© 2016 by Beverly M. Lewis, Inc.
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Scripture quotations are from the King James Version of the Bible.
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Art direction by Paul Higdon
For Barbara,
my sister
and
dearest friend.
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
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Epilogue
Author’s Note
About the Author
Books by Beverly Lewis
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There is nothing on this earth to be prized more than true friendship.
—Thomas Aquinas
Prologue
Some people are simply born into the wrong family, I thought, recalling my disappointing morning. My parents were older, and being the only child in the house since my sole sibling, Mahlon, married seven years ago, I’d come to believe that all the other families in our Plain community were more close-knit and interesting than my own.
Then, when the Gingeriches moved into the farmhouse near us, it seemed like an answer to prayer. Quickly, they became as close as any of my blood kin here in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania. Closer, really.
So I could hardly wait to visit them whenever possible. And this fine October afternoon—a Lord’s Day set apart for reflection and visiting family—was no different.
The sky was the color of Mammi Speicher’s Blue Willow plates and just as sparkling, too. No matter the weather or my circumstances, though, the divine peace of the Lord’s Day reminded me to count my blessings. Dawdi Benuel, my father’s father, had urged me to do the same.
Only this morning Dawdi had asked, “Do ya realize you spend more daylight hours over at the Gingeriches’ than ya do round here, Leona?” We were feeding the livestock.
Neither my father nor mother had ever voiced this, not being ones to share their feelings much. But I supposed Dawdi Benuel was right and had every reason to say so. In that single look from him, standing there beside the feeding trough, I had witnessed a hint of frustration, perhaps even disapproval—not that it could change my affection for Gloria Gingerich and her family.
My mind jolted back to the present as, unexpectedly, I heard someone coming on the opposite side of the road. Nearing, I saw it was my lanky cousin, Orchard John, looking nearly like a large crow in his black broadfall trousers and Mutze—frock coat.
“Leona,” he called, “if you’re headed to see Gloria, she’s not home.” He crossed the road to me. “Seems odd ’cause they’re all home ’cept her. How’s that figure?” He grimaced and shook his head.
Since John had been courting my seventeen-year-old friend for nearly a year now, I assumed he had a right to wonder. “Did they say where she is? You could’ve waited for her to return, maybe.”
“Not sure when she’ll be back.” John gave me a wave as he kept going, clearly peeved at coming all this way for naught. His father’s one-hundred-and-fifty-acre orchard of fifteen varieties of apples, as well as cherries, prune plums, and peaches, was more than a mile away on Farmdale Road, so I couldn’t fault him. Even so, it wondered me why he hadn’t made plans with Gloria beforehand, like usual.
As for me, I would be content to visit with Gloria’s mother for the time being. Jeannie Gingerich’s big blue eyes always lit up when I knocked on the back door, and her warm greeting made me smile. Oh, such a babblich and vibrant woman, seemingly interested in whatever I had in mind to tell her. Still youthful and perty, too—no more than forty, surely. All the things my own Mamma wasn’t.
And Gloria’s father, Arkansas Joe, was charming in his own right, always making me feel comfortable in the house, drawing me into conversation—unlike my own Dat—joking with me, kidding me like he did his own children.
The perfect family . . .
Slowing my pace, I breathed in the damp, woodsy scent of autumn and savored the view of sugar maples aflame with deep crimson along the road where it dipped, then crossed over a creek.
I caught sight of the Gingeriches’ redbrick house ahead and hurried my steps, anticipating the prospect of spending time there. This was the home where I’d played Dutch Blitz, baked apple dapple for dessert, and made faceless dolls out of leftover dress fabric. Oh, the many fun-filled days we’d shared together!
A family of five deer moved through a thicket of leaves in the woodland over yonder and then scampered out of sight. Forever friends are sometimes closer than kinfolk, I thought. A blessing, for certain!
And after these wonderfully happy years living side by side, I had every reason to believe the future with my dear sister-friend would be as bright as the afternoon sun.
CHAPTER
1
The farmhouse that Arkansas Joe Gingerich had rented upon first coming to Colerain Township was one of only a handful of brick structures in the area, a rarity on Maple Shade Road. The plot of land was small compared to others on that stretch of country road, although there were plentiful outbuildings, all painted white—a solid corncrib and woodshed, a spacious separate stable, and a one-level barn. Like other Amish families, the Gingeriches had a pulley clothesline, the highest one Leona Speicher had ever seen. On der Weschdaag, when strong breezes blew, the clothes pinned to the line seemed to flap against the sky.
Leona headed up the paved lane, itching to set foot inside the gleaming house again. A cheerful haven, she often thought of it.
An arbor of grapevines was still green despite the arrival of fall, and on the back porch, golden mums lined up along the steps in large clay pots, some of them painted in stripes or polka dots.
