Dedicated to my newest little nephew, Harry,
aka Harrison Paul Sypko
And to Brody, Morgan, and Mark
The author is grateful to agents Laura Blake Peterson and Holly Frederick, as well as to Tracy Marchini, all at Curtis Brown, Ltd.; to Nancy Berland, Elizabeth Middaugh, and staff at Nancy Berland Public Relations; to Rick and Patty Donovan and Phil Pelleter at the Book Nook in Dunkirk, New York; to Emily Easton, Deb Shapiro, and everyone at Walker & Company; to Jean Doumanian, Patrick Daly, and Kim Jose at Jean Doumanian Productions; to Susan Glasier of the Lily Dale Assembly offices; to the Reverend Donna Riegel and members of her beginning mediumship class in Lily Dale; to Mark and Morgan Staub for their literary expertise and creative feedback; and to Brody Staub, just because he’s Brody.
Contents
PROLOGUE
ONE
TWO
THREE
FOUR
FIVE
SIX
SEVEN
EIGHT
NINE
TEN
ELEVEN
TWELVE
THIRTEEN
FOURTEEN
FIFTEEN
SIXTEEN
SEVENTEEN
EIGHTEEN
AUTHOR’S NOTE
PROLOGUE
Monday, September 3
Erie, Pennsylvania
11:42 p.m.
She realizes, the moment she reaches the dark street and pats the back pocket of her jeans, that she doesn’t have her cell phone.
Great.
What’s she supposed to do now? Go back and look for it?
She turns and looks back at the house. Towering, with turrets, the three-story brick mansion might once have been beautiful. Now occupied by students at nearby Gannon University, the old home’s doors and windows gape wide open, spilling stray people and loud music into the crisp September night. With a new semester just under way—and a party in full swing—there are cars on the lawn and bikes on the porch.
No way am I going back in there.
Not after someone figured out she’s just a high school student and informed the hosts, who quickly—and loudly— kicked her out.
Talk about humiliating.
Why am I even here?
She usually doesn’t go sneaking around behind her parents’ backs, crashing college parties, but her friend Maria— who’s still somewhere inside, flirting with some guy—talked her into it.
Now she’s going to wonder where I am.
Well, too bad. She’s not about to go back in to look for Maria. Or the phone, which she probably didn’t even have with her in the first place. Or even her jacket, which she definitely did have with her and left draped over a chair inside.
Summer’s definitely over, she thinks, wishing she had the jacket now. Shivering in her skimpy pink ribbed tank top, she checks her silver bracelet watch.
It’s almost midnight. The original plan was for her to call her dad to come pick her and Maria up at the pizza-and-wings place around the corner, which is where they’re supposedly hanging out after a movie on this last summer night before they start their senior year.
No phone, no jacket,no Maria . . . now what?
Her parents are going to kill her if she misses her curfew. They’ve been really touchy lately. They totally freaked last week when she bleached her reddish hair blond, right before she had her picture taken with the cheerleading squad for the back-to-school issue of the local paper.
You’d think she had pierced her tongue or gotten a tattoo or something, the way Mom and Dad carried on. If they ever find out she was at a college party . . .
You’d better start walking, she tells herself firmly, tossing her newly blond hair.
Heading away from the lit-up party house, down the dark, deserted, unfamiliar street, she tries not to think about any of the horror movies she’s seen. Naturally, they are all she can think about. Every tree, every parked car, seems to conceal a lurking ax murderer or fiery-eyed demon.
Stop it.You are such a loser.
She turns a corner, and then another. The night is deadly still. Her pink rubber flip-flops make a hollow slapping sound on the concrete sidewalk.
Something else reaches her ears, then: an approaching car. She hears it coming before she sees the headlights swing onto the block.
It seems to slow down as it comes closer, catching her in its bright spotlight with nowhere to hide. Already jittery, she now feels borderline frantic. She walks faster, heart racing.
