by M. T. Ossler
My brothers are going to need to give me a little more sympathy. I’ll butter them up to let this one go.
My man runs over to me and lifts me up into his arms, and I stare into his eyes. The room is full of all the men in my life that care and love me. They all want to send my monster to hell. I love all them for that and more, but I need this.
So, without any concern for my man’s tone and the angry men in the room, I give it to them all straight.
“I know you all want to protect me, but I have some things I demand to say to him,” I declare to the room angrily. Yeah, I’m frustrated, and I need to say my peace.
Then I turn back to my love. “Amore mio, I want closure, I need this closure and the only way to do that... The only way for me to do that is to confront him and end this for good. This is something I must do. Gio, please let me talk to him.” I say sadly, pouting out my lip to get my way.
He watches me for a minute, everyone stays quiet waiting for his response.
“You know that shit doesn’t work on me, baby. Stop pouting. I’ll give you this, but you have to promise me that you will stay calm, and not work yourself up into a frenzy, mio angelo,” he says. I can’t help but smile and nod. I claim his lips in a passionate kiss, which ends too quickly because my brother speaks up.
“You can’t be serious! Get her the fuck out of here! She doesn’t need to be in here, seeing this shit!” Bash growls loudly. He doesn’t get it, he just wants to protect me. Even if I am his big sister and it should be the other way around.
“Bash, relax, bro. She’s not a kid, and she can handle it. Let her do what she needs to, and we will stand back and support her,” Gio says to my brother next to us. He steps back, not happy at all that Gio is siding with me.
“I demand you send her back to the Clubhouse, now!” Val screams at Gio. My man shakes his head no and before he can reply he tries another tactic.
“Gator, I demand you have your men escort the three of them out of here this instant. She is my baby sister, and I want her gone.
“Can’t do that, man, she’s Beast’s, and he has final say on this, not me,” Gator says.
Gio’s eyes haven’t left mine as they all debate between one another if I should stay or go. After a minute of listing to them, Gio turns us to address the room.
“Shut the fuck up!” he shouts to quiet them all up. He places me back on my feet and grabs my hand in his. I place my other hand on my belly and rub circles over my babies. They can sense their mommy is about to have an adrenaline rush. They are moving around, kicking and playing in my tummy.
“Y’all don’t have a say in this,” he says, and I can feel him tensing up.
“Y’all didn’t see her or spend every minute of every day with her after this asshole did what he did to her. I did... I saw it firsthand, and it was the worst pain I have ever experienced in my entire life.” He turns to face Antonio leaving me with Val.
He walks over to him as he speaks with a tone I’ve never heard from my husband before. His anger is pouring out of him in droids. This is him as the beast.
“I had to see the pain in her eyes... The pain you put there! The fear you placed in her! The guilt you made her feel! The anger she felt not only just towards you, but towards herself too!
“The countless fuckin’ breakdowns she endured, in my arms.” He swings his fist at Anton’s face a few times. His breathing is ragged. Tears are streaming down my face, remembering the horrible things I felt when I first came here. I lean into my big brother for support as he holds me.
“She thought you broke her in so many ways. You made her feel like she deserved everything you did to her. She thought... She thought she was unlovable after that shit. You shattered my beautiful, loving, caring, giving, selfless woman’s heart, spirit, and soul for your own goddamn benefit.” He throws a few more punches at him, this time at his body. My tears fall as furiously as the blood dripping from both of them.
“I put her back together. I mended every piece of her beautiful heart, soul, and spirit. I will never allow you or anyone to ever hurt her again. You’ve taken too much from her, from us already. It’s time she takes it all back for herself. She’s stronger than any person I have ever known, and if this is what she needs, she’ll get it.” He turns back to me and extends his hand for me to come to him. Val walks me over to my husband, my biggest supporter, and I wipe my face with the back of my hand.
“I got your back, baby. You do what you need to, and I’ll hold your hand the whole time,” Gio says. I clear my head and get my thoughts together. Then, I face off with a battered-looking Antonio.
Gio stands behind me a little bit still holding my hand for support, and his other hand is around my waist.
There is no fear inside me, just anger. Fury at the max now, looking at his beaten face and naked ugly body.
Before I can speak, Gio sets him straight. “My girl,” Gio says emphasizing his words for him. “is going to be the only one to speak. If you say one word to her, I will cut you. You got it fuckface!” He doesn’t respond or look our way. His head is down to the floor, his chin resting on his chest. That works for me, I don’t need to look him in the eyes to say these words.
I take a couple of deep breaths and compose myself before I speak.
“I have never hated a person in my whole life, until you... I hate you, Antonio. I hate you, with every fiber of my being and more,” I stop and take another deep, cleansing breath.
“You had been ordered by my father and Val, many times, to stay away from me. Why couldn’t you just follow them like a good little soldier you vowed to be? Why couldn’t you just leave me alone and move on?” I take a deep breath, shaking before continuing.
I’m not waiting for an answer to the questions I asked, no, I said them more has a statement.
“I may not have been the happiest girl in this world, but I was a whole girl.” Tears run down my face, but no sobs come out of me. I look down at my belly. My boys are moving around, going wild. I rub over them to give me strength.
