“It has been a long time that I’ve wanted to do that,” he added plaintively. “And I think my playing has improved lately.”
Raphael’s left eyebrow rose. His right wing twitched like the tail of a thoughtful cat. “I did not bring my instrument,” he demurred, but his fingers drummed his knee as though hungry for work.
“Your lute? Or harp, viella, viol, recorder? My dear teacher, what is it you play when you are not giving lute lessons?” demanded Damiano, and in asking that question (which had bothered him the better part of two years), the young man felt he had crossed a sort of Rubicon.
Raphael opened his mouth to answer, but then his flaxen brow drew down and he turned his head, listening. There were trotting steps in the passage. Raphael extended his hand and shook Damiano gently by the shoulder. “Later,” he whispered. “We have all the time in the world to play. Right now the boy is unhappy.”
White wings and white gown flashed upward, fading into the rising light of day.
Gaspare burst the crude door open. His face was red and white in blotches. “She isn’t anywhere,” he growled. He kicked his bedroll and cursed. “Not in the taverns and not in the churches. She’s not washing, nor praying nor eating nor drinking nor whoring. Not anywhere.”
An Italian musician, the innkeeper had said. How ironic that seemed to Damiano, whose journey to Provence was largely a pilgrimage for the sake of its music. After a bit of questioning, Damiano became certain that it was not any essential Italianate quality that the man desired in an entertainer, but only that he be an exotic, like the Irishman. Damiano was confident he could give the fellow something he hadn’t heard before.
This was no poor establishment, the inn across the street from Monsieur MacFhiodhbhuidhe’s house. Had it possessed sleeping rooms, Damiano and Gaspare would never have been able to afford the use of them. But it was only called an inn for lack of any better word to call it, being a place where wine was served by the glass and little tarts on salvers of pewter. Originally, before the Papacy moved from Rome, it had been the house of the Bishop of Avignon, and still, of an evening, functionaries of the court of Innocent VI filtered through the guarded gates of the Papal Palace and lounged about in the great top-floor assembly room, eating, drinking, gossiping and ignoring the music. The Bishop’s Inn maintained a pastry kitchen and offered a large selection of wines, both local and imported. In fact, it was almost a cafe, in a country in which coffee had not yet been discovered.
Damiano considered this perhaps the most civilized establishment he had ever seen, and he was glad to be employed in it. He was also nervous. He was—barring the pink-cheeked serving girls—the youngest person in the music room, too. That made him even more nervous.
He sat in the shadow of the pillared colonnade at one side of the room. Above his head a small window let in the twilight and the rooftop breezes of the city. Vine tendrils sharpened one another not far from his ear. He toyed with a spice bun he had been allowed to buy for half-price.
These old men, and churchmen, too. If ever there was an audience before which he ought to play conservatively, this was it. Could he? Touching the top of his lute (damned instrument: poorly made, badly fretted. No hope for it), he knew he could not.
For he was the tool of his music. As once his will had passed like braided winds through the length of his black staff, so now the music which sounded on his lute seemed to come through him from another source. If he tried to play for prudence—if he tried to play as he had played a year and a half ago, he would only play badly.
Gaspare sidled in. Now Damiano was not the youngest man in the room. “Almost ready, the fat man says,” hissed the redhead. His drooping finger curls were oiled glossily. He wore a bright green velvet mantle which pulled his shoulders back and pressed against his neck. Having just bought the garment today, Gaspare was immensely vain about it and would not take it off, even though torchlight and the heat of many bodies had made the chamber stuffy.
“Don’t call Monsieur Coutelan that to his face,” chided Damiano, and he fished in his pocket for the piece of soft leather which would keep the bowl of the lute from slipping on his lap.
Gaspare ignored him. “You know, Delstrego, there is a guild in Avignon. A guild of musicians.”
The dark man grunted, lost in tuning. “A guild is a good thing. We should join it.”
Gaspare danced a nervous step. “I told Coutelan you were a member already.”
