“There’s no doubt in my mind that’s true.”
I don’t know what to say. It feels so wrong to have these desires. It feels like betrayal to even consider admitting it. I open my mouth, but he puts a finger against my lips.
He searches my eyes for a moment before saying, “If you don’t want it, I need you to bite me.”
My eyes widen with surprise. “Hard?”
He shakes his head with a grin. “It doesn’t have to be hard, but it needs to be obvious. They have to see it, angel. But then I can stop it and punish you instead.”
I whisper, “I don’t want to bite you.” I don’t. I don’t want to be punished, and I don’t want to bite him.
“I don’t think it will come to that, but if it does, you have a choice.” Bite me, hit me, scream at me. Do something worthy of being taken away. He gently sets his forehead against mine and kisses the tip of my nose before taking a deep breath.
“Tonight will be hard, but tomorrow may be a little harder.”
“Why?” I ask. I don’t understand. We should be leaving soon. Tonight is the last step, or so I thought. This is just for them to see how well he’s trained me.
“I have a meeting tomorrow, and you’ll have to come.” I nod my head. That doesn’t sound so bad.
“Just know you’ll be safe. Always.” His eyes are sad, and it’s making me worry.
“Kade?” I don’t know what the question is that’s on the tip of my tongue, but whatever it is, it’s hurting my chest.
“It’s alright angel, I didn’t mean to worry you.”
“Is everything going to be okay, Kade?” I get the very strong sense that something’s off.
“You’re going to be fine, I promise you.”
“What about you?” I ask him. Tears prick my eyes when his eyes go sad and he doesn’t respond.
“Even if something happens to me, you’re going to be safe. I made sure of it.” Goosebumps flow down my back and I move away from Kade as he tries to pet my hair.
“You promised me that--” I don’t know how to word this, but if he’s not alright then he’s broken his promise somehow, I know he has.
“Olivia.” Kade’s voice turns hard, and my eyes widen. My heart beats faster and I instantly lower myself to the floor. I stay upright on my knees and wait for him to tell me what I did wrong, just like I’ve done in training. Although I already know this time. The towel pools around my body, exposing my breasts to him.
Before he has a chance to admonish me, I speak the truth. “I’m scared, Kade.”
His hard expression softens, and he sighs. “Come here.”
I walk back into his arms, leaving the towel behind.
“I didn’t mean to scare you.” He kisses my hair. “I tell you too much.”
I shake my head in his chest and reply, “You don’t tell me enough.”
He chuckles, and it eases something inside of me. I pull away from him and look into his eyes as I ask, “We’re going to be okay? After tomorrow, I mean?”
I search his eyes and watch as he answers, “Of course we are. And after that we’re going to leave.”
Through the course of all this, I’ve done nothing but watch Kade as he talks with the other men at dinner. I’ve noticed every small detail in his expressions.
I know when he lies.
And for the first time I can recall, he just lied to me.
I wish I knew which part he was lying about.
If we’re going to be okay, or if we’re going to be leaving.
Olivia
I can feel their eyes on me as I walk into the room. Usually we come in later and the room is already full. I was expecting it to be empty when Kade said it was time to come down here. But it’s not. It’s already packed, and we have to walk through the crowd. My cheeks heat and my breathing comes in short pants.
They're going to watch.
I need to do this, and then we can leave. I’ll be free soon. I swallow thickly and keep walking.
Kade pulls the thin chain and it tugs against the clamps on my nipples. It's a new toy, just for tonight. The slight pain sends an immediate bolt of pleasure to my clit. I’m primed to go off again already. I’m on edge and needy. He holds his hand out for me and I climb the single step onto the stage and prepare to obey my master for all of them to see.
The chains barely make any noise compared to the chatter in the room as I walk to the center of the stage. My dress is nothing but a piece of soft silk that’s so thin it’s nearly see-through. The delicate fabric is loose and Kade easily slips it off my shoulders, baring me to everyone.
