“His faither, as the son of Duncan, had a rightful claim, but ne’er saw fit to press it. Instead, he let the king buy him off with lands and titles. He became the greatest landholder in Scotland, save for the king himself. But Domnall is nae like his faither. His blood runs true to his Highland heritage. That alone makes him a threat. If the king doesna recognize him, he will likely fight for his birthright… which now leads to the matter I wish to discuss with ye.” MacAedh laid down his tools to eye Alex squarely. “I would ken the truth of where ye got that sgian-dubh.”
By his stern expression, MacAedh expected a forthright response, but Alex hesitated. Why was it so important for him to know the knife’s origin? His father had had many enemies—men who betrayed him and took him away. Was MacAedh somehow connected to that? Could he trust this man enough to disclose his secret? Part of him wanted to speak, but a life of caution told him to hold his silence.
“I told ye, I dinna remember.”
“Ye make a poor liar, Alexander.” MacAedh replied. “But perhaps ye have good reason for caution.”
“What do ye mean?” Alex studied MacAedh with uncertainty but sensed nothing threatening or suspicious in his eyes.
“Come,” MacAedh answered. “There’s something ye must see.”
Alex followed MacAedh through the bailey and past the castle to an ancient mausoleum where, presumably, generations of MacAedh’s clan rested. The entrance was guarded by two imposing, stone-carved angels holding swords. MacAedh unlocked the door to the tomb and beckoned Alex into the dark, dank chamber that smelled of death and decay.
“Why are we here?” Alex asked, growing horrified as MacAedh proceeded to pry open one of the caskets.
“’Tis heavy.” MacAedh grunted against the weight. “Come lad, help me to lift this.”
Steeling himself for rotted remains, Alex heaved with all his force to open the lid. To his shock, the casket instead held a cache of weapons.
“Our only remaining treasures.” MacAedh explained.
He retrieved a long object wrapped in layers of linen. “This is what we came for.” Removing the cloth, MacAedh revealed an ancient, silver-hilted sword.
He displayed it for Alex in open hands. Alex’s gaze riveted to the inscription on the blade—Veritatem, Virtutem, Vindictae. “’Tis the same as my sgian-dubh. I dinna understand this.”
“Perhaps ye will now understand my curiosity about yer sgian-dubh,” MacAedh said. “This sword is one of seven forged of pure Damascus steel centuries ago for the seven Mormaers of Alba. They are as legendary as the Holy Grail. Take it,” MacAedh urged, extending the sword to Alex.
Alex’s hands shook as he took possession of the ancient weapon. His heart raced as he more closely examined the deadly blade.
“My faither had such a sword,” MacAedh said, “but this particular blade belonged to Mal Peder MacLeon, Mormaer of Mearns, the man who killed Duncan Cenn Mór. Four kings have perished by these blades. For this reason, they have come to be called the Kingslayers.”
“Kingslayers?” Alex balanced the sword and then took a practice swing. It felt awkward in his unskilled hands.
“Aye.” MacAedh grinned. “The Cenn Mórs have good reason to fear and despise the men of the Highlands.”
A vague memory wormed its way out of some unknown recess of Alex’s brain. His mother’s kin were from Mearns. He didn’t know how, but he was certain it was true. Was his own family somehow connected to this story?
“If this belonged to the Mormaer of Mearns, why would ye have it?” Alex asked.
“After the regicide, King Alexander executed MacLeon and took the sword. He later used it to kill six other men of Mearns and Moray who’d set out to assassinate him. All of this only added to the swords’ legend. ’Tis now believed by many that he who claims all seven of these swords will become invincible.”
“Do ye believe this?” Alex asked.
MacAedh shrugged. “I am nae a superstitious man, but the Cenn Mórs believe it.”
“Ye still havena explained how ye have this sword in yer possession,” Alex said.
“On his deathbed, King Alexander gave the sword to his natural son in the hope that he might accede to the throne. But King Henry of England chose to pit Alexander’s brother David against the ‘bastard’ of Alexander. Four thousand Highland men met their death at Stracathro, when David Cenn Mór came at the head of a large Anglo-Norman force. My brother, Angus, was among them.”
