“Pretty far. I’m Jason,” he held out his hand and shook mine. “Let me drive you. It’s too hot for you to be out walking.”
I started to shake my head but then nodded. “I should probably refuse to get in a stranger’s car, but this heat has melted my brain.”
He grinned. “I’m not a stranger, anymore. I’m a friend of Alex’s. I also have a wife who’s a little farther along than you, so you’re safe.”
I held my belly. “Is it that noticeable? I thought it was kind of hidden in this dress.”
He laughed. “You’re fine. Come on. Let’s get some air on you.”
At the potential for air conditioning, I shut up. I climbed into his truck and adjusted the vents to point right at me. Jason turned the air on high and then waited until I buckled my seatbelt before putting the truck in gear and heading out of the lot.
“How’s he been?” I felt stupid as soon as I asked it. Was I really expecting to hear that he’d been just as wrecked as me?
“Well, I don’t know. He’s been a little distant from all of us lately. Cranky as hell, now that I think about it.”
I stayed silent the rest of the way. I was desperate to actually see Alex and put my anxiety to rest. Either he’d want to be a part of his child’s life, or he wouldn’t. There was nothing more to it. I just needed to give him the news and accept his answer. I was also hoping that seeing him would calm some of these tornadoes in my belly. Maybe I had falsely built up the connection I’d felt for him in my imagination so much over these last five months and that seeing him would bring me back down to earth. I’d see first-hand that that he was just a normal man, not the demi-god my damned psyche had made him out to be.
Jason made a few turns and then drove us through the gates and under a big sign that read Long Ranch. I looked around and spotted animals and a huge barn. We drove past that and after a few minutes, a large, white house opened up in front of us.
I was shocked by the sheer size of it. I could see people moving around through the large windows in the front of the house and saw a big tent set up out to the side of the house. “What’s happening?”
Jason laughed. “You picked a hell of a time to come back. The annual Long BBQ is tomorrow. Everyone is busy setting it up, looks like.”
I opened the door and climbed down from his truck. “Where should I look for Alex?”
He pointed to the front door. “You knock on that front door there and someone will find him for you, no doubt. Good luck.”
Good luck? That wasn’t exactly reassuring. I waved him away and then headed towards the front door. My stomach rolled.
I stood at the door and looked at the doorbell, with my hand over my stomach. I whispered to the little guy, doing my best to settle both of us. I raised my hand to knock, but the door was yanked open by a young girl who stood staring at me, wide-eyed.
She had the same sandy blonde hair as Alex and the same honey brown eyes. She couldn’t have been any older than thirteen and the excited squeal she let out confirmed that she was definitely a ball of energy. She threw her arms around me and squeezed me tight.
“Oh, my gosh! You’re having a baby!”
I didn’t feel uncomfortable with her little arms around me, so I just rested my hands on her back and let her hug me.
“I am.”
“You’re having Alex’s baby!”
CHAPTER 11: Elizabeth
I pulled back suddenly and frowned.
“How do you know that?”
She grinned a mischievous grin and shrugged.
“I can just tell. Come on. I’ll take you to him. He’s upstairs, working. We’ll get him up, though.”
I dug in my heels, suddenly convinced I’d made a hugely stupid decision coming here.
“I think I’d better wait out here.”
An older woman, just as beautiful and striking as the little girl, stepped into the entry way and stopped short. She looked at my stomach and took a deep breath in. Her eyes went wide and she screamed Alex’s name at the top of her lungs.
I held up my hands and felt my entire body go red.
“I’m so sorry to interrupt. I’ll just go. This was a mistake.”
She rushed towards me and grabbed my hand.
“No, no. I’m sorry to startle you. It’s just not every day a pregnant woman shows up at my doorstep. Bailey, go and get your brother. Now.”
“Really. I think I’d better leave.”
She held my hand in both of hers and met my eyes. “Sweetheart, stay, please. I was just shocked for a moment.”
I let her lead me into a massive kitchen. “How do you know?”
She grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and motioned for me to sit down.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t even introduce myself. I’m Carolyn, Alex’s mother. Now, how did I know what?”
I took a sip of the water and looked down at my belly. “How did you know I was here for Alex?”
“I have five sons, but I just knew that you were Alex’s.” She looked behind me and grinned. “There he is. Alex, you’ve got a special visitor.”
I’d already felt him in the room. It was like my body could sense his presence. The closer he got, the more my nerve endings tried to stand up taller to be closer to him. I slowly turned to face him and thanked god that I was sitting down. My entire body seemed to sigh and a tension that I hadn’t even realized was there left my body.
He was just as drop-dead handsome as the last time I’d seen him. His hair was longer and the shadow along his jaw had turned into a full beard, but he was still enough to make my body react instinctively.
I blew out a shaky breath. It wasn’t a fluke. He still affected me the same as before.
“Elizabeth.”
“Hi.” I clenched my water tighter and tried to remember how to breathe.
In the blink of an eye, he was across the kitchen, and had me in his arms. His hug was crushing, but I needed it, for some reason. I felt better than I had in months and, like some sort of magic, my queasy stomach settled down.
