“I’m not defending Tubbs,” she argued, pulling away from him. “I’m defending family. I may not have one anymore, but I can still remember what it was like when my family was alive. No one would do such a thing to his own brother!”
“I’ll say it again: you don’t know Charles, you don’t know what he is and isn’t capable of.”
She brushed back the wisps of chestnut curls from her brow. “No, maybe not. But I knew Luke. I knew that it was like to—.
“Don’t compare the two, Hope. It isn’t the same.”
Drake watched the delicate jaw harden. He recognized the gesture for what it was, a sign that she had no intention of surrendering the fight. Not yet, anyway. Sighing, he rested his hands on the saddle horn and turned his eyes to the horizon. When he looked back, Hope’s lower lip was thrust out in an enticing pout.
“You never said what you plan to do to Charles,” she reminded him tersely. “Did you forget to answer the question, or don’t you trust me?”
“Trust has nothing to do with it. But as long as we’re on the subject...” he grumbled, his voice trailing suggestively away. The sea-green gaze captured hers, and he watched as her back went rigid. Her chin automatically rose at a proud angle, and the gesture made the long taper of her neck appear almost swan-like as it rose from the collar of his flannel shirt.
Hope eyed drake suspiciously. “What are you getting at, Frazier?”
“What I’m ‘getting at’ is that there seems to be a lack of that commodity when it comes to us.” His eyes narrowed shrewdly as he raked her form. “Or have you forgotten that morning in the way station?”
Hope looked guiltily away. If her eyes didn’t give away her feelings, the color that splashed over her cheeks most certainly would. “That has nothing to do with this. Leave it alone.”
“It has everything to do with this.” The crook of his finger cupped her chin, bringing her gaze back to his. “You’ve been acting like there’s nothing at all between us for the last six weeks. You avoid me at every turn, and talk to me only when you have no choice. I think it’s about time you told me why.”
“There’s nothing to tell.” She pulled back, breaking the disturbing contact. What should she tell him? That his inability to verbally express any feelings for her left her raw? That she was petrified he would resume his relationship with Angelique once they returned to Boston? She could always mention the demeaning “job” he’d hired her for. Or perhaps he wanted to hear her confess that she knew, deep down in her heart, that no man could ever love a woman as hideously scarred as herself.
Hope confided nothing of the kind. Instead she rested back in the saddle and studied the toe of her boot, peeking out from the rolled-up hem of her dusty trousers. “There’s nothing to tell, because there is nothing going on between us.”
“Oh really?”
In an instant, Drake had slipped from the saddle, dragging a reluctant Hope along with him. Was it intentional, she wondered, the way her body was forced to slide slowly down the length of his before she was set on her feet?
“Let me go,” she ordered breathlessly. Every inch pressing against him was excruciatingly aware of the muscular male flesh lying dormant beneath trail-dusty clothes. “There’s still enough daylight to make at least five more miles,” she was quick to point out. She was not relieved to note the way her tone bordered on desperation. “If we keep stopping like this we’ll never get to Missouri.”
“We’ll get there,” he drawled huskily. “We’ll just be five hours late.” One hand reached up, the backside drawn leisurely down the soft expanse of her cheek. Hope trembled. “Tell me something. Can you honestly say that all of the time we’ve spent together means absolutely nothing to you?”
“Nothing,” she echoed. Swallowing hard, she looked away.
Drake was quick to pull her back, his green eyes darkening. “Don’t lie to me, sunshine. And don’t lie to yourself. You know damn well that whatever your lips say, your body has a mind all its own. That’s one thing that never lies.”
“And what about you, Drake?” she countered without thinking. “As long as we’re being honest, can you honestly say that Angelique really means nothing to you anymore?”
“Angelique?!” Drake stared incredulously into the hauntingly large, velvet brown eyes. The arm around her waist tightened, and he refused to let her go when she struggled to break free. He was determined to get at the bottom of this, even if it meant spending the rest of their damn lives in the wilderness, alone. He’d find out what had been eating Hope for the past six weeks, or he’d die trying!