The car is creeping now, coming up right alongside her. She hears the whir of an electric window being lowered, and a perfectly ordinary-sounding masculine voice calls, “Excuse me, miss? You shouldn’t be out here alone right now. Miss?”
Holding her breath, she turns reluctantly toward the car. A man is behind the wheel.
Her mother always said never talk to strangers, but what is she supposed to do? Ignore him? Anyway, she’s a safe distance away. It’s not like he can pull her into the car from there. She can always run and scream bloody murder if he tries.
She can’t make out his features in the dark, but she sees him reaching into his pocket. Her stomach lurches. Is he going to pull out a gun and force her into the car?
She’s about to take off when she sees something glint— and realizes it’s not a gun at all.
It’s a badge.
Oh. Thank goodness. Her knees go weak with relief. He’s a cop.
“We had an attempted rape over on French Street. The perp took off running in this direction. You haven’t seen him, have you? Tall guy, over six feet, with dark hair, about two-ten, two-twenty pounds, wearing a dark jacket and cap.”
“No. I haven’t seen him.” She looks around fearfully, half expecting the hulking suspect to jump out from behind the nearest shrub and attack.
“Okay, thanks.” The detective starts to roll up the window. “Just be careful, okay?” he calls, then adds, “You don’t have far to go, do you?”
“I . . . uh, I was going to walk home, but it’s up off of East Twelfth.” And actual escaped rapists are way scarier than imaginary ax murderers and fiery-eyed demons. “Do you have a phone I can borrow to call my parents for a ride?”
“I do, but what are you going to do after you call? Wait around alone out here for them to come and get you? You’ll be a sitting duck.” He leans over and opens the passenger’s-side door with a sigh. “Get in. I’ll take you home.”
He doesn’t sound thrilled about it, but she hurries gratefully toward the car.
She settles into the seat. The car is warm. Good. That feels much better. If he hadn’t come along, who knows what might have happened to her alone out here?
The detective rolls up the window and locks her door from the control on the driver’s side.
“There,” he says. “Safe and sound, right?”
“Right. Thanks.”
“What’s your name?” he asks as the car picks up speed.
“It’s Erin.”
“Hi, Erin. I’m Phil.”
Phil? That’s odd. Shouldn’t he be calling himself Detective Something?
He comes to a light and stops the car. When it changes, he turns the corner.
Oops. “Um . . . Detective?” She can’t bring herself to call him by his first name. “East Twelfth is that way.”
He says nothing, just keeps driving as if she hadn’t spoken. Maybe he didn’t hear her.
“Excuse me? I live back that way,” she repeats, and an uneasy feeling begins to creep over her again.
Still, he ignores her. He goes around another corner, again heading in the wrong direction, taking the turn so fast the tires screech.
Should a police officer be driving so recklessly? And shouldn’t he know his way around? And sho
uldn’t he be listening to her when she tells him he’s going the wrong way?
“You know what? I need to get out,” she blurts, stark fear transforming her voice into a little girl’s, high pitched and vulnerable. “Please. Let me out.”
She realizes that a faint smile is playing at the corners of his mouth. No. Not a smile at all.
A smirk.
He lied, she realizes in a burst of sheer panic. He isn’t a detective at all.
And the danger wasn’t out there on the street . . . it’s right here in the car with him.
And I should have listened to Mom. Never talk to strangers.
Terrified, she begins to pray.
ONE
Lily Dale, New York
Tuesday, September 4
3:19 a.m.
With a trembling hand, eyes still blinking in the sudden glare from the overhead bulb, Calla Delaney turns on the tap at the pedestal sink in the upstairs bathroom. A deafening groan of Victorian-era plumbing sends a rush of water that seems to roar through the old cottage.
Oops—too loud. Calla hurriedly turns it off, not wanting to wake her grandmother. Standing absolutely still, breath caught in her throat, she listens for stirring down the hall.
