by Zane Grey
Columbine felt a sinking within her. Where was her strength? She, who could walk and ride so many miles, to become sick with an inward quaking! It was childish. She struggled to hide her weakness from him.
“It’s not like you to be this way,” she said. “You used to be generous. Am I to blame? Did I choose my life?”
Moore looked quickly away from her, and, standing with a hand on his horse, he was silent for a moment. The squaring of his shoulders bore testimony to his thought. Presently he swung up into the saddle. The mustang snorted and champed the bit and tossed his head, ready to bolt.
“Forget my temper,” begged the cowboy, looking down upon Columbine. “I take it all back. I’m sorry. Don’t let a word of mine worry you. I was only jealous.”
“Jealous!” exclaimed Columbine, wonderingly.
“Yes. That makes a fellow see red and green. Bad medicine! You never felt it.”
“What were you jealous of?” asked Columbine.
The cowboy had himself in hand now and he regarded her with a grim amusement.
“Well, Columbine, it’s like a story,” he replied. “I’m the fellow disowned by his family—a wanderer of the wilds—no good—and no prospects.… Now our friend Jack, he’s handsome and rich. He has a doting old dad. Cattle, horses—ranches! He wins the girl. See!”
Spurring his mustang, the cowboy rode away. At the edge of the slope he turned in the saddle. “I’ve got to drive in this bunch of cattle. It’s late. You hurry home.” Then he was gone. The stones cracked and rolled down under the side of the bluff.
Columbine stood where he had left her: dubious, yet with the blood still hot in her cheeks.
“Jealous?… He wins the girl?” she murmured in repetition to herself. “What ever could he have meant? He didn’t mean—he didn’t—”
The simple, logical interpretation of Wilson’s words opened Columbine’s mind to a disturbing possibility of which she had never dreamed. That he might love her! If he did, why had he not said so? Jealous, maybe, but he did not love her! The next throb of thought was like a knock at a door of her heart—a door never yet opened, inside which seemed a mystery of feeling, of hope, despair, unknown longing, and clamorous voices. The woman just born in her, instinctive and self-preservative, shut that door before she had more than a glimpse inside. But then she felt her heart swell with its nameless burdens.
Pronto was grazing near at hand. She caught him and mounted. It struck her then that her hands were numb with cold. The wind had ceased fluttering the aspens, but the yellow leaves were falling, rustling. Out on the brow of the slope she faced home and the west.
A glorious Colorado sunset had just reached the wonderful height of its color and transformation. The sage slopes below her seemed rosy velvet; the golden aspens on the farther reaches were on fire at the tips; the foothills rolled clear and mellow and rich in the light; the gulf of distance on to the great black range was veiled in mountain purple; and the dim peaks beyond the range stood up, sunset-flushed and grand. The narrow belt of blue sky between crags and clouds was like a river full of fleecy sails and wisps of silver. Above towered a pall of dark cloud, full of the shades of approaching night.
“Oh, beautiful!” breathed the girl, with all her worship of nature. That wild world of sunset grandeur and loneliness and beauty was hers. Over there, under a peak of the black range, was the place where she had been found, baby, lost in the forest. She belonged to that, and so belonged to her. Strength came to her from the glory light on the hills.
Pronto shot up his ears and checked his trot.
“What is it, boy?” called Columbine. The trail was getting dark. Shadows were creeping up the slope as she rode down to meet them. The mustang had keen sight and scent. She reined him to a halt.
All was silent. The valley had begun to shade on the far side and the rose and gold seemed fading from the nearer. Below, on the level floor of the valley, lay the rambling old ranch-house, with the cabins nestling around, and the corrals leading out to the soft hay-fields, misty and gray in the twilight. A single light gleamed. It was like a beacon.
The air was cold with a nip of frost. From far on the other side of the ridge she had descended came the bawls of the last straggling cattle of the round-up. But surely Pronto had not shot up his ears for them. As if in answer a wild sound pealed down the slope, making the mustang jump. Columbine had heard it before.
“Pronto, it’s only a wolf,” she soothed him.