“All right,” he said, gripping both her arms and forcing her to return his gaze when she would have looked away. He could tell from her tight expression that she hadn’t meant to reveal so much. “I want to know what you think Angelique has to do with this and I want to know now. The truth, please.”
Hope bit her tongue and refused to answer. For a split second, she thought Drake would throttle a reply out of her. He didn’t, although the black look that remained on his face said that he was giving the matter serious thought.
“She has nothing to do with you and me, sunshine. Nothing. That part of my life is over. It has been for years.”
“If you say so,” she replied. She tried to shrug, but his hands, pinning her arms to her side, made it impossible. She continued with feigned lightness, “Honestly, I don’t know why I brought the subject up in the first place. It was foolish of me. Can we go now?”
Although Drake dropped his hands to his side, he continued to block her path to the horse. Hope tried to step around him, but somehow Drake always ended up in front of her, thwarting every attempt. His intent, no doubt. “No, we can’t. Not until you tell me what you meant by my feelings for Angelique—or lack thereof.”
“Lack?!” All the hurt and anguish she had bottled up for the last six weeks exploded in the single word. Although she tried to hold them back, bitter tears stung her eyes. She wiped them angrily away. “How dare you lie to me, Drake Frazier? Especially after insisting I be honest with you.”
Drake scowled darkly. “My feelings for Angelique have been dead for years. I’m not lying to you about that.”
“No?” she demanded hotly, her hands instinctively balling into tight fists at her side. “Then I must be hearing things, gunslinger, because that night in the cabin it was her name you called out in your sleep. Angelique’s—not mine!”
Spinning on her heel, she stalked around him. Drake was too busy trying to take in what she’d just said to stop her. His initial instinct was to go after her, but the blow she had just dealt him kept his feet firmly rooted to the ground. Only at the rumble of hoofbeats did he finally look up.
She reined the black stallion around and dug the heels of her boots firmly into the mustang’s flanks. The black bolted, and a lesser rider would have lost her seat. Hope held firm, and in no time the two were running as one.
The wind whipped at her hair and caressed the trail of salty tears that fell from her eyes. The sobs that tore from her lungs were heard only by the gnarled tree she passed.
...it was her name you called out in your sleep.
She urged the horse faster, but no matter how quickly the ground passed beneath the stallion’s hooves, the truth of her words kept coming back to haunt her.
It had taken Drake the rest of the day, and a goodly portion of the night, to find Hope’s camp. Without the benefit of sunlight to illuminate her tracks, or a campfire to divulge her whereabouts, he had been just about ready to call off his search for the night.
But luck was with him. As he made ready to break and prepare his own camp, he had stumbled on Hope’s. She was fast asleep, tucked snugly in the bedroll, her gentle snores echoing through the night. The gritty dirt was her only pillow and her chestnut hair spread over it like a bolt of rich, dark silk.
While Drake had presumed that fear of him finding her had been Hope’s reason for not lighting a campfire, he soon found out exhaustion had pla
yed a bigger part in it. Now, as he sat back and watched her sleep, stretched out near the crackling fire he’d made, he toyed with the idea of waking her up and fixing them dinner.
The idea was just as quickly abandoned. Considering the angry terms they’d parted on, it might be better if they both got a decent night’s sleep before coming face to face again.
Head to head would be more like it, he silently corrected himself as he downed the cup of coffee he’d fixed over an hour before. The foul-tasting brew had long since grown cold, but he drank it without complaint. What good would complaining do when there was no one to listen?
From the corner of his eye, Drake could see Hope bent at the waist, curled beneath the bedroll. The blanket was not so thick that he could miss the outline of her perfectly shaped backside, or the soft indentation where calf tapered into thigh. Even completely dressed and covered chin to foot in a lumpy bedroll, he could feel his body’s response to her nearness. Knowing full well what satiny delights lay concealed beneath that coarse blanket did nothing to ease the desire spreading through his blood with the force of a rapidly burning brushfire.
