Natural Bridges
Debbie Lynn McCampbell
New York
This book is dedicated in loving memory of Grandma Pasley and Tasha for their inspiration. And to some of the delightful living: Mom for her love, Erik for his laugh, Uncle Jay for the lore, Aunt Glenda for letting in strays, Kurt for the loading the software, and most of all, to Johnn and his family for lending their steadfast encouragement.
This book was also written with the wish that all strays, human and canine alike, find loving hearts or homes.
1. Three Garage Sales
It was the Saturday before Florabelle’s wedding, and Momma had sent us out to find Florabelle a wedding gown. She already had a real nice one that Momma made out of taffeta two years ago when Florabelle was supposed to marry Skeeter McCoy who died of rabies before they got around to it, but now with Florabelle seven months pregnant, that dress wouldn’t fit her. We’d only thought about it a week before when I was letting the waist out of the yellow gingham she wanted to wear to her wedding/baby shower.
We took Daddy’s Ford pickup, and of course with Florabelle as big as she was, I drove. Birdie, our little sister, rode in the back with the pups. I had my window down, looking for numbers on mailboxes. It was a real hot day, and we’d stretched a worn potato sack out over the vinyl seat in the cab so we wouldn’t have those little seam patterns on the back of our thighs when we got out to shop. Florabelle should’ve been watching out for house numbers on her side, but instead, she was digging through the glove box for change.
“Ain’t nothing in here but tobacco and nails,” she said, slamming the glove box door. “Don’t you think he’d carry quarters for pop?”
I looked over at her and shrugged. She was slumped down in the seat, knees wide apart, feet on the dash, thick white calves jiggling to the rhythm of the motor. Her belly puffed out and sagged between her thighs. She was carrying low and was so big that we couldn’t even tie an apron around her. Grandma Trapper Feezer was predicting triplets. Florabelle was hoping to God Grandma’d be wrong.
“Sit up,” I said.
“What?”
“Sit up. Or you’ll have a crooked baby.”
Florabelle shifted her weight, straightened a little, smacked gum.
“Look for numbers,” I said, “two-one-one-six. Should come up a little ways past the Whistle Stop.”
Florabelle suddenly sat up. “Honk.”
“Where?” I accelerated.
“Honk when we go by the Whistle Stop. Jason’ll be there drinking. They’re off today. Factory’s closed weekends. Honk.”
“Too late.”
Florabelle jerked around to look for Jason’s truck.
“Face front,” I said.
“Why didn’t you honk?”
“You’re going to twist that baby.”
“Mind your own business, Fern.”
“Mind yours. Look for numbers.”
She turned around, slumped back down, folded her arms over her belly. “I don’t know why anybody’d even have a garage sale. Hell, we don’t even have a garage. Seems like if folks had stuff worth selling, then it’d be worth keeping. Especially a wedding gown; you could make it into fancy table napkins or something.”
“This is Bowen; more folks live here, and they have garages. If we have to, we’ll head into Stanton. Momma says some of the wealthier folks there decorate their houses every other summer and sell their old things in garage sales.”
“Not big wedding gowns.”
“We’ll find you one,” I said. “The kind with the drop waist. Now keep watching for numbers. Here’s the list. There’s a few here in Bowen, one on up in Rosslyn.”
Florabelle took the list, counted the addresses, spat her gum over me out my window.
I ignored it. Whether we found her a gown or not didn’t make much difference to me. I was more worried about the other reason we’d driven this far out of Leeco.
Heidi, Daddy’s blind blood hound, had given us another litter, and we weren’t allowed to keep them. Daddy claimed they cost too much to feed, and he didn’t want them running around tearing up the garden. Last winter, when she’d had her first, we’d tried giving all the pups away to neighbors, but no one else could really afford to keep them neither. So Daddy had ended up disposing of them—said he took them down to the pound. Florabelle said it was the pond. Says he drowned them. Buried them for fertilizer near the tomatoes.
