"Did he jusht shay he can't shkinjack?" asked Moose, pointing at Mikey.
Mikey turned on Moose as bitterly as the McGill would have. "What's wrong?" shouted Mikey. "Can't hear through that stinking helmet? Maybe I'll rip it off along with your head and shout down your neck!"
Allie grabbed Mikey's arm and held him firmly. It was enough to ratchet him down to a simmer.
Milos didn't say anything, he just stroked his chin, pondering the change in circumstance.
Squirrel looked at Allie, confused. "So why are you even with him if he can't skinjack, huh, huh?"
"There are more important things than skinjacking," Mikey snapped.
Squirrel shook his head. "No there's not."
Allie was about to launch into a hundred defenses of her relationship with Mikey, but Milos cut her off by saying, "Then we shall walk."
Squirrel looked at him slack-jawed. "But-But-"
"Did he jusht say we're walking?" asked Moose.
"Is there a hurry? No!" said Milos. "And it is a beautiful time of year. I see no problem in walking." "Yeah, yeah, but what about Jackin' Jill?" said Squirrel. "We still gotta find her and teach her a lesson."
"We will find her when we find her," Milos said. "A few days won't make a difference." Allie couldn't help but notice how he bristled at the mention of her name. Milos then looked to the highway. "We shall travel on the interstate-it will take us straight there."
Squirrel shuffled his feet, and Moose just looked down, slowly shaking his head.
"If you have a problem with this, then leave," Milos said to them sternly. He looked around, then pointed at a car just arriving in the Burger King lot. "There-a man and a woman in a Miata. Be my guest." He gave them an elaborate but annoyed gesture. Moose and Squirrel didn't move.
"No?" said Milos. "Then you will both kindly close your mouths, and accompany our friends to Memphis." He turned his back on them and strode off toward the interstate.
Moose looked at Squirrel, and Squirrel hit him on the helmet. "What are you looking at, huh, huh?" He followed Milos, and Moose lumbered off behind him, all shoulder pads and shame.
Allie turned to Mikey. "Are you coming, or are you just going to stand there and sink?"
"Of course I'm coming." Mikey pulled his feet out of the ground, and the two of them headed off after the others.
"You should thank Milos," Allie said. "He just stood up for you."
But Mikey clearly wasn't in a thanking mood.
Mikey McGill had been in Everlost for a very long time, and had experienced a great many things. He had captained a ship, he had sunk to the center of the earth, and climbed back again, he had been a boy, a monster, and a boy once again. He had amassed a fortune of crossed objects, and had lost that fortune as well. He had endured. Yet through all of it, no experience was as confusing and unreasonable as the experience of love. He had denied for the longest time that he loved Allie. He had told himself their relationship was of no great consequence-that he was merely grateful to her for having saved him from being a monster. He had told himself that their companionship was merely a useful arrangement, while he considered what to do next.
All of these were lies.
The fact was, he loved Allie so intensely it frightened him. There were times when he looked at her that his own afterglow mellowed from pale blue to almost lavender. He realized that love must have its own spectral shade, and wondered if Allie ever noticed it.
His own reaction to Milos caught Mikey off guard. When he was the McGill no one dared challenge Mikey's authority. He ruled supreme. Although things were different since teaming up with Allie, in all this time, no one had penetrated the little circle he and Allie had made. The two of them were always on the move-other Afterlights they met passed in and out of view like the scenery.
Now, however, their circle had become an unpleasant fellowship of five. It wasn't Moose and Squirrel that troubled Mikey. Milos was the threat. Milos, and his easy smile, and his exotic accent, and the wispy hint of facial hair that might have been a beard had he lived a year longer. Allie called him charming-and although Mikey knew she had said it just to tease him, it did more than that. It goaded him. It taunted him. Mikey had no idea whether or not Milos was a good spirit, or bad, all he knew was that he hated Milos for simply existing.
For two days as they walked along Interstate 81, and then Interstate 40, nobody skinjacked. This was by Milos's decree-out of respect for Mikey, so he said. By twilight of the second day, Moose and Squirrel were itching for it. Mikey could tell that Allie was too. As they rested on a set of deadspots, beneath what must have been a particularly lethal overpass, Mikey could see Allie's restlessness.