Scowling darkly, he fought the surge of confusion that swelled in his chest and tore his gaze away. His encounter with Hope that afternoon was still fresh enough in his mind to make him blanch when he thought of it.
He’d called out Angelique’s name in his sleep? He still couldn’t believe he’d been so foolish—as though he had any control over it! Was it any wonder Hope had treated him like a walking case of cholera for the past six weeks? He couldn’t blame her for feeling betrayed and hurt. How would he have felt had the situation been reversed?
It was a stupid question. He knew damn well how he’d feel. Even now his chest tightened with the intensity of an emotion that could be nothing short of raw, hard jealousy.
Again, his eyes settled on Hope’s sleeping form. She looked like a child, he thought, as he watched her shift restlessly. Her brow was smooth, her expression serenely peaceful. A thick fringe of dark, red-tipped lashes concealed the bitterness that constantly swam in those velvet brown eyes.
Innocent eyes, he thought. The eyes of one who has lived through a tragedy that could scar a man’s, or woman’s, very soul. The pain was always there in the haunting gaze. You had only to look to see it. Now there was more pain and this time Drake knew he had been the one to put it there.
Clenching his hands into fists he vividly remembered the feel of her flesh beneath his palm, and the rippled strip of skin that ran the stretch of her back. He felt the pain the scar signified to Hope—both mentally and physically—as though it were his own. The strong surge of emotion shook him to the core, leaving shock in its wake, and still more confusion.
Although Drake hungered to wake Hope up and reassure her, over and over, that Angelique meant nothing to him, he didn’t. To do so would be to open up speculation on exactly what he did feel for his ex-fiancée. It would also force him to confront the feelings he harbored for Hope.
He couldn’t do that; not yet—not now—maybe not ever.
Combing tired fingers through his hair, Drake pulled his gaze from the sleeping woman. Stubbornly, it was drawn back time and again. With a resigned sigh, he strode past his own bedroll, kicking it as he passed, and slipping into the one covering Hope. Pulling her soft body next to his, he was rewarded with a soft sigh as she cuddled against him in sleep. With the feel of soft curves pressing against him, finally, he slept.
Chapter 14
Elbert Sneyd pushed his wire-rimmed half-spectacles up until they sat atop the bump in the middle of his long, narrow nose. Clearing his throat, he nervously peered over the top rim and sent his client an inquisitive glance. His voice was high, femininely so. “You’re sure about this?”
Lacing his fingers across his chest, Drake relaxed against the plush burgundy cushion of the Hepplewhite-style chair. “Quite sure.”
“Very well, then.” Reluctantly, Elbert nodded, his narrow gaze focusing on Drake.
In appearance, Drake had changed greatly since the time he had left Boston for parts unknown. He was bigger now, more muscular, and his face was weathered a healthy shade of bronze from long hours spent traveling beneath a scorching sun that had bleached his once brown hair a golden blond.
But one thing about Drake had not changed. The determined glint still shimmered in those piercing green eyes. Elbert recognized righteous determination when he saw it, and he was looking at an abundance of it now. No, thinking again he realized some things about Drake Frazier hadn’t changed a bit; they had only strengthened.
Withdrawing a small key from his vest pocket, the lawyer leaned to the right and unlocked the bottom drawer. A folder was withdrawn, then set on the desk that, except for a small brass mantel clock ticking away the time and an ornately carved pen holder, was meticulously bare. A steel pen protruded from the latter, and Drake thought it looked every bit as long and thin as its owner.
Unlike himself, the only change time had brought to the proper Boston attorney was a hairline that receded back almost to the crown of his smooth white scalp. That, and a noticeable lessening of his nervous lisp. But that was all. Even decked out in an expensively tailored suit, Elbert remained the anxious, gaunt little boy Drake had befriended as a child. The same boy that Drake had taught to climb trees, who had fished by his side as a youngster.
