Stole was such a harsh word, Tessa thought to herself. She would admit she had snuck into Mr. Deluth’s stable and taken the horse out for a ride, but to say she stole him would insinuate she had no intention of bringing him back. And she did bring him back.
“Technically, I brought him back,” she said defensively.
Richie’s face was a mask of concern as he stomped toward her, tossing his shovel onto the hay that lined the perimeter of the stall.
“Where’re you going?”
“To check on Shadow,” Richie barked, not looking back at her.
Tessa felt about two inches tall right then. Was Richie worried about the horse? She hadn’t hurt him. She’d just taken him out for a ride. Granted, it had been dark and after the tongue lashing she received from Mr. Deluth, she now understood how dangerous that had been for both her and the horse.
But she’d just wanted to ride.
She had felt like there was a rope around her neck, chaining her in place and she just needed to get out. Sitting on a horse, her hair flying in the wind, the power of the animal beneath her, the thud of hooves against solid ground… she hadn’t found anything that was quite like it.
She’d gotten so tired of listening to her mother and stepfather argue because her mother was crying all the time, sometimes never getting out of bed for days at a time. They did it more often than not, and Tessa was beginning to wonder why the man even hung around. She was starting to believe maybe that was why her father had left.
Shaking off the thought, she jumped into motion, heading out of the stable and back in the opposite side toward the stall where Texas Shadow was kept. When she got there, Richie was inside, his hands roaming over the animal, his voice low and soothing as he talked to him. Tessa made eye contact with the horse and her heart galloped almost as fast as he’d done last night.
Texas Shadow was one of the most elegant horses she had ever seen. Tall, broad, sleek. His lustrous black coat was soft, his mane long and coarse. She’d fallen in love with the animal the first time she saw him. Granted, she didn’t visit Mr. Deluth’s farm often because she and Luanne weren’t friends anymore. Hadn’t been since the beginning of their ninth grade year.
“You’re lucky he’s not hurt,” Richie said angrily as he stomped past her, nudging her backward as he did to get her out of the stall.
Tessa took two steps back, watched as Richie closed and latched the stall door and waited to see what he would say. When his piercing blue eyes landed on her, Tessa could see his fury but right there in Mr. Deluth’s barn, she fell in love with that boy. Just a little bit.
And a year later, Tessa was head over heels in love with Richie Donovan.
The shower water had turned cold, so Tessa turned it off before grabbing one of the towels hanging on the rack. She went to wipe her face, realizing she was crying, the salty taste of her tears on her lips.
God, she missed Richie.
He had been her saving grace. And he’d even stood by her when karma had paid her a visit several years later, punishing her for all of the things she had done as a rebellious teenager. The thought brought more tears to her eyes.
Holding the towel to her face, knowing the waterworks wouldn’t shut off until it was ready, Tessa stood in the bathroom, dripping on the bathroom rug.
She knew she should’ve been grateful for the sequence of events that led her to Mr. Deluth’s door and ultimately to Richie, but the consequences hadn’t been as easy for her. Or Richie.
Ultimately, Mr. Deluth spared her. Had Jerry Deluth opted to punish Tessa for stealing his horse, she knew she would’ve been in a lot of trouble. Not only would she have been arrested, but in their small town, she never would’ve been able to get rid of the stigma associated with what she had done. As it was, there was a long list of indiscretions that she was responsible for.
Right up until her nineteenth birthday, or shortly thereafter, Tessa had been a free spirit. At least that’s what Richie liked to call her. She disobeyed every rule that was laid out for her. Hell, sometimes she even wondered how she was still alive with all of her ignorant stunts: drugs, alcohol, vandalism, even some petty theft, and although safe, she had been promiscuous when it came to sex. Tessa had pushed the envelope, tried to see what she could get away with.
By the time she was twenty-one, Tessa had settled somewhat, at least when it came to all of the illegal stuff. Alcohol was still her friend, although she was getting tired of it quickly. But she was still trying to garner attention wherever she could. Thanks to Richie and one of the youth counselors at her church, Tessa realized she’d been acting out to get the attention of her father. The man who hadn’t wanted anything to do with her or Adam since she was an infant.
