‘Why, lad! what’s been ado? Thou’rt looking as peaked and pined as a Methody preacher after a love-feast, when he’s talked hisself to Death’s door. Thee dost na’ get good milk enow, that’s what it is, — such stuff as Monkshaven folks put up wi’!’
‘No, aunt; I’m quite well. Only I’m a bit put out — vexed like at what I’ve heerd about Sylvie.’
His aunt’s face changed immediately.
‘And whatten folk say of her, next thing?’
‘Oh,’ said Philip, struck by the difference of look and manner in his aunt, and subdued by seeing how instantly she took alarm. ‘It were only my uncle; — he should na’ take a girl like her to a public. She were wi’ him at t’ “Admiral’s Head” upo’ All Souls’ Day — that were all. There were many a one there beside, — it were statute fair; but such a one as our Sylvie ought not to be cheapened wi’ t’ rest.’
‘And he took her there, did he?’ said Bell, in severe meditation. ‘I had never no opinion o’ th’ wenches as ‘ll set theirselves to be hired for servants i’ th’ fair; they’re a bad lot, as cannot find places for theirselves — ’bout going and stannin’ to be stared at by folk, and grinnin’ wi’ th’ plough-lads when no one’s looking; it’s a bad look-out for t’ missus as takes one o’ these wenches for a servant; and dost ta mean to say as my Sylvie went and demeaned hersel’ to dance and marlock wi’ a’ th’ fair-folk at th’ “Admiral’s Head?”‘
‘No, no, she did na’ dance; she barely set foot i’ th’ room; but it were her own pride as saved her; uncle would niver ha’ kept her from it, for he had fallen in wi’ Hayley o’ Seaburn and one or two others, and they were having a glass i’ t’ bar, and Mrs. Lawson, t’ landlady, knew how there was them who would come and dance among parish ‘prentices if need were, just to get a word or a look wi’ Sylvie! So she tempts her in, saying that the room were all smartened and fine wi’ flags; and there was them in the room as told me that they never were so startled as when they saw our Sylvie’s face peeping in among all t’ flustered maids and men, rough and red wi’ weather and drink; and Jem Macbean, he said she were just like a bit o’ apple-blossom among peonies; and some man, he didn’t know who, went up and spoke to her; an’ either at that, or at some o’ t’ words she heard — for they’d got a good way on afore that time — she went quite white and mad, as if fire were coming out of her eyes, and then she turned red and left the room, for all t’ landlady tried to laugh it off and keep her in.’
‘I’ll be down to Monkshaven before I’m a day older, and tell Margaret Lawson some on my mind as she’ll not forget in a hurry.’
Bell moved as though she would put on her cloak and hood there and then.
‘Nay, it’s not in reason as a woman i’ that line o’ life shouldn’t try to make her house agreeable,’ said Philip.
‘Not wi’ my wench,’ said Bell, in a determined voice.
Philip’s information had made a deeper impression on his aunt than he intended. He himself had been annoyed more at the idea that Sylvia would be spoken of as having been at a rough piece of rustic gaiety — a yearly festival for the lower classes of Yorkshire servants, out-door as well as in-door — than at the affair itself, for he had learnt from his informant how instantaneous her appearance had been. He stood watching his aunt’s troubled face, and almost wishing that he had not spoken. At last she heaved a deep sigh, and stirring the fire, as if by this little household occupation to compose her mind, she said —
‘It’s a pity as wenches aren’t lads, or married folk. I could ha’ wished — but it were the Lord’s will — It would ha’ been summut to look to, if she’d had a brother. My master is so full on his own thoughts, yo’ see, he’s no mind left for thinking on her, what wi’ th’ oats, and th’ wool, and th’ young colt, and his venture i’ th’ Lucky Mary.’
She really believed her husband to have the serious and important occupation for his mind that she had been taught to consider befitting the superior intellect of the masculine gender; she would have taxed herself severely, if, even in thought, she had blamed him, and Philip respected her feelings too much to say that Sylvia’s father ought to look after her more closely if he made such a pretty creature so constantly his companion; yet some such speech was only just pent within Philip’s closed lips. Again his aunt spoke —
‘I used to think as she and yo’ might fancy one another, but thou’rt too old-fashioned like for her; ye would na’ suit; and it’s as well, for now I can say to thee, that I would take it very kindly if thou would’st look after her a bit.’