“Bailey, come on. I think we need to give your brother some privacy.”
“Are they going to do it? Mates are so gross with the sex stuff.”
Alex growled at his little sister from over my head. “Bailey.”
“Okay, we’re going. Come and find us when you’re done, Alex.” Carolyn sounded happier than earlier, singing her words instead of speaking them.
Alex leaned back and looked down at me. “Hi.”
I bit my lip. “Hi.”
He grinned. “You already said that.”
I felt his eyes dip lower and then felt his muscles stiffen as he breathed in a sharp, deep breath. I knew he was seeing my belly and I knew things weren’t going to be as nice as they’d just been. I pulled away and went back to the counter. “As you can probably see, I gained a little weight while I was away.”
He stuttered out nonsensical words and kept his eyes on my stomach.
“Bad joke, you’re right. I’m actually pregnant. I found out last month and I’ve been trying to think of a better way to tell you, but a singing telegram just didn’t feel right.” I continued babbling as he remained frozen. “Another bad joke. Okay. Well, he’s yours. I just… know. I’ve been to the doctor and he’s healthy. Bigger than normal babies his age, but healthy.”
“He?”
“The man speaks!” I laughed awkwardly and wrung my hands together. “I don’t know for sure yet, but I just have a feeling. I’m sorry to just burst back into your life like this, Alex, but I thought you might want to know.”
He shook his head.
My heart sank. I had envisioned a thousand different scenarios, and this was one of them, but I hadn’t been able to stop my hope from building. There had been something between us that night. There still was, if the way he grabbed me meant anything. Maybe I was mistaken, though.
“Okay. I’m sorry.” I turned to leave and tried to fight the tears back.
“Wait! Where are you goi
ng?” He rushed over to me and grabbed my arms. “I didn’t mean no. I’m just… shocked. I didn’t think I was ever going to see you again and then you’re not only here, but carrying my baby…”
I rested my hands on his chest and felt my body respond to his. “I can imagine how big of a shock this is. Why don’t you take some time to process it?”
He frowned down at me. “I don’t need time.”
“You… don’t?”
“Hell, no. He’s mine. My father made me the man I am today. There’s no way I’m leaving this little guy, or girl, without its daddy. Absolutely not.”
The intensity in his eyes hit me right in the chest and I had to look away from him. I wanted him to feel the same intense possession about me, but I knew that was impossible. We didn’t know each other well enough yet. Nothing was making sense with him standing so close. I suddenly felt the walls closing in around my. I needed some air, some space to figure things out.
“I think I need to rest. I’ve been feeling nauseous lately. Is there a cab I can call for a ride back to town?”
“A cab?”
I shifted from foot to foot, feeling a little more than antsy to get away. “I need some space.”
I spun around and rushed to the door. It swung open just as I reached for the doorknob and I charged past the man standing there. I just wanted to get away.
“Elizabeth!”
“Beth?”
I turned too quickly to the right and went down hard on my hands and knees. It knocked the air out of my lungs, but I still managed to croak out the one name I thought I’d never say again. “Sam?”
CHAPTER 12: Alex
My heart was racing in my chest. I’d been dreaming about seeing Elizabeth again since the moment she stepped foot on that bus. I’d been an idiot for letting her leave. I knew she was my mate, yet I didn’t fight for her because I was too busy panicking like a little pussy.
I’d managed to drink my way through enough whiskey to float a boat while she’d been away. I’d tried to find her, but I had nothing to go on besides her first name and that she lived in the DC area.
Then, she was there, standing in front of me in my mom’s kitchen, smelling like heaven. It’d taken me a few minutes to realize that she was softer and her smell had changed. She smelled like me. The little cub inside her smelled just like me.
I’d managed to fuck it up, though. I was still hungover and my head was throbbing, and I’d said the wrong thing. All I wanted to do was carry her back to my trailer and keep her by my side where I could watch over her and protect her and the baby. Well, I wanted to sink into her again and again while claiming her, too. I’d smelled her arousal in the air when I hugged her and I was seconds away from hauling her off like a caveman.
I chased her as she ran out of the house, and watched as one of the guys working on setting up the tents called her name. She twisted and then went down hard. My mate was hurt.
I ran to her side and sunk to my knees beside her. “You okay? Talk to me, sweetheart.”
The idiot who’d called her name came closer and I let out a vicious growl at him. He wasn’t getting any closer to Elizabeth. She was mine and I’d kill anyone fucker who tried to take her from me.
Elizabeth coughed and climbed back to her feet. I could smell her blood in the air and it made the animal in me a little wild. I was close to turning and letting my bear loose on everyone around us.
She rested her hands on my shoulders and looked down at me where I was kneeling. “Did you just growl at him?”
“Just letting him know to stay the fuck away.”
She tilted her head to the side. “You know he’s my ex?”
I turned my head to face the little fucker who’d hurt my mate. I stood up and towered over him, reveling in the stench of fear coming off of him. “You’re the fucking idiot who cheated on her?”
Elizabeth held my hand and tugged me towards her. “Come on. Just take me home.”
My bear stood up even taller. “Home? The trailer?”
She nodded. “Um… Yeah… yes. Just don’t do whatever it is you’re thinking of doing.”
