Unlike many of the other old men whose stories Feteror had heard, his grandfather had not spoken of the war fondly, or boasted of great feats of arms. He had spoken of the loss, the boredom of waiting, and the terror of the quick clash of combat.
But mostly they had simply worked the farm, raising enough food to eat and make the quotas from the State that grew larger every year. When Feteror had turned sixteen, his grandfather had died and Feteror had seen the writing on the wall. He had known he could never make the increasing quotas, even if his grandfather were still alive to help. Feteror had gone for the only thing he knew, immediately signing up to serve his required time in the military.
He’d found that the disciplined life was for him. In many ways, it was easier than the farm had been, and Feteror gained a better understanding of why his father had been gone so much.
Feteror had done well, finally being sent to the elite Airborne. Even there, among the best, he had excelled, and he had been sent, after a few years of service, to officer training. He’d returned to the Airborne and served as an officer, before putting in enough time and gaining enough experience to join the Spetsnatz.
Feteror remembered the last time he had gone to the farm. He accessed that memory and the virtual area around him began to take on a form.
The collective had gobbled the farm up, but the small shady spot next to the stream where he and his grandfather had spent Sunday afternoons was still there, surrounded by acres and acres of open fields. Feteror closed his eyes and lay down in the shady spot, feeling the cool breeze, the itch of the grass underneath, hearing the murmur of the water going by. He had spent many, many hours perfecting this location in the computer’s memory.
Feteror heard footsteps and when he opened his eyes, he was not surprised to see his grandfather standing there, a flask in his hand and a bright smile of crooked teeth amidst the wrinkles in his face.
Feteror sat up and greeted Opa and began to talk to him of what he had planned. He knew the old man would understand.
* * *
When the mercenaries complained about having to dig, Leksi threw money at them. Literally. He had a briefcase full of American dollars, and he tossed a thick band to each man.
“A bonus for the labor,” he said.
But Barsk knew it was not so much the money, but Leksi himself, overseeing the digging, that made the ex-soldiers work like madmen. They wanted to be done with this and away from Leksi as quickly as possible.
There was also the problem that the GRU unit they had wiped out most likely made some sort of regularly scheduled radio contact with its higher headquarters. When they failed to call in, it was inevitable some sort of alarm would be raised. Barsk knew the remoteness of this site would preclude any investigation soon, but eventually someone would check.
The backhoe had worked through the rubble in the entrance to the elevator shaft relatively quickly. The shaft had suffered some damage but was unblocked except for debris at the bottom, which the mercenaries were digging out and placing on a small cage pulled out by the backhoe. An arc welder was cutting through the steel doors, which had been buckled by some sort of explosion.
When the welder finally cut through, Barsk could see that the doors were two inches thick. What Barsk really didn’t understand was why this generator was so far underground.
With a solid thud, one of the doors fell inward. Leksi was through, followed immediately by Barsk. The welder went to work on the other door while they walked into the blasted shambles of what the papers called the control room.
“What did this?” Barsk whispered. There were skeletons strewn across the floor, the flesh seared from the bones. The blast glass overlooking the experimental pit had been completely blown away. The walls were scorched as if from an intense heat. Barsk ran his hand along the top of what had once been a computer but was now melted metal and plastic.
Leksi snapped a finger, and one of his men opened a case and took a reading with the machine inside.
“It is clean,” the man said. “No radiation.”
Leksi knelt and picked up a skull, peered at it for a few moments, then tossed it aside. “High heat,” he said. “A very powerful explosion. Not nuclear though. Most interesting.”
It was a shock for Barsk to see the ex — naval commando almost reflective as they both looked about.
Leksi crooked a long finger from his position near the blast wall. Barsk joined him. On the floor below was the gleaming steel tube of the generator, still standing straight and tall, the silver still shining amidst the black coils that fed power to it. More skeletons littered that floor.
“What are those things?” Barsk asked. There were four coffins next to the tube, a skeleton lying in each open container.
Leksi was turning the pages on the papers. “They’re called sensory deprivation tanks in here.”
“Why did they need those?”
Leksi waved some of his men forward, ignoring the question. “We need to unbolt that tube and then we’re going to have to winch it to the surface. I want you five to work on freeing the tube. You others, prepare a brace on the surface so we can use both the plane and the backhoe to haul that thing out of here.”
Barsk was looking more closely at the coffins. He could see the metal sockets implanted in each skull.
“What were they doing here?” he whispered.
Leksi frowned. “I hope we can take off with that weight inside,” he said in a lower voice to Barsk. “Move!” he yelled at the men. “Move faster!”
Chapter Eleven
Knowing what to expect didn’t make it any easier. In fact, the dread of what was to come always made things worse, in Dalton’s opinion. The hardest part this time was the breathing crossover, but eventually he was past that and Hammond had him linked to Sybyl, who was going to introduce him to the avatar form that Hammond’s team had crash-designed with the help of the computer.