“What became of the son of King Alexander?” Alex asked.
“He barely escaped with his life, only to be later betrayed by a kinsman. When his capture was imminent, he gave his sword to one of our men to bring it back to Kilmuir for safe keeping. It has been hidden in this crypt these twenty years.”
MacAedh leaned back against the stone coffin, arms crossed over his broad chest silently studying Alex. “I have entrusted ye with my own dangerous secret,” he said at length. “Perhaps now, ye will have faith to confide yers? Who gave ye the dagger?”
Alex hesitated. Years ago, he’d promised his mother never to divulge his past. Was he still bound to that vow when she’d broken her own promise to send for him? Could he trust this man whose family history seemed to be so closely intertwined with his own? His instincts told him he could.
“My máthair,” Alex replied. “She gave me the knife when she sent me to the monastery. I was but four years old.”
“A tender age to lose a máthair,” MacAedh remarked. His gaze narrowed. “Why did she feel compelled to give ye up?”
“There was danger,” Alex replied. He vividly recalled the fright in his mother’s eyes the night she sent him to the monastery.
“And yer faither?” MacAedh asked. “Where was he that he dinna protect his wife and son?”
Alex knew the true question. MacAedh presumed he was a bastard.
“I dinna remember much of my faither but he had enemies,” Alex said. “I only ken that my máthair feared for our lives. I was too young to understand why. She feared my Uncle Eachann. He’d taken us away to a terrible place, high on a cliff that overlooked the sea. She sent me away because she feared he would hurt me.”
Alex shut his eyes on a rush of visions from his childhood—a big and fearsome man with a red beard and an ugly, jagged scar running down the length of his face. Now he understood why his mother had been so fearful. His uncle was the man who’d betrayed his father and then imprisoned him and his mother. After being sent to the monastery, he’d never again heard from either of his parents. Eventually, he’d come to believe his father had abandoned him and his mother. The truth was almost too overwhelming to comprehend. His entire life had been destroyed by one man’s greed.
“Eachann?” MacAedh’s brow wrinkled. “Ye canna mean Eachann of Mearns?”
“Aye,” Alex said. “Eachann of Mearns is my máthair’s brother. Do ye ken him?” Alex asked.
MacAedh’s gaze flickered. “Eachann of Mearns was the verra man who betrayed Mac Alexander.” MacAedh’s gaze narrowed in speculation. “What was yer sire’s name, lad?”
Alex’s heart raced. With each revelation, he was growing more overwhelmed and confused. He swallowed hard and then whispered, “Malcolm. His Christian name was Malcolm, after his grandsire.”
“His grandsire was Malcolm?” MacAedh repeated with a narrowed gaze.
“Dinna I just say so?” Alex was growing increasingly frustrated by MacAedh’s questions. “He was named for his grandsire, just as I am named for mine.”
As he stared at Alex, his expression transformed from dubious to outright incredulous. “Good God!” he responded with a bark of laughter. “Do ye ken naught of yer own blood, lad?”
“I told ye I dinna!” Alex snapped.
MacAedh replied, “If what ye say be true, and I have nae reason to doubt ye, the namesake grandfather ye speak of was King Alexander of Scotland. Which means ye are the son of Malcolm Mac Alexander.”
Alex could barely breathe. “Ye believe my faither was the
son of King Alexander?”
“Aye,” MacAedh nodded. “I began to suspect something when I saw yer dagger. How else would ye have it? And the rest surely canna be coincidence.”
How could it be so? But how could it not? It all suddenly made perfect sense. The man who’d betrayed King Alexander’s bastard son was the same kinsman who’d also betrayed Alex’s father. His sgian-dubh had the same inscription as a legendary sword. His father had been an enemy of the king.
“Did ye ken him?” Alex asked.
“I only saw him once,” MacAedh said, “but my brother loved him well… enough to give his life…”
Alex had always yearned to know what manner of man his sire was, and how he was regarded by other men. “What was he like?”
“Malcolm Mac Alexander was a braw and bold warrior, the kind born to lead men… He would have made a fine king. He might have succeeded were it nae for the perfidy of Eachann of Mearns.”