“Then we will certainly have to join,” said Damiano, and he walked toward the torchlight.
He did what he could, in the beginning. He played the dances of home, which bored him, and he emphasized the treble at the expense of the bass. He played no piece that the average man of Provence might be expected to feel he had desecrated. He did not sing.
Yet, for all that, it was not anyone’s usual music, not even in Avignon, where the New Music had been born, for Damiano’s polyphony went from two lines to three to four, and sometimes dissolved into a splash of tone in which no separate lines could be discerned at all. He pulled his strings with his left hand till they whined like the viol. And he brushed his strings with his right hand till they rang like a harp.
And after ten minutes, when he realized that none of this plump, balding, oily-eyed crowd was listening, he gave up trying to please them. Instead he did as he had done very often in the past year, when the audience was drunk, argumentative or merely absent. He played for Gaspare.
In a way, this was fortunate. In a way, this made him happy, for with Gaspare there was nothing he could not do without being understood; the boy knew his idiom as no one else could, and could not be satisfied by anything other than the best Damiano could do. Damiano played for Gaspare as one old friend might converse with another: fluently and without theatrics. In his self-satisfaction he began to sing a nonsense descant above the melody, adding sweeping arpeggios to the accompaniment.
“Let the lute be the lute”? Why, this was the lute, and anything it did well belonged to it by right. Damiano smiled to himself. He liked what he was doing and how he was doing it. It didn’t matter if the audience was not listening.
But it had grown very quiet out there. Perhaps they were listening, now. Even the comte had started to listen, after Damiano had quite given up on him. Damiano glanced up without breaking rhythm.
He could see five ornate little tables, each with a small group of men—only men, of course—seated around it. Beyond that distance his eyes couldn’t focus.
And these small groups were silent, and their attention fixed not on Damiano, but on a half-dozen well-dressed fellows who stood between the musician and the audience, leaning on brutal-looking wooden clubs.
Damiano blinked at six faces set like stone into bad intention. It took him another few seconds to realize that their hostility was focused on him. Then he was aware that Gaspare was standing behind him.
All his confused brain could do was to repeat to itself, “At least it was never much of a lute. At least it is no great loss.” He was just finishing the refrain of a Hobokentanz. He began it again, and he spoke to the men who he knew were about to attack him.
“If you are all planning to hit me together, I don’t think there is much I can do about it, messieurs. However, I would like you to know that I have no idea what I have done to offend you.” And then he kept playing.
One man, a tall, narrow-chested fellow wearing a dagged jerkin of red, hefted his thorn stick. The others followed. “Mother of God,” whispered Damiano, “this is terrible.” He felt Gaspare behind him, shaking like an angry dog.
Then a blond head swam out of the red torchlight into Damiano’s shortsighted vision. It belonged to the harper of the impossible name whom Damiano had accosted the day before. The Irishman put out a hand on each side and the ruffians froze.
And so Damiano played on. He played thinking that this might be the end for him—that he might never play another song—and so he played to please himself. He freed the base line. He feathered the
strings (let the harper glare). He sang to his lute like a mother with a sleepless baby.
And he finished the piece without being knocked on the head.
There was silence. The ruffians had gone; the harper stood alone. Damiano rested his lute on his boots as the harper approached, stepping with great dignity in his Provençal robe.
“So that is what you meant,” he began, with his odd, shushing, boneless Irish accent, “by all that babble about bass lines and polyphony and my right hand.”
The younger man nodded, half smiling. “Yes. That is what I meant. Does it seem… terrible to you? An offense against the nature of the lute, perhaps?”
The blond man pulled up a chair. “No. It does not. But then I am not particularly sensitive to offenses against the nature of the lute, especially when they seem to flatter the harp.” He shot Damiano a sharply pointed magnificent glare. “Oh, my philosophy is unchanged, young man. It is always better to treat an instrument as what it is. But I cannot criticize your music. Because it works. It obviously works. And when music works, philosophies cannot touch it.
