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by Margaret Wander Bonanno


  fresh as a daisy with the morning and, after the night's

  Singing, extremely familiar. But when had he

  exchanged his crisp tailored khakis the Down

  Under business suit for generations for the ceremonial

  garb and body paint of the Dreaming?

  Kirk sprang to his feet, grazing his head on

  the overhang. Where were they? There were formations of the same

  red rock on Easter, the statues of the Long Ears

  were hewn from them, but these

  paintings were other.

  He touched them reverently, recognising

  them now: Thunder-man and the Turtle, the

  Snake-goddess and the Mimi. Had he been so

  lost in the Singing that Galarrwuy had somehow

  transported him to his homeland? What was this

  place?

  "Nourlangie Rock," Galarrwuy answered

  him. "From the north near Woolwonga. Not my

  birthplace, but one I managed to salvage from the

  rains and the buffalo. I have, so to speak, brought the

  mountain to Muhammad."

  Kirk leaned against the rock and laughed. The rest

  of the room came into focus. They were in a part of the

  museum he had not seen last night; it contained an

  entire rock wall from Australia preserved in a

  controlled environment. He stepped down off the

  ledge onto a man-made floor and Galarrwuy

  followed.

  "Are you well?" the Australian inquired.

  "Yes. I think so." Kirk touched his own

  face, as if to convince himself that he was really here.

  He was no closer to an answer, but he felt

  refreshed, better than he had in weeks, and,

  somehow, hopeful.

  "That is good." Galarrwuy nodded, contemplating

  his own person in its other worldly garments.

  "Permit

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  me to return to our century. Then we will talk

  about yours."

  He went off to change. Kirk wandered outside,

  roamed the grounds of the museum, stood on the lip

  of the crater lake listening to the gulls and the silence.

  But the silence did not last. The sound of an

  oversee craft of size approaching the harbor

  filled Jim Kirk with dread long before it hove

  into view, its Starfleet insignia giving it the right

  of way past the small craft plying these waters.

  They had found him. And pulling a scene in public

  would only make it worse.

  McCoy was the first to hit the beach, flanked by a

  couple of security guards and followed by a tall,

  leggy blonde. It seemed not only Kirk's

  dreams were populated by blondes, and for a wild moment

  he thought she might be the "someone" Bones had in mind

  to take his mind off his troubles. His hopes were dashed

  when he saw the medical uniform, the traditional

  caduceus of the Physicians" Branch replaced

  by the insignia of Psych.

  Uh-oh. He'd really blown it this time.

  Nearly twelve hours AWOL and unaccounted for,

  after who knew what had turned up on his

  psychoscan. They were going to throw the net over him for

  sure.

  McCoy was breathless and steaming by the time he'd

  made it up the beach to the crater lake.

  "Don't give me a hard time!" he began without

  preamble. "It was all I could do to keep them from

  sending an armed escort and an elephant gun.

  Now you come peaceably or I've got a right

  cross will see that you do. Oh, by the way: Krista

  Sivertsen, Jim Kirk. Last time you two were

  together there was a one-way mirror between you."

  His eyes met hers briefly and at least he had

  a face to attach to the voice that had led him through the

  scan less than twenty-four hours before. He

  wished he could show more

  enthusiasm, but he had a hunch they'd be 140

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  seeing a lot of each other from here on. The

  medikit clipped to her belt no doubt held the

  elephant gun, just in case.

  "How much trouble am I in, Bones?"

  "You'll find out soon enough. Let's go."

  "May I at least say good-bye

  to Dr. Nayingul?"

  "You may not," McCoy stated, taking his arm and

  leading him as if he expected he might break and

  try to run for it.

  The last person he'd wanted to see him this way

  stood watching from the pier. Koro Quintal had come

  back with the morning, to return Galarrwuy's boat

  and, he'd hoped, hitch a ride with Jim Kirk and

  get him to talk about the Dreaming. Now he only

  stood in the small crowd of arriving tourists ogling

  the Starfleet craft, and watched.

  "I have to go," Jim Kirk said simply, his hand

  on Koro's shoulder. "Give Dr. Nayingul my

  regards."

  Koro merely nodded, for once acting the man

  Galarrwny insisted he should be.

  "Galar will know," he said. He did not ask if

  Kirk would return. "Haare rua. Go well,

  Jim Kirk."

  "E noho rua," Kirk replied wi/lly,

  not knowing how he knew the Maori farewell. "Stay

  well, Koro Quintal."

  The Starfieet craft kicked up a considerable

  wake as it rose above the surface and headed into the

  sun.

  It was McCoy who met Enterprise.