Two pearly white barn kittens scampered away as Jeannie Gingerich greeted Leona with a welcoming embrace, as if she hadn’t seen her in weeks. “Wunnerbaar-gut to s
ee ya,” she said, smiling and ushering Leona inside. “What would ya like to snack on till Gloria gets herself home—cookies, pumpkin bread . . . or both?”
“Denki, a cookie’s fine.”
“Just one?” Jeannie grinned as she scooted the plateful of cookies over next to Leona.
The sound of Adam’s deep voice drifted from the front room. Orchard John had been right about everyone but Gloria being home.
“Is that Leona I hear?” Adam called warmly, momentarily ducking his head into the kitchen to greet her.
Leona smiled and blushed, cautious not to let her giddiness at his attention show. After all, Jeannie and her husband couldn’t possibly know that Adam had seen her home last Singing for the first time. Even if they did know, Adam likely wouldn’t want to make much of it, young as they both were.
Leona chose a cookie and wished Adam had stayed put in the front room—she’d blushed in front of his mother, for goodness’ sake!
Jeannie, however, gave no sign that she’d noticed anything unusual and quickly set Leona at ease by bringing up a sisters’ day gathering—this one a quilting bee—Leona might enjoy attending next week with her and Gloria. “That is, if you’re not workin’ at Maggie’s Country Store.” Jeannie leaned her elbows on the table, her eyes intent on Leona. “I could drop by and pick you and your Mamma up, if you’re both free.”
“You know how my mother feels ’bout big doin’s.”
“Well, maybe you could go.”
Leona could tell Jeannie really wanted her along and said she’d have to talk to her sister-in-law boss, the owner of the shop.
She realized anew how rarely she thought of spending time with her own small family in this same enthusiastic way. Did her parents feel the same toward her? Today, for instance, they’d talked of going to visit Leona’s brother, Mahlon, and his family, not even asking if she wished to go along. She had mixed feelings about it—shouldn’t she want to be with her real family?
Shouldn’t they want to be with me?
Although, in their defense, they must have guessed where she’d rather be this afternoon.
Leona glanced up at the large kitchen calendar, with its photograph of a tall lighthouse on the edge of a cliff, white waves crashing below. Gloria’s mother seemed to like lighthouses; there were three small statuettes on display in the hutch across the room from them.
“Have ya ever been inside a lighthouse?” Leona asked, suddenly curious.
“Only once—clear out in Oregon, if you can imagine that.” Jeannie described in great detail traveling northwest in a twelve-passenger van, sharing the cost with other families. “This was before Adam and Gloria were born,” added Jeannie. “My husband and I were newlyweds and decided to spend the night at Haceta Head Lighthouse Keeper’s House. We could hear the waves beating against the cliff below . . . so different than hearing the mules brayin’ in the barn.”
Leona could scarcely relate to such an adventure, never having traveled away from the East Coast. Mahlon’s wife, Maggie, was the only one she knew with travel aspirations, perhaps as far as Virginia for the Colonial Christmas tour of the Jamestown Settlement. Apparently, her sister-in-law had read about it in a travel book from the library.
Maggie and her fancies, thought Leona. Maggie certainly saw things differently than most area folk. She had an eye for pretty things, one that well served her boutique of home-crafted items. There, Maggie sold dozens of pretty candles in all different shapes, sizes, and scents, as well as gas lamps that looked so much like electric ones that even Englischers were fooled. For an Amishwoman, Maggie certainly had a knack for knowing what appealed to her customers. It was only in her shop that Maggie was able to indulge her tastes, Leona knew. Truly, Maggie was the closest thing to a sister she had, at least amongst relatives. They weren’t close at all in age, but Leona enjoyed her company, especially at the shop, and looked up to her.
Going to the sink for some water, Leona noticed a gray carriage turning into the lane with Preacher Miller at the reins in his wide-brimmed black felt hat. Gloria, of all people, was sitting on the seat behind him, her dog, Brownie, a beagle–cocker spaniel mix, panting at the window. “Lookee who’s here!” Leona said, and Jeannie rose to see, apparently surprised her daughter was being escorted home by the minister.
Jeannie called to her husband. “Joe! Preacher Miller’s come to see ya.”
Right quick, footsteps came from the front room, and Arkansas Joe strode into the kitchen. He caught Leona’s eye, giving her his usual winning smile. “There’s our second girl,” he said before putting on his shoes and dashing toward the back door, shoving it open. “Hullo, Preacher!” Joe announced, but Leona could detect a strange shakiness beneath his typically confident tone.
“My father could prob’ly sell cars to the Amish,” Gloria had once told her. “Everyone likes him.” It had seemed like a strange comment at the time, one Leona didn’t find all that complimentary. Still, she couldn’t deny Joe’s personality.