Alex’s chest constricted with a profound sense of loss. Would his father have won the throne of Scotland if events had not taken such a tragic turn?
“What happened to my faither?” he asked at length. “Was he also slain?”
MacAedh shook his head. “After the slaughter at Stracathro, he waged war for another four years until he was betrayed by a kinsman who turned him over to the Cenn Mór in exchange for lands and titles.”
“My uncle,” Alex said flatly. He voiced the next question with hesitation, uncertain if he truly wanted to know the answer. “Did the king kill my faither?”
“Nae one kens,” MacAedh replied. “He was taken south to Roxburgh Castle. There has been no word of him these past seventeen years.”
“Then he could still be alive?” Alex had harbored hope for many years that his parents yet lived. Eventually, he’d given up that hope but now it unfurled once more inside him.
MacAedh laid a hand on his shoulder. “I would nae place any great faith in it.”
“I dinna understand why has this been kept from me all these years. Surely Faither Gregor knew! Why dinna he tell me?”
“Faither Gregor was probably sworn to shield ye. Perhaps ’tis why he encouraged ye to come to me, in hope that ye would discover the truth for yerself.”
The truth. Alex almost wanted to laugh. Everything he’d believed and the life he’d known was completely false. All his life, he’d sought counsel from Father Gregor only to learn he’d deceived him with silence.
“Ye are the son of the last man who challenged the king.” MacAedh continued softly. “But should this ever become kent, yer life could be in great peril.”
Alex gazed down at the gleaming steel that felt so unwieldly in his hand. Had the sword now come to him by Divine Providence? Alex had never felt more confused.
“As the son of Mac Alexander, the sword is rightfully yers,” MacAedh said. “And with it, ye have as much right to claim the throne of Scotland as any man alive. ’Tis yer choice now to train with it or to bury it. Whate’er ye decide, ye can trust that yer secret is safe with me.”
“I dinna even ken what to think right now.”
MacAedh eyed him for a long moment with his arms crossed over his chest. “Perhaps the greater question is—what will ye do?”
Chapter Seven
The next morning, Alex’s mind still whirred with unanswered questions. MacAedh had disclosed much to him. It had always tormented him that he knew so little of his family, but perhaps what he’d learned would torment him even more. He could hardly wrap his mind around the fact that he was the grandson of a king, but the blood bond was nothing but a liability. This was why he’d been sent away. Nothing was as he’d imagined.
His father had been imprisoned and might be dead, but what had become of his mother? Was she dead? Or was she still alive and living under his uncle’s control? Now that he understood his kinsman’s involvement, Alex resolved to learn the truth about his parents’ fate—no matter the cost.
Determined to find answers but not knowing where else to begin, Alex took up his quill to pen a brief letter to Father Gregor. Perhaps if he told the abbot what he had learned from MacAedh, the priest might be more forthcoming with what he knew.
He’d just sanded and sealed the parchment when Domnall arrived for his lesson. Although he still lacked overt enthusiasm, it was clear their relationship was on a stronger footing than before. Since he’d managed to capture Domnall’s interest with the rise and fall of the Persian Empire, Alexander decided to move forward today with a discussion of Rome.
“The Roman Empire was called, imperium sine fine which means empire without end,” Alex translated as he carefully unfurled a rolled parchment containing an ancient, hand drawn map of the known Christian world. He made a slow circle with his finger to encompass the area from Scotland to Asia Minor. “This was once the most extensive political and social structure in western civilization, and thrived for over fifteen hundred years. Do ye ken why?” he asked.
“The Romans had a vast army with many horses,” Domnall answered.
“Aye, but a vast army is nothing without great generals at its head,” Alex replied. “The Roman legates were among the greatest generals the world has known, not only due to their strategic skills, but also because of their road building. This was the key to expanding the empire,” Alexander explained.
“’Tis much how the Normans took Britain,” Domnall remarked. “After invading England, they built fortresses and castles of stone which they have used to claim the surrounding lands piece by piece.”
“Aye,” Alex agreed, pleased that Domnall had seen the parallel he’d intended in his illustration. “They, indeed, followed the Roman strategy and successfully seized control of all of England.”
