One by one her hopes had fallen away, and left her desolate; and though a chance yet remained, she could no longer hope. She felt certain it, too, would fade and vanish. She sank into a kind of stupor. All outward objects harmonised with her despair — the gloomy leaden sky — the deep dark waters below, of a still heavier shade of colour — the cold, flat yellow shore in the distance, which no ray lightened up — the nipping, cutting wind.
She shivered with her depression of mind and body.
The sails were taken down, of course, on the return to Liverpool, and the progress they made, rowing and tacking, was very slow. The men talked together, disputing about the pilots at first, and then about matters of local importance, in which Mary would have taken no interest at any time, and she gradually became drowsy; irrepressibly so, indeed, for in spite of her jerking efforts to keep awake, she sank away to the bottom of the boat, and there lay crouched on a rough heap of sails, rope, and tackles of various kinds.
The measured beat of the waters against the sides of the boat, and the musical boom of the more distant waves, were more lulling than silence, and she slept sound.
Once she opened her eyes heavily, and dimly saw the old grey, rough boatman (who had stood out the most obstinately for the full fare) covering her with his thick pea-jacket. He had taken it off on purpose, and was doing it tenderly in his way, but before she could rouse herself up to thank him she had dropped off to sleep again.
At last, in the dusk of evening, they arrived at the landing-place from which they had started some hours before. The men spoke to Mary, but though she mechanically replied, she did not stir; so, at length, they were obliged to shake her. She stood up, shivering and puzzled as to her whereabouts.
“Now tell me where you are bound to, missus,” said the grey old man, “and maybe I can put you in the way.”
She slowly comprehended what he said, and went through the process of recollection; but very dimly, and with much labour. She put her hand into her pocket and pulled out her purse, and shook its contents into the man’s hand; and then began meekly to unpin her shawl, although they had turned away without asking for it.
“No! no!” said the old man, who lingered on the step before springing into the boat, and to whom she mutely offered the shawl. “Keep it! we donnot want it. It were only for to try you, — some folks say they’ve no more blunt, when all the while they’ve getten a mint.”
“Thank you,” said she, in a dull, low tone.
“Where are you bound to? I axed that question afore,” said the gruff old fellow.
“I don’t know. I’m a stranger,” replied she quietly, with a strange absence of anxiety under the circumstances.
“But you mun find out then,” said he sharply: “pier-head’s no place for a young woman to be standing on, gapeseying.”
“I’ve a card somewhere as will tell me,” she answered, and the man, partly relieved, jumped into the boat, which was now pushing off to make way for the arrivals from some steamer.
Mary felt in her pocket for the card, on which was written the name of the street where she was to have met Mr. Bridgnorth at two o’clock; where Job and Mrs. Wilson were to have been, and where she was to have learnt from the former the particulars of some respectable lodging. It was not to be found.
She tried to brighten her perceptions, and felt again, and took out the little articles her pocket contained, her empty purse, her pocket-handkerchief, and such little things, but it was not there.
In fact, she had dropped it when, so eager to embark, she had pulled out her purse to reckon up her money.
She did not know this, of course. She only knew it was gone.
It added but little to the despair that was creeping over her. But she tried a little more to help herself, though every minute her mind became more cloudy. She strove to remember where Will had lodged, but she could not; name, street, everything had passed away, and it did not signify; better she were lost than found.
She sat down quietly on the top step of the landing, and gazed down into the dark, dank water below. Once or twice a spectral thought loomed among the shadows of her brain; a wonder whether beneath that cold dismal surface there would not be rest from the troubles of earth. But she could not hold an idea before her for two consecutive moments; and she forgot what she thought about before she could act upon it.
So she continued sitting motionless, without looking up, or regarding in any way the insults to which she was subjected.
Through the darkening light the old boatman had watched her: interested in her in spite of himself, and his scoldings of himself.
When the landing-place was once more comparatively clear, he made his way towards it, across boats, and along planks, swearing at himself while he did so for an old fool.
He shook Mary’s shoulder violently.
“D — - you, I ask you again where you’re bound to? Don’t sit there, stupid. Where are going to?”
“I don’t know,” sighed Mary.
“Come, come; avast with that story. You said a bit ago you’d a card, which was to tell you where to go.”
“I had, but I’ve lost it. Never mind.”
She looked again down upon the black mirror below.
He stood by her, striving to put down his better self; but he could not. He shook her again. She looked up, as if she had forgotten him.
“What do you want?” asked she wearily.
“Come with me and be d — d to you!” replied he, clutching her arm to pull her up.
She arose and followed him, with the unquestioning docility of a little child.
XXIX. A TRUE BILL AGAINST JEM.
”There are who, living by the legal pen,
Are held in honour — honourable men.”
— CRABBE.
At five minutes before two, Job Legh stood upon the doorstep of the house where Mr. Bridgnorth lodged at Assize time. He had left Mrs. Wilson at the dwelling of a friend of his, who had offered him a room for the old woman and Mary: a room which had frequently been his, on his occasional visits to Liverpool, but which he was thankful now to have obtained for them, as his own sleeping place was a matter of indifference to him, and the town appeared crowded and disorderly on the eve of the Assizes.
