by Kevin Stein
“You look done in. Why don’t you go back to your rooms?” suggested Yost pointedly.
“Thank you for your concern,” returned Raistlin. “But we’re not tired.”
“Suit yourself.” Yost shrugged and left.
Earwig was, in fact, fast asleep, his head pillowed on his arms. Caramon, probably as a result of the liquor, was glassy-eyed, staring rapturously at nothing. Reaching across the table, Raistlin grabbed him by the arm and shook him.
“Uh?” said the big man, blinking.
“Sober up, you fool! I need you. I don’t trust that man. Look, he’s talking to someone in the corner. I want-”
Raistlin saw, out of the corner of his eye, the line. A faint, though definitive, illumination was rising from the floor-a stream of white light running the length of the room, flowing north. He felt power, power that was as old as the world, power that ran through Ansalon, over the oceans, and beyond, extending to unobserved, inconceivable realms. Only those who walked on shadowy planes could know of such realms. Or one who had made contact with another who walked there.
Shuddering, Raistlin closed his eyes. When he opened them and looked again, all he saw was the floor-solid, dark with age, wet with spilled ale.
“What is it, Raist?” said Caramon, his voice slightly slurred. “What’s the matter? What’s down there?”
Caramon hadn’t seen it. Raistlin rubbed his eyes. Was it his sickness, playing tricks on him again? Wine on his fingers made his eyes sting and water. He peered through the doorway at the side of the room to the fireplace in the main hall. There was the line again, an eerie white light, about a handspan wide. He turned his head, looked at it directly. The line disappeared.
“Raist, are you all right?”
“It must be a trick of my eyes,” Raistlin muttered to himself, though he knew, since he had felt the power, that it wasn’t.
But with the power came fear-horrible, debilitating fear. He didn’t want to meet him again. He wasn’t ready. The mage studied the ceiling, the beams, supports, and struts made from thick wooden bars that formed an archway overhead. Whenever he looked somewhere else, the line became visible-soft light rising from the floor. Sought directly, it vanished.
Raistlin grabbed his staff and quickly stood up, knocking over a bench.
“Barroom brawl?” Earwig’s head jerked up. He blinked sleepily.
“Hush,” said Caramon.
“What’s Raistlin doing?” whispered the kender.
“I don’t know,” Caramon shot back. “But when he’s like this, you better leave him alone.”
What have I seen? What could it be? Do I even really see it? The mage moved to the south wall of the large eating hall. He looked out the back window and stared up into the sky. The glow appeared on the soft green grass lit silver and red in the light of the two moons. Raistlin kept his eyes open so long that they began to tear. The line grew brighter.
Returning to the table, Raistlin thrust his fingers into his glass of wine and wiped them across his eyes, the alcohol making them water again. The line became clear to his blurred vision-a band of power leading north. Raistlin faced the north window and saw that the stream flowed from the floor, through the wall, and out into the grass-a steady flowing river of white light. The mage sat down heavily on his bench.
“Hey, Raistlin,” Earwig cried, jumping to his feet. “You’re crying!”
“Raist-”
“Shut up, Caramon.”
Sweeping the staff over the kender’s head, causing Earwig to duck or be decapitated, the mage pointed downward.
“What do you see, kender?”
Earwig, startled by the question, followed the length of the staff with his large brown eyes. The pale blue orb at its top hovered inches from the floor.
“Uh, I see wood and a few dust bunnies. Isn’t that a funny-name? Dust bunnies? I guess it’s because they look like little rabbits-”
“Look at me,” ordered the mage.
“Sure.” The kender looked up obediently.
Raistlin put his fingers in his glass and flicked wine straight into Earwig’s wide-open eyes.
“Ouch! Hey, what are you doing?” Earwig cried in pain. He rubbed his hands against his eyes, trying to clear them of the spirits.
“Now what do you see?” Raistlin asked again.
The kender, squinting, tears running down his cheeks, peered around blearily. “Oh, wow! The room’s gone all blurry. Everyone’s sort of swelled up! Thanks, Raistlin. This is fun!”