Dalton had slept for two hours, if one could call it that. Hammond had given him a shot that had knocked him out for that time period. Dalton didn’t feel rested, but as they used to say in Ranger School so many years ago when he’d gone through that training, he could rest when he was dead.
Remembering Ranger School, Dalton’s lips curled in a slight smile inside the TACPAD and around the tube shoved into his mouth as he followed the instructions of Dr. Hammond. It was the same routine he had done the first time: focusing on the white dot, followed by moving along the grid line. What would his grizzled Ranger instructors have thought of this new form of soldiering? Floating in a freezing tank, connected to a computer? They would have liked the freezing-tank part— it seemed like every military school Dalton had gone through had always had immersion into cold water as part of the curriculum.
“Now we fit you to your basic avatar,” Hammond said, her “voice” filtered through Sybyl. “Are you ready?”
“Yes.” Dalton found this talking inside of his own head to Hammond very strange.
The grid lines disappeared. A stick figure replaced them after a brief blackout.
“This is you.”
“Lost some weight,” Dalton said. “This form has no mass at present, although once projected out of the virtual and into the real world, it will have mass out of the energy we will send using Sybyl.”
“It was a joke,” Dalton said.
There was a long pause.
“We will proceed. Sybyl will run you through a series of maneuvers to familiarize you with your avatar.”
Dalton waited patiently. He had no idea how much time had already elapsed. That was something he was going to have to ask Hammond— how could one keep track of time in the virtual world?
“Move your left arm,” Sybyl commanded.
Dalton tried to do as he was told, but he could feel nothing from his left arm.
“Again.”
They went through this how many times Dalton didn’t know, until suddenly he felt a painful twinge in his arm. “Hey!” Dalton yelled.
“You are getting feedback?” Hammond asked. “I can feel my arm.”
“You feel your virtual arm,” Hammond said. “Now you can move it. We have to make sure you have feedback before we allow movement. Now we will allow your nervous system to interact more fully with the form.”
Dalton focused on moving his arm forward. The stick figure in front of him slowly moved its right arm forward. Dalton felt his arm move at the same time. It was very confusing, since he knew that his arm had not moved in reality.
“Experiment,” Sybyl told him. “Practice.”
Dalton did just that for a while before he noticed something. “What about my hands?”
“We must start with the basics,” Hammond said. “This form is the barest outline of the avatar you will eventually employ. Tr y the other arm.”
Soon Dalton could move all of his limbs individually. Sybyl then tested him in much the same manner that she had with the grid lines. A light would flash next to one of the limbs and he had to move in the direction of the light. The computer would also rotate the figure left and right, so that he had to move forward and back.
As the practice went on, Sybyl started flashing lights in combination and at a fast pace. Dalton found himself totally immersed in trying to keep up. It was like when he had first learned martial arts, the practice at making all movements a routine, an instinct.
Hammond’s voice came back. “The goal is so that you can move the avatar as naturally as you move your own body. For example, if you were to do a forward roll, you would not be thinking how each of your arms and legs moved. You would do the roll. The avatar needs to be as much a part of you, so that you can move in combination in an unconscious mode. The major thing keeping you from that right now is the belief in your mind that you are not really the form you see. You must suspend your disbelief and believe you are looking into a mirror. But focus on what you feel, not what you see.”
Dalton did as she instructed and found that his action became more natural. It felt as if he were floating in the tank at scuba school, weightless and free. He rolled forward.
“Whoa!” Dalton yelled. The figure in front of him was tumbling and he felt like he was spinning out of control. With great effort he brought himself to a halt. “How do I know which way is up?” Dalton said. “I’ve got no feeling of weight. Even in water, I can tell direction by checking out my air bubbles. Here there is nothing.”
A red line appeared next to the figure, arrows on it slowly going by pointing up. “Orient on the arrows,” Hammond suggested.
Dalton did the roll again, but this time he focused on the red arrows. He did two complete revolutions, then halted himself.
“Very good.”
Dalton felt like he was gasping for breath, but he knew now that it was only a part of the virtual feedback.
“Now feet and hands,” Sybyl said.
Dalton found that more difficult. He had never truly realized how complex the human hand was and how many moving parts it had. The foot was also hard to master.
Soon Sybyl had him mimicking the act of walking, the stick figure moving jerkily along. One thing Dalton found disconcerting was the lack of resistance, particularly to his feet.
“Right now you might consider what you are doing walking in space, much like an astronaut, ” Hammond said. “As you may have noted you have no weight. You are acting against no object. You are totally free. It is important to learn this type of movement, first because it is the most strange for you and also because it is the way you will feel while you travel on the virtual plane.”
“Can I go somewhere?” Dalton asked.
There was a pause. “I must check with Raisor.”
“Why?”
There was another pause. “Because he’s in charge.”
“Forget it,” Dalton said. “You have completed this phase of training,” Hammond said. “We are pulling you out.”
“The fools will never succeed,” Feteror’s grandfather said as he stood at the edge of their glade, peering in the direction of the open fields. There was the distant heavy coughing sound of the Combine’s tractors working the land. Even in the virtual world, the State intruded, Feteror thought wryly. He knew he could delete the sound, but it was the way he had last been in the glade.
