All that’s total bogus.
I’m doing you a favor by telling you all this, btw. I mean- I could just let you clutch your garlic and wait for the sun to come up then snatch you as you bend to get your morning paper. So, now you’re not really any safer but maybe a tad wiser.
So…
After that totally bizarro introduction, Alan started coming to see me. A lot. He kept saying stuff like “I never met anyone like you before”. I totally thought he meant ‘cause I’m so smart and all that; but, turns out he was just really into my ass.
Not to be stuck up or anything but I like did gymnastic for eight years and then cheerleading for three; so- yeah- my ass is pretty killer. And, I have to admit, I dug the fact that there was this vampire dude that was into me.
Mom used to tell me all the time that I have some “bad boy complex”. Like whatever, Mom. Rolling eyes.
Anyway… he’d been coming around for a couple weeks. We’d sit in the gazebo under the moonlight, listening for cats. That dude could hear something like a block away. When he got one I’d just have to close my eyes and pretend I was in the rainforest or something. Once he’d gotten all fed and mellowed out we’d have some really nice conversations.
I remember one of those talks like it was yesterday…
“Mandy?”
I’d been waiting out there for a while. Right when I was about to give up, Alan came.
He had this really sexy voice. It sounded like violins playing through the pouring rain. Dreamy-like. When I heard it, I felt suddenly warm.
“Hey,” I replied, “thought you would never show up.”
”What is it you humans say? Wild horses couldn’t pull me away?”
I was confused, “I never say that.”
In addition to that melodic voice, Alan had an angelic face. Kinda round like a baby’s- but his eyes were deep and intellectual. I could tell he’d already fed plenty that night cause his cheeks were super pink and lips rosy and glossy. Kissable for sure.
“What kept you?” I asked.
“Just some vampire business to take care of. You know how it is.”
“Nah. Not really.”
Just then he kinda brushed my bangs out of my eyes. His touch was icy but his skin was soft. I remember him tracing my mouth with his finger. I thought at that point he was going to finally kiss me. Instead, he got all sullen and just stared out to space.
“You’re lucky you don’t,” he told me, “things can get a little gory on my side of the fence.”
“What? Did you like kill somebody tonight or something?”
I was forcing a laugh into my words, but deep down I was really dreading the possible answer. Alan was a turn on; I can’t even begin to lie about that. But, truthfully, he kinda scared me, too.
My question caught him off guard. He looked at me with this like challenging expression on his peaches and cream face.
“What if I had, Mandy? What would you think of me then?”
I got all sick to my stomach. I totally didn’t want to give off the vibe that I was super down with this killing-people racket. But, I also didn’t want to piss off a vampire. So, I played it cool.
“You’re a vampire, dude… I guess that comes with the territory.”
His glaring look became a lot less intense, “I hate to say it but sometimes it does.”
“So… is that what kept you? Did you… kill somebody tonight?”
Alan’s cool eyes got real narrow, he pulled his gaze from me and stared down at the ground. I was scared for sure; but, I also just felt really bad for the guy. I mean- what must that be like? Having to kill people just to survive?
I put my hand on his shoulder, “It’s okay. Whatever you’ve done…”
And then the big dork shot this fangy grin up at me, “Gotcha, sucker! It was midnight madness- bowl unlimited games from eleven to two- at Ten Pin. Me and the guys dominated the ally.”
That kind of pissed me off. I mean, I thought we were having a bonding moment. So, I swatted him on the head.
Of course, it wasn’t until afterward that I realized I’d just like totally hit a freaking vampire. Seriously- I almost wet myself. Luckily he laughed.
That’s when we started to get all cuddly; it was the first time he’d really put his arms around me and it felt awesome. We were quiet for a while. Probably would’ve been best if I’d just let it stay quiet but I can be a dork that way. After a while I asked the question that had been floating around in my brain.
“So… have you? Ever killed a person- I mean.”
He didn’t really say yes or no; kinda danced around the subject if you ask me.
