“What’s wrong?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “I don’t want to… It was Amy.”
I push him back towards the door so I can hear him. “Did she hurt you?”
“No… I… I want to…”
And then he kisses me urgently, pressing me against the door frame so that someone has to push us out of the way to get past. His stubble rubs against my chin but I don’t care, I lean into him, forcing our bodies to become one, ignoring the dozens of people around us. When we break, his breathing is laboured.
“Let’s dance,” he says, pulling me into the crowd.
We’re lost in an instant, away from our friends, anonymous in a sea of people. I face Seth instead of the band. We move as one, with our hips jammed together. The music controls us like a spell. We’re compressed by the crowd and our noses touch. We kiss. Seth’s hands travel over my back, around my waist. I think of that glorious afternoon in his room. I think of now, and how invincible I am, how we’re going to win tonight.
I’m not consciously aware of song changes. Instead, I let my body move to the music. When a slow song comes on, my hips sway with Seth’s body. When a fast and rocky song comes on, and when the lead singer screams into the microphone, I let the crowd around me throw me into Seth, jumping with them, letting the film of sweat build on my forehead. We kiss and it’s salty and our teeth bump together. We break and our palms find each other. Our eyes never stray.
We don’t even notice Neil gesturing to us. We don’t notice when the band announce their last song. Neil has to pull Seth away.
“It’s time,” he shouts. “Igor wants us to go.”
I glance at my watch, it’s almost ten. Where did the time go? Seth swallows thickly; his eyes seem reluctant to leave mine. I reach out and stroke his hair away from his face. A tremor twitches along his jawline. He’s afraid.
*
When we leave The Nag’s Head, we walk in a silent line. Igor leads. Neil and Lemarr follow close behind him. Lacey flickers on and off, third in the row. Seth and I lag behind. I want to give him his present.
My heartbeat quickens. I’ve never liked giving gifts, it makes me nervous. I don’t know what to say when I hand them the present. I never know what to expect from their reaction. It always takes me a while to summon the courage to do it.
I haven’t even said happy birthday to Seth yet. Neil did it as we were leaving the pub. He did it with ease, slapping Seth on the shoulder, like they were old pals. Why can’t I be more like that?
“I have a gift for you,” I say. “It… it’s for your birthday. Um, happy birthday, by the way, I should have said it earlier, sorry.” I can feel myself beginning to mutter. My fingers work the clasp on my bag, taking three attempts to open it. “I’ve not wrapped it. And it’s only a small token, it’s… I mean…” I sigh and hand over the Beethoven bust. “I don’t know why, but it reminded me of you. I thought you could put it on your desk, or whatever. It’s stupid, really—”
“Why did it remind you of me?” Seth asks. I can’t read his expression in the dark. I think he’s confused.
“Well, I figured if Beethoven could compose the ninth symphony when he was deaf, you can survive Amy and get to university. It reminded me of you, because I think you’re brave and a survivor. You’ve gone through so much and that could change someone. It could strip away their goodness. But you’re still good. You’re still compassionate and caring.”
Seth stops in the road and stares down at the bust in his fingers. He lets out a little laugh and then he pulls me into him by the lapels of my jacket and kisses me.
“Happy birthday,” I say as we break.
“Thank you.”
“Hey, love birds,” Neil shouts from further down the road. “Hurry up. We’ve got to get to the moor.”
We run, hand in hand, as though we aren’t about to face a murderous ghost together. I tip my hair back and let the night breeze catch it. Neil has his hands on his hips when we get to him. He’s standing half on the bottom step of a stile, and half on the grass of the moors.
“Igor’s going to have an aneurysm if you don’t hurry up. He’s still chuntering under his breath every two minutes. Only now it’s getting louder, and more sweary.”
“All right, we’re here.” I step up onto the stile and Neil moves away to let me through. Seth follows, his Beethoven bust tucked away inside his coat.