“I mean on the floor,” said Raistlin, exasperated.
“I can’t see the floor,” the kender said. “It’s nothing but a dark lump.”
Raistlin smiled.
“What is it, Raist?” asked Caramon, tensing, knowing by the expression on his brother’s face that something remarkable had occurred.
“Hey, Caramon, what do you see?” Earwig cried gleefully. Grabbing the glass, the kender tossed wine in the warrior’s face.
“A dead kender!” Caramon shouted, spluttering. “What do you think you’re doing?” he demanded, collaring Earwig.
“Peace, my brother,” Raistlin said, holding up the palm of his right hand. Caramon let go of the kender, pushing him roughly into the seat.
“By the way,” the mage continued mildly, “what do you see, Caramon?”
“Not a damn thing!” the warrior muttered, wiping his streaming eyes with the backs of his hands.
“Nothing on the floor?”
“What’s this about the floor? You keep staring at it, Raist. It’s just a floor, all right?”
“Yes, just a floor. Caramon, go find that bartender. What’s his name … Yost.”
“Sure, Raist.” Caramon’s eyes lit up. “Do you want me to bring him back?”
“No, just ask him a question. Which direction is Mereklar from here?”
“Oh.” Caramon shrugged. “All right.”
“I’ll come with you,” offered Earwig, growing bored now that the stinging and burning had faded from his eyes.
The two left. Raistlin fell limply back into his seat. He felt drained, suddenly completely bereft of energy. The line was magic, visible to his eyes only. But what did it mean? Why was it there? And why this tiny, icy sliver of fear? …
Caramon found Yost and the bottle of dwarven spirits. Earwig watched and listened to them for a while but soon grew restless. He didn’t want to go back into the eating room. He’d been there already.
“I guess I’ll go out for a walk,” he said to Caramon.
“Uh, sure, Earwax. Go ahead.” The big warrior nodded. His voice sounded fuzzy.
“Earwig! Oh, never mind!”
Hoopak in hand, the kender skipped through the inn’s front door and ran smack into three men, standing in the moonlight.
“Excuse me,” said Earwig politely.
The men were tall, muscular, and wore black leather clothing that reeked with age. Wide straps crossed their bodies, holding bags and glittering, bladed weapons.
“Hello, little one. Do you mind if we ask you a question?” the man standing in the middle of the three asked in a smooth, rich voice. The ruddy glow from the firelight illuminated his face, and the kender was fascinated to see that the man’s skin was as black as the night around them.
“No, please do!” Earwig urged.
The man’s blue eyes shone deep red in the firelight. Deftly, with a graceful and fluid movement, he caught hold of one of the kender’s small hands that was sliding into one of the man’s own pouches.
“I’d keep that hand to myself, if I were you,” advised the black-skinned man.
“I’m sorry,” said Earwig, staring at his hand as though it had leaped from his body and was now acting on its own. “I can’t think how it came to be there.”
“No harm done. My friends and I”-the man indicated the two other men standing next to him-“were wondering where you got that magnificent necklace?” He pointed to the silver cat’s skull that hung around the kender’s neck.
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“What necklace?” Earwig said, confused. Truth to tell, he’d forgotten all about it. “Oh, this?” He glanced down, saw it, and held the charm out for the men to admire. “It’s an heirloom, been in my family for days.”
“That’s too bad,” said the black-skinned man. His eyes gleamed as red as the ruby eyes in the charm’s skull. “We were hoping that you might remember where you got it, so that we could get one for ourselves.”
“Well, I can’t, but you can have this one,” offered Earwig, who loved giving presents. He tried to unfasten the chain. It wouldn’t give. “That’s odd. Uh, well, I’m sorry, sir. I guess you can’t have it.”
“Yes, we’re sorry, too,” the leader said in a soft voice. He leaned down, nearer Earwig, and the kender saw that the man’s red-glowing eyes were slightly slanted. “Take your time. Think about where you got it. We have all night.”