"You weren't like this before," Mikey said to Allie as they sat on a spot a dozen yards away from the others. "You never needed to skinjack."
Allie didn't answer right away, but she didn't shrug it off either.
"I've been skinjacking more lately," she finally said, "and the more you skinjack, the more you need to. Don't ask me to explain it, because I can't."
"Do you want to be like them?" he asked her, pointing to Moose and Squirrel, who were twitchy and irritable, like drug addicts needing a fix.
"I'll never be like them," Allie said, although she didn't seem too confident. "And anyway, once we get to Memphis, they'll go their way, and we'll go ours."
"And which way is that?"
Again, Allie didn't have an answer for him. This wasn't like her-Allie tended to have an answer for everything, even if it was wrong. "Everything's changed now," Allie said, although she didn't say why.
"I know what'll happen," Mikey said. "You'll see your family, and you'll take your coin and go. I know you will."
She sighed. "Trust me, I won't. And anyway, you were the one who brought me to Cape May to find my family, weren't you?"
She was right about that. Mikey shrugged. "So? I was trying to do the right thing. The human thing. But maybe I don't want to do the right thing anymore." He couldn't look at her as he said it, and he thought she'd be mad at him and launch into a long speech about the virtues of human compassion and thinking of others before yourself.
But instead she smiled and said, "I'll make you a promise, Mikey. I promise that I'll always be here for you… and I promise not to move on… until you do." Then she leaned over and gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.
He hoped she didn't notice the slight lavender blush of his afterglow.
Allie had, in fact, noticed the faint color shift in Mikey's afterglow several times before, and although she was usually quite smart about things, she missed all the cues on this one. She simply assumed it was some sort of remnant from his life as the McGill-the equivalent of a living-world scar that ached with changes in the weather. After all they'd been through, she cared for Mikey deeply-not as a boyfriend, though, because that was a living-world concept, and in the living world, boyfriends come and go. A hand held today would be slapping a face tomorrow. Mikey wasn't like a brother to her either. Nick was the one she saw as a brother; connected forever, born into Everlost at the same moment, like ghostly twins.
What was Mikey, then? A soul mate? Perhaps. She couldn't deny there was a sense of comfort in their relationship. They were perfect companions-a good fit for each other. Just being with him gave her a feeling of peace and belonging, but it lacked… excitement.
Sure, from time to time, when the moment called for it, she would kiss him, but an Everlost kiss was not the same as a living kiss. There was no heat to it, no beating heart, no adrenaline rush. There can be no way to find oneself breathless when one doesn't really need to breathe. In the end, companions are all two Afterlights can ever be.
And now there was Milos.
Allie could understand why Mikey saw Milos as a threat-and she had to admit she enjoyed teasing Mikey about it-but only because she knew Mikey had nothing to worry about. She had no desire to abandon Mikey for someone else, and certainly not for Milos. So she entered into her friendship with Milos full
y believing she had her eyes open and her mind set.
She was very wrong.
CHAPTER 10
Skinjacking for Fun and Profit
The following morning, Milos suggested a skinjacking expedition to a nearby roadside cafe. "No disrespect is meant to you, my friend," he said to Mikey apologetically, "but like it or not, we skinjackers do have needs."
Mikey could see how much Allie perked up at the suggestion. He could also see how much she tried to hide it.
"Yeah, yeah," said Squirrel. "Needs. Like we need to sit inside a nice, juicy fleshie, and enjoy their nice juicy bacon cheeseburger."
"Why should I care if you skinjack?" Mikey said. "Do whatever you want."
Then Milos turned to Allie. "You should join us," he said. "I can see you are in need."
"She doesn't need anything," said Mikey.
But Allie said, "I can speak for myself, Mikey." Then she looked at Milos, and said, "Thank you for the invitation, but I'd prefer not to."
