A Passionate Discovery (Self-Discovery Series)

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by Brooke, T


  "Sweetheart, that blush on your cheeks is the most enticing thing I've seen in my life. The next ten nights are something I'd really like to share with you. Call Scarlett again and then you can ask me any questions you have." With a smile of anticipation he left her and went to put away the toys he had taken out while introducing her to his world.

  Carla quickly called her friend, who interrogated her like she was a suspect in a multiple homicide before finally being satisfied that everything was alright. Before ending the call Scarlett told her to call when she was ready to come home; if she still felt like she could trust Jason after three hours with him then she felt safe in leaving Carla unattended.

  Walking over to where Jason was waiting for her, Carla smiled nervously. "I think I want to try this," she said in a soft voice, a little surprised that after all the things he had shown her she was still excited by it.

  "I need you to be sure, Carla," Jason told her. He wanted to lift her into his arms and tell her how glad he was that she was willing to explore his world, but first he needed her to be completely certain.

  Biting her lip Carla saw the look on his face and remembered his stricture against her doing so, she flushed hotly at that. "I'm sure I want to be here with you and try this." Her heart raced at her admission and she found it difficult to meet his eyes, though she knew he wouldn't be happy if she looked away from him.

  He smiled deeply and held out a hand to her, pleased to see her reach out readily and take it. "I can't wait to introduce you to my world. Do you have anything planned for tomorrow night?"

  "I have to work during the day, but I am free after five." She wondered what it would be like to kiss him again and felt her cheeks burn once more; was she ever going to be able to stop herself doing that, she wondered.

  "Honey, as much as I'd love to answer that calling in your eyes, I think you had better leave now." He was a little surprised at how aroused her innocent look was making him; since she hadn't asked him to touch her he thought it best to get her out of there while he still had control of himself.

  "I wouldn't mind staying tonight." She said in a whisper, half afraid to say it aloud; self-consciously she tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear.

  He almost growled at the comment, which was sweet to his ears, but he was a man of his word and she still hadn't asked. "Do you remember what I told you about touching you tonight?" He allowed his eyes to roam over her gorgeous body, generously displayed in her barely existent dress.

  The look in his eyes had her heart dropping into her belly and she thought back, trying to remember. Nibbling on her lower lip it came to her. He told her he wouldn't touch her unless she asked. Her face burned as she lowered her eyes to the floor; did she have the nerve to ask him to do that? "I'd like to start the ten n-nights now." Had she really just said that?

  "Stop chewing on your lip and look at me." His voice grabbed her attention and forced her to raise her eyes to his. "Are you asking me to touch you, Carla?"

  She instantly obeyed the commanding tone in his voice. "Y-yes." The thought of him touching her was almost overwhelming and she worried if she didn't give in to her desire right then she might never have the courage to do so.

  Though he usually expected more from his submissives, there was no way he was going to ask for more from her just then, he would teach her to be more verbal at another time. "The ten nights will start tomorrow, but before then I think there is something we need to take care of."

  "What's that?" She had no idea what he was talking about, but the look in his eyes told her it was almost certainly something that would make her blush again.

  "Please remember, from tomorrow you must always call me Sir or Master, my leniency will only continue until tonight is over." He ignored Carla's nod of understanding, it was not the time for him to be teaching her obedience. "If you are going to be mine, then it is time you learned what you have been missing in the bedroom.

  "If you need more time, this would be the opportunity to tell me goodnight. If you don't, then I suggest you call Scarlett and tell her you are spending the night with me."

  It only took a moment for Carla to work out what he meant, and the thought of discovering what it was that Scarlett so enjoyed about men sent a shiver through her, part fear and part excitement. Just then she couldn't think of anything she wanted more than to spend the night with him. "I think I need to tell Scarlett not to wait up, Sir." It was a struggle to resist the automatic instinct to bite her lip at her brave words, and she was proud of herself when she did so.

  "Good girl." He smiled broadly at the thought of the beautiful angel before him willingly putting herself in his hands, and hearing her call him Sir had his cock swelling until it stood at attention. "Make your phone call, sweetheart, and do it quickly.

  Her hands were trembling so bad she could barely hold the phone as she called Scarlett for the last time. Several times Scarlett asked her if she was sure about her decision; it was only when Carla told her for the third, or possibly the fourth, time that she accepted she was telling the truth.

  All the time she spoke with her friend Carla had her eyes on Jason; the look in his eyes had her weak at the knees. By the time she finally ended the call she felt lightheaded, all the blood in her body seemed to have left her head for other parts, parts that now pulsed with desire.

  "Are you okay, Sweetheart?" He was concerned by how pale she had gone while talking on the phone to Scarlett and wondered if anything had happened, or been said, to make her change her mind. He hoped that wasn't the case.

  "I'm a little nervous, Sir." That was putting it mildly she thought. She felt as if she was about to taking a running jump off the edge of the Grand Canyon, having just been handing a bag that might have contained a parachute, but could equally have been someone's dirty laundry.