Not that any of her craziness actually brought her onto his radar, but apparently that was part of why she was doing it. That and her mother. Sheila spent days and nights crying her eyes out, sometimes for no reason at all. Tessa never had tried to understand her mother. Never even attempted to understand what it meant to be depressed after her mother had been diagnosed. Not until she was older anyway.
Her punishment for stealing the horse had included only six months of working on Mr. Deluth’s farm doing the jobs most people hated to do and turned out to be one of the only things Tessa found she enjoyed. That was just one of the things she and Richie had in common. So after Mr. Deluth freed her from her obligation toward the end of her sophomore year in high school, she’d asked to volunteer to help. And did so for years after.
By the time Tessa’s father left her The Rusty Nail when she was twenty-three, she had managed to get her life under control. Richie went to a junior college and then applied to the police academy, something he’d always wanted to do. During the years leading up to that, Tessa had grown close to Mr. Deluth. After all, Luanne had hated the farm, wanting to leave Devil’s Bend altogether so Tessa and Richie would spend time with him in the stables, or sometimes even riding.
Not going to college, Tessa had worked odd jobs, mostly secretarial work, but she had continued to work for Mr. Deluth because confined to a desk was proving to be her worst nightmare.
Her marriage to Richie had been a long time coming, but Richie, being the level-headed one, had insisted they wait until they were financially stable. He knew that they would have a hard enough time at that point, and he wasn’t willing to risk their relationship. She’d been working in the bar and Richie had gotten on with the Austin Police Department, and life had been good for the first time in Tessa’s life.
Then, the gift of all gifts had been given to them when Tessa found out she was pregnant. Richie had been beside himself with joy, as had she. Even her mother was excited about the baby. But four months into her pregnancy, karma kicked her right in the face. The doctors told her there was nothing she could’ve done differently, but the pregnancy had terminated itself. She and Richie had been devastated.
And almost a year to the day after that, Richie had been killed. Tessa accepted at that point that all good things came to an end which was why she refused to get too attached to any one thing.
A loud bang on the door scared her so badly, she clutched her chest. Realizing she was standing stark naked in the bathroom, tears still streaming down her face, she knew she had to get herself together. After all, there was no way she could let Cooper know what she was thinking.
There was no reason to ruin the good thing they had. At least not yet. At some point, she knew karma would return to ensure that he was yanked right out of her life as well.
She just wished she knew how much time she had.
Chapter Twenty Two
Cooper pulled into the parking lot of The Rusty Nail, his mind still on Tessa. After her shower, she’d been closed off and entirely too quiet. He could tell she had been crying, but no matter what he tried, she wouldn’t tell him why. He managed to get her to take a nap, or rather she fell asleep from sheer exhaustion an hour ago.
Knowing he had to meet Marcus, Cooper had left her a
note and then went home to shower and change. Now that he was back in front of the bar, he dreaded what was to come.
When he pulled into the parking lot, Cooper noticed Eric’s fire engine red muscle car was already there, so he shut off the engine and slipped in through the back door. He would prefer to be the one to approach Marcus, rather than the other way around. Since The Rusty Nail hadn’t opened just yet, he knew his soon to be ex-manager wasn’t there yet.
“Hey, Coop. What’s going on?” Eric asked when Cooper approached the bar.
“Not much. I’ve got to talk to my manager, so I figured I’d come in early.”
“Oh, that guy.” Eric’s exasperated tone put Cooper on edge.
“What’s wrong?”
“Not a damn thing.” Eric glanced at the front door and then back to Cooper. “Now anyway. The asshole was waiting out front when I got here. Once I got inside, he started pounding on the door. The man’s kinda dense.”
Cooper would agree with that assessment, but he didn’t say anything.
“Anyway, I told him we weren’t open, and he tried to invite himself in. When I refused, he got snippy. Don’t be surprised if his nose is off center when you see him. I slammed the door in his face, and he finally left.”