“Well, I don’t!” Earwig snapped. He was beginning to tire of the conversation. Besides, there was no telling what trouble Caramon was getting himself into without the kender around to keep an eye on him. Earwig moved to push past the three men, but they blocked his way. One of them put a rough hand on the kender’s arm.
“We can drag the information out of you and your guts along with it!”
“Could you really do that?” Earwig asked, thinking things might be getting interesting again. “Drag out my guts? How? Through my mouth? Wouldn’t it be sort of messy-”
The man growled, his grip on Earwig’s arm tightened painfully.
“Wait!” the black-skinned man ordered. “You’re positive, kender, that you can’t think how you came by the necklace?”
Back to the necklace again. Earwig jerked his arm free. Now he was beginning to get irritated.
“No, I can’t! Really! Now, if you’ll excuse me, I must be getting back.”
The kender took a step toward the three men, giving every indication that if they didn’t move, he was going to walk through them. The leader stared down at him. The red eyes flashed. Suddenly, with a fluid and graceful bow, he glided to one side of the door. His henchmen stepped back, out of the kender’s way.
“If you remember how you came by the necklace, please tell us,” whispered the smooth voice as the kender walked past him.
When Earwig turned to reply, he saw, to his amazement, that the men were gone.
Sitting alone, Raistlin was seized with a coughing fit. His breath refused to enter his lungs. He felt himself begin to lose consciousness. His head swayed slightly and he looked down into his cup, where he saw the remainder of his medicine, the leaves sticking to the bottom. Reaching out with a skeletal hand, he clutched at the passing barmaid.
“Hot water!” he gasped.
Maggie stared at the hand clasping her apron, the hand colored gold and as thin as death.
“Are you ill, sir? Can I help?”
“Water!” Raistlin snarled.
The woman, half-afraid, rushed to fill the order.
Raistlin slumped over, his head buried in his arms. Motes of light danced before his eyes, as he had seen at an illusionist’s show once-dancing, spinning, sparkling, changing color, shape, form, but always illusory, always unreal, no matter how strongly he willed it to be different. He thought of how often he wanted things to be different, to change because he desired them to change. He thought of how many times he’d been disappointed.
Why couldn’t he have been given the physical strength to match his mental strength? Why couldn’t he be handsome and winning and make people love him? Why had he been forced to sacrifice so much for so little?
“So little now,” Raistlin said to himself. “But I will gain more as time goes by. Par-Salian promised that my strength would someday shape the world!”
He fumbled at his side for the bag of herbs. Who knew but what this might cure him? He had thought he was feeling stronger. But his weak hand would not obey his command, and it occurred to Raistlin that he required Caramon’s help.
I don’t need him, the mage thought with dull defiance. The lights in the room dimmed with the darkness covering his eyesight. Listening to himself, he realized how childish he sounded. His lips twisted in a bitter smile. Very well, I need him now. But there will come a time when I won’t!
The barmaid brought him his water, setting the pitcher down quickly, wanting to leave, wanting to stay. Maggie didn’t like the mage with the gold skin and wizard’s staff and the terrifying eyes that stripped away the soul. She didn’t like him, yet she was fascinated by him. He was so frail, so weak, yet-somehow-so strong.
“I’ll pour the water for you, sir, shall I?” she asked in almost a whisper.
Gasping, almost unable to lift his head, Raistlin nodded and clutched the cup with both hands. He drank deeply, his tongue numbed, the lack of sensation caused by his faintness removing any discomfort from the heat. He emptied the cup and let out a long, steady breath. The mage leaned against the back wall of the tavern, his eyes closed to the world.
Caramon found him thus when he returned. The warrior slid quietly into the booth, thinking his brother asleep.
“Caramon?” Raistlin asked without opening his eyes.
“Yeah, it’s me. You want to go upstairs now?” The warrior’s words were slurred, and his breath reeked of the foul-smelling liquor.
“In a moment. Which way is Mereklar from here?”
“North. Almost due north.”