  No matter how often she went out or how brief

  her run, Jim Kirk was always there to see her

  home. Sometimes he would be waiting in the officers'

  lounge at TerraMain, watching her coast into her

  slip through the big clearsteel window, but more often he

  rode shotgun on the shuttle traditionally sent

  to escort the senior officers off. The crew could

  beam directly down to the

  Admiralty and home, but Spock and Scotty

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  to report to branch HQ in the spacedoclc itself for

  debriefing, and Kirk was always there to greet them.

  That he was not this time only confirmed what Spock

  already knew. Something was wrong. When he stepped out

  of the shuttle to find McCoy rocking on his heels

  in the corridor outside the hangar, he began

  to surmise how wrong.

  "Here now!" Scotty chimed in, lugging a

  duffel bag of "personals" he didn't trust to the

  transporter (or, more accurately, to the

  transporter crew below on the mainland, who'd

  get their hands on the bag tong before he did; there was

  a distinct clanking of bottles in the

  bottom). "Somebody's missing! And what're you

  doing up here, McCoy?"

  "That's a long story," McCoy replied. He

  had circles under his circles. "Spock, can I have

  a word with you? I don't know why I had to greet you

  with this kind of news," he said after Scotty had

  wisely gone on ahead and Spock had heard him

  out. "Didn't want you to get it secondhand, I

  guess. And I needed to get it off my chest. Not that

  I expected you could do anything."

  "I appreciate your confiding in me, doctor,"

  Spock said in a tone McCoy had always taken as

  ironic, until he'd
learned better. "And I

  may be able to do more than you know. How long has he

  been in Dr. Sivertsen's care"...'7

  "You make it sound so pleasantI'" McCoy

  said wryly. "It'll be a week tomorrow. Spocl",

  I'm worried about him."

  "With good cause, doctor, from what you have told

  me. Is he permitted visitors?"

  "I'll arrange it," McCoy promised,

  struggling with something. "Spock, I thank you. It's

  been a terrible burden, carrying this by myself. I

  don't know why, but I feel better about this already."

  A number of possible retorts about the

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  alter the situation sprang to Spock's lips, but

  he made use of none of them.

  Let us hope, doctor, he thought as he stood

  outside the briefing room and watched McCoy amble

  away, that your feeling is neither

  premature nor inaccurate. For all our

  sakes.

  "The first phase of the patient's therapy was

  initiated by having him read Strangers from the Sky in

  its entirety," Dr. Sivertsen reported to her

  colleagues during her department's weekly consult.

  "The patient consented to this only after presenting me

  with a voice tape of his version of events as taken from

  his recurring nightmares."

  "And how does Admiral Kirk's version compare

  with the account in the book?" One of the department heads

  wanted to know.

  Krista Sivertsen fought to keep herself from

  screaming. The rest of the department knew she was treating

  a high-ranking of ficial, nothing more. She'd tried

  to keep Jim Kirk's identity confined to the fewest

  number of people. That number had just been

  increased by everyone in this room.

  "Except where the outcomes diverge," she

  began, counting to ten before she trusted herself to speak.

  "Admiral the patient's tilde ightmares

  coincide with the historical account to an uncanny

  degree. The patient remains convinced that in some

  other malice, if you rill, be was a participant in

  events which transpired over two hundred years

  ago. He speaks of historical personages as

  if he has Icoown them personally."

  "And he remains fixated on this one period in

  history?" someone asked.

  "His attention is focused on this one event, the

  Vulcans" landing on Earth, yes," Krista

  corrected the questioner.

  "Simple delusion," the questioner suggested. "Prm

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  jection. Identification with historical

  personages as avoidance of his own feelings of

  inadequacy."

  "The old Napoleon Complex," someone else

  added, and a few of the others concurred.

  "I don't think so!" Krista said sharply,

  willing to risk her peers' disapprobation in

  this instance. She had lived with Jim Kirk through three

  intensive therapy sessions a day for nearly a

  week. The more she learned about the man the more she found

  to respect, the more she became convinced of the

  metaphysical truth of what he was saying,

  regardless of historical fact. "I'd ask you

  to consider the kind of man we're talking about. He's

  lived through, acted upon, more history than probably

  anyone else in this century. He doesn't need

  to compensate for feelings of inadequacy."

  "But that was the past," one of her colleagues

  reminded her. "He's a desk jockey now. Perhaps

  in compensation for the boredom, a sense of failure his

  "Is it possible he's suffering from delusions?"

  someone else suggested before Krista could reply.

  "Maybe he had read the book before, but in a denial

  phase he his

  "That hardly explains the abnorms on his scan,

  does it?" Krista demanded, silencing them.

  "What was his response after he'd read the

  book?" the department head wanted to know.

