She missed Deimos. If she closed her eyes, she could trace the contours of his face with her artist’s fingers. She had memorized the smooth planes and the hard edges. But memories were no substitute for the warmth of his skin against hers. She had no way of contacting him, no way of telling him how much she ached for him. He was just gone. Gone from her life as if he’d never been there at all, and she wasn’t certain she would ever see him again.
Meanwhile, she wandered around her apartment, aimlessly. Yellow police tape littered her studio like drooping party streamers, and Renata realized that they must have searched the whole place for clues to her whereabouts.
The first call she made was to her foster parents, who were so relieved to hear from her that they insisted on hopping on a plane to come see her. But Renata knew they’d ask questions she didn’t want to answer—not yet, anyway—so she told them to give her some time to collect herself.
There were about a hundred calls from her therapist, and Renata deleted them all. It was near midnight. The skyline was as black as her mood, so she tied up her hair, picked up her chisel and began to sculpt.
Renata had been expecting a visit from Ms. Athena Kokkinos and her nephew the police detective a few days after her return, so she didn’t startle at the knock. “Good to see you again,” the detective said when Renata opened the door.
“I’m glad you think so, Phobos,” she said, her heart aching at the familiarity of his face and the sadness of knowing that he only looked like the man she loved.
The detective seemed taken aback by the use of his true name, but his aunt pushed into the studio and marched over to Renata’s workspace. With one good yank, she pulled the canvas off the stone then turned her angry eyes on Renata. “What’s this?”
“It’s a statue of my father and my brother,” Renata said, squaring her shoulders. “I took all the details I remembered, all the sweet little lines of my baby brother’s smile, all the rough calluses of my father’s hands, and I brought them to life. At least, as much life as a gorgon can give to stone statues.”
“I gave you a sketch to carve,” the woman barked. “A sketch of a man you should hate. Make an end to him. Avenge your family.”
“I should,” Renata said. “But not the way you want me to. I won’t kill for you.”
“It isn’t as if he doesn’t deserve to die,” she said.
“But that isn’t why you want me to kill him,” Renata said. “He’s in jail and you can’t reach him, but I can. He’s on trial, and for some reason, you don’t want him convicted. I only asked you to come here today so I could return your sketch to you. I can’t accept your patronage.”
The older woman glared at Renata and drew herself up to a towering height. “Do you know who I am?”
“Oh, I know,” Renata said to the gray-eyed daughter of Zeus. “And I mean you no disrespect, but you’ll have to find yourself another sculptress.”
“Do I need to bend you to my will?” Athena asked.
“Only if you want to risk the lives of your other pets,” Renata said. “Give me a chisel, and you never know what I might carve. Take my chisel away and I can always make a sculpture with a butter knife and a bar of soap.”
Renata had no idea if this was a legitimate threat, but she felt that it was one that she needed to make.
“I’ll make you too scared to refuse,” Phobos said.
“If you do, I’ll scream,” Renata warned. “If you come near me, I’ll scream my gorgon scream, so terrible that you’ll choke on it.”
Phobos looked as if he might test Renata’s resolve, but his aunt stopped him. “Leave it be, Phobos. She’ll change her mind in time, and when she does, she has my card. Let’s go.”
But Renata didn’t think she would change her mind.
Besides, she had a different, more important call to make. This time, she dialed a lawyer in the Netherlands.
Renata stepped out of the International Court of Justice into the afternoon sun. It had been painful to relive those memories, to tell her story to the court, but now she felt as if she were taller, lighter and freer than she had ever been. Underneath the Peace Palace’s cathedral-like spires, she felt reverent, and somehow it didn’t surprise her to see Deimos waiting for her on the verdant lawn.
It had been more than a year since she’d seen him last, but his face was exactly the same. For he was ageless. As was her love for him. She knew in the moment he folded a newspaper under his arm and smiled at her. Renata wondered if it was the first time she had ever seen him smile.
“How did you find me?” Renata asked.
“Sometimes people call upon the oldest immortals and we answer,” Deimos said, and then showed her the newspaper. “The headlines also helped.”
“I was afraid to testify,” Renata said.
“But you did it anyway,” he said, taking her hands. “You helped to convict him, and all his crimes are exposed in the light of day. No one is going to take up his cause as an excuse to make war. I’m so proud of you.”
Maybe it was that she was so happy to see Deimos again, or maybe it was that he was proud of her, or maybe it was the worshipful way he held her sculptress’s fingers, but somehow she found herself blinking back tears. “I found a way to sculpt without hurting anyone,” she said.
He reached up and brushed away her tears. “I’m not accustomed to dealing with people’s better instincts, young lady, but I should have realized you’d find a better way. Anyway, I won’t keep you. I just wanted to see you one last time.”
“Take me with you,” Renata said, the words bursting out of her. “Wherever you’re going, I want to go with you.”
“Renata, I’ve already told you. Everything bad that ever happened to you is my fault.”
“You’re wrong,” she insisted. “It was mortal men who made war, not you. They called you and if you hadn’t come, others would have. What happened to me would have happened with or without you.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” Deimos told her.
“Even if I weren’t sure, it doesn’t matter,” she said. “Because I love you and I forgive you.”
“No,” he said stubbornly. “You can’t.”
“I can,” Renata said, feeling her gorgon’s power strongly now. “You changed and that’s what matters. You shaped yourself into something else. And that’s what we all have to do. We all have to change before things will ever get better in the world.”
“I don’t know that things will ever get better,” he told her sadly. “There will always be other wars—and other gorgons.”
“And we’ll stop them,” she said. “Together.”
“Together for how long?” he asked, his eyes off somewhere in the distance. “I left the decanter of ambrosia on the plane for you, but you didn’t drink it. I think you mean to leave your options open, to escape my love with old age. You’re always trying to run away from me.”
“What if I’m done trying to escape you?” Renata wanted to know. “What if I drank the ambrosia now?”
His expression became fiercely possessive. “I’d keep you with me, forever.”
“Then take me with you,” she said. “We’ll toast with ambrosia.”
Deimos pulled Renata into his arms and devoured her in a kiss, the lushness of his lips eliciting a whimper from her. He kissed her, right there on the street, where anyone could see them, and Renata wasn’t the least bit afraid.
“Let’s go then,” he said. “The plane is fueled up and ready.”
“Where are we going?” Renata asked.
He arched a dark brow. “First? On our honey moon.”
“Then?” she asked, smiling.
He held her close, as if ready to take her fears from her should they ever come again. “Then, we should go back to Bosnia and look for your mother—if you’re ready.”
To her astonishment, Renata realized that she was.
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POISONED KISSES
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ie Dray
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