The peal was loud, rather harsh at first, then softened to a mourn, wild, lonely, haunting. A pack of coyotes barked in angry answer, a sharp, staccato, yelping chorus, the more piercing notes biting on the cold night air. These mountain mourns and yelps were music to Columbine. She rode on down the trail in the gathering darkness, less afraid of the night and its wild denizens than of what awaited her at White Slides Ranch.
CHAPTER 2
Darkness settled down like a black mantle over the valley. Columbine rather hoped to find Wilson waiting to take care of her horse, as used to be his habit, but she was disappointed. No light showed from the cabin in which the cowboys lived; he had not yet come in from the round-up. She unsaddled, and turned Pronto loose in the pasture.
The windows of the long, low ranch-house were bright squares in the blackness, sending cheerful rays afar. Columbine wondered in trepidation if Jack Belllounds had come home. It required effort of will to approach the house. Yet since she must meet him, the sooner the ordeal was over the better. Nevertheless she tiptoed past the bright windows, and went all the length of the long porch, and turned around and went back, and then hesitated, fighting a slow drag of her spirit, an oppression upon her heart. The door was crude and heavy. It opened hard.
Columbine entered a big room lighted by a lamp on the upper table and by blazing logs in a huge stone fireplace. This was the living-room, rather gloomy in the corners, and bare, but comfortable, for all simple needs. The logs were new and the chinks between them filled with clay, still white, showing that the house was of recent build.
The rancher, Belllounds, sat in his easy-chair before the fire, his big, horny hands extended to the warmth. He was in his shirt-sleeves, a gray, bold-faced man, of over sixty years, still muscular and rugged.
At Columbine’s entrance he raised his drooping head, and so removed the suggestion of sadness in his posture.
“Wal, lass, hyar you are,” was his greeting. “Jake has been hollerin’ thet chuck was ready. Now we can eat.”
“Dad—did—did your son come?” asked Columbine.
“No. I got word jest at sundown. One of Baker’s cowpunchers from up the valley. He rode up from Kremmlin’ an’ stopped to say Jack was celebratin’ his arrival by too much red liquor. Reckon he won’t be home to-night. Mebbe to-morrow.”
Belllounds spoke in an even, heavy tone, without any apparent feeling. Always he was mercilessly frank and never spared the truth. But Columbine, who knew him well, felt how this news flayed him. Resentment stirred in her toward the wayward son, but she knew better than to voice it.
“Natural like, I reckon, fer Jack to feel gay on gettin’ home. I ain’t holdin’ thet ag’in’ him. These last three years must have been gallin’ to thet boy.”
Columbine stretched her hands to the blaze.
“It’s cold, dad,” she averred. “I didn’t dress warmly, so I nearly froze. Autumn is here and there’s frost in the air. Oh, the hills were all gold and red—the aspen leaves were falling. I love autumn, but it means winter is so near.”
“Wal, wal, time flies,” sighed the old man. “Where’d you ride?”
“Up the west slope to the bluff. It’s far. I don’t go there often.”
“Meet any of the boys? I sent the outfit to drive stock down from the mountain. I’ve lost a good many head lately. They’re eatin’ some weed thet poisons them. They swell up an’ die. Wuss this year than ever before.”
“Why, that is serious, dad! Poor things! That’s worse than eating loco.… Yes, I met W
ilson Moore driving down the slope.”
“Ahuh! Wal, let’s eat.”
They took seats at the table which the cook, Jake, was loading with steaming victuals. Supper appeared to be a rather sumptuous one this evening, in honor of the expected guest, who had not come. Columbine helped the old man to his favorite dishes, stealing furtive glances at his lined and shadowed face. She sensed a subtle change in him since the afternoon, but could not see any sign of it in his look or demeanor. His appetite was as hearty as ever.
“So you met Wils. Is he still makin’ up to you?” asked Belllounds, presently.
“No, he isn’t. I don’t see that he ever did—that—dad,” she replied.
“You’re a kid in mind an’ a woman in body. Thet cowpuncher has been lovesick over you since you were a little girl. It’s what kept him hyar ridin’ fer me.”
“Dad, I don’t believe it,” said Columbine, feeling the blood at her temples. “You always imagined such things about Wilson, and the other boys as well.”