Feteror frowned. He had told his grandfather his entire plan and this was his response?
“Did you hear me, Opa?”
“I heard you. I know little of such matters, so you must do what you deem is best.” His grandfather shook his head, his heavy gray beard slowly swinging back and forth. “They think the group is stronger than the individual, but it is not so. Because the group is only as strong as the weakest individual. A good person can beat any group.”
“Then you believe I will succeed?” Feteror asked.
“Even in the war,” the old man went on as if he had not heard a word. “The generals used us as if none of us mattered. They threw us against the Germans like so many pieces of garbage to be tossed onto the scrap heap. They’d keep our artillery fire so close that we lost as many of our own as the Germans did to our shells. But what did the generals care about us? We weren’t them. More importantly, from their perspective, they weren’t us. They had a goal and we were the means to achieve that goal.”
Feteror stared at the construct of his grandfather. Zivon had developed this persona out of the memories that Feteror had poured into the computer, but in the past year or so, Feteror had slowly become aware that the persona had grown beyond the memories. It used words his grandfather had never known, but underneath, Feteror still felt that the essence of the construct was his grandfather.
“And we did win,” Opa continued. “But what did we win?”
“You defeated the Nazis,” Feteror said.
“Yes, we won that” the old man acknowledged. “But what was the total result? The entirety? We thought we were fighting for good.” His withered hand swept around, taking in what Feteror knew was supposed to be the farm. “We produce less now than we did when we worked the land, our land, with just a sickle and horses to pull the carts. Sometimes you can think you win but actually lose if the price you pay for winning is too high. You can lose your soul.”
“What— ” Feteror began, but the old man cut him off.
“I want to know what happened to you, grandson. Tell me of your last battle.” He waved the hand about. “I do not understand all this. I must know where you have come from.”
That memory was in Zivon also, a recollection that Feteror was loath to go into. Feteror felt a spasm pass through a nonexistent stomach, his mind reacting.
The glade faded and he and Opa were over a village set in the mountains. Feteror knew the when and where: Afghanistan, August 29, 1986. Feteror realized he didn’t have control over this playback, that his grandfather would see the true extent of what had happened:
* * *
A dry wind blew down off the mountain peaks that surrounded the valley, kicking up small dust storms. Feteror pulled the cloth tighter over his face and narrowed his eyes as his men drew closer, stepping onto the dirt road that served as the village’s main thoroughfare.
Feteror knew that because of the war, the people of the village had seen much pain and suffering but to them that was simply the way life was. The Soviets had invaded Afghanistan seven years ago and still the war dragged on, but he had learned that it was not of much concern, since if it was not the Russians, then the people would be fighting another village or some other foreign power. War was an integral part of life for the mujahideen who controlled the countryside, and it mattered little to them who claimed rulership of the country in Kabul.
The mujahideen did, however, enjoy the new weapons that the Americans were sending in through Pakistan, especially the Stinger missiles. Just a week ago, a passing band of mujahideen had downed a Russian helicopter flying by low in the valley. When the villagers had come upon the crash site, they’d found eight dead Russians. Feteror had a good idea of what had happened next f
rom other villages he’d raided. The Afghanis had cut the heads off and brought them back to the village to be used later when playing the Afghani version of polo, the heads replacing the ball in the Western game. The game, of course, would have to wait until the men of the village returned. Most of the men were gone, either dead or off fighting. Feteror knew there was little concern in the village about the Russians or their Afghani Army lackeys because the village didn’t sit astride any route of communication nor did it have any resource of great value. The war had been going on for long enough now that the Soviets no longer sought out conflict, but stayed inside their fortified positions, fighting only when forced to. Feteror was counting on the villagers’ complacent attitude to get his disguised band of men into their midst.
Thus, when the small group of eight men was spotted walking up the valley floor toward the village in the early morning light by a young boy tending his flock, there was not much concern. The elder, summoned out of his house, could see that the men coming up the valley were dressed in the traditional robes and turban of the mujahideen fighter and that they were moving openly. As they approached, he ordered the eleven remaining families to contribute some food so that the fighters might be nourished as they passed through.
It was too late when the elder turned to yell for his youngest son to get his weapon, as Feteror’s men whipped aside their robes. AK-74 assault rifles began firing, killing the few villagers who had weapons. Resistance was destroyed in less than thirty seconds.
The elder had not moved throughout the entire time. Feteror knew he knew that to do so would invite death and his duty was to the village and the people as a whole. Feteror’s men spread out, mopping up.
Feteror walked directly toward the elder, his rifle held loosely in strong hands, while yelling commands to his men in Russian. With one hand, he ripped off the turban he had been wearing. He pulled a pale blue beret out of his robe and set it on his head. The other men did the same.
The elder raised his hands wide apart. Feteror brought the weapon up and fired, the round ripping through the elder’s right leg, knocking him to the ground.
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