“I hope everything’s all right,” Leona said softly, wondering how Jeannie knew the minister had come particularly to visit Joe.
“Let’s not borrow trouble.” Jeannie sighed deeply and made her way to the back door to meet Gloria as she came up the steps. “Aren’t you special, getting a ride with the preacher.”
“Just happened to be going the same way,” Gloria said, entering the kitchen. “He likes to help out when he can.”
Overhearing this, Leona agreed silently, recalling a number of times the kindly man had offered her and Mamma a ride, as well. But there was a tension now between Gloria and her mother, and Leona sensed something lurking beneath their smiles.
Gloria hurried to Leona. “I was over at your place . . . wanted you to go walkin’ with Brownie and me,” she explained. “But not a soul was home.”
“My parents went to visit Mahlon and Maggie and the children.” Leona found it odd that she hadn’t crossed paths with Gloria on the way here. Had Gloria run into her beau, Orchard John? Maybe she cut through the back meadow. . . .
Motioning for Leona to head upstairs with her, Gloria led the way to her room, which was situated at the far end of the narrow hall, past a spacious spare bedroom and a small sewing room. But it wasn’t her afternoon walk she had on her mind. “Kumme,” Gloria whispered, leading Leona to the window. They peered down at her father and Preacher Miller standing at the base of the windmill.
“See that?” Gloria asked. She sounded frightened, as if watching something terrible unfold.
Leona squinted down and saw Brownie wag his tail at the minister, who absently reached to give him a pat. “Looks like a pleasant enough visit, ain’t so?”
Gloria squeezed her hand. “If only that was all . . .” Her eyes were bright with tears.
“What’s wrong, Gloria?”
She shook her head. “Ach, maybe I’m just tired, is all.”
Her voice sounded so strangely flat, Leona was suddenly afraid to pry further . . . but she was certain Gloria wasn’t saying all she knew.
CHAPTER
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Neither Leona nor Gloria spoke that week of the preacher’s visit, and Leona waved off her worries as the days rolled around to Preaching Sunday. As she talked outside with Gloria following the service, Leona noticed Arkansas Joe with Adam and the two younger Gingerich boys waiting near the horses. Jonas smiled up at his father as Joe stood shoulder to shoulder with Adam, both hands on towheaded James’s shoulders. Their closeness seemed ever so appealing to Leona.
The People here aren’t openly affectionate, especially not in public. She’d never seen any members of her own family act in such a way, yet she couldn’t help wishing they did. Despite her own staid upbringing, the Gingeriches’ displays of closeness warmed her heart.
She recalled the early fall day six years ago, when Gloria and her older brother, Adam, entered their one-room schoolhouse for the first time. That golden day had changed Leona’s life. . . .
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nbsp; Ever so freindlich, Gloria was taller than any other girl in the sixth grade, her red-brown hair the color of Dat’s Shetland ponies. Her sunny smile caught Leona’s attention as she took a place in the desk one aisle over from her. Did she need a friend, too?
Sometimes on Leona’s bluest days, Maggie would tell her, “Loneliness is a choice, remember.” All the same, her sister-in-law couldn’t have understood Leona’s desperate yearning for a sister back then, having grown up with four of her own. To make matters worse, Leona’s only sibling was ten years her senior, and a rather aloof brother to boot. Even most of her many cousins on both sides of the family were boys. The few girl cousins she did have were much older, some already married by the time Leona came along.
So she’d wasted no time that first recess welcoming Gloria, inviting her to jump rope. And later, during quiet reading time, Leona let her borrow a book of limericks. After school, they had walked home together, swinging their lunch thermoses in time.
The new girl was full of stories about her former home of Salem, in the foothills of the Arkansas Ozarks, where she was born. It was all Gloria talked about, like she’d left something very special behind.
Leona, on the other hand, told her what she knew of her father’s Swiss Amish ancestors from Indiana, explaining that her grandfather Speicher had moved to Colerain with his parents when he was a boy. Later, she tried to describe the picturesque woodland beyond Dat’s vast cornfield, with its mossy places where a girl could lose herself for hours.
“It’s gut to have a special place,” Gloria had said, her freckled face aglow. “Mine was our meadow back home. Ever so perty. My mother always hummed when she walked with me there.”
Leona stuck her neck out and said that her mother was a woman of few words. “Always has been. Can’t imagine her humming in a meadow or anyplace else.”
The girls walked along the road in silence for a moment, following the ruts made by many horses’ hooves. “Tell me more ’bout where ya used to live,” Leona said. “Salem, you called it?”
“Jah . . . close to the Southfork River.” Gloria went on to share adventures of canoeing and whatnot. “Adam and Daed liked to go rainbow trout fishin’, too.”
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