“Ahuh! I’m an old fool about wimmen, hey? Mebbe I was years ago. But I can see now.… Didn’t Wils always get ory-eyed when any of the other boys shined up to you?”
“I can’t remember that he did,” replied Columbine. She felt a desire to laugh, yet the subject was anything but amusing to her.
“Wal, you’ve always been innocent-like. Thank the Lord you never leaned to tricks of most pretty lasses, makin’ eyes at all the men. Anyway, a matter of three months ago I told Wils to keep away from you—thet you were not fer any poor cowpuncher.”
“You never liked him. Why? Was it fair, taking him as boys come?”
“Wal, I reckon it wasn’t,” replied Belllounds, and as he looked up his broad face changed to ruddy color. “Thet boy’s the best rider an’ roper I’ve had in years. He ain’t the bronco-bustin’ kind. He never drank. He was honest an’ willin’. He saves his money. He’s good at handlin’ stock. Thet boy will be a rich rancher some day.”
“Strange, then, you never liked him,” murmured Columbine. She felt ashamed of the good it did her to hear Wilson praised.
“No, it ain’t strange. I have my own reasons,” replied Belllounds, gruffly, as he resumed eating.
Columbine believed she could guess the cause of the old rancher’s unreasonable antipathy for this cowboy. Not improbably it was because Wilson had always been superior in every way to Jack Belllounds. The boys had been natural rivals in everything pertaining to life on the range. What Bill Belllounds admired most in men was paramount in Wilson and lacking in his own son.
“Will you put Jack in charge of your ranches, now?” asked Columbine.
“Not much. I reckon I’ll try him hyar at White Slides as foreman. An’ if he runs the outfit, then I’ll see.”
“Dad, he’ll never run the White Slides outfit,” asserted Columbine.
“Wal, it is a hard bunch, I’ll agree. But I reckon the boys will stay, exceptin’, mebbe, Wils. An’ it’ll be jest as well fer him to leave.”
“It’s not good business to send away your best cowboy. I’ve heard you complain lately of lack of men.”
“I sure do need men,” replied Belllounds, seriously. “Stock gettin’ more ’n we can handle. I sent word over the range to Meeker, hopin’ to get some men there. What I need most jest now is a fellar who knows dogs an’ who’ll hunt down the wolves an’ lions an’ bears thet’re livin’ off my cattle.”
“Dad, you need a whole outfit to handle the packs of hounds you’ve got. Such an assortment of them! There must be a hundred. Only yesterday some man brought a lot of mangy, long-eared canines. It’s funny. Why, dad, you’re the laughing-stock of the range!”
“Yes, an’ the range’ll be thankin’ me when I rid it of all these varmints,” declared Belllounds. “Lass, I swore I’d buy every dog fetched to me, until I had enough to kill off the coyotes an’ lofers an’ lions. I’ll do it, too. But I need a hunter.”
“Why not put Wilson Moore in charge of the hounds? He’s a hunter.”
“Wal, lass, thet might be a good idee,” replied the rancher, nodding his grizzled head. “Say, you’re sort of wantin’ me to keep Wils on.”
“Yes, dad.”
“Why? Do you like him so much?”
“I like him—of course. He has been almost a brother to me.”
“Ahuh! Wal, are you sure you don’t like him more’n you ought—considerin’ what’s in the wind?”
“Yes, I’m sure I don’t,” replied Columbine, with tingling cheeks.
“Wal, I’m glad of thet. Reckon it’ll be no great matter whether Wils stays or leaves. If he wants to I’ll give him a job with the hounds.”
* * *
That evening Columbine went to her room early. It was a cozy little blanketed nest which she had arranged and furnished herself. There was a little square window cut through the logs and through which many a night the snow had blown in upon her bed. She loved her little isolated refuge. This night it was cold, the first time this autumn, and the lighted lamp, though brightening the room, did not make it appreciably warmer. There was a stone fireplace, but as she had neglected to bring in wood she could not start a fire. So she undressed, blew out the lamp, and went to bed.