This time, though, Momma had come up with a different plan to get rid of the pups that Daddy knew nothing about. I still looked at it as something next to murder, but Momma said it was part of life and looked at it more as charity. “Everybody this side of the gorge should have a good bloodhound,” she’d said. “For protection.”
I glanced in the rearview mirror and saw that Birdie was holding one of the pups. She sat against the spare tire, her bare legs stretched out, pinking in the afternoon sun. Wind brushed brown hair across her little face so I couldn’t see her expression. The other two pups had slid and were huddled together against the tailgate. The water bowl that Birdie and I had put back there had spilled over, and rivers ran down the grooves of the truck bed.
“Now you ain’t watching numbers,” said Florabelle.
“Am too.”
“No you ain’t.” She grinned. “I know you ain’t because we just passed two-one-one-six.”
I slammed the brakes, forgetting about Birdie and the pups, and turned the truck around in the road. “You want a dress or not?”
Florabelle snickered. “Three houses back on your left.”
I stopped the truck in front of a small red shotgun house. There was no garage, but the yard was full of furniture and other household things piled high on oil barrels and card tables. Two skinny boys in overalls ran around, picking up things, playing with them, and putting them down in the wrong places. An old woman sat in a yard chair near the door to the house, watching the boys, suspecting.
“You and I will ask about the dress,” I said, still eyeing the woman. “Birdie’ll do the other thing.”
“Why don’t you just go on up there and ask? I’ll wait here,” suggested Florabelle. “I’m aching.” She held her stomach.
“Get out,” I said.
Florabelle squirmed. “That old hag ain’t going to have no wedding gown. She probably ain’t never been married. Let’s just leave.”
“We can’t. The pups.”
Florabelle sighed, opened her door.
I went around to the back of the truck to lower the tailgate. Birdie was struggling to tie a rope leash around one of the pups that kept wiggling. I didn’t offer to help her; she’d see that I had the shakes.
“You ready?” I asked.
She nodded and climbed out.
“Sorry, Bird.”
She frowned up at me.
I laid my hand on her bony shoulder.
“Let go,” she said, shrugging my hand away, and led the wobbling puppy up the gravel driveway.
As we approached, the old woman stared right at Florabelle, then rose from her chair. She was large-busted; a faded floral duster hung loosely over her body, and matched her faded, yellow terry cloth slippers. Her face was puffy and pale, aged.
“Afternoon,” she said. “Don’t got no baby clothes or bassinet if that’s what you’re after. Even the grandchildren are all growed up now. Do have some nice quilts though.” She waved a fleshy arm. “Made them myself.”
“What we’re after,” said Florabelle, “is a wedding gown.”
The woman raised her brows, rendering judgment, and shuffled over to us. “A weddin’ gown?” she asked.
“That’s what I said.” Florabelle waited.
The woman then looked at me. “For you?”
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sp; “No, for me,” said Florabelle. “I’m getting married this coming Friday night.” Her face beamed.
Mine flushed.
The woman padded back across the yard about ten feet from us, steadied herself against a wooden chest of drawers. Her face, suddenly, was as red as her house. “Whore.”
The word cut through the thick air like a buzz saw.
Florabelle stepped back.
The skinny boys ran off.
I turned and motioned for Birdie, who was still standing in the driveway, to move along.
“Oh, no, ma’am,” I lied. “See, this is going to be my sister’s second wedding.”
Florabelle poked me in the back, hard.
“Her first husband,” I continued, “this baby’s Daddy; he died a short while ago. What we need now is a bigger dress than what we already have.”
“Hogwash,” said the woman. “Ain’t a vessel of truth in your story. I know sorrow when I see it, and this girl ain’t grieving over no dead husband.”
I dropped my head.
“Then you got a dress or not?” demanded Florabelle, hands on her hips, stomach pointed accusingly at the woman.
The woman stood there, lips pursed, scowling at us like we were stains on a rug. Then she spoke, voice quivering. “Do you know why I’m selling all my things today?”