Nothing.
Right. Odelia Lauder really does—as she likes to say— sleep like the dead.
Talks to them, too, Calla thinks with a glimmer of irony despite the lingering dread still wrapped around her like a clammy towel.
Her grandmother is a medium—and she’s not the only one.
Here in Lily Dale, Victorian cottages with hand-painted signs announcing psychic mediums in residence are as common as glittering neon casinos on the Las Vegas Strip.
Calla had no idea what she was walking into when she first flew to western New York State from Tampa a few weeks ago to visit the grandmother she hadn’t seen in over a decade.
Who ever heard of a town dedicating itself to spiritualism for well over a century?
Okay, plenty of people have heard of it. That’s obvious from the crowds of grieving visitors who wander up and down the streets every day, hoping to connect with their dearly departed.
But Calla was clueless about Lily Dale’s genuine ghost-town status at first. And when she found out, she decided Odelia, and Lily Dale and everyone in it, was . . . well, some kind of freak.
Seriously, who in their right mind would actually choose to live in a place like this?
Calla’s mom hadn’t. The moment she was eighteen, Stephanie Lauder Delaney left Lily Dale and never looked back. Nor did she ever tell Calla about her hometown’s eerie little secret.
No, I had to find that out on my own—the hard way.
A chill breeze off nearby Cassadaga Lake isn’t all that crept over Calla as the overcast days of August wound to a close last week.
Yeah, things have changed pretty drastically since she got here. She now finds herself not only believing in Odelia and the others—and in ghosts—but regularly seeing and hearing them herself.
In other words, Calla seems to be, like her grandmother, spiritually gifted.
It sure has taken her long enough to suspect that Aiyana, the exotic-looking woman with the dark hair; Kaitlyn, the troubled, pretty teenaged girl; and the other strangers who pop in and out of her world these days might actually be . . . um . . . dead.
Psychic awareness is supposedly a hereditary gift, like the dreamy absentmindedness she inherited from Dad, or the slim-hipped, long-waisted build and delicate features she inherited from Mom.
I got this from her, too.
Slowly, she looks down and unclenches her left fist.
Lying in her palm, bathed in the yellow glow from the antique fixture above the sink, is the emerald bracelet Mom gave Calla when her boyfriend, Kevin, dumped her back in April.
“It’s yours to keep,” Mom said, hugging her. “I know it’s just jewelry. It won’t heal a broken heart, but it might make you feel better.”
It did.
Until the clasp suddenly broke as Calla leaned over her mother’s open grave in July. The bracelet fell from her wrist and was swallowed into the gaping hole where Stephanie’s coffin had just been lowered.
Helpless, Calla knew it was lost to her forever—just as Mom was.
To her utter shock, she was dead wrong.
About the bracelet, anyway.
A few minutes ago, at precisely 3:17 a.m., in her mother’s old bedroom across the hall, she experienced the impossible.
Mom’s old jewelry box opened all by itself, playing the hauntingly familiar melody Calla has been trying to place from the moment she arrived here.
As it woke her from a deep sleep, she finally recalled where she’d heard it before.
And now that I remember—and now that this has happened— I’m really scared.
Calla looks down at the bracelet in her hand.
When she had jumped out of bed, there it was, lying in the open jewelry box.
The same jewelry box she had rummaged through many times since she arrived, as part of her mission to get to know the girl who had grown up here in Lily Dale and gone on to become Calla’s mother.
The bracelet hadn’t been in the jewelry box until now.
And I never really knew you at all, she silently tells her mother . . . wherever she is.
Suddenly the woman who raised her for seventeen years seems like a stranger.
With a shudder, Calla abruptly reaches for the tap and turns it.
Again, the groan of old pipes; again, the deafening splashing sound.
This time, though, she’s hearing only the voices in her head. Mom’s and Odelia’s, repeating a long-ago argument that keeps echoing through Calla’s mind when she’s asleep. She was having the disturbing dream yet again just minutes ago, before the jewelry box opened itself and interrupted those eerie, chilling words that drove her mother and grandmother apart forever.