This, Mikey knew was a lie-he knew she really did want to go, but instead she stayed with Mikey as the other three left. It was a good feeling to know she chose to say with him, but that was tempered by how bad he felt to know he was making her suffer.
"Tell ush about Mary the Shky Witsch."
"Yeah, yeah, tell us."
Milos, Moose, and Squirrel had come back from the diner in good spirits. It was dark now and all five of them rested on a deadspot on the highway shoulder. Like Allie, these three other skinjackers enjoyed the act of sleeping- a totally unnecessary thing for an Afterlight. Mikey much preferred nonstop wakefulness-but he had been willing to adhere to a living sleep cycle because that's what Allie preferred. Now he realized it must be a common desire among skinjackers. It was just one more thing making Mikey feel like the odd man out.
"Iz it true the Shky Witsch iz beautiful?"
"Is it true she rides in a giant balloon? Huh, huh?"
Apparently Moose and Squirrel wanted bedtime stories as they sat there in a small circle. There was no campfire, only the gentle light of their afterglows.
"Do we really need to talk about this?" said Mikey.
"Of course not," said Milos. "If you would rather not." But then he added, "I am curious, though. I have never met anyone who knows the Sky Witch or the Chocolate Ogre- and you know both!"
Well, Allie was the one who dropped their names, Mikey decided to let her field the questions.
"So, so you're friends with them?" asked Squirrel. "The Chocolate Ogre-Nick, I mean-is my friend," Allie said.
Moose shook his helmeted head. "Thatsh a bad name for an ogre."
"Nick's NOT an ogre. Or at least I don't think he is-I haven't seen him for a long time," Allie said. "We died in the same car accident."
Both Moose and Squirrel looked over at Milos when she said that. Mikey wondered why, and wondered if Allie noticed.
"Sho what about the Shky Witch?" asked Moose.
"Her name is Mary Hightower," Allie said.
"I know, I know," said Squirrel excitedly. "I seen her books!"
"Her real name is Megan," said Mikey, feeling further and further out of the loop. "Mary's just her middle name." But the others ignored him.
"Don't believe everything you read in those books," Allie said. "She lies and makes stuff up when it suits her."
"She does not have nice things to say about skinjackers," Milos said. "Still, I would like to meet her one day. She seems very… intriguing."
"That's not the word I would use," Allie said. "She lures souls in, and traps them in an endless rut, doing the same thing day after day, forever."
"And," added Mikey, "she's my sister."
The others looked at him for a moment, and broke out laughing.
"Yeah, yeah," Squirrel scoffed, "and the McGill is my cousin." Now Allie burst out laughing, which just made Mikey more annoyed.
"If the McGill was your cousin," Mikey said, "I can guarantee he'd disown you."
Allie reached over and secretly squeezed Mikey's hand, leaving him to wonder what the squeeze meant. Was it a show of affection, or was she trying to tell him he was revealing too much information?
"Now it's your turn," said Allie, changing the subject. "Tell us about Jackin' Jill."
Clearly this was a sore spot with the other skinjackers, because they all looked away. Finally Milos spoke up.
"She and I were very close," he said.
"How close?" Mikey asked, realizing Milos had a nice wound worthy of being prodded and poked.
"Close," was the only answer he gave. "We traveled together, doing jobs for other Afterlights, in exchange for crossed objects."
"Jobs?" asked Allie. "What kinds of jobs?"
"Jobs that could only be accomplished by skinjackers," Milos said. "We would tell family members that their loved one in Everlost was all right. We would pass on some information that they otherwise would have taken to the grave. We would finish their unfinished business in the living world."
"Yeah, yeah," said Squirrel. "There was one kid who was obsessed with finishing his model airplane. So Moose and I skinjacked a couple of neighbor kids and finished it for him."
"And don't forget the time we got hired by that kid in Philly to beat up the fleshie that got him killed." Milos sighed. "Some tasks were more appropriate for Moose and Squirrel than others."
"Impressive," said Mikey, in spite of himself. The idea of using skinjacking as a profitable skill tickled Mikey where he lived.
"Yeah, yeah-we were very impressive-and we were rich, too," said Squirrel.