He was shown in to Mr. Bridgnorth, who was writing; Mary and Will Wilson had not yet arrived, being, as you know, far away on the broad sea; but of this Job of course knew nothing, and he did not as yet feel much anxiety about their non-appearance; he was more curious to know the result of Mr. Bridgnorth’s interview that morning with Jem.
“Why, yes,” said Mr. Bridgnorth, putting down his pen, “I have seen him, but to little purpose, I’m afraid. He’s very impracticable — very. I told him, of course, that he must be perfectly open with me, or else I could not be prepared for the weak points. I named your name with the view of unlocking his confidence, but” —
“What did he say?” asked Job breathlessly.
“Why, very little. He barely answered me. Indeed, he refused to answer some questions — positively refused. I don’t know what I can do for him.”
“Then you think him guilty, sir?” said Job despondingly.
“No, I don’t,” replied Mr. Bridgnorth, quickly and decisively. “Much less than I did before I saw him. The impression (mind, ‘t is only impression; I rely upon your caution, not to take it for fact) — the impression,” with an emphasis on the word, “he gave me is, that he knows something about the affair, but what, he will not say; and so the chances are, if he persists in his obstinacy, he’ll be hung. That’s all.”
He began to write again, for he had no time to lose.
“But he must not be hung,” said Job with vehemence.
Mr. Bridgnorth looked up, smiled a little, but shook his head.
“What did he say, sir, if I may be so bold as to ask?” continued
Job.
“His words were few enough, and he was so reserved and short, that, as I said before, I can only give you the impressi
on they conveyed to me. I told him, of course, who I was, and for what I was sent. He looked pleased, I thought — at least his face (sad enough when I went in, I assure ye) brightened a little; but he said he had nothing to say, no defence to make. I asked him if he was guilty, then; and, by way of opening his heart, I said I understood he had had provocation enough, inasmuch as I heard that the girl was very lovely and had jilted him to fall desperately in love with that handsome young Carson (poor fellow!). But James Wilson did not speak one way or another. I then went to particulars. I asked him if the gun was his, as his mother had declared. He had not heard of her admission, it was evident, from his quick way of looking up, and the glance of his eye; but when he saw I was observing him, he hung down his head again, and merely said she was right; it was his gun.”
“Well!” said Job impatiently, as Mr. Bridgnorth paused.
“Nay! I have little more to tell you,” continued that gentleman. “I asked him to inform me, in all confidence, how it came to be found there. He was silent for a time, and then refused. Not only refused to answer that question, but candidly told me he would not say another word on the subject, and, thanking me for my trouble and interest in his behalf, he all but dismissed me. Ungracious enough on the whole, was it not, Mr. Legh? And yet, I assure ye, I am twenty times more inclined to think him innocent than before I had the interview.”
“I wish Mary Barton would come,” said Job anxiously. “She and Will are a long time about it.”
“Ay, that’s our only chance, I believe,” answered Mr. Bridgnorth, who was writing again. “I sent Johnson off before twelve to serve him with his sub-poena, and to say I wanted to speak with him; he’ll be here soon, I’ve no doubt.”
There was a pause. Mr. Bridgnorth looked up again, and spoke.
“Mr. Duncombe promised to be here to speak to his character. I sent him a sub-poena on Saturday night. Though, after all, juries go very little by such general and vague testimony as that to character. It is very right that they should not often; but in this instance unfortunate for us, as we must rest our case on the alibi.”
The pen went again, scratch, scratch over the paper.
Job grew very fidgety. He sat on the edge of his chair, the more readily to start up when Will and Mary should appear. He listened intently to every noise and every step on the stair.
Once he heard a man’s footstep, and his old heart gave a leap of delight. But it was only Mr. Bridgnorth’s clerk, bringing him a list of those cases in which the grand jury had found true bills. He glanced it over and pushed it to Job, merely saying —
“Of course we expected this,” and went on with his writing.
There was a true bill against James Wilson, of course. And yet Job felt now doubly anxious and sad. It seemed the beginning of the end. He had got, by imperceptible degrees, to think Jem innocent. Little by little this persuasion had come upon him.
Mary (tossing about in the little boat on the broad river) did not come, nor did Will.
Job grew very restless. He longed to go and watch for them out of the window, but feared to interrupt Mr. Bridgnorth. At length his desire to look out was irresistible, and he got up and walked carefully and gently across the room, his boots creaking at every cautious step. The gloom which had overspread the sky, and the influence of which had been felt by Mary on the open water, was yet more perceptible in the dark, dull street. Job grew more and more fidgety. He was obliged to walk about the room, for he could not keep still; and he did so, regardless of Mr. Bridgnorth’s impatient little motions and noises, as the slow, stealthy, creaking movements were heard, backwards and forwards, behind his chair.
He really liked Job, and was interested for Jem, else his nervousness would have overcome his sympathy long before it did. But he could hold out no longer against the monotonous, grating sound; so at last he threw down his pen, locked his portfolio, and taking up his hat and gloves, he told Job he must go to the courts.
