by Rob Zombie
There it was, the door to the hall, light coming through it. She put one hand out in front of her and dragged her way a little closer to it. Then she waited. When nothing happened, she pulled herself with the other hand and then managed to get her legs partly under her and begin to crawl.
It didn’t seem like she was the one crawling. The pain made her feel so distant from her body that it felt like she was a ghost hovering above herself, somewhere near the ceiling, watching someone else crawl. She kept the body below her moving toward the door, trying not to feel its pain, trying just to keep it moving.
Her fingers crossed over the threshold and pulled her partway out. I might survive after all, she thought. All she had to do was drag herself the rest of the way out and down the hall and into her apartment and call 911, then staunch her wounds and try to stay alive until they sent an ambulance for her.
Then she was all the way out and into the hall. She came back from where she was hovering like a ghost over her body to occupy the body itself and had to stop herself from screaming in pain. But being in the body made her feel more capable as well. She could feel the adrenaline pumping within her and she managed to crawl up the wall and pull herself to her knees. From there, with a tremendous effort of will, she stumbled to her feet and stood there, braced against the wall, out of breath. The wall was all bloody, she saw, from where it had touched her, and she knew if she turned around she would see a swath of blood along the hallway floor as well from where she had dragged herself. Don’t look back, she told herself. Move forward.
She would have done it, too, only when she looked up she saw a woman standing there, a tall woman with an austere face and dark eyes and a cruel mouth. She stood dead center in the hallway, blocking Heidi’s path.
The hallway suddenly seemed bled of sound. Heidi couldn’t hear the rustle of the wind outside, nor the settling of the house, nor even the sound of her own breathing. It was as if the whole hallway had been swaddled in cloth and removed from the world, as if nothing beyond this hallway existed. She could not feel her body either, but it wasn’t as if she was above it now, only as if she was in it but unable to feel it. She felt strangely at peace. There was even a comfort to this, but a comfort, she couldn’t help but think, that must be like the comfort you might find in being dead, if you could be aware of being dead. And it was as if she was under a spell.
She stared at the woman in the hallway, wondering whether she should try to go around her, not even certain she’d be able to move. Before she could make her decision, the woman began to speak in a soft, almost inaudible voice.
“I am Margaret Morgan, child. I glimpse you through the ages, for such is the power of my Dark Lord. You have done nothing, and yet you shall suffer. And yet you, too, are chosen.”
Heidi looked past the woman, at her own door. She tried to hear the sound of Steve scratching there, but the hall still seemed absent of all sound apart from Morgan’s soft, oddly soothing voice.
“Feel the earth… taste of the air. Hear that?” asked Morgan. She cupped her hand to her ear. Heidi listened, but still heard nothing beyond Morgan’s voice. “The sound of the clouds and the scent of the wind… all becoming one. The whores of the deceivers will gather before us and bleed us a King. You, my beloved sister, are the knife by which we strip the skin of Salem’s daughters.”
As she spoke, smoke began to rise around her. Then flames. Then, though her voice remained soft and did not change at all, she began to burn. Her skin reddened and then began to boil and crackle, then blacken.
“All will know the sister’s pain…,” she said to Heidi. Slowly, her voice became more broken, more labored, and she began to hesitate between the words, her eyes filling with anguish. “My pain… the pain of feeling flesh cooking within your body… They will feel what I felt… They will…”
But Margaret Morgan couldn’t go on. Her hair caught fire, and her face as well. She seemed to want to speak again, seemed to be struggling to say more. But when she managed to open her mouth again, her head engulfed in flames, it was only to let out a terrible scream.
Chapter Twenty-one
She sat straight up, gasping for breath. Where was she? In the hallway, watching that woman catch flame? No, she was in her bedroom, in bed, the TV still on, the Mafia hit man on the screen. She must have dozed off and then stumbled into some sort of bad dream.
But she could still see, in one corner of her mind, the red light illuminating the room, could still almost smell the burning flesh in her nostrils. That was fucked-up, a woman going up in flames like that, so suddenly. On the one hand, she could recognize that it must have been a dream, that it hadn’t happened. On the other hand, though, it still felt so real that it was hard to believe it hadn’t happened.
She sat there for a moment, her heart beating hard, and then she groped around until she found the lamp on the bedside table. She clicked it on. She kicked back the covers and examined her arms and legs, looking for marks from the attack, but there was nothing there. Of course there’s nothing, she told herself again. It was only a dream. But still she kept touching her body, looking for marks or cuts. She could feel them there, gashes and abrasions on her skin, even though they weren’t visible. Like they were there psychically even if physically there was nothing.
She shook her head. What was wrong with her? Was she going to start having bad dreams now? Wasn’t her life tough enough as it was? What had happened to the old days when she hadn’t had to worry about anything, back before her life got complicated?
Her mind wandered a little, her eyes returning to the screen.
“What did you want them to think as they died?” asked the interviewer from off-camera.
“Nothing,” said the hit man, whose face was covered by a sack. “I just wanted them to see my face. I wanted them to realize I was Death.”
Fuck, she said. No wonder I’m having bad dreams.