“Now I am going to get a honey and walnut roll from these people, along with a glass of something, and then I shall come back to listen once more.”
Damiano was so caught between confusion and gratitude than that his face grew hot. But as MacFhiodhbhuidhe rose again, the harper paused to say, “Oh, by the way, monsieur, you cannot play the lute in Avignon without belonging to the guild.”
“Eh? Is that why the… gentlemen were upset with me? Well, I didn’t know it was an obligation, and now I most certainly shall join.”
Two black eyebrows arched up and the harper’s smile was wry. “It isn’t so easy. Men have waited ten years to be accepted into the Guild of Avignon. And unless you have a sponsor, it is very expensive.”
Damiano heard a cry and a stamp of disappointment from Gaspare behind him. He himself stared down at the parquet floor, wondering, “What next? What next?”
“But I wouldn’t worry about it tonight,” continued MacFhiodhbhuidhe, as his eyes roved the hall, seeking the attention of a maid. “I myself happen to be the Mayor of the Guild of Musicians at Avignon.”
One more surprise would leave him numb, thought Damiano. “And… you… would consider sponsoring me, Monsieur MacFhoid… MacFhioda…”
With a contemptuous wave of his taloned hand the harper swept away both Damiano’s incipient gratitude and the problem of his name. “I said don’t think about it tonight.” The maid appeared then, with a wooden tray upon which were piled seven varieties of heart’s delight.
As Damiano tuned, preparatory to playing again, the harper downed the last of his honey walnut roll in a long draft of wine infused with violets. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. (Like a cat, the harper kept his hand soft and round, the claws hidden within.) “You know, Monsieur Delstrego,” he said conversationally, “it is part of the duties of the Mayor of the Guild to lead the disciplinary companies.”
It took a moment for Damiano to digest this. “You mean…”
“Yes. To beat the pulp out of any intruder who dares to play an instrument for money within the limits of Avignon.” And MacFhiodhbhuidhe chuckled mildly to himself, took out his block of pumice, and began to file his nails. Damiano and Gaspare grinned uncomfortably at each other.
Chapter 7
Last summer, during the excited farewells spoken by Gaspare and Evienne and the more composed ones of Damiano and Jan Karl, Gaspare had arranged to meet his sister again at the door to the Papal Palace in Avignon on Palm Sunday. Jan had said there was such an edifice as the Pope’s Door, and the rest had believed. From that ten months’ distance it had seemed that to slice through time with an accuracy of one day was feat enough.
Now Damiano wished heartily that they had stipulated the meeting more exactly, both in time and space. The Pope’s Door probably meant the main door into the Papal enclosure, but one could not be sure.
Gaspare and his friend had set down stools, courtesy of their employer, near the station of the right-hand pikeman at the gate. This pikeman was a tow-headed northerner, very tall and quite amiable. He was glad for their company because Damiano had brought his lute.
Of course they had come at dawn, because dawn was part of Palm Sunday. Damiano had left this station of waiting long enough to attend mass, but otherwise the two of them sat like toads on a log, as hour followed hour.
It was not hard on Damiano, for this day was mild, and coincided with one of his periodic spells of lethargy, brought on perhaps by daily performance and practice. And it was quite gratifying to find how many out of the Sunday crowd already knew or recognized him, stopping for conversation and compliments.
“Already you’re making a name for yourself,” whispered his youthful manager. “Not seven days into Avignon and people of the better sort recognize you.”
Damiano grunted sheepishly as the most recent well-wisher departed: a fellow whose embroidered tabard signified that he served a cardinal. “I was born with a name, just like everybody else. And by what criteria do you judge that these are people of the better sort, other than by the fact that they recognize me?”
Gaspare did not answer. His repartee was not at its best, today. He was not happy: torn between an expectation too strong for comfort and a fear that fed upon that expectation. His face was sweaty and his hair (despite much attention) lank. He could not sit still—not for a moment—but neither would he let himself stir from his post of waiting. The result was an itching agony.