“. . . because I promised I’d never tell . . .” That was Mom, distraught, tearful.
“. . . for your own good . . .” That was Odelia.
“. . . how you can live with yourself . . .” Odelia again.
And then: “The only way we’ll learn the truth is to dredge the lake.”
Calla doesn’t know which of them said that. The voice was so shrill and desperate she couldn’t tell.
But they had to be talking about the lake here—Cassadaga Lake, she thinks as she fits the rubber plug into the drain and watches the water fill the basin.
Just last week, Odelia sternly—and inexplicably—warned her never to venture into its cold waters.
Calla turns off the tap and drops the bracelet into the filled basin. A cloud of mud swirls around it, rapidly turning the water murky, then opaque, obscuring the bracelet as it sinks to the bottom.
Just like whatever dark secret lies at the bottom of Cas-sadaga Lake, waiting to be dredged up . . .
So that the truth can be told at last.
Calla wonders, as an icy ripple of dread flows through her veins, if she really wants to know what that is.
Staring at her reflection in the mirror, she gradually becomes aware that something is changing in the room. There’s a sudden heaviness in the chilly night air.
On the tile wall behind her, the light casts tall shadows.
Human shadows. Shadows.
Two.
Two shadows?
But . . . how can that be?
Eyes wide, Calla stares into the mirror at the pair of distinct human forms on the wall behind her. One is unmistakably hers, frozen in fear. The other—almost the same height and size—is just beside it, as it would be if someone were standing right next to her.
But no one is there.
No one she can see, anyway.
Oh my God. Oh my God.
Is it a trick of the light? Or . . .
Is something here? Someone? Some presence?
Calla raises her left arm slowly and watches as one of the reflected shadows—her own—simultaneously do
es the same on the wall behind her.
The other shadow simply hovers there, motionless.
But it is there. Calla isn’t alone.
She turns her head abruptly to the left, to the right, spins around completely.
The second shadow remains . . . but the small bathroom is otherwise empty.
Heart racing, she reaches for the dangling light chain above the sink and pulls it. The room is instantly plunged into darkness.
She counts to ten, then yanks the chain again.
Blinking in the sudden blast of light, she can see that the second shadow is now gone . . . and with it, the sense of a presence in the room.
She takes a deep breath to steady her nerves. It’s only then that she notices the faint fragrance of lilies of the valley, Mom’s favorite flower, hovering in the air.
“Mom,” she whispers, shaken, “was that you?”
But of course, there’s no reply. The presence is gone and she’s alone again . . . or so it seems.
For now.
TWO
Wednesday, September 5
7:20 a.m.
Tuesday had been a strange, cool, and stormy day. Calla spent most of it lying on her bed, wrapped in an old patchwork quilt handmade from her mother’s childhood dresses, and brooding about all that had happened the night before.
She still doesn’t know what to make of her mother’s emerald bracelet reappearing.
She had tucked it back into the jewelry box, then checked all day to make sure it was really there, just in case she had imagined the whole thing.
Nope. It was definitely there when she fell into bed before eight o’clock, so physically and emotionally exhausted that she drifted right to sleep without even worrying about starting a new school today.
And it was still there this morning, when, for a change, Calla woke up well rested, having finally slept soundly through the night.
Now the air is fragrant with bacon, and she can hear pans clattering in the kitchen as she creaks slowly down the steep stairs. She left the bracelet behind. The clasp is probably still loose, and she doesn’t dare risk losing it again.
Yeah, that, and you’re still too spooked to wear it again.
Dressed in jeans and a long-sleeved black top from the Gap, she’s toting her heavy backpack, bulging with school supplies her grandmother picked up for her. Her iPod is tucked into one of the pockets, just in case she finds herself with some downtime.
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