I can do this. I’m stronger than I think I am. Gio tells me that all the time and I’m going to be a mommy soon, a good mommy. A mommy that will protect her baby boys with everything she has in her.
“I never in my whole life indicated to you that I wanted you. As a matter of fact, I was very honest and clear with you, I never wanted you or liked you in that way. You should have respected that fact and me. Instead, you disrespected me and humiliated me in the worst way possible, for your own benefit!”
I’m furious, my breathing is erratic, and it’s not helping my nerves at all. I take a few more deep breaths to calm myself.
I hate that I have to say these next few words with my brothers and the other men in the room. I don’t want them to see this part of me, but they already heard Gio go off on this bastard.
I’ve come this far, and I’m not going to back down or stop now or bow to my fears.
“That night you killed my parents and broke into my room... You did so much to me. Not only did you take my parents, my siblings’ parents, my baby sister’s parents away from us. You took so many things, personal and special from me! Things I can never have back.” I look up now and see him watching me with a blank look on his face.
“The night you violated me...the night you RAPED ME!” I scream in his face and don’t stop.
“You took my virginity that was never intended to be yours, never yours! It was always intended for my husband, Gio!
“That night you took my innocents, my sanity, my security, my strength, my will to live a normal happy life... My trust in the world! You broke me in countless ways, which I thought I would never be able to repair!
“You had no right to touch me, you bastard!” My hand flies up, and I slap him hard across the face taking him by surprise. I take a deep breath and feel Gio squeeze my hand to calm me down.
At my pause, the door slams open and Snake, Skull, and Wolf rush in.
They go over to Gator, staying back and watching the scene unfold in front of them.
“I will never forget what you did to me. I will have to live with that nightmare for the rest of my life. But... but, I will forgive you, though... Though I probably shouldn’t, but for me to move forward with my happy life, for my family, I have to.
“I wouldn’t have Gio back in my life, as my husband if things didn’t... I wouldn’t be strong enough to stand up to you. To the monster of my nightmares and rid you from my mind. I wouldn’t have Gio’s babies growing inside me if...” I have to take a minute to compose myself before I can move on. If I don’t, I may lose it all together right now.
A sob catches in my throat. The anger is becoming too much for me to bear. I can literally feel my blood pressure rising extremely high, too high to be healthy. I need to end this and lay down, the dizziness will soon take me over.
“I hope you rot in HELL, you BASTARD, for what you’ve done to me and my family!” I slap him across the face twice this time.
“I hope the devil rapes your fucking ass every goddamn day for eternity, and you feel everything I felt that night you tore me apart.” I let go of Gio’s hand and punch him again and again through my sobs. I hit him like he’s my very own punching bag until my legs begin to give out. Gio scoops me up in his arms and removes me from his sight.
I wail into his neck, letting it all go. I extinguished the darkness and the demons from my heart and soul, forever. This was a sort of cleansing for me, a rebirth. All the bad is gone from my soul, and only good is to come.
“Please, God, make him suffer like I have. Make him feel like I did,” I babble and weep into Gio’s chest.
“Give her to me. I’ll take her to your apartment to lay down,” Bash says to Gio, and I feel my husband shake his head no.
“No, you guys have your fun for a while. I’ll be back later. My place is with Bella right now! I’ll be back later after I get her to sleep for the night.”
He turns us around to all the guys and Jules. “Snake, I want you at my apartment at 9. Jules, Ces I want you two to stay with her tonight. I’ll be gone all night.” They all agree, and Gio takes me home.
I’m wiped, my adrenaline rush is dropping fast, and I need a nap to reboot.
That’s exactly what we do until dinner time.
Chapter 33
Beast
I have to say, my girl impressed the shit out of me earlier with her strength. She held it together all on her own, to do what she felt was necessary for herself. I know I wasn’t the only one in that room that felt that way. When I turned around to all my brothers, they too had a look of pride shining from their eyes for my girl. I was the proudest person in that room, and I wish she could have seen our eyes, but she was too emotional.
She ended up crashing in my arms before we even made it home. I put her to bed, making her as comfortable as I could with her body pillow. I got into bed with her and held her. We’ve been sleeping all afternoon.
I grab my phone off the nightstand to check the time and see a text from mom. It came in 10 minutes ago around 7:20. She wants to know if she should bring up dinner for us. I send her off a quick text to come up in 15 minutes.
It’s time to wake up my sleeping beauty.
Bella wakes up and sits up in bed, against the headboard, just as mom knocks on the bedroom door. Gigi and Dusty follow her in, and the five of us sit on the bed and have dinner together.
We all stay in our room talking. I talk to the kids since mom and Bella had a talk with them already today.
Just before nine, our room fills up. Ace, Ryder, Snake, Skull, Jules, and Ces join us.
Ace, Ryder and I leave them all and head back to the shed. It’s my turn to get my hooks in that bastard.
When we walk into the shed, it reeks of feces, urine, copper, and body odor. All my brothers look exhausted from their rounds with the asshole.