Columbine was soon warm, and the darkness of her little room seemed good to her. Sleep she felt never would come that night. She wanted to think; she could not help but think; and she tried to halt the whirl of her mind. Wilson Moore occupied the foremost place in her varying thoughts—a fact quite remarkable and unaccountable. She tried to change it. In vain! Wilson persisted—on his white mustang flying across the ridgetop—coming to her as never before—with his anger and disapproval—his strange, poignant cry, “Columbine!” that haunted her—with his bitter smile and his resignation and his mocking talk of jealousy. He persisted and grew with the old rancher’s frank praise.
“I must not think of him,” she whispered. “Why, I’ll be—be married soon.… Married!”
That word transformed her thought, and where she had thrilled she now felt cold. She revolved the fact in mind.
“It’s true, I’ll be married, because I ought—I must,” she said, half aloud. “Because I can’t help myself. I ought to want to—for dad’s sake.… But I don’t—I don’t.”
She longed above all things to be good, loyal, loving, helpful, to show her gratitude for the home and the affection that had been bestowed upon a nameless waif. Bill Belllounds had not been under any obligation to succor a strange, lost child. He had done it because he was big, noble. Many splendid deeds had been laid at the old rancher’s door. She was not of an ungrateful nature. She meant to pay. But the significance of the price began to dawn upon her.
“It will change my whole life,” she whispered, aghast.
But how? Columbine pondered. She must go over the details of that change. No mother had ever taught her. The few women that had been in the Belllounds home from time to time had not been sympathetic or had not stayed long enough to help her much. Even her school life in Denver had left her still a child as regarded the serious problems of women.
“If I’m his wife,” she went on, “I’ll have to be with him—I’ll have to give up this little room—I’ll never be free—alone—happy, any more.”
That was the first detail she enumerated. It was also the last. Realization came with a sickening little shudder. And that moment gave birth to the nucleus of an unconscious revolt.
The coyotes were howling. Wild, sharp, sweet notes! They soothed her troubled, aching head, lulled her toward sleep, reminded her of the gold-and-purple sunset, and the slopes of sage, the lonely heights, and the beauty that would never change. On the morrow, she drowsily thought, she would persuade Wilson not to kill all the coyotes; to leave a few, because she loved them.
* * *
Bill Belllounds had settled in Middle Park in 1860. It was wild country, a home of the Ute Indians, and a natural paradise for elk, deer, antelope, buffalo. The mountain ranges harbored bear. These rang
es sheltered the rolling valley land which some explorer had named Middle Park in earlier days.
Much of this inclosed table-land was prairie, where long grass and wild flowers grew luxuriantly. Belllounds was a cattleman, and he saw the possibilities there. To which end he sought the friendship of Piah, chief of the Utes. This noble red man was well disposed toward the white settlers, and his tribe, during those troublous times, kept peace with these invaders of their mountain home.
In 1868 Belllounds was instrumental in persuading the Utes to relinquish Middle Park. The slopes of the hills were heavily timbered; gold and silver had been found in the mountains. It was a country that attracted prospectors, cattlemen, lumbermen. The summer season was not long enough to grow grain, and the nights too frosty for corn; otherwise Middle Park would have increased rapidly in population.
In the years that succeeded the departure of the Utes Bill Belllounds developed several cattle-ranches and acquired others. White Slides Ranch lay some twenty-odd miles from Middle Park, being a winding arm of the main valley land. Its development was a matter of later years, and Belllounds lived there because the country was wilder. The rancher, as he advanced in years, seemed to want to keep the loneliness that had been his in earlier days. At the time of the return of his son to White Slides Belllounds was rich in cattle and land, but he avowed frankly that he had not saved any money, and probably never would. His hand was always open to every man and he never remembered an obligation. He trusted every one. A proud boast of his was that neither white man nor red man had ever betrayed his trust. His cowboys took advantage of him, his neighbors imposed upon him, but none were there who did not make good their debts of service or stock. Belllounds was one of the great pioneers of the frontier days to whom the West owed its settlement; and he was finer than most, because he proved that the Indians, if not robbed or driven, would respond to friendliness.
* * *
Belllounds was not seen at his customary tasks on the day he expected his son. He walked in the fields and around the corrals; he often paced up and down the porch, scanning the horizon below, where the road from Kremmling showed white down the valley; and part of the time he stayed indoors.