And then suddenly she saw it, two eyes glowing in the darkness below her. She almost screamed before she realized it was just Steve.
“You scared me, buddy,” she said, her heart thumping again. “And just when I was starting to calm down. Go lay down.” But then, before he could, she reached out to pet him. He pressed up against the side of the bed and bent his head to get it at the angle he wanted scratched, just like he always did. It made her feel a little better, having him there with her. And he was calm, too, which was a good sign.
She clicked the TV off and lay back in bed, one hand still idly trailing along her dog’s back.
How was she supposed to read it, this dream? She still felt like there should be marks on her body, cuts and scratches and even gashes. But there was nothing. She took a deep breath, trying to calm down. And what had been up with apartment number five in her dream? What had been in there? What was it exactly that had attacked her? Something not human, though it had been human once. Or no, there were two of them; maybe they weren’t the same thing. Undead or ghouls or God knows what.
But what was she talking about? They weren’t real, after all. It was a dream. There was no point trying to think about them as if they were real. She could see how it might happen. Those two black-metal ghouls in the studio earlier in the day didn’t help any, obviously. They’d gotten deeper into her head than she’d realized. Plus, that video of theirs, the “darkness and silence of the abyss,” or whatever they’d called it, that was odd stuff, probably chock-full of subliminal bullshit that was just waiting for her to fall asleep so that it could surface. That must be the explanation. She hadn’t ever had a dream like that before. And she hoped she never would again.
She felt a little cold. She realized the bedroom window was open, a light breeze ruffling the curtain. Had she left it open? She couldn’t remember having done so, and it was hardly the right time of year for it, considering how cold she was, but who knows. She’d been drinking. Maybe she’d been flushed when she went to bed. She sighed and stood up to go shut it.
As she was about to slide it closed
, she noticed across the street a fat man standing just inside his own window, facing slightly to the side, messing with something just out of sight. He was naked, his belly and thighs spilling out to hide his privates. Somehow that looked more obscene to her than if his cock had been visible. There was something wrong with him: he had a clear plastic mask strapped over his face. She followed the tube leading off it back to an oxygen tank. Ugh, she thought. And then he turned toward the window and looked straight at her. Caught off guard, she met his gaze. For a moment they just stared at one another, and then he lifted up a hand that seemed strangely red, as if stained with blood, and slammed a set of iron shutters closed.
Excuse you, she thought. Didn’t hurt to look, did it? Or maybe it did a little, if that guy was what you had to look at.
She was starting to feel a little better. She went back to the bed and crawled onto it, lying facedown. Turning out the light and closing her eyes, she tried to get back to sleep.
When the light was on, when she had walked through the room, when she had looked around, it simply wasn’t there. Or if it was there, she somehow couldn’t see it. Somehow looked right through it. Would someone else coming into the room have seen it, or when the light was on was it simply not there?
But there in the dark above her something slowly coalesced. At first it was little more than an unsteadiness in the air; then it became a blur, then, slowly, more and more substantial. It took on form. A line of deeper darkness running down from the ceiling became, slowly, the links of a greased iron chain. At the end of it hung something that at first seemed solid but then separated into gaps and bars, becoming a wrought-iron cage. It was empty, but the bars were stained with blood and stuck with feathers and the door did not latch. It swung slowly back and forth, creaking. But rather than slowing and stopping, it swung more and more regularly. It seemed propelled by an unseen hand, the hand soothing and coaxing some unseen or invisible thing in the cage.
Beneath it, oblivious, Heidi moaned and struggled and tried to sleep.
Tuesday
Chapter Twenty-two
Though broken into apartments, there was nothing on the outside to reveal the house to be anything but a single-family home. It had been painted a deep indigo typical of the colonial period, one of the colors approved by the Salem historical society. Unlike most rentals, the tiny lawn was neat and tidy, not a leaf in it. A small knee-high fence ran around the yard, wrought-iron bars with spikes at the end of them, maybe enough to keep a dog in if it was a small dog, but little more. The porch, too, had been carefully swept, and the walkway had been scrubbed until the cement almost glowed.
Only once you went inside and saw the doors with names on them did it became clear it wasn’t a single-family dwelling. There was a door just inside the front door with the name Savage on it, and a table covered with mail split into three stacks. A staircase wound upward to the second floor and another door, another name on it. A narrower staircase climbed farther, to a shorter, smaller door that led to a converted attic.
Inside this last door, a man with slicked-back white hair paced through his living room. He was old, near seventy, but thin and spry. He was dressed in a simple black suit, old but in good condition. He stopped before a full-length mirror beside the door and began fixing his tie. He regarded himself with a sour look.
“What the hell’s wrong with my hair today?” he asked. He waited for a response and when none came he continued. “Should I shave?” When there was still no response, he half turned from the mirror. “Alice?” he said.
Alice Matthias, a silver-haired woman with perfect bone structure, stepped nearer and gently pulled his hands away from his tie. “You’re just making it worse, dear,” she said. When his hands began to move back to it, she said, “Francis, let me do it.” She undid the tie and then smoothed the ends out, began tying it again. Francis fidgeted a little but let her do it.