Philip’s countenance fell into gloom. He had to gulp down certain feelings before he could make answer with discretion.
‘How can I look after her, and me tied to the shop more and more every day?’
‘I could send her on a bit of an errand to Foster’s, and then, for sure, yo’ might keep an eye upon her when she’s in th’ town; and just walk a bit way with her when she’s in th’ street, and keep t’ other fellows off her — Ned Simpson, t’ butcher, in ‘special, for folks do say he means no good by any girl he goes wi’ — and I’ll ask father to leave her a bit more wi’ me. They’re coming down th’ brow, and Ned Simpson wi’ them. Now, Philip, I look to thee to do a brother’s part by my wench, and warn off all as isn’t fit.’
The door opened, and the coarse strong voice of Simpson made itself heard. He was a stout man, comely enough as to form and feature, but with a depth of colour in his face that betokened the coming on of the habits of the sot. His Sunday hat was in his hand, and he smoothed the long nap of it, as he said, with a mixture of shyness and familiarity —
‘Sarvant, missus. Yo’r measter is fain that I should come in an’ have a drop; no offence, I hope?’
Sylvia passed quickly through the house-place, and went upstairs without speaking to her cousin Philip or to any one. He sat on, disliking the visitor, and almost disliking his hospitable uncle for having brought Simpson into the house, sympathizing with his aunt in the spirit which prompted her curt answers, and in the intervals of all these feelings wondering what ground she had for speaking as if she had now given up all thought of Sylvia and him ever being married, and in what way he was too ‘old-fashioned.’
Robson would gladly have persuaded Philip to join him and Simpson in their drink, but Philip was in no sociable mood, and sate a little aloof, watching the staircase down which sooner or later Sylvia must come; for, as perhaps has been already said, the stairs went up straight out of the kitchen. And at length his yearning watch was rewarded; first, the little pointed toe came daintily in sight, then the trim ankle in the tight blue stocking, the wool of which was spun and the web of which was knitted by her mother’s careful hands; then the full brown stuff petticoat, the arm holding the petticoat back in decent folds, so as not to encumber the descending feet; the slender neck and shoulders hidden under the folded square of fresh white muslin; the crowning beauty of the soft innocent face radiant in colour, and with the light brown curls clustering around. She made her way quickly to Philip’s side; how his heart beat at her approach! and even more when she entered into a low-voiced tete-a-tete.
‘Isn’t he gone yet?’ said she. ‘I cannot abide him; I could ha’ pinched father when he asked him for t’ come in.’
‘Maybe, he’ll not stay long,’ said Philip, hardly understanding the meaning of what he said, so sweet was it to have her making her whispered confidences to him.
But Simpson was not going to let her alone in the dark corner between the door and the window. He began paying her some coarse country compliments — too strong in their direct flattery for even her father’s taste, more especially as he saw by his wife’s set lips and frowning brow how much she disapproved of their visitor’s style of conversation.
‘Come, measter, leave t’ lass alone; she’s set up enough a’ready, her mother makes such a deal on her. Yo’ an’ me’s men for sensible talk at our time o’ life. An’, as I was saying, t’ horse was a weaver if iver one wa
s, as any one could ha’ told as had come within a mile on him.’
And in this way the old farmer and the bluff butcher chatted on about horses, while Philip and Sylvia sate together, he turning over all manner of hopes and projects for the future, in spite of his aunt’s opinion that he was too ‘old-fashioned’ for her dainty, blooming daughter. Perhaps, too, Mrs. Robson saw some reason for changing her mind on this head as she watched Sylvia this night, for she accompanied Philip to the door, when the time came for him to start homewards, and bade him ‘good-night’ with unusual fervour, adding —
‘Thou’st been a deal o’ comfort to me, lad — a’most as one as if thou wert a child o’ my own, as at times I could welly think thou art to be. Anyways, I trust to thee to look after the lile lass, as has no brother to guide her among men — and men’s very kittle for a woman to deal wi; but if thou’lt have an eye on whom she consorts wi’, my mind ‘ll be easier.’
