s just like me .
This is almost too good to be true .
Jacqueline is gorgeous, and she’s ready to give me her submission .
If I didn’t know any better, I’d suspect my dad of having hired her to seduce me into staying. But he wouldn’t even begin to know the kind of shit I’m into .
Jacqueline’s just the perfect little thing to help me feel better tonight. I’ll enjoy spanking her—I check my watch—seven times .
Oh, she’s in trouble .
My cock is straining obnoxiously against the fabric of my pants. It’s rock hard and it’s even throbbing .
Fuck this. I don’t have to wait for her to get here to start the party .
I stare angrily at the motionless hotel room door as I undo my belt buckle. I yank off the belt and put it aside. Maybe I’ll use it on her, depending on how big of a pain slut she is .
I can’t wait to get my cock between those juicy lips and into her mouth .
She’s keeping me waiting now, but she’ll regret it. I’ll make her pay. Let’s see how she squirms when I tease her and deny her any orgasm .
I wrap my hand around my cock. Women have widened their eyes and whimpered in fear when they see it. Sometimes they say it’s too big or it’s painful, but they always stop complaining when I make them moan instead .
I make sure women leave my bed craving more. Good girls get to come, while bad girls… Well, bad girls get punished .
And Jacqueline has been a very, very bad girl. She’s been making me wait for fifteen minutes. Where is she? I should already be balls deep inside her by now .
Instead, I’m shuttling my hand up and down my own cock, jerking myself off. My mind goes back to the balcony. I replay her little gasps, her deep sighs, and the sweet submission in her big blue eyes .
I can’t wait to see her shed that red dress and open up for me. The way she succumbed and let me claim her mouth makes me think she’ll spread like
hot butter once I get her into bed .
But before that, I’ll make her kneel between my thighs and fuck her mouth—that’ll really ruin her hair .
My arousal builds up as I think about my cock between her pretty lips and her big, doe eyes looking up at me in surrender, as she lets me use her mouth for my own pleasure .
I glance at the digital alarm clock on the nightstand. She’s twenty minutes late .
Fuck it. I’ll blow my load now. That’ll clear my head before she comes in here, so I can focus on punishing her, rather than getting off .
As I feel the come boiling inside my balls, I grab a piece of tissue from the nearby table, just in time for come to explode out of the tip of my cock .
The pressure inside me has abated, and my ragged breaths are gradually becoming more regular. But this orgasm feels empty .
I should’ve come inside a beautiful woman, but instead all I had was a piece of tissue .
She’s almost half an hour late now. I can’t believe she has stood me up .
Maybe she was just pretending to be someone who has one-night stands, just like she tried to pass herself off as a smoker .
I clean myself and go back outside .
I have to find her. She’s not walking away from me, just like that. I don’t even have her number .
As I reach the hall, where the award event has just ended, I regret not keeping an eye on her as she went inside to find her friend .
I thought by keeping my distance, I was helping her fool her friend into thinking she wasn’t leaving with a man .
But maybe she wasn’t fooling her friend. Maybe she was fooling me. Maybe she was only pretending when she said she was going to leave with me .
Jesus, my head is starting to hurt .
“Gabe, there you are,” Dad says as he puts one hand one my shoulder. He pushes me toward the front of the room, where a bunch of old men have gathered .
Damn it. I forgot Dad would be looking for me .
I’m not interested in talking to these people. I have a girl to find .
I nod and smile when Dad’s friends shake my hand one by one, but my eyes continue to scan the hall .
I squint at all the women who are wearing red dresses, studying their features. But even from a distance, I can tell she’s not among them .