He kisses my neck and says, “You’re so beautiful.” His hands caress my shoulders and his fingers linger on my body as they move down my back. I close my eyes and moan as they travel farther down and slip between my pussy lips.
“So wet, my angel,” he whispers in my ear. “Do you enjoy this?” I breathe out slowly and open my eyes.
The entire crowd is watching us. The confidence I had when it was just the two of us slips.
“I don’t know,” I answer honestly. It’s exhilarating to be up here and know they’re watching. But I’m not sure I like it.
“Fair enough.” He circles around me and blocks them from my view. “Are you alright?” he asks in a low voice.
I nod my head easily. I am. I can do this. A part of me is even excited to do this.
“I am, Master K.” He smiles with my response and crouches down so his head is at my breast.
“Good girl,” he says and looks behind him to nod at Gabriel. I swallow thickly and wait for my orders. I can do this. Just a little bit longer and I'll be free.
“You look beautiful tonight, Olivia,” Gabriel says from across the room. “I have every bit of confidence in you.” A flush of pride flows through me at his praise. Talia nods her head slightly, and leans onto Gabriel’s leg.
“What do you say, angel?” Kade asks.
“Thank you, sir,” I answer and see a flash of worry in Gabriel’s eyes.
Kade's eyes find mine and hold my gaze. “Stay still, angel.”
“Yes, Master K.” I keep my shoulders squared and chin held high.
He crouches down with his hands on my hips and takes the clamp and my nipple in his mouth. They're sensitive and walking a razor's edge between pain and pleasure. He lowers one hand to my pussy and groans around my hardened nipple when he slips his fingers between my wet folds.
At the same time, he pushes his fingers into me and and uses his teeth to release the clamp.
“Ah!” I scream out and resist the urge to grab my breast. The pain of the clamp being removed and the pleasure from his touch combine into something so intense I nearly collapse, but I don’t. I stay as still as possible and force my eyes open.
In front of me are Gabriel and Master A. Talia is in Gabriel’s lap, and his hands are between her legs. He’s whispering in her ear and kissing her neck as she watches Kade prepare to do the same thing to my other breast.
I hold my breath and wait for the pain to come. I stare straight ahead, focusing on the wall behind my audience and ignore their sounds. It’s dark and difficult to see them anyway. I imagine we’re alone.
It’s just the two of us. As my orgasm builds with every stroke of Kade’s fingers against my G-spot, I prepare for the pain. The only move I make is curling my toes.
Out of nowhere, Kade releases the remaining clamp and sucks my nipple as my release tears through my body. It’s completely unexpected, and I scream out a strangled cry of pleasure. Kade pushes his palm against my clit and gently sucks each tender nipple until both the pleasure and pain subside.
After a long moment, I feel like I can breathe again and Kade stands in front of me. He gives me a small kiss on the shoulder and tells me to turn around. I obey him on shaky legs.
Behind me is a simple and small bench. Kade pushes gently against my lower back and I obey the unspoken command. It hits my hips and I lean over. It’s bolted to the floor, and so are lea
ther straps.
“Lean over, Olivia,” he whispers in my ear. I do as I’m told. It’s only a few inches wide and offers little support. He kicks the inside of my heel gently with his shoe, and I spread my legs for him. I swallow thickly as the men move around in my periphery to get a better view. I have to close my eyes as my heart races faster and he attaches a leather strap to my ankle.
“Now your wrists,” Kade says before kissing my thigh. I look back at him, not understanding. We’ve never done this before.
“Bend further, angel.” My blood heats as I lower my shoulders and lean down so my hands nearly touch the floor. The thin bench keeps my ass in the air. It’s only then that I realize the padding on it is for my hips.
My breath comes in shallow pants as he buckles the straps tightly around my wrists. They’re a few inches long so I have a little give, but not much. And with that, I’m bound and bent over, completely bared for all of them to see. I’m completely vulnerable and relying fully on my trust in Kade. My anxiety peaks.
I feel Kade’s hand on my lower back and that’s the only warning I get before he slams into me from behind.