Well, shit. That would mean Marcus was already primed for a bad mood. And what Cooper had to tell him wasn’t going to make him happy anytime soon. Which, Cooper knew from experience, meant Marcus was going to retaliate. In probably one of the worst ways.
“Hey, didn’t you say you had some big name playing tonight?” Eric asked as Cooper was setting up his laptop on the bar.
“Son of a fucking bitch!” Cooper had completely forgotten about that.
Nearly an hour later, Cooper watched as Tessa walked in through the back door. He had cued up some music after he updated the sign out front to display the live music talent he was expecting to show up at any minute. Now, as he watched her move across the floor, his heartbeat rivaled the thud of the music. The one thing he noticed was that she looked like she had put on a solid layer of armor.
Gone was the sweet girl he’d seen the night before in her short jean skirt and soft sweater. In her place, was the no nonsense woman who had caught his eye in the very beginning. She wore a form fitting black t-shirt, jeans that accentuated her luscious ass, boots, and her cowboy hat that shielded her eyes. Her blonde hair curled down her back and over her shoulder, making Cooper want to reach for her and pull her close by wrapping his fists in the silky strands.
Not that he would. She looked like a woman on a mission. He felt better when she returned a smile as she passed by, but he decided to leave her be for a bit. The front door opened, and in walked just the man he had been waiting for. Before anyone could notice him, Cooper intercepted him in his path to the bar.
“Hey, man. Glad you could make it,” Cooper greeted Dalton Calhoun with a hand held out to shake, but that was quickly thwarted by the infamous guy-hug that was little more than a couple of thumps on the back.
“So glad you invited me. Shit, man. This is cool,” Dalton said as he checked out the interior of The Rusty Nail. “How the hell’d you land your ass all the way down here?”
Cooper tilted his head, a silent gesture for Dalton to follow him toward the stage. As he passed the bar, he held up two fingers for Eric and received a nod of understanding. “It’s somethin’, ain’t it?” Cooper asked.
“So this is what’s got Nashville all in an uproar. Your ass disappeared off the map to come down to BFE and sing in a little bar. Man, I don’t know if I’m pissed off or jealous.”
“Well, I’m glad you came down. You can give it a shot, see what you think.” Cooper and Dalton had become close friends over the last few years, both of them living in Nashville, chasing their country music dream. Dalton had hit the big time a year or two before Cooper, so he had learned a lot from the man, although they were roughly the same age.
“That for me?” Dalton asked, tilting his head toward the stage.
“It’s all yours tonight.”
“Hot damn!” Dalton exclaimed, glancing up at the stage.
Eric walked up, two Bud Lights in his hand and a gigantic grin on his face. Cooper introduced the two men briefly. Before Eric sauntered off, he turned around and said in a mock whisper, “Just a warning. My wife’s here tonight.” And with that, he was gone.
Cooper laughed while Dalton looked back confused. “What the hell does that mean? I swear, I don’t know his wife.”
Cooper let out another roar of laughter before he slapped Dalton on the back. “I promise, when you meet her, you’ll understand the warning. Hold up a minute, would ya?”
“Lemme run out to my truck and get my guitar. I’ll be right back.”
Cooper nodded and then headed across the bar to get Tessa. She was pouring a beer for a customer, and when she finished, he got her attention.
“What’s up?” she asked, sounding more upbeat than she had when he left her house earlier in the day.
Leaning over the bar, he gave her an expectant look and waited until she leaned forward so he could kiss her. He didn’t linger, and the smile that tipped her lips when she pulled back made him feel better.
“You got a minute? There’s someone I’d like you to meet.”
Tessa got Eric’s attention and let him know she would be back. The bar was quickly filling up which meant there wouldn’t be much downtime from here on out. Thankfully, although Cooper forgot his buddy was coming in, he’d had the good sense to tell Tessa a week ago that she might want to bring in her cousins to help man the doors and fill in as bouncers. Based on the folks already coming in, he’d been smart in doing so.