Anton looks like shit. He’s still breathing, though, and there is plenty of life left in him. I’m going to have fun with him for a while.
The beast is coming back out of his cage, and he’s ready to play. I start with my fist and then go for the ropes. I work him over for the next few hours with a couple of breaks to give the guys an opportunity to show him how they feel about him.
We don’t stop until morning when Gator comes in to check on us. I had become so consumed with my fury, I never realized how long I was in there and what we had accomplished.
Gator orders me out, around 11 in the morning, to take a break and sleep. I head home and take a nap with my already sleeping Bella, before heading back.
I wake up around one in the morning, and she’s still asleep. I kiss her and leave her to get back to business.
I’m ready to start the real torture. Tonight, I’m going to play hard, really fuckin’ hard. It’s time to do what I promised him I was going to do in the beginning.
I enter the room and find Lorenzo is having another round with the shit. I stand back and wait, somewhat patiently. I’m itching to get my hands on this bastard.
Half an hour later, Lorenzo steps back, and I make my way forward.
I turn to all my brothers before getting to work. They may not want to see what I’m about to do and I can’t blame them. I’m going to have to completely let my beast forth, to take control of this situation. If I weren’t so furious with him, this would probably turn my stomach upside down. No, I’m going with an eye for an eye on his ass. All of this is for my girl; everything I do is for her retribution.
“Ok, boys, things are about to heat up in here. This asshole is about to be fucked. You’re welcome to stay and watch me humiliate him, just like he did my Bella, but I warn you... it will be bloody and gruesome.”
I leave it at that, my brothers know what I have planned. They file out, all except Bella’s brothers. I guess the four of them are good with watching what I’m about to do.
Heading over to the table to grab the bag I left underneath it. A few weeks ago, I did a little shopping online at Adam and Eve, to make some purchases for Bella and me. I ended up picking up a few extra things for this very occasion.
I turn back to my brothers and Anton with a devious leer on my face and show them what I have. A big ass fuckin’ dildo comes out of the bag and their faces pale.
With an evil sneer, I grab a pair of big lawn cutting scissors off the wall on my way back to Anton.
I’ll see y’all later. You don’t need to be here for this very unpleasant portion of this evenings show. You can use your imagination and leave it at that.
He’s going to atone for his sins, the ultimate price will be paid, appropriately, tonight.
****
It’s been a week since I left y’all in the shed. I know you wanted to be there when I made the bastard pay. Trust me when I say, it wasn’t pretty and I don’t remember it all to be honest. I had to separate myself and go to another place to do that shit to him.
Anyway, he’s still alive and hanging from the rafters in the shed.
When I finished that mornin’, I had to sit by the lake for a while to compose myself. I looked at our half-built house. To decompress, from what I had done. I couldn’t go back to Bella for a while. I sat there for hours thinking, I may have cried a little too. Not for him; no, for my girl. For what she had to endure at the hands of that monster and all she has overcome.
During my time with him, he wasn’t quiet at all. I guess he figured he would tell me all about that night, his version of it anyway. I know some of what my girl went through, having lived with her this whole time and going to therapy with her. But, hearing him... having to listen to his words and from his side of things... I couldn’t listen for too long. That’s why I found myself out there, for a while in the early morning hours.
My heart shattered all over again. That’s why I’m so proud of Bella, and so are her brothers. We all get it now, really get it more than I ever thought possible. I knew my Bella w
as broken when I got her back, but I never understood how broken she truly felt inside. She’s endured so much and survived, literally. Even with me by her side, she could have ended it all. She’s strong, so fuckin’ strong, for a tiny woman.
Maddox ended up coming to sit with me later that morning. We talked for hours, he is a wise man and gave me the wisdom I needed. After our talk, I felt better and went to Bella.
It was early afternoon, and she was just waking up, naked in bed and the horny beast came out to play. We both were so aroused after a couple of days without.
Yesterday, I ended Anton for good. It was time to finish that chapter of our lives and move on without the monster lurking around the corners.
Taking Anton out felt so good and gave us a fresh, new start.
Things are getting back to normal with us, my girl is still on bed rest and horny as ever. We haven’t left our bed all day, and I’m not looking forward to it anytime soon.
With Anton gone and the Cartels out of our jurisdiction, on Ricco’s orders, Val has been collecting the information he needs to save the Family in New York.
In the meantime, Ricco gave him an option, which might I add has never been heard of before. He offered to let the four of them walk away from the business and send his second in command to take over New York and rebuild.
Val couldn’t make a decision like that on the spot, so Ricco has given him a week to decide and discuss it with Romeo, Lorenzo, and Bash.
I know Bella and Gigi want them to stay with us and Gator even offered them a spot in our club.
It’s a big decision and one that shouldn’t be taken lightly. So, I don’t know which way they are leaning towards, just yet. I’ll find out soon. He has a few more days left to decide.
It’s time to have some sexy, naked fun with my girl. The further she gets along in her pregnancy, bed rest or not, she wants and needs more of my cock.
I’ll be claiming her ass soon, you can bet your life on that, and it wasn’t at my request either. My girl’s pussy is enough to keep me satisfied, but she wants to explore different sexual adventures.