“Death is just one more state of being, Mandy Cross. A mortal losing their life is no more tragic than a caterpillar turning into a butterfly. It’s not gone; just turned into something else.”
“You mean if I died you wouldn’t be even a little sad? You just be all ‘oh… there goes Mandy; now she’s a butterfly’.”
Alan laughed. It sounded like those kind of wind chimes that are made out of sea shells. “Don’t you worry about that, Mandy Cross,” he told me, “when you’re ready to become a butterfly I’ll be the one who teaches you how to fly.”
“What do you mean? Like me becoming… one of you?”
“If by ‘one of me’ you mean immortal and invincible then yeah. I mean- if given the choice… why wouldn’t you?”
“What about all that ‘gory side of the fence’ stuff?”
“I was screwing with you! Trust me- if you ever really want to learn how to live- you’re gonna have to learn to die first.”
Chapter 2. The Gregor Six.
I went round to Alan’s house the next day, just to say ‘hi’ to his mom, but I couldn’t walk up the path to the front door. I stood for a few minutes, tears welling up in my eyes, looking at all the bunches of flowers tied to the white fence, then I left.
It was all very sad.
I still had a couple of Alan’s CD’s and felt guilty about not returning them, and I had one of his, you know, girlie magazines. Well thumbed, handed down for years.
I hung around our coffee shop, either to get a private ‘closing’ moment or to get to Dorothy Squires. I’m not sure which. Either way would’ve been good in my book. Whatever it was, it didn’t happen, and I had to go home on Saturday night alone.
My Mom made macaroni cheese with bits of bacon and onion, just the way I like it. With sliced tomato on top. I knew it was just to comfort me, but I didn’t care. I loved her mac ‘n’ cheese.
But whatever happened over the weekend, I still had the view of Dorothy Squires’ bloody finger. Whatever was strange with them, suddenly ‘the six’ were seven in number, and I was going to get to the bottom of it.
Monday at school, we were all given a speech at assembly, then the nearest and dearest got a roster of times to be at the school nurse’s office; seems like a grief counselor was in residence, and we were ordered to attend.
I went through the morning classes with little thought. Cafeteria lunch was heading towards a similar mediocrity, until Squires approached my table.
“Can I sit down?” she asked.
Despite the honor I was being given, with the dead Alan, and the imminent grief counselor, I was in sarcastic mood. “You’re a cheerleader, Dorothy. You can sit anywhere you like.”
She waltzed past my chagrin, and sat down anyway. “How you doing, Lyman?”
Her breasts giggled when she sat, and I must admit, I looked around at the guys looking at me enviously. “I’m fine, Dorothy. It’ll just take time to get used to, not having a best friend anymore.”
“Yeah, Alan was a hoot.”
I allowed my lunch to get cold, just sitting opposite her, watching her talk was enough to get a hard-on. She really was a pretty girl, not shallow-skin pretty, but real nice.
A bona fide girl next door. The real deal.
I can’t remember much of the conversation really. But I know when she left, she touched my hand and it
sent shocks of electricity into me.
We had a date.
Coffee; 6pm that night.
I sat outside the nurse’s office waiting for the grief counselor. When Billy Tankard came out, he was as white as a sheet. He nodded to me. “Red.”, but breezed off without further comment. He was one of ‘the six/seven’.
“Next” A shout came through the open door. After I’d sat down, he said in a very bored voice; “My name is Marc Brennan, I’m here to offer you counseling regarding the recent events at Gregor Academy.”
Go Hawks.
Marc Brennan was not your typical grief counselor. For a start, the lights were out and all the shutters were closed; considering it was daylight outside, the room was pretty dark. “Lyman Bracks?” he read from a sheet.
“Yes, sir.” I had no idea that people could read so well in the dark.
“Lyman, were you a good friend of Alan’s?”
“Yes, sir. We were the best of friends.”