The moor grass squelches under my feet, wet from recent rain. I pull my jacket around myself, lifting the collar to protect my neck from the wind. It’s bleak here. There isn’t any cover from the weather. A chill passes deeper through my skin.
What a place to spend your last moments.
This is it. This is where we face Amy. I can already feel her. She’s coming to us. She’s coming for Seth.
Chapter Twenty
Our torch beams bob along the grass, bouncing with our steps. It’s a cloudy night, and when I look up, searching for the same stars I saw on the Ferris wheel, there are none. It seems like an age ago. I turn to Seth and imagine him lit up by the colourful blinking lights like the first night we met. If we survive tonight, I need to decide whether I want to keep him or let him go. It was only ever supposed to be a holiday fling, but somehow we’ve crossed a line into something more.
“Right then, lad,” Igor turns and says to Seth. “You were there, that night. You know where she was…”
Not even Igor can say it. I suck in the cold night air. It’s too awful to speak of, too disgusting to say. A child, killed for enjoyment. I shudder.
Seth grits his teeth before he speaks. His eyes are dark, as though they sink back into his sockets at the thought of what they saw that night.
“Towards the campsite. I think we need to follow this path.”
Even Lacey is silent as we take a right turn and continue along the moors.
When I flash my torch around the surrounding area, an overwhelming sense of agoraphobia seizes my chest like a sudden fist around my lungs. For an instant I can’t breathe as I stare out at the miles and miles of moorland all around us. If we died right now, no one would know. No one would hear us scream. We would be waiting for the dog walkers in the morning, stiff and still.
“Mary?” Seth puts an arm around my shoulders. “Are you all right?”
I nod, eyes wide and unblinking.
“The moors, they’re so…”
“Vast,” Neil finishes. His torch light catches my eye and I squint.
“Yeah,” I say. “I didn’t realise…”
“Do you want to go back?” Seth asks.
I shouldn’t be this afraid. I’ve faced danger before. I’ve accepted the coming darkness with dignity. Yet there’s a quality about this place that unleashes a primal instinct. I do want to go back, and the itchy feeling in my stomach tells me I’m ashamed that I would abandon Seth to the murderous Amy. As I stand there, with my knees almost buckling beneath me, it’s Lacey’s eyes I seek out in the dark, it’s Lacey I look to for the strength to continue, and the only thing she needs to do is nod to me. Then I know that I can go on. I can face Amy with her.
“No, I’m all right,” I say. “I got a little overwhelmed for a minute.”
“Bloody kids,” Igor mutters under his breath.
We go on. It feels like we go on for miles. I check my watch to see that it’s 10:30, yet I could have sworn it was almost midnight. But that’s what the moors do to you. They stretch out your perceptions, stretch and stretch you until you can’t think straight. They are always in control, even when you think you’re in control.
No one talks. I concentrate on putting one foot in front of the other, following Seth as he leads us to the place where his father killed Amy. It has to be where she will show herself to us. We’re coming to finish this once and for all.
“Stop!” Seth says. “I think we’re close.” He shines his torch around us in a sweeping arc. “I recognise those stones over there, and the bushes.” He leaves the footpath and walks over to the cl
uster of rocks, climbing up and down the undulating mounds of moor-grass.
“Are you sure?” Neil calls out. “It was a long time ago.”
Seth shakes his head. “No, I remember. I remember everything.”
I believe him.
We follow Seth up a steep bank and down into an alcove amongst hillocks. The land is boggy, and water seeps into my shoes. The air is laced with mould and heather tickles my ankles.
“It was here,” Seth says. He paces around the small space, pointing at the ground. “I hid behind those stones over there.” When he turns, he whips around so fast that I start. My muscles clench. “I hid there, and I watched him.” He lifts his head to the sky. “It was different, that night. It was clear and there was a full moon. I remember the way it lit his face. I remember the blood on his hands and on hers. I… I… remember now. He wore latex gloves.”
I hurry to him and take his hand in mine. “It’s all right. You’re safe.”