“There, Francis,” she said. “I think that looks good, don’t you?” She patted him softly on the chest.
“What about the hair?” he asked.
Alice gave him a scolding look. “You do realize that it’s radio,” she said. “Nobody’s going to see how you look.”
“I know,” said Francis. “I want to…” He hesitated, and then admitted, “I don’t know what I want.”
Alice patted his chest again. “Don’t be so nervous,” she said. “You’ll do fine.”
Fine, thought Francis. I want to do better than just fine. And why did I ever agree to do this in the first place? He’d been feeling good when the guy from the station had suggested it—after all, he was at a bookstore and signing a bunch of his books: who wouldn’t feel good about that? But then he’d made the mistake of listening to the program last night and realized that the Big H team wasn’t going to exactly be scintillating talk and conversation. He’d be lucky if they’d even read his book. No, he’d be lucky if they’d even read a chapter of his book. And last night there’d been an interview with some odd Satanic rock group. It was demeaning to follow on the heels of something like that.
“I’m a little nervous,” he admitted as Alice continued to rub his shoulder. “I can’t believe I let myself get talked into these things. I hate things like this.”
She stood on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek. “Calm down,” she said. “It will be fun and you yourself were just complaining.” She pulled back and did her imitation of him—he hated when she did that, but if he was honest with himself he had to admit she was pretty good at it: “I need a way to sell more books, Alice. I need to get the word out.”
Well, he had said that, and he did need it. His book was good—he knew it, really solid historical writing. But it just wasn’t getting into the right hands. But there was no way the Big H team and their listeners were the right hands.
“I don’t sound like that,” he lied. “I didn’t say that.”
“Whatever you say,” said Alice. “Oh, make sure you get some passes to the film. I want to see it.”
“What film?”
“You’ve already forgotten? Frankenstein versus the Witchfinder.”
“You really want to see that?” he asked. “I thought you were joking. It’s undignified. Alice, you know how I feel about those historically inaccurate portrayals of—”
She cut him off with a look. “Be a dear and get me my passes,” she said.
“I’m not going to ask them for—”
“Just do what the wife says and nobody gets hurt,” she said.
Francis sighed, nodded. “Yes, dear,” he said.
Chapter Twenty-three
A few hours later and he was there. Yes, Alice had been right; there was no reason to dress up. None of the Big H team were wearing suits—one of the men hadn’t managed to find a shirt with buttons and seemed to be wearing a promotional T-shirt, a sparkly gold thing advertising a band named Mattress. What kind of name was that for a band? The fellow was also wearing a cowboy hat and sunglasses—indoors! What was the point of that? And he had a beard that would have made Santa Claus jealous. The other, the one named Herman—or wait, that was confusing too because they both were named Herman it turned out, but he was supposed to call the other Herman something else. What was it? White Herman? Were they pulling his leg? What kind of a name was that? Anyway, this other Herman, the African American guy, he was dressed like an extra from a seventies Blaxploitation film, was even wearing a purple pimp’s shirt with gold buttons. Fool’s gold, probably. Francis didn’t know quite how to take it. Had Herman been dressing that way since the seventies or was it just some sort of hip thing that was so gauche that it had become fashionable again? The third one, the woman named Heidi, looked all right, though a little bedraggled, like she’d just gotten out of bed despite how late in the day it was. She had dark circles under her eyes and didn’t look like she’d slept much, but she seemed the nicest of the three. The most normal anyway.
It made him jittery just being there. No, these three were hardly his audience. And they cle
arly hadn’t read the book—not even a page! They hadn’t even said anything about the specifics of the book to him. Herman, who had spoken to him the most, had gotten the title wrong. It was all Francis could do not to groan when that happened, but he’d held back and just gently corrected him, just like Alice would have told him to do. No, this was already a serious disaster.
There was a commercial on, for Anderton Auto. Those crooks! He couldn’t imagine that anybody who would be interested in his book would get their car repaired at Anderton Auto. Even the commercials were telling him he shouldn’t be here.
Someone tapped him on the shoulder. He turned over, saw Herman’s face. Man, that guy had a big head. “Ready?” Herman said.
He shrugged, not sure what to say.
“Calm down, man,” said Herman. “We ain’t gonna bite. Just be yourself. It’s gonna be all right.”
The commercial wound down, slowly fading into the background. The woman, Heidi, put on some headphones, leaned toward her mike, and began to speak.
“That’s right,” she said, her voice expressing an enthusiasm that couldn’t be read in her face. “Anderton Auto is now open on Sunday. Anyway, if you’re just tuning in, we’ve got a guest in the studio. We’ll be chatting with Francis Matthias, author of the book”—she paused, looked down at the book in front of her—“ Satan’s Last Stand: The Truth about the Salem Witch Trials.”
At least she’d gotten the title right. Maybe it’d be okay after all.
“Hello,” said Francis. “Heidi, I am happy to be here.” He winced. Two minutes in and he already sounded stilted and uptight, like he had a stick shoved up his ass.
“Heidi, may I?” asked Herman.
Heidi rolled her eyes. “Yes, you may,” she said, her voice revealing nothing of the eye roll.