He leant behind the chair and suddenly pulled the shutters open. I blinked at the unexpected light, but just about fell back off my chair when Marc sprang forward. Looking carefully at my eyes.
“You can tell a lot from a reaction to light.” Marc said, but I was unconvinced. “Grief manifests in a myriad of ways.”
“You don’t say.” Ok, it wasn’t the most polite answer, but he was weird.
“Hot flushes?”
“No.”
“Feeling depressed?”
“No.” I paused. “Apart from my best friend being ripped apart and bleeding to death all over me.”
“Hmm. So you rushed to his aid?”
“No one else did. He died in my arms, and Everton bitch Mandy fuck-stitch was no-where to be seen.”
“She was the one who….”
“Ripped Alan’s neck off and left him to bleed to death!” I was getting a little pissed at this man.
“And how do you feel about that?” He sat back in his chair, as if he’d just asked the golden question.
I suddenly ‘got it’, and knew for a fact that I’d been played like a violin. This was the time when I’d break down and ask for a hug.
He was looking for the great answer, the one that would prove in his ‘myriad’ of text books if I was grieving correctly or not. I decided to take the piss.
“Man, she had good tits.”
He looked at me up and down, then handed me a business card.
“Get out.”
I even smirked as I left the office.
For the first time in my life I’d been ever-so-slightly bad-ass, and it had been fun.
~ ~ ~
Alright… I’m going to fast forward a couple weeks to July ninth. Alan and me had been just hanging out in my backyard up ‘til this point. Lots of talking, absolutely no necking, and definitely nothing more interesting than that.
That night was a big deal to me cause there was a party at Jackson Cole’s house; it was the first time any of my friends had remembered my existence since Craig dumped me for Cami. Not that Jackson and me were so tight or anything but we moved in the same circles. His party was as good an “in” as I figured I was gonna get for a while.
If I was going to face my junior year with any dignity, I had to show my face at Jackson’s house. Besides- I was pretty sure that if Angelina Hanklin and Myra DeSuza were around, I could totally start a rumor that Cami gave Craig syphilis and have it spread all over town by dawn… the rumor, not syphilis.
Only thing was- I didn’t want to have to go alone. So, I figured what better revenge than to show up with some hot, mysterious guy from another school? Everybody’d be all like, “Whoa- who’s that?” and “Check it out- Mandy’s totally moved on and traded up”. I could even play Alan off as a college guy and get away with it. I mean- since he’s a vampire he’s definitely way older than me anyway.
So, we got to Jackson’s house around ten-thirty. Alan had to make sure he’d sucked down a couple cats so he wouldn’t be tempted by a roomful of drunken teenagers. But, that was fine; I didn’t mind being late cause then I didn’t look desperate to be there. It all worked out.
Everything was pretty much as I figured it would be when we walked in. Lucy Crain had her tongue hanging to the floor, drooling over my date. Same with Jennifer Spivy and Della DiMaggio.
Alan played it so cool, too. As soon as he noticed them gawking, he offered me his elbow. I hooked my hand through it and we totally floated right past them like they weren’t even there.
What was kind of weird was how Jackson Cole came right up to us, virtually ignored me and got all bro-mantic with Alan.
“Hey, man- what’s going on?” Jackson said to Alan and then they did that fist bump thing.
Alan became a total “dude” at that point; it was annoying, “Hey. Same ol’ shit. Nothing new…”
Like- seriously? I was standing right there and last I checked I qualified as something “new”. Whatever. I just stood there and listened while the two of them exchanged a bunch of words that said nothing at all. The conversation ended as weirdly as it started, though.
“See ya around, man.” Jackson said, then another fist bump.
That wasn’t the weird part. Next thing, Alan got like this super serious- I’d even say intense look on his face. Then he leaned in to Jackson. I got interested at this point but had to strain to hear ‘cause Alan kept his voice all low n’ stuff.
“Don’t be a stranger, Jackson Cole. Remember- there’s a place for you at Gregor. It’s where you belong.”