North. Without opening his eyes, Raistlin could see the white line running north, leading him, guiding him.
Impaling him.
Chapter 4
Raistlin knew he was dreaming, and the dream terrified him-he’d dreamed it many times before-but he couldn’t force himself to wake. Something inside him, stronger than his own will, demanded that he give in.
The young mage left his bed, went to the door, stepped through the door, opened the door, closed the door, and walked into the gray mist that shrouded the hallway of the inn. Looking back, he could not see Caramon but he could see Caramon breathing peacefully in his sleep.
The mage took to the stairs that led down to the main hall. In his hand was the Staff of Magius, though he didn’t remember taking it with him.
He needed light. The way was terrifyingly dark except for the white line that flowed beneath him with power and for the golden thread that connected him with another. “Shirak,” he whispered.
The line guided him, directing his steps. He wandered the hallways and pathways of the inn and the surrounding areas, which were covered by gray mists that moved and roiled with unseen life. Ahead lay the one he sought, the one who had the answers to so many of his questions, the lifebringer and the destroyer.
Fantastic winged beasts-red, black, green, and blue-flew across his path, disturbed from their dreams by his wanderings, the staff’s light waking them. The beasts gazed at him with hate-filled, hungry eyes. They wanted to destroy him, but could not. Not now, not this day.
Raistlin entered a room. Its four walls were solid, but the ceiling and floor lacked substance. A small table stood in front of him. He took one of the two drinks upon it and gulped it down. The liquid brought cold, soothing relief-a taste of fruit and spirit. He waited for the other to arrive.
A shadowy figure clad in long, black robes, dimly seen, dimly recognized, appeared.
“You are he?” Raistlin asked. His voice sounded strange. He didn’t recognize it as his own. He saw the golden thread run glistening from himself to the other.
“Of course. You don’t remember?” asked the other, as he always did.
“And the price?” Raistlin inquired, as he always did.
“You have already paid a part. The rest will be paid later,” answered the other, as he always answered.
Only this time, there was a difference. The conversation did not end. The room did not vanish. Raistlin was able to ask the one question previously forbidden to him.
“And my reward?”
“Follow the line, as others are.”
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“You are watched even now.”
“Who can see me here?”
“A man, though not a man.”
“Does he wish me good or evil?”
“It depends on what you wish him.”
Raistlin left the four walls with the ceiling and floor that didn’t matter, the winged beasts flying from his path. The line led him back to the inn and the safety of his bed. The golden thread flowed backward, shimmering, trailing off into darkness.
Chapter 5
The city of Mereklar stood in the middle of a triangle shaped by three huge stone walls, each towering thirty feet high. The stone was pure, unblemished, without seams, cracks, or holes. But the white stone walls that faced outward were etched with symbols, signs, and pictures, each depicting some era of the world. Some of the legends were easily discernible-the Greystone of Gargath, the Hammer of Kharas, Huma and the Silver Dragon. Others had been lost to the memory of human, elf, or dwarf. All were depicted with a skill none now could rival or hope to attain.
When the stories came to an end, the walls were left blank, as if waiting for the original artisan to return and place another piece of history upon them. Those who lived in Mereklar believed that when the outer walls were filled with stories, the world would end and another would be reborn in its place.
Unlike the outer walls, the inner walls of the city held no symbols. The ancient stone could not be cracked by any tool or weapon known to the hands of Krynn. It was a mystery to the citizens how anyone came to build the walls. In fact, the very origin of Mereklar was as much a mystery to the current inhabitants of the city as it was to their ancestors.
Their legends claimed that Mereklar was created by the first gods of good for purposes unknown. Following the Cataclysm, its first inhabitants had come down from the hills and mountains surrounding it, fleeing the chaos in the world, to find the city already built, as if awaiting their arrival. The people moved in and had, from that time until the present, been safe from any outside interference. Even the oldest of Mereklar’s families, who had lived there for hundreds of years, knew nothing of the city’s origins. The world changed, people changed, but Mereklar, City of the White Stone, remained the same.