“But Will Wilson is not come,” said Job in dismay. “Just wait while
I run to his lodgings. I would have done it before, but I thought
they’d be here every minute, and I were afraid of missing them.
I’ll be back in no time.”
“No, my good fellow, I really must go. Besides, I begin to think Johnson must have made a mistake, and have fixed with this William Wilson to meet me at the courts. If you like to wait for him here, pray make use of my room; but I’ve a notion I shall find him there: in which case, I’ll send him to your lodging; shall I? You know where to find me. I shall be here again by eight o’clock, and with the evidence of this witness that’s to prove the alibi, I’ll have the brief drawn out, and in the hands of counsel to-night.”
So saying he shook hands with Job, and went his way. The old man considered for a minute as he lingered at the door, and then bent his steps towards Mrs. Jones’s, where he knew (from reference to queer, odd, heterogeneous memoranda, in an ancient black-leather pocket-book) that Will lodged, and where he doubted not he should hear both of him and of Mary.
He went there, and gathered what intelligence he could out of Mrs.
Jones’s slow replies.
He asked if a young woman had been there that morning, and if she had seen Will Wilson. “No!”
“Why not?”
“Why, bless you, ‘cause he had sailed some hours before she came asking for him.”
There was a dead silence, broken only by the even, heavy sound of
Mrs. Jones’s ironing.
“Where is the young woman now?” asked Job.
“Somewhere down at the docks,” she thought. “Charley would know, if he was in, but he wasn’t. He was in mischief, somewhere or other, she had no doubt. Boys always were. He would break his neck some day, she knew”; so saying, she quietly spat upon her fresh iron, to test its heat, and then went on with her business.
Job could have boxed her, he was in such a state of irritation. But he did not, and he had his reward. Charley came in, whistling with an air of indifference, assumed to carry off his knowledge of the lateness of the hour to which he had lingered about the docks.
“Here’s an old man come to know where the young woman is who went out with thee this morning,” said his mother, after she had bestowed on him a little motherly scolding.
“Where she is now I don’t know. I saw her last sailing down the river after the John Cropper. I’m afeard she won’t reach her; wind changed, and she would be under weigh, and over the bar in no time. She would have been back by now.”
It took Job some little time to understand this, from the confused use of the feminine pronoun. Then he inquired how he could best find Mary.
“I’ll run down again to the pier,” said the boy; “I’ll warrant I’ll find her.”
“Thou shalt do no such a thing,” said his mother, setting her back against the door. The lad made a comical face at Job, which met with no responsive look from the old man, whose sympathies were naturally in favour of the parent: although he would thankfully have availed himself of Charley’s offer; for he was weary, and anxious to return to poor Mrs. Wilson, who would be wondering what had become of him.
“How can I best find her? Who did she go with, lad?”
But Charley was sullen at his mother’s exercise of authority before a stranger, and at that stranger’s grave looks when he meant to have made him laugh.
“They were river boatmen; — that’s all I know,” said he.
“But what was the name of their boat?” persevered Job.
“I never took no notice; the Anne, or William, — or some of them common names, I’ll be bound.”
“What pier did she start from?” asked Job despairingly.
“Oh, as for that matter, it were the stairs on the Prince’s Pier she started from; but she’ll not come back to the same, for the American steamer came up with the tide, and anchored close to it, blocking up the way for all the smaller craft. It’s a rough evening, too, to be out on,” he maliciously a
dded.
“Well, God’s will be done! I did hope we could have saved the lad,” said Job sorrowfully; “but I’m getten very doubtful again. I’m uneasy about Mary, too, — very. She’s a stranger in Liverpool.”
“So she told me,” said Charley. “There’s traps about for young women at every corner. It’s a pity she’s no one to meet her when she lands.”
“As for that,” replied Job, “I don’t see how any one could meet her when we can’t tell where she would come to. I must trust to her coming right. She’s getten spirit and sense. She’ll most likely be for coming here again. Indeed, I don’t know what else she can do, for she knows no other place in Liverpool. Missus, if she comes, will you give your son leave to bring her to No. 8, Back Garden Court, where there’s friends waiting for her? I’ll give him sixpence for his trouble.”
Mrs. Jones, pleased with the reference to her, gladly promised. And even Charley, indignant as he was at first at the idea of his motions being under the control of his mother, was mollified at the prospect of the sixpence, and at the probability of getting nearer to the heart of the mystery.
But Mary never came.
XXX. JOB LEGH’S DECEPTION.
“Oh! sad is the night-time,
The night-time of sorrow,
When through the deep gloom, we catch but the boom
Of the waves that may whelm us to-morrow.”
Job found Mrs. Wilson pacing about in a restless way; not speaking to the woman at whose house she was staying, but occasionally heaving such deep oppressive sighs as quite startled those around her.
“Well!” said she, turning sharp round in her tottering walk up and down as Job came in.
“Well, speak!” repeated she, before he could make up his mind what to say; for, to tell the truth, he was studying for some kind- hearted lie which might soothe her for a time. But now the real state of the case came blurting forth in answer to her impatient questioning.
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