“But they dinna succeed in Scotland. The Romans, the Norsemen, and the Saxons all tried and failed. My máthair’s ancestors fought them all.” Pride gleamed in Domnall’s eyes. Alex had never seen him so animated. “Why do ye want to be a priest?” Domnall suddenly asked.
Alex didn’t immediately answer. In all truth, he’d begun to ask himself the same question. After seventeen years at the monastery, he once would have said it was the only logical path, but so many things in his life had altered in the course of a fortnight. Now he wasn’t certain of anything.
“I have ne’er kent another life,” Alex finally answered. “Why do ye ask?”
Domnall shrugged. “I dinna ken why any man of sound mind and body would choose such a life. How can ye prefer books to battles?”
As a boy, Alex’s only true pleasure had come from books. Most of his reading had been ecclesiastical in nature, but the abbot had also favored him with access to some of the great works of Greek and Latin literature—Homer’s Odyssey, Ovid’s Metamorphosis, and his favorite, the Histories of Herodotus. He’d burned his lamp late into the night immersed in these fantastical stories of demi-gods, kings, and warriors. Perhaps he was most drawn to the ancient histories because he’d known almost nothing of his own origins. No past. No family. No true home. It was as if his own life were an empty book—until now.
“I told ye I am no warrior,” Alex replied. Yet he had come from warrior stock. Had he been given the choice, would he, like Domnall, have followed a soldier’s path?
“Ye’re bluidy good with that knife of yers,” Domnall said. “With some training, I wonder what ye could do with a sword.”
Alex instinctively glanced to where it lay safely hidden under his mattress. Was the remark coincidental? Or had MacAedh told Domnall? For a moment, Alex was tempted to confide in Domnall. For the first time, he felt a kinship with MacAedh’s surly and rebellious nephew. He was beginning to understand Domnall’s rebellion and bitterness. They, indeed, had much in common, but their friendship was too new and untried, and trust came hard.
“I have no sword,” Alex lied.
Domnall grinned. “Easily remedied.”
“There is no need,” Alex replied dismissively.
“Ye only need speak the word if ye change yer
mind.”
“Thank ye,” Alex replied.
Domnall hesitated at the door. “I go with my uncle to Inverness in a few days. ’Tis the annual gathering where the feus are paid to the king. Ye are welcome to come if ye like.”
“Will the king be there?” Alex wondered if by going he might somehow be able to discover something of his father’s fate.
“He’s ne’er come before. He dislikes the Highlands.” Domnall grinned. “I think he feels unsafe here—probably for good reason. He usually sends one of his lackeys as his agent. We’ll be driving at least a hundred head of livestock as payment. Afterwards will follow feasting and games.”
He cared little for the feasting and games but with Domnall gone he would have nothing to do if he stayed behind. “I think I would like to go,” Alex said.
“Verra well.” Domnall nodded. “I’ll speak with my uncle.”
*
After Domnall’s departure, Alex’s restlessness returned with a vengeance. He needed some answers but his only hope was that Father Gregor would be more informative about what he knew. He wondered if the journey to Inverness might lead him to others who knew his parents. But how to make inquiries without being discovered? Perhaps MacAedh could ask some questions on his behalf?
Intending to send his letter to the abbot, Alex tucked the sealed parchment in his robe and went in search of MacAedh. But to his dismay, the thane was nowhere about.
Alex left the keep for midday prayer but instead of retiring as usual to the chapel, he found his gaze drawn to a distant promontory. He needed a solitary place to think and pray. His instincts urged him to go to that high place apart from people just as the Lord had done in troubling times.
After wandering for about half a mile in the general direction, he encountered a narrow drover path that seemed to lead the right way. The going was steep, rocky, and overgrown from irregular use, but he was certain it led to his intended destination. When he reached the top of the cliff, Alex was surprised to discover a circle of carved stones marking an old Druid worship site. In the center of the circle stood a great oak tree. At first he hesitated to go further, but then considered the place. What better way to venerate the one true God than to rededicate to Him this former site of Pagan worship?
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