Now it was just time to introduce Tessa to the guy who was going to help Cooper get his farm up and running. Sooner rather than later.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Tessa had just gotten into a rhythm that helped take her mind off of her emotional morning. Truth be told, she’d been hoping for a huge crowd at the bar so she wouldn’t have to do much thinking at all. Based on the sheer volume of people flooding in through the front doors, she was going to get her wish.
As she followed Cooper across the room toward the stage, she tried to get a decent look at the guy Cooper had booked for tonight’s entertainment. She hadn’t been able to see the sign out front when she got in because there were actually cars in the parking lot already, which had surprised her.
“Who is this?” she asked Cooper, his hands flexing over hers.
As soon as they reached the mountainous cowboy, Cooper said, “Tessa, I’d like you to meet Dalton Calhoun. Dalton meet Tessa Donovan. She’s the owner of The Rusty Nail.”
Ok, so maybe she wasn’t the biggest country music fan, but she definitely knew who that was. She’d have to be a hermit not to have seen or heard something about the guy over the last few years. She should’ve known. His name was mentioned with the likes of Jason Aldean, Kenny Chesney, and of course, Cooper Krenshaw.
Cooper’s arm came around her, and he kissed the top of her head gently while she shook hands with Dalton. Glancing up at Cooper briefly, she then looked back at the guy who would be gracing her stage tonight. “Sorry, I’m not usually star struck, but…”
“Damn, Calhoun, I didn’t even get that kind of reception from her.” Cooper laughed, and Tessa blushed.
“See, that’s where he’s wrong,” Tessa added, “I remember very clearly how this cowboy had his hands on me that night.”
Cooper’s roar of laughter made her heart leap. For the first time all day, she actually smiled, feeling his amusement all the way to her toes. The feeling made her feel significantly lighter than she had before.
“Should’ve known,” Dalton said with a rusty chuckle of his own. “Well, it’s a pleasure to be here.”
Dalton’s smooth, country drawl rivaled Cooper’s and that was saying something. Tessa still found she liked the guttural sound of Cooper’s voice better. But then again, she was sort of biased.
“It’s our pleasure,” Tessa said, trying to find her backbone. She wasn’t the blushing type.
“Oh! My! God!” The familiar voice sounded over the low rumble of conversation taking place in the bar. The shriek that followed had almost everyone turning to the front door.
“Yep, that’s Izzy,” Tessa mumbled, laughing at her best friend.
“If you need any help,” Tessa turned to Dalton, “that guy over there is her husband. He can’t control her much, but he might be able to protect you.”
Cooper’s and Dalton’s rumbled laughter filled the space at the same time Izzy came running over. She stopped just a few feet away from Dalton, staring up at him like he hung the moon. Lord. The woman was something else.
“You’re Dalton Calhoun! Oh. My. God,” Izzy said, barely containing her own excitement. “Eric! Did you see this! It’s Dalton Calhoun!”
“Yep, baby. I saw him already,” Eric’s rich baritone echoed from across the bar, sounding amused.
“Can I touch you?” Izzy asked seriously, her eyes sparkling like stardust as she stared at the much bigger cowboy.
“Yes, ma’am,” Dalton said after getting the go ahead nod from Eric across the bar.
As soon as the words were out of his mouth, Izzy was plastered against him, her arms wrapped around him as she squeezed him tightly. When Izzy finally stepped back a solid minute or two later, she was beaming brightly at Tessa.
“Did you see this?” Izzy asked in a conspiratorial whisper that the entire bar probably heard.
“I saw. It’s Dalton Calhoun,” Tessa confirmed, her head turning as she caught Katie walking past them, toward the bar.
“Hey, Katie,” Tessa called out to her. “Come over here and meet Dalton Calhoun.”
Katie looked almost as star struck as Izzy had a few minutes ago as she approached slowly, her ponytail bobbing like her energy was too much to contain and had to find an outlet.
“Go on, girl,” Izzy encouraged. “You can touch him.”
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