“Uh!” I bite down on my bottom lip as Kade pounds into me. His fingers dig into my hips. Over and over again he thrusts all the way into me. He’s so deep. Each time is so deep. I almost can't stand it.
“Let them hear you,” Kade says loudly as his hand grips the nape of my neck. “Let them hear how loud you are when I fuck you like this.”
“Fuck!” I close my eyes as he tears through me without mercy. I have to be careful. I can’t scream out his name, Kade. Master K. Master K. I have to remember. But fuck! My toes curl and my legs tremble as he pushes in and out of me repeatedly with a relentless pace.
“Yes!” He pushes against my clit and I spasm around him as my mouth falls open and I cum violently. My body heats as the pleasure pulses through me. My vision goes black as Kade pumps into me a few more times before pulling out completely. I keep my back straight and hold that position as he circles me.
I see his dick in front of me covered in my arousal and I anticipate him pushing his large cock down my throat, but he doesn’t.
He cups my chin in his hand and he brings my lips to his. It's a struggle to maintain this position with my wrists bound, but I do it. My breathing comes in shallow pants as he crushes his lips against mine. His tongue dips into my mouth and massages mine. It's a passionate, yet dark dance that makes my heart beat faster. He breaks the kiss and nips my bottom lip before releasing me.
I fall some, but I pull myself back up. My wrists pull against the shackles as I keep my upper body nearly parallel with the floor.
Kade moves behind me and again the only warning I get is his lower hand on my back, right before he slams into me. My arousal drips down my leg as he continues the punishing fuck. Over and over. Each time, he gives me my release.
By the time he’s done with me, my legs won’t stop shaking and I’m out of breath completely, barely able to hold myself upright. I do though. I push through the trembling need to pass out and stand tall once the shackles are removed. Kade rubs my wrists and ankles, kissing them each before moving on to the next.
He takes enough time doing so that I finally feel centered and as though I can continue.
Kade leads me to the exit of the stage and I look at his back with hesitation. The performance generally lasts for hours. It hasn’t been that long. Has it? I follow him without question although I’m feeling uncertain. My cheeks are burning furiously with a blush as we walk past the onlookers.
Before we leave the room, Kade pauses at the exit and waits for Gabriel and Master A.
Talia’s nearly passed out in Gabriel’s arms. Judging from the blush on her chest and cheeks, she’s sated as well.
“I need to put my Talia to bed.” Gabriel walks easily with her in his arms. “I’ll meet you three in just a minute.”
My eyes widen as I take in the meaning of his words.
It’s not over yet.
Olivia
I sit on my knees in the quiet and dimly lit office. My hands rest on my thighs and my eyes are on the floor. I can hear the ice cubes clinking in Gabriel’s glass as he lifts it to his lips. I’m trying to breathe, but it’s hard.
“Relax, Olivia.” I still don’t know his real name. Master A. I’ve seen him so many times now, but I have no idea what his name is.
I stare into his eyes, willing myself to come up with a response, but I can’t. I can hardly breathe. I swallow thickly and part my lips, but still nothing.
Kade’s hand settles on my shoulder and I instantly close my eyes. My tense body relaxes.
“Come sit in my lap,” Master A says as he pats his legs with both of his hands. I look up at Kade over my shoulders. I don’t know what to do. I thought I was only supposed to listen to Kade.
His eyes are on Master A. He cocks a brow and then looks back down at me.
“Go ahead, angel. I’m right here.”
I slowly rise and walk to Master A. He leans forward and grips my hips, pulling me down onto his lap before I have a chance to sit.
I let out a small gasp, and the men in the room chuckle.
“Be honest with me, Olivia,” Master A says in my ear. His hot breath greets my neck and I lean my head so he has more access to the tender skin.
He groans and rocks his dick against my ass. “I’m trying to be good here.”
Kade lets out a small laugh and leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “She makes it hard to resist.”
Master A runs a hand down his face before pulling my small body closer to his chest. “Are you scared, or just nervous?” he asks loud enough for everyone in the room to hear.
Nervous. I’m so fucking nervous.