  Without a second thought he pulled her into his arms and held her against him. "Just hang on to me, I promise I won't let you fall." He lifted her into his arms and her soft gasp of surprise made him chuckle.

  The way she buried her face in his chest was adorable, and made him feel more than a little protective of the new girl he had been given to train; more so than he had with any other girl. Silently he vowed to make what was about to happen the most memorable event of her life; she was gifting him with the most precious thing she possessed, the least he could do was reward her adequately for it.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  By the time they made it to his bedroom Carla was shaking violently. He slowly lowered her to her feet, keeping his hands under her arms, afraid that if he didn't she would collapse to the ground. "Sweetheart, if you're having second thoughts about this we can stop." Though the thought of being her first was a pleasurable one, he was out of his comfort zone dealing with a virgin. Even in his vanilla days he had always restricted himself to experienced women.

  "I haven't changed my mind," Carla whispered softly, not sure what she was so afraid of, she felt safe with the man before her, yet she couldn't shake the frisson of fear that ran through her. She wished the stupid emotion would go away so she could just enjoy being there with him.

  "Look at me, honey." He waited until their eyes met before he spoke again. "I need you to be absolutely certain this is what you want." There was no way in the world he was going to make love to her if she wasn't completely on board with the idea, and he knew if she stayed he was going to make love to her.

  The Dom in him might have wanted to take her downstairs and dive in to all the experiences that were available to him there, but the man in him demanded that he give her a night of regular lovemaking for her first time. Something that she would be able to remember with pleasure for the rest of her life, even if she later decided that his lifestyle wasn't one she wished to pursue.

  Carla wrapped her arms around his neck and took several deep breaths before speaking. "I don't think I've ever been more sure of anything, Sir." She blushed but her eyes met his with conviction. As afraid as she was, the dampness between her thighs dem
anded she answer the desire he was waking within her.

  Her trembling had subsided by then and he felt she could stand without his aid so he moved his hands up to either side of her face. Lowering his lips to hers he kissed her deeply. Her tongue tentatively met his and the sweet taste of her had his body aching to throw her on the bed and take her.

  It took all of his willpower to resist the urge and he broke the kiss with as much finesse as he could manage. His hands went to the hem of her dress and lifted it over her head in one quick move.

  Automatically she lifted her hands to assist him in removing her dress, but her hands immediately dropped to cover her breasts as she stood before him, shivering. Having his eyes roam over her body, seeing what no man had seen before, was definitely not helping with her nervousness and involuntarily she let out a small whimper.

  "I won't let you hide behind your hands, Carla." He smiled warmly as he took hold of her hands and pulled them away from her breasts, pressing them down at her sides so he could feast on the sight of her.

  She had the most amazing breasts, he thought, licking his lips as he stared at the handful sized mounds topped with pale pink nipples. "Fucking beautiful." He lowered his head and took a nipple into his mouth, suckling deeply. Holding her hands forcefully at her sides he moved to the other creamy mound, nipping lightly at the pale peak he enjoyed the gasp he drew from her.

  The pleasurable sensation moved from her breasts straight to her core and she struggled against his grip on her hands, needing to pull him closer to her. His hold was too strong for her to free herself however and all she could do was stand there and enjoy the sensations as his tongue circled her nipple.

  He had planned on taking things much slower, but her body was incredible and he couldn't stop himself trailing his tongue and lips from her breast to her navel. From there he kept going until he reached the band of her panties. "These have got to go, sweetheart." Releasing her hands he quickly slid the offending scrap of silk down her legs. Lifting first one heeled foot and then the other he removed the panties; once they were off he tossed them across the room out of the way.

  Carla suddenly realized that she was completely exposed and panicked at how quickly things were moving. "Ja-Jason, S-Sir." She bit her lip hard as fear surged through her and her body trembled.

  With an effort he forced himself to stop and get to his feet, muttering a curse under his breath at his lack of control. He pulled her into his arms and held her tight against him, knowing he needed to slow things down. "You are just so damn beautiful." He lifted her chin with his fingers so he could kiss her again, but kissing her wasn't nearly enough to satisfy him and he drew back as her fingers tangled in his hair.

  "I don't want those sexy hands of yours hindering what I want to do with you tonight, sweetheart." Stepping away from her he quickly unbuckled his belt and pulled it through the loops.

  Her eyes were as big as saucers as she watched him remove the belt; he could read her thoughts easily and he chuckled. "Don't worry; I don't plan on using this on your delectable body tonight." He dropped the belt to the floor and stepped forward to pick her up, carrying her gently to the bed, where he laid her down. She had just started to relax when he took out a silken scarf from the drawer of the small night stand at the head of the bed. "Hold out your hands," he instructed her.

  She hesitated for only a second and was shocked when he reached down to grab her wrists in his strong grip. Her heart felt as though it was going to beat its way out of her chest and she struggled momentarily to free herself, the dark look that briefly crossed his face was enough to make her stop however.

  "When I ask you to do something, I expect it to be done immediately." Seeing how she had visibly shrunk on the bed at his look and his words he smiled reassuringly at her, he didn't want her terrified at that moment. With quick efficiency he caught her wrists and tied them together with the scarf, making sure that it wasn't too tight he then secured it to the headboard.