“You’re redecorating,” said Florabelle.
The woman frowned and stepped back up on her front stoop. “My husband built this house forty-two years ago. We worked hard to make this a home, brought four children into the world, taught them how to work hard, too. Now Delmar’s gone, passed on in his sleep a month ago. I can’t go on living here with all the memories. Look around. He still sits on the chair over there, still eats off that table, and he still wipes his boots on this here rug. His ghost won’t leave this house, so I got to.” She took a deep breath and with a slippered foot, straightened out the rug on the stoop. “That, missy, is grief. And there ain’t no sign of it in your eyes. Shame neither.” She took a crumpled handkerchief out of a torn hip pocket and dabbed at her forehead.
“Let’s get out of here,” said Florabelle, turning to leave.
I looked around the yard and saw Birdie still wandering around the side of the house. We couldn’t leave yet. I grabbed Florabelle’s arm. “Go look at them quilts,” I told her. I had picked up an old dust broom to take down to the service station where I worked half-days. Clem Proffit, the owner, didn’t worry too much about cleaning the place, and it needed it badly.
I paid the woman fifty cents for the broom. She took the coins and rubbed them between her fingers. She stared down at them; her eyes were red, near tears. Then she went to her chair, sat down, got up again, cleared her throat. “How old are you?” she asked Florabelle.
“Twenty,” said Florabelle.
Florabelle was nineteen; I was twenty.
“When do you drop?” asked the woman.
“Two months.”
“Been to a doctor?”
“I ain’t sick.” Florabelle started back to the truck.
I squinted and looked for Birdie again. She was already back in the truck. Job done.
“We have to go,” I said.
The woman nodded, stuffed the damp hankie back in her pocket.
“I got no wedding gown to sell,” she said. “Passed it down to my oldest daughter. That’s where I’ll be going. To live with her in Dayton.”
“Dayton’s supposed to be nice,” I offered. I wondered if this was something like what Grandma Trapper Feezer had gone through when Grandpa had died. Finding words to soothe this kind of pain, I learned back then, was futile.
“Miss?” called the woman.
I turned back.
“Here,” she said. “And get that girl to a doctor. Preacher, too. She ought to be praying.”
“Yes, ma’am,” I said, taking the quilt. “Thanks.”
Walking back towards the truck, carrying my broom, she must have seen us as three witches, straight out of Salem.
The sun was so bright that I could see the heat waves over the hood of the truck. It was August, and we’d had a two-week dry spell, which was unusual for that time. Dust from the road powdered the windshield. On both sides of the road were open fields. Grazing heifers looked like black blurs. Tobacco rows browned in the sun, dry and brittle, ready to be cut.
I thought of stopping the truck and setting the pups free in the open pastures, letting them choose their own fate. But I was afraid they would end up joining the pack of strays that was always pestering folks’ hen houses and then getting shot at, or getting run over in the road. Plus, I couldn’t risk having Birdie recognize them and see them run loose like that, all skinny and mangy, or rabid like that one that killed Skeeter.
We were heading south on 15 towards Rosslyn, which was mostly oil fields, tobacco farms, and the Tennessee Gas Transfer Company where Daddy worked, repairing pump machinery. I looked down at the gas gauge and noted we still had almost a full tank. Daddy never let it go dry; in fact, I doubted he’d ever even let the needle go below the halfway mark. He was peculiar that way, always on the safe side, going to all measures to avoid a hassle. Like lubing belts and hoses on the cars so they wouldn’t crack. Like sharpening hunting knives all the time so they wouldn’t go dull. Like killing dogs so they wouldn’t starve.
About ten minutes after being back on the road from the old woman’s house, Florabelle finally spoke.
“Why’d you lie for me back there?” she asked.
“I lied for me.”
“So you’re ashamed of me, too.”
“Didn’t say that.”