I lick my lips and answer him honestly. “Nervous.”
He groans in my neck and presses his lips against my skin. “Thank fuck,” he says as his hands slip up the sheer fabric of my dress. His fingers slowly rise on my inner thighs until they’re almost pressed against my core.
My eyes dart to Kade’s. My lips part and my back bows slightly, moving away from Master A.
“It’s alright, angel.” Kade’s watching us intently.
I don’t know if I should believe him. This feels wrong.
“What’s my name, Olivia?” Gabriel asks from across the room as he sets his glass down.
“For tonight,” Kade says with a hard edge. I look between the two men with slight anxiety.
Master A chuckles in my ear as his thumbs slip closer up to my clit.
Kade looks me in the eyes and asks, “What are you going to call them tonight, Olivia?”
The meaning of Gabriel’s question hits me with clarity. “Master,” I whisper.
“Say it louder,” Kade demands. “I want them to hear you calling them Master.” He turns back to Gabriel and repeats, “For tonight.”
Gabriel grins and says, “I understand.” His eyes find mine. “You’re ours tonight.” My pussy clenches, and Master A nips my ear.
“You like that, don’t you?” Master A asks me. Yes. A part of me does. The idea is so forbidden and exotic, and I want it. But I want Kade more. I don’t want to ruin whatever this is between us. I need him.
I nervously look back to Kade again. I move my hand to reach out to him and then put it back on the sofa.
“Stop.” Kade’s hard voice echoes off the walls.
Master A looks up at him, letting a chill blow in the crook of my neck and slowly rests his back against the chair, leaving me sitting nervously on top of his lap.
“Come here,” he demands. His words are hard. His chest rises and falls with his steady breathing. The idea I’ve upset him makes my blood race with adrenaline and anxiety. I slowly slip off Master A’s lap. He holds my hand until I’m steady on my feet.
I keep my eyes on the ground as I walk over to Kade. Even if he’s angry with me, that’s okay so long as I’m still his. I start to lower myself to the ground in front of him,
but he stops me.
“Over here, angel.” My eyes fly to his at his soft words. He pats the armrest of the sofa. I walk to the side of it and he holds his hand out. I slip mine into his and he gently tugs. My hips butt against the arm of the chair and my upper body falls into his lap.
He brushes the hair away from my face and rests his arm over my lower back. He rubs gently as Gabriel and Master A rise from their seats one after the other. Kade lifts my dress and exposes my pussy to them.
“Look at me, angel.” I lift my head and wait with bated breath.
“Now would be the time to say no if you don’t want this.” His eyes hold mine, and I can tell neither of us are breathing.
I hear a zipper and the sound of the men walking closer. My lips part as I search Kade’s eyes.
He grips the hair at the base of my skull and lifts my head up. My pussy clenches with the slight pain. He lowers his lips to mine and takes them with his own. I moan into his lips as hands grip my hips and tilt them slightly. My eyes pop wide open.
My heart stills as my pussy clenches around nothing.
This is really going to happen. Holy fuck!
Kade gives me a smirk. “I’ll be right here.” He leans back and gives a nod to whoever’s behind me.
“She’s so fucking wet, I think you’ve been depriving her, Master K.” I recognize Master A’s voice. He tightens his grip on one hip and uses the other to stroke his dick. I jump forward slightly as the head of his dick pushes through my pussy lips, running up and down before slipping deeper into my hot entrance.
I turn my head to look back at Kade.
His mouth is parted, and his heated gaze stares back at me. I bite down on my bottom lip to hold in the noises threatening to leave my lips, and Master A pushes deeper inside me.
Gabriel’s voice rings out as a hand smacks against my ass. “Spread.” The stinging pain is directly connected to my clit and the mix of pain and pleasure makes me moan. I quickly spread my legs apart wider and look to Kade for approval. He pets my back and plants a kiss on my shoulders.
“Oh fuck, you’re so tight.” Master A’s hands slip under my hips and he pulls me back some. He slowly pulls out and then pushes back in, stretching my walls.
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