Jackson looked all offended for a sec, but then changed his face into this blank smile. It was obviously not a real smile. But, rich kids in Everton are pretty plastic most of the time.
“I’m doing just fine where I’m at,” is what he said back to Alan; then he just scooted off into another room.
I was curious, so I stuck my nose in Alan’s business. C’mon- who wouldn’t?
“What was that all about? How do you know Jackson Cole? Far as I know his family only moved to Arizona a year ago…”
Alan gave me this really sharp look like the matter was not open to discussion. It was actually a little terrifying. Vampires can be real assholes when they don’t want to talk about something.
But, Alan being Mr. Cool-n-Smooth, in the next instant he was totally chill. That pretty smile of his came back; but it didn’t look all that much more genuine than Jackson’s had.
“Let’s go outside. The smell of hemoglobin is starting to choke me.”
I followed him through the house. He was holding my hand and practically dragging me but, nonetheless, I was getting off on all the sideways glances. Personally- I dig that kind of attention. Before I knew it, we were at the sliding glass door that led to Jackson’s (a-freaking-mazing) backyard.
“How you doing so far?” he whispered, opening the door to the back patio.
“So far so good.”
That’s what I said, but inside I was turning to jello. I mean, Craig and Cami were bound to be lurking around somewhere. Seeing them together might just throw me completely overboard- y’know?
Alan totally got it without me having to say anything. “Don’t worry about a thing, Mandy Cross. This is your night.”
He swept his hand and motioned for me to step out first. I did; and it was like falling down Alice’s rabbit hole. I felt sick and dizzy and all that. But, there was nothing I could do about it- they’d seen me, too.
Craig and Cami were sitting on the edge of Jackson’s pool, dipping their feet in and snuggling up all close. Soon as I spotted them, Craig slid like six inches away from Cami and looked down at his feet.
Little late for that. The cat was kinda already out of the bag. Loser.
Then, as my ex bf and ex bff were sitting there, pretending they hadn’t seen me, Alan stepped across the threshold and up to me. He put his arm around my back and kissed my cheek. You should have seen how Cami’s eyes popped out of her head! It was classic.
After that I was feeling a l
ot more in the groove of things. I went right up to the pool, directly across from them, plopped off my sandals and copped a squat, stirring up little waves with my kicking feet. Alan snatched a couple beers from a cooler and joined me.
Cami got up and left. Craig followed after her like a wimpy little puppy. I remember just sitting there, grinning to myself. Then to spoil my euphoria, Alan kind of shot me down.
“So… that’s it? That’s all you wanted to accomplish?” he asked me, all judgy and mean.
“Yeah. I know Cami. It’s totally pissing her off right now to see me happy. I mean- she’s probably not even into Craig; just likes the idea of taking something that belonged to me.”
“In my opinion- if she’s really that kind of person-you’re letting her off way too easy. What do you think? Now Cami’s gonna spend the rest of her life regretting that she crossed you? Please- if anything she’ll just dump Craig and invite me skinny dipping just to outdo you again.”
I knew he was right. Cami’s favorite thing to do was humiliate me. I think that’s why we were friends in the first place.
My mom used to tell me “keep your friends close and your enemies’ way closer”. Cami was the closest enemy I’d ever had.
“So, what do I do then?” I asked, “I mean- just once I’d like to be the one who comes out on top. Maybe I could get Craig back from her…”
Alan looked like he was embarrassed for me, “You’re thinking like a high school girl, Mandy Cross. C’mon… you’re better than that- aren’t you? Think long term. How could you get back at Cami so bad she’d never recover?”
I put all my brain energy into coming up with something big- bigger than stealing her boyfriend. Bigger than syphilis.
“Well… there was this one time we were drunk and she totally tried to kiss me; Cami totally has this lezbo side to her. I pinky-swore I’d never tell but desperate times call for desperate measures…”
I left out the part where I kissed back; that didn’t seem important. I wasn’t gay, after all; just wasted.
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