Philip’s heart beat fast, but his voice was as calm as usual when he replied —
‘I’d just keep her a bit aloof from Monkshaven folks; a lass is always the more thought on for being chary of herself; and as for t’ rest, I’ll have an eye to the folks she goes among, and if I see that they don’t befit her, I’ll just give her a warning, for she’s not one to like such chaps as yon Simpson there; she can see what’s becoming in a man to say to a lass, and what’s not.’
Philip set out on his two-mile walk home with a tumult of happiness in his heart. He was not often carried away by delusions of his own creating; to-night he thought he had good ground for believing that by patient self-restraint he might win Sylvia’s love. A year ago he had nearly earned her dislike by obtruding upon her looks and words betokening his passionate love. He alarmed her girlish coyness, as well as wearied her with the wish he had then felt that she should take an interest in his pursuits. But, with unusual wisdom, he had perceived his mistake; it was many months now since he had betrayed, by word or look, that she was anything more to him than a little cousin to be cared for and protected when need was. The consequence was that she had become tamed, just as a wild animal is tamed; he had remained tranquil and impassive, almost as if he did not perceive her shy advances towards friendliness. These advances were made by her after the lessons had ceased. She was afraid lest he was displeased with her behaviour in rejecting his instructions, and was not easy till she was at peace with him; and now, to all appearance, he and she were perfect friends, but nothing more. In his absence she would not allow her young companions to laugh at his grave sobriety of character, and somewhat prim demeanour; she would even go against her conscience, and deny that she perceived any peculiarity. When she wanted it, she sought his advice on such small subjects as came up in her daily life; and she tried not to show signs of weariness when he used more words — and more difficult words — than were necessary to convey his ideas. But her ideal husband was different from Philip in every point, the two images never for an instant merged into one. To Philip she was the only woman in the world; it was the one subject on which he dared not consider, for fear that both conscience and judgment should decide against him, and that he should be convinced against his will that she was an unfit mate for him, that she never would be his, and that it was waste of time and life to keep her shrined in the dearest sanctuary of his being, to the exclusion of all the serious and religious aims which, in any other case, he would have been the first to acknowledge as the object he ought to pursue. For he had been brought up among the Quakers, and shared in their austere distrust of a self-seeking spirit; yet what else but self-seeking was his passionate prayer, ‘Give me Sylvia, or else, I die?’ No other vision had ever crossed his masculine fancy for a moment; his was a rare and constant love that deserved a better fate than it met with. At this time his hopes were high, as I have said, not merely as to the growth of Sylvia’s feelings towards him, but as to the probability of his soon being in a position to place her in such comfort, as his wife, as she had never enjoyed before.
For the brothers Foster were thinking of retiring from business, and relinquishing the shop to their two shopmen, Philip Hepburn and William Coulson. To be sure, it was only by looking back for a few months, and noticing chance expressions and small indications, that this intention of theirs could be discovered. But every step they took tended this way, and Philip knew their usual practice of deliberation too well to feel in the least impatient for the quicker progress of the end which he saw steadily approaching. The whole atmosphere of life among the Friends at this date partook of this character of self-repression, and both Coulson and Hepburn shared in it. Coulson was just as much aware of the prospect opening before him as Hepburn; but they never spoke together on the subject, although their mutual knowledge might be occasionally implied in their conversation on their future lives. Meanwhile the Fosters were imparting more of the background of their business to their successors. For the present, at least, the brothers meant to retain an interest in the shop, even after they had given up the active management; and they sometimes thought of setting up a separate establishment as bankers. The separation of the business, — the introduction of their shopmen to the distant manufacturers who furnished their goods (in those days the system of ‘travellers’ was not so widely organized as it is at present), — all these steps were in gradual progress; and already Philip saw himself in imagination in the dignified position of joint master of the principal shop in Monkshaven, with Sylvia installed as his wife, with certainly a silk gown, and possibly a gig at her disposal. In all Philip’s visions of future prosperity, it was Sylvia who was to be aggrandized by them; his own life was to be spent as it was now, pretty much between the four shop walls.
CHAPTER XII
NEW YEAR’S FETE
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