“Momma, Grandma, and now you.” She stomped the floorboard. “Well, I ain’t ashamed. Me and Jason love each other, and people in love get married and have babies. Don’t matter which order you do it in neither.”
“Guess not.” She and I didn’t see eye to eye at all on this matter, and there was no use, this late in the game, saying anything more about it. Get Florabelle up against any talk about morals, sin, penance, anything at all along the lines of righteousness and faith, and she’d flare up like a hell-cat then go on like there was no tomorrow about God being vengeful and merciless. She’d start citing Bible verses about God’s retribution upon Cain, Moses, and Lot’s wife until she’d run out of passages, then she’d conjure up another account of His merciless wrath, and it would have seven heads. No, I wasn’t going to say one more word about it. The baby, Jason, nothing. Let the sleeping dogs lie, as Momma would say.
After a lull, I asked, “You love Jason?”
“Sure I do.”
“You love that baby?”
Florabelle shifted, looked behind her, lit a cigarette. “Shit.”
“What?”
“Oh, it’s Birdie. She’s back there whimpering, I can see her.”
“She ain’t crying,” I said, looking in the mirror. Birdie was sniffling, cradling both pups. “What did she do with it?” I asked.
“Tied it to a spigot on the side of the house. Woman’s probably found it by now.” Florabelle blew smoke out in the cab, clouding my vision.
“It’s not right,” I said, shaking my head.
“Why not? That old biddy could use the company.”
“I mean making Birdie do this.”
“I don’t see nothing wrong with it. All she’s doing is giving folks a free hound. So what if it’s a surprise to them.”
“No telling, though, what folks will do with them.”
“You mean kill them like Daddy did?”
“He didn’t kill them.”
“Yes, he did. Drowned them, saw him do it.”
“No you didn’t.”
“Well, anyways, giving them away to strangers is much better, the way I look at it. Can you think of something else? Maybe we could stew them like rabbits; the Chinese do.” She smirked.
I shot a look at her. “Birdie wants to keep them.”
“Can’t. They dig up the garden. Besides,” she added, “them
dogs stink.”
“You don’t give something away just because it smells bad. What are you going to do when your baby craps his diaper?”
“Tie him to a spigot at some old woman’s garage sale.” Florabelle threw her head back and laughed.
“Give me the list,” I said, pointing at the dash.
She handed me the list, still laughing.
“Next one’s two-one-eight,” I said. “Start looking.”
My left arm was starting to freckle from the sun, where it rested on the door of the truck. We were beginning to see more houses closer to the road and a few businesses now that we were nearing Rosslyn. We passed a monument company and the Leggatt Platt bedspring factory where Jason worked. Leeco, where we lived, was set in the curve of a foothill, with nothing around but a few houses, trailers, hollows, and rocks. Where we lived, there were no street names, and few last names. I figured Birdie was at least enjoying the new sights.
Florabelle had switched her cigarette to her left hand and had her right arm out the window, bouncing it against the wind, counting. “Two-one-two … two-one-four … two—there it is.”
About a half a dozen cars and trucks were parked alongside the road in front of the house, so I had to drive a little farther up. The house was much bigger than the old woman’s. Junk spilled out of the garage into a paved driveway. The garage looked big enough to store ten John Deere mowers. People hovered over tables covered with glasses, costume jewelry, and rusted-out countertop appliances. There was a couch for sale that folks kept sitting down on and getting up, trying it on for size. Birdie would have to be careful with her charge this time, with so many people around.
She carried a pup in her arms and walked ahead of us. We couldn’t tell whose house it was, so Florabelle and I just started looking for a dress by ourselves. We browsed through some clothes that hung from a rope tied from one end of the garage to the other. We found mostly men’s slacks and women’s blouses and stretch pants.
“Momma’d like these pants for gardening,” said Florabelle.
“Hardly ever worn,” came a voice from behind the clothes. Then a man’s head appeared between two corduroy jackets. “Frank,” he said, offering his right hand, “Frank Murray.”
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