Damiano did not wonder at the boy’s distress. If he had had family of any sort (he thought) he would cling to them like glue. Had Damiano a sister, he would have used any means, whether force of persuasion or force of arms, to prevent her fluttering off to a foreign country with a scapegrace conniver like Jan Karl.
Had Damiano a sister, of course, she would never have had to start selling herself on street corners. His fingers ceased to move on the strings as he became lost in reverie on the subject of his nonexistent sister.
Life would have been different, certainly. This sister (without doubt she would have been younger than he. He could not imagine an older sister, bullying him and calling him a dirty boy…) would have been the natural playmate of Carla Denezzi. Damiano would have then had far more occasions to meet with the lovely Carla, for whom he still had a sweet and somewhat painful regard. Perhaps he would have proposed marriage to Carla in better times. Perhaps she would have accepted.
How strange that would have been! He would by now be a different person entirely. Certainly a man with a wife could not have left the Piedmont for Lombardy, seeking the greatest witch in the Italies, nor subsequently wandered down into Avignon and sat in the sun by the Pope’s Door, to pass the time of day politely with a cardinal’s functionary.
Would he have ever met Raphael, had he had a sister?
Damiano was beginning to regret the existence of this imaginary sibling. She would be a girl of problems. If she had proven a witch, as was likely, she would have had a difficult time finding suitors. No simple man wanted to marry a witch, and even the sighted were just as happy with a simple wife. (And it was not too much easier for the male witches, for no father wanted to give his daughter to a man who might, in fit of irritation, turn her into a snake. Guillermo Delstrego had had to search all the way to France to find a suitable helpmate.
Of course Delstrego Senior had had problems of visage and temperament as well as livelihood. Damiano was always grateful that he had taken after his mother in all ways but one.)
By the crowded calendar of saints, what if Damiano’s sister had looked like her father? Oh, it was much, much better that the girl had never been born.
Reverie and sunlight together filled his head with sweet, amber adhesive honey. He could not think anymore. There was no need to think anymore. His right hand nestled into the strings over the soundhole. His left hand fell away from the lute’s neck.
Damiano had no idea how long he had been
asleep when either the shadow on his face or the rough voice woke him up. He opened his eyes and started in terror, for it was the tall, narrow-chested guildsman who had come so near to assaulting him (“beating the pulp out” of him, to quote) on his first day at work.
This time the fellow had no club, but he looked angrier than ever. His langue d’oc was far too rapid for Damiano to follow, so the Italian made the universal I-do-not-understand-you gesture with both hands. The response to this was a grimace of disgust, and then the fellow began again, more slowly.
“It is bad enough that you crash into the city of Avignon, and I am forced to watch you receive what better men than you have waited years to have. This is shameful, and if we had a Provençal for the Mayor of our Guild, as we should, this would not happen.
“But you are not content with one of the most honorable and lucrative positions in the city; you must also ruin the livelihoods of poor men by playing them off the street. I must assume, monsieur— and your misshapen nose confirms me—that you are some Jew whose lust is for money, and who strides through Avignon with the idea that the protection of the King, the Pope and the Mayor is everything…”
Since it is not pleasant to have someone yelling abuse six inches from one’s face, Damiano squirmed in his seat, and turned his head to the side. There were so many recriminations in the man’s tirade that he could not keep track of them, let alone answer.
And this last, accusing him of being Jewish, was only confusing. In Partestrada there had been no Jews dwelling, but only old Jacob benJacob, who was Swiss as well as Jewish, and who came through once every three-month, selling, among other things, thread. It was from him that Damiano had purchased his first little lute. No one had suggested to him that Jacob was rich.
In Torino there was a Jewish quarter, certainly, and it was also from a Jew that he had purchased the gold-embossed volume of Aquinas which he had given to Carla. This had struck him as odd at the time, since if the man was Jewish he by definition could not be a Christian, and so what was he doing with a book of theology?
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