Milos nodded. "By Everlost standards. We had quite a collection of crossed objects-and these were not just ordinary items. We had gold and diamonds-our customers would trade us their prized possessions in return for what we could offer. We even had a Porsche."
"No way!" said Allie.
"It's true, it's true," said Squirrel, "but it was a pain in the neck, 'cause it could only drive on roads that don't exist no more."
"Jill would be the one to pass on messages to the living. She was best at convincing the living that the message was real." Milos looked off, caught in the memory. "Then, one day we woke up, and Jill was gone, along with the car and all of our finest things-and she even stole things from the vapor of Afterlights that had taken us in. There were many, and they were all furious."
"Yeah, yeah-they thought we had done it. We had to skinjack our way to safety. Lucky there were some fleshies around."
"Jackin' Jill took everything worth taking," said Moose. "Everything! But we're gonna find her. And when we do…"He smashed his fist into his palm.
"I'm sorry," Allie said to Milos, with a level of compassion that made Mikey sick. "Serves them right!" Mikey said. "It's what you get for being greedy."
Allie threw him a disapproving glare. "You of all people shouldn't talk about greed!"
When she turned her eyes back to Milos they were all sympathetic again, and Mikey just couldn't stand it. He stood up and strode away.
"Where are you going?" Allie asked.
"I don't know," he said. "Maybe I'll catch up with Jackin' Jill."
Allie started after Mikey, but snared herself on a barbed wire fence that, for reasons unknown, had crossed into Everlost. A sharp steel barb tore a deep gash on her arm that felt momentarily weird before it zipped itself closed. By the time she looked up, Mikey was gone.
"Let him go," said Milos, coming up behind her. "Clearly he has
… what is that expression?'Skeletons in his closet.' "
"Yeah, and bats in his belfry," Allie said.
Milos looked at her, puzzled. "This expression I do not know."
"Never mind," she said, not wanting to get into it. Mikey's temper tantrums had gotten fewer and further between, but they never went away completely. His moodiness always surfaced in the company of other Afterlights. Social skills were never his strong point. As for "skeletons in his closet," that implied he had secrets Allie didn't know- but she knew all his secrets, di
dn't she?
"Whatever bee he's got in his bonnet, he'll get over it," Allie said. Milos smiled. "Bats in belfries, bees in bonnets-this is why I love English."
Allie turned to return to their campsite on the highway, but then Milos said something that stopped her.
"You know… I could teach you things."
She slowly turned back to him. "What do you mean?"
Milos sauntered closer to her, hands in his pockets. "If you came skinjacking with us, there are many things I could teach you. Skinjacking is more than just climbing inside fleshies and putting them to sleep."
"If you're talking about your little business of delivering messages to the living, no thank you. I don't want to be a part of… of DeadEx."
"This is not what I mean," said Milos, his voice brimming with hushed excitement. "I am talking about the joy of it!"
Allie immediately thought to the time she had gone out into the rain. She understood the joy he was talking about, but it was always overshadowed by the guilt she felt stealing moments that weren't hers.
"Have you never dreamed of being someone else?" Milos asked. "Someone rich, or beautiful, or powerful. Have you never longed, if only for a few minutes, to live someone else's life?"
"Of course I have…"
"And yet you do not do it? Why is this?"
"Because it's wrong!"
"Who told you it was wrong? Was it Mikey?"
"No!" said Allie. "I don't need him to tell me the difference between right and wrong."
Milos took a long look at Allie. "Skinjackers are not like other Afterlights, Allie, and we all must learn to accept this. Because not only are we given this power, but also a powerful hunger to use it."
"A hunger that we should resist!" insisted Allie.
"Resist our nature? Do you not think that would be wrong?"
Allie found that Milos was standing just a bit too close, and she took a step back. He was making far too much sense, and it troubled her. She had wanted another skinjacker to talk to-someone who could understand the things she felt. She thought it would be a case of misery-loves-company. She never expected to find a skinjacker who reveled in possessing the living, turning it into an art form. A way of life. What if he was right, and resisting that powerful pull to flesh was the wrong thing for her to do?
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