  "He acknowledges the undeniable objective

  truth of events as stated in the book," Krista said

  carefully. How could she make them understand? "But he

  retains a belief in the alternate truth

  of his nightmares. Those nightmares are also increasing

  in frequency and intensity, to the extent that I've had

  to abandon dream monitoring and, in some instances, had

  to sedate him."

  "Sounds like he needs an exorcist!" someone

  quipped, gallows humor.

  "Maybe he does!" Krista snapped; she

  saw no humor in this situation. "I've tried

  everything else. I don't

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  know what this is. Schizophrenia? Multiple

  personalities? Reincarnation? Possession?

  Ghosties and beasties? As I see it, there's only

  one thing left to do." She took a deep breath,

  looked at them looking at her around the table. "I'm

  going to try hypnosis. I intend to regress him

  past those memories."

  But the hypnotism session was an utter

  failure. It left both patient and therapist

  drained, exhausted, and no further along than when

  they'd started.

  "I've turned you inside out, Jim Kirk,"

  Krista said, bringing the lights up. "I know as much

  about you as you know about the people in your dreams. But

  something's blocking this thing and I can't get through."

  "You should have left me with Galarrwny," he said,

  only half joking, sitting up on the consulting couch

  and absently plumping the needlepoint pillows.

  "He and I might have found the answer. If you'd

  let me out of here, let me go back to the Dreaming .

  . ." Something occurred to him. "Has Galarrwuy

  tried to contact me?" he asked. "I hated to leave

  him so abruptly. Without

  explanation."

  "No," Krista lied. No point in telling him

  Admiral Nogura had tried to contain the rumor of

  his sudden disappearance by having his home transceiver

  deactivated, to make it look as if he were away

  on some top-secret mission. In his present state

  of defeat, she wasn't sure how he'd take that.

  "There have been no messages for you since you got

  here."

  "None at all?" Kirk was incredulous, and

  suddenly wary. "What day is it?"

  Despite the timelessness of this place and the fact that

  he'd smashed his chrono during one particularly

  violent nightmare, he knew the answer before she

  told him. Enterprtse should have gotten in this morning.

  Would McCoy tell Spock where he was

  or was he sworn 145

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  to some kind of secrecy? They were shutting him

  away, treating him like he had some kind of dangerous

  disease. He had to get in touch with Spock.

  "I have to get out of here!" he said, on his feet,

  suddenly agitated. "Krista, listen, there are some

  things I have to take care of. An hour or two his

  "Out of the question!" she said sharply, not about to tell him


  that the failure of this morning's session meant he

  might not be getting out of here for a very long time.

  "We're at a critical point right now. You can't

  just his

  "You said yourself it was a failure," Kirk began,

  but the beep of the intercom interrupted him.

  "Yes?" Krista put the receiver in her ear so

  Kirk couldn't hear. "How long has he been

  waiting? The session went overtime; you should have let me

  know All right, I'll send him right out."

  "Truce, Admiral," she said, putting the

  receiver back. "You have a visitor."

  "Spock!"

  He gripped the Vulcan's shoulders in sheer

  joy, stopped himself from outright hugging him. He'd

  learned that in this place a mirror was

  seldom only a mirror, and the visitors' room

  had an unnatural number of them. He doubted he

  had any dignity left after a week in this place,

  but he was mindful of preserving Spock's.

  The Vulcan accepted the embrace, and with it the

  turmoil in the human's mind. Masking his own

  concern, he allowed his eyes to smile.

  "Jim" was all he said.

  Spock sat while Kirk paced, listened as

  Kirk talked, provided as always the balance for

  everything Kirk was shadow to his sunlight, coolness

  for his fire, calm against his agitation. Centered and

  impeccable, in contrast to Kirk, who was pale and

  tousled from the morning's ordeal, Spock was simply

  there, focus for Kirk's fears, center of his immediate

  universe.

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  Jim Kirk talked, couldn't stop himself. The

  weeks of anxiety, the puzzlement and fear, poured

  out of him. Spock listened.

  "I should have kept quiet about it," Kirk said at

  last, running out of steam. "Asked McCoy for some

  sleeping pills, tried to ride it out. But no, I

  had to drive him up a wall to where he

  recommended the psychoscan. And then, to

  borrow Galarrwuy's expression, took a

  tail wind and ended up halfway across the planet.

  That was the dumbest move of all."

  die sat, ran a hand through his hair, tousling it

  further, let Spock see the depth of fear in his

  eyes.

  "Spock, I don't remember what it means

  to sleep anymore. Krista's as much as admitted

  she can do nothing for me, but they won't let me go.

  What do you think they'll do to me?"

  "Perhaps nothing," the Vulcan said at last, and

  calmly.

  He had needed to listen as much as Kirk had needed

  to talk, in order to be certain. He had heard what

 

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