The little shit came closer. “Beth, what are you doing back in Landing? How do you know this guy?”
She rubbed her stomach and looked every bit the mother bear that I’d pictured her being in my dreams. “It’s none of your business, Sam. Go away.”
His eyes trailed down to her stomach and I watched as he breathed in and scented me on her. “You’re pregnant with this fucking guy’s cub?”
I stepped closer to him and Elizabeth put herself between us. She looked up at me and rested both of her hands on my chest. “Take me home. Please, Alex. I hurt myself. I need to go to the trailer.”
Immediately, I calmed and lifted her into my arms. “We’re going to a doctor.”
“No, I just need some alcohol and a-”
“A doctor. After that, I’ll take you home.”
She grumbled, but let me carry her away. “I know I’m even heavier now. You can put me down, Alex. I can walk.”
I opened my truck door and placed her inside gently. I lingered next to her face, breathing in her scent. My bear, who’d been pissed and mopey for months, decided to become alert again and demanding at that moment. He demanded I mark her and refuse her if she ever said she wanted to leave again. He didn’t understand that a human female wouldn’t like that.
“You’re not heavy. You’re perfect and pregnant with my baby. Perfect.”
She sucked in a deep breath and chewed on her bottom lip.
“I missed you. I looked for you.”
Elizabeth’s eyes went wide. “You did? Why?”
I tucked her hair behind her ears and cupped her face. “Because I wanted you here with me.”
“Oh.” She sounded shocked.
That’s okay. I planned to show her just how much I wanted her by my side. “Let’s get you to the doctor and then we’ll talk tonight.”
CHAPTER 13: Elizabeth
After the doctor visit, where I was checked out and found to be in perfect health other than the newly-shredded skin on my knees, Alex drove me to his trailer and insisted on carrying me inside. Once he’d gotten me settled on his couch with a blanket and a glass of water, he sat beside me.
“Do you need anything else?”
I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes. “No. I’m perfectly fine. I don’t need this blanket, either. It’s about a thousand degrees outside, Alex.”
He pushed it back at me when I pushed it off. “Maybe the baby is cold.”
I stared at him with a blank face. “You’re kidding.”
Alex sat back on the couch and shook his head. “What? It could happen, right?”
I sighed. “I’m having a baby with someone who thinks my baby might be cold inside of my body.”
He reached over and grabbed me lovingly, dragging me against his side. “Our baby.”
I looked up at him, trying to contain my excitement. The way he was talking, it sounded like he wanted to be with me. My head spun from the craziness of it, but it was what I wanted too, more than anything. I’d come back here prepared for any scenario, but hoping that he would want some sort of relationship with me.
“This feels insane, Alex. What is this thing between us?”
“I could tell you, but you’d probably tell me that I’d lost my mind.”
I stretched out and rested my head against his chest. “I just quit my job for the second time and told my landlord that I would let him know whether or not I’d be needing the apartment past this month. I got a flight across the country and then a bus to the most stand-offish town ever, where people don’t seem to like me and won’t look me in the eye on the off chance that you might possibly want to do this parent thing with me. Try me.”
Laughter rumbled deep in his chest. “We’re meant to be together. You were made for me.”
My heart raced against my rib cage. “You believe that?”
He caught my chin
with his finger and turned my face so I was staring at him. “It’s true. I believe it with my whole heart. That’s just the way things work in my family, Elizabeth. My Mom and Dad were the same way. They were meant for each other like you and I are meant for each other.”
I could feel his sincerity and was overwhelmed with emotion. I turned my head and buried my face in his chest to muffle my gentle sobs.
“What’s wrong, Elizabeth?”
I sagged against him. “Besides the fact that I’m hormonal, that was the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard.”
He just held me tighter and pressed his lips to my forehead. “Thank you for coming home to me, little one.”
CHAPTER 14: Elizabeth
The next morning, I woke up early and started my day by vomiting in Alex’s bathroom sink while he was peeing. Thankfully, I hadn’t eaten much the night before. I dry heaved into the sink long after everything was out of my stomach.
Alex flushed the toilet and came up behind me and rubbed my back. “Are you okay, baby?”
I shook his hands off of my back and turned the faucet on to rinse everything away. “You just peed and then rubbed all over me.”
“Sorry.” After a second, he continued on. “Are these the pregnancy hormones talking?”
I stood up straight and glared at him through the mirror. “Don’t ever ask me that again.”
“Right. Got it.” He washed his hands and then dried them on his shirt before wrapping his arms around me. “Is this okay?”
All of my anger faded. I sagged against his chest and nodded. “I’m sorry. I just slept terribly and this little guy isn’t happy if he isn’t causing me some trouble.”
“Let me stay with you tonight.”
He sincerely wanted to stay with me. I felt his sincerity poking against my back.
We’d spent the afternoon and night talking and getting to know each other. We’d gone over the basic things, anyway. I knew his favorite color was brown and was seriously worried about him because of it. I knew he loved sweets and kept a bag of skittles in his truck at all times. I knew that he was the youngest out of four brothers, but solidly older than his little sister, Bailey.
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