The drawer slid shut, the lock clicking into place before the key was again tucked safely into the lawyer’s breast pocket. The papers in his bony hands crinkled loudly in the ensuing silence as Elbert leafed through the crisp sheets with a grip that shook incessantly. He pulled over a dozen pages from the file, then pushed the folder aside. “It’s all here, as per your request.” He slid the papers across the desk's polished surface and nervously cleared his throat. “I beg you to think hard before you act on this, Drake. It could be most damaging.”
Drake eyed the incriminating pages, but made no move to take them. His gaze shifted to the lawyer. Physically, the man had the appearance of a rat minus the whiskers. But his reputation for being the best damn attorney Boston had to offer stood, regardless. Despite his looks, Drake trusted the man implicitly. “Don’t worry, Elbert, there isn’t much else I have thought about for the past three years.”
The watery, steel-blue eyes behind the spectacles narrowed. “I can take that to mean you’ve decided to go through with this, then? Are you sure?”
“Do I have any other choice? Charles is running the company to the ground. In a year, maybe less, Frazier & Sons will be bankrupt. I can’t just sit back and watch my brother bleed the company dry. Not after all the work I put into it myself.” Shaking his head, he dragged his fingers through the tousled golden hair. “No, I can’t just do nothing. And in my heart, I don’t think my grandfather or my father would want me to. Do you?”
The barest trace of a smile came to Elbert’s thin lips. The mention of the two men brought back long-forgotten memories. “Your grandfather was a complex man, I cannot deny that. He worked hard to get his company off the ground, and harder still to keep it going.” Entwining his bony fingers, he rested his elbows atop the desk. Two trembling index fingers pointed straight up, forming a shaky perch on which he rested his chin. “Unfortunately, I am inclined to agree with you. Thomas Frazier would definitely not approve of the goings on at Frazier & Sons. Had he been more aware of what was happening around him, I doubt he would have signed the company over to your brother.” He scowled, his lips puckering. “However, as I said before you left—and as I still believe now—there are better ways to handle the situation. Your measures are a little too extreme for my tastes.”
Drake chuckled derisively. “Ah, yes, I remember now. You wanted to take the case to court. Contest the will. That sort of thing.”
“I still believe in that. It is the wisest decision.”
“It’s also the longer one. Contesting the will would take time—time that I don’t have. I can’t be running in and out of court at the beck and call of ever
y judge from here to Cambridge. That could take months, even years. You said so yourself.”
“I know what I said,” Elbert sputtered as he leaned back in his chair. The wood groaned with the suddenness of the movement. “And I recall informing you at the time that any matter of this importance would make for a lengthy process in court. But—”
“But, how much till will this take in comparison?” Drake cut him short. Leaning over the desk, he scooped up the papers and held them out to the lawyer. “If you’ve done your job right, there should be enough incriminating evidence in here to ruin Charles for good. Ruin him!” His fist slammed onto the mahogany desk top and the papers wrinkled in his fist. “Do you have any idea how hard I’ve worked for this? Do you know how long I have waited for this moment? You claim to be my friend, but your defense of him condones what my brother did! My grandfather wouldn’t have wanted things to end all tied up in legal bureaucracy. I know it. And I may not have known my father as well as I would have liked, but I do know that if he was anything like his father, Maurice Frazier would have expected more from his son than what Charles has given him.”
Reluctantly, Elbert nodded. His trembling fingers nervously played with the buttons of his navy blue waistcoat. “I remember very little of your father, Drake, but I have heard my father speak of him. And from what I can recall, your father was cut from the same cloth as your grandfather. He would have expected nothing short of perfection, and settled for nothing less.”
“And you think Charles has lived up to those expectations?” he demanded angrily. Standing now, Drake leaned ominously against the desk. His hands, balled into tight fists, rested atop the polished surface, bracing his weight. His face was hard, his eyes glistening in the waning light with rigid determination. “Charles stole what was rightfully mine, Elbert. While I was busy running the family business, my brother was busy stealing it—as well as my fiancée—out from under my nose. Until now, there wasn’t anything I could do about it. Now I can, and I assure you, I won’t let him get away with it. It’s long past time Charles was called to answer for what he’s done.”
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