  For a few seconds he watched as she struggled against the scarf. Under other circumstances he would have gone with the leather cuffs that he kept in the same drawer, but just then he thought the scarf was the better choice. Though he didn't want her to get free, she could if she truly wanted to.

  "Now I can have my wicked way with you, without worrying about you trying to stop me." In her nervousness and fear she was chewing on her lip again, and he knew if she didn't stop she would draw blood. Tapping his finger against her lips he shook his head; he smiled with pleasure when she immediately stopped.

  "Now where were we?" Lowering his eyes he allowed his gaze to roam over her flat stomach, softly rounded hips and the small patch of downy curls at the apex of her thighs. She was nicely trimmed and his fingers ached to dive inside those soft folds. He tugged gently on the curls. "I might allow you to keep these," he told her, enjoying her soft moan and the way her legs tensed.

  Settling on the bed alongside her he ran his fingers through her silken folds, pleased at the moisture her found there, which told him her body was enjoying things and was ready to continue. He wasn't so pleased by the way her legs involuntarily closed against the new sensation and he parted her legs, climbing between her thighs to prevent them closing again. "Honey, if you try and close your legs again I am going to tie you spread-eagled. I don't really want to do that tonight, but I will if I have to, understand?"

  Carla nodded, and then remembered that he expected her to answer him with words. "Yes, S-sir." His fingers began stroking her. It was such an incredible feeling that her eyes closed and she pushed her hips up, wanting more. It was amazing how different it felt to have his fingers touching her, compared to her own clumsy attempts to pleasure herself.

  "Open your eyes, Carla; I want to see what I make you feel." He slowly slid a finger inside her tight sheath, barely containing a groan at how she gripped his finger. "Damn, you are so tight, baby."

  She forced her eyes open as he began sliding his finger in and out, eliciting whimpers of pleasure. When he added another finger she tensed, feeling uncomfortably full; only a couple of minutes passed however before she become used to the invasion and she no longer felt as though she was being stretched painfully. The pleasure returned then and her body flooded with desire.

  Sliding his fingers from her Jason chuckled at her moan of disappointment. He had worried about how she would react to his efforts to arouse her, but the responsiveness of her body encouraged him. Emotionally and mentally she might be uncertain about things, her body however, was more than ready for what he intended.

  While she looked on, wondering what he was going to do next, Jason lifted her legs, resting them on his shoulders, as he lowered his head between her thighs.

  "Oh God!" she cried out as his tongue delved inside her, tensing in embarrassment even as her body arched off the bed to meet his mouth.

  His hands slid under her shapely ass, holding her to his mouth as his tongue lapped at her, darting deeply between her lips every so often to taste her sweet essence. Her flavor was incredible and he wanted to drink her like he would a fine wine.

  He felt her body tremble at the overwhelming sensation as his teeth lightly grazed over her clit and he quickly pulled back. “Not yet, babe." Licking his lips he slid off the bed and removed his shirt. "I don't want you to cum until I'm deep inside you."

  Carla gasped for breath as she watched his hands unsnap the button of his pants. His chest was even more beautiful without his shirt and she wondered what the soft patch of hair there would feel like under her fingers. His upper body was well defined, but without the overdone musculature of a body builder, for which she was relieved.

  She couldn't take her eyes off the figure before her as he lowered his pants and boxers in one quick move. He was huge, she thought as her eyes widened in fear at the thought of how he would stretch her body. Her body shook violently as he opened a packet and slid a condom onto his cock, rolling it down the shaft.

  Her legs clenched together as he rejoined h
er on the bed, and it took everything she had to keep her breathing normal. She had thought him gorgeous when dressed, naked he was a vision.

  His eyes roamed over her again and then met her eyes; he could see the fear there and knew without her needing to say anything what the cause of it was. He allowed his fingers to caress her cheek and he smiled in understanding. "Remember what I told you earlier, sweetheart? Some pain can make pleasure more intense." She nodded without speaking, but he chose not to correct her on that occasion.

  Jason smiled and pulled her legs apart, despite her efforts to stop him; he then moved between her thighs so she couldn't close them again. His cock rested on her stomach as he leaned forward to stare into her eyes. "Trust me, baby, a little pain, and then a lot of pleasure."

  This wasn't much different to what she had witnessed in the dungeon the night before, she thought to herself. If she was going to trust him to tie her up and whip her, how could she not trust him with something as uncomplicated as the taking of her virginity? She nodded her head softly, not sure she could speak right then.

  He lifted one of her legs in his large hand, pulling it around his hip; he took hold of himself with his other hand and rubbed his head along the length of the valley between her thighs. Carla's moan changed to a cry of pain as he thrust into her, burying himself to the hilt in her velvet sheath without pause.

  He didn't relish the pain he caused as she stretched to accommodate him, but knew it was best to get it over with as quickly as possible. Her eyes remained wide as her cry subsided and he held still, his cock as deep within her as he could get it, while she became accustomed to the feeling of him inside her.

 

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