He shakes his head. “Where did he get the knife from? He must have been carrying it with him all night, waiting. He planned it. On my birthday. The police never found it. They searched the moors, combed them, but never found it. That’s how he got away. He wore gloves and he killed her like it was something to remove from his to-do list. I don’t understand…” He wipes his nose with the back of his hand. “Why?”
“We’ll never be able to understand, because we’re not like him,” says Igor. “You can’t always stop bad folk from committing evil acts, but you can counterbalance it with good. My Shirls was killed, too. I’ve spent nigh on a decade looking for her in the afterlife. I never found her, but I know that she’d be proud of me, tonight. We’re putting that little lass to peace after all them years, and stopping her from killing again. I know, deep down, that little lass doesn’t want to kill over and over. It’s the ghost in her that won’t stop.”
The ghost in her.
I can’t help it. I look at Lacey.
Does she have a ghost in her?
“What if she doesn’t turn up?” Neil says.
“She’ll come,” Igor replies.
Lemarr moves closer to Neil and shifts his torch so they can hold hands. Without any conscious planning, we’ve formed a circle. Lacey is opposite me. When Neil and Lemarr jump back a step, I know she has revealed herself.
“Thought you might want to know where I am,” she says with a shrug.
“What do we do now?” Lemarr asks.
“We wait,” Igor replies.
Each time I check my watch, the minute hand has hardly moved. It has those glow-in-the-dark edges that make it look like there’s a clock face tattooed onto your wrist. Bright and neon. I wore the watch tonight because I thought I might need it. Now I wish I hadn’t, because staring at the time makes everything worse.
The wind picks up and moves my hair from my neck. Every time, I imagine Amy’s hands shifting my hair away so she can attack me like last time, asphyxiating me with her tiny fingers. But each time it is a mere gust of air blustering along the moors. It begins to beat my ears and attempts to throw me forwards. We can no longer talk to each other. If we want to communicate, we have to shout.
For the first time since I arrived in Nettleby, I’m freezing cold. My jacket is too thin, my hands are bare. The chill on the wind seeps in through my thin tights, turning my knees to ice. My teeth chatter. It’s far too cold for a July night, but these are the bleak, bleak moors of the North, and I should have known better.
I rub my hands together and blow on my nails. Nothing works. It seems to be an age before Lacey breaks the silence. She shouts over the gale, “She’s coming, I can feel her.”
And then the wind beats against my jacket, turning it into undulating waves of polyester. Lemarr and Neil look all around them, moving their heads in synchronised jerks, searching for the ghost they came here to find. Igor retrieves his Athamé and stands ready. Seth’s chest heaves up and down, up and down, his eyes like plates. His mouth is parted and twisted in a grimace.
“She’s here!” Lacey shouts again. The wind hardly touches her. She is an image of calm as we battle with hair and coats against the squall.
I steel myself for what is to come. I’d tucked my torch under my arm to warm my hands, but now I hold it aloft, illuminating the centre of our circle, waiting for her to show herself.
“Amy, we’re here to help you,” Lacey shouts. Her eyes are locked on an invisible presence in the middle of us. “We’re here to get you to back to…”
“What is it?” I cry. “What is she doing?”
“She doesn’t want to go,” Lacey replies. “She doesn’t want…”
“Lacey!” I scream.
But Lacey can’t hear me. Her eyes begin to bulge from her skull. For a horrible moment I imagine Amy with her hands around her neck, strangling my best friend. What happens when ghosts attack each other? Where do they go, then? But Lacey isn’t struggling against Amy. She’s in shock because something has happened, something we cannot see or hear.
Lacey turns towards Seth and utters one word. “You. You killed her. She wants you dead.”
“No,” Seth says, backing up. “No, it was my father.”
“What’s happening?” I scream.
“She says it was you.” Lacey’s ghostly form jerks towards Seth.
“She’s lying! She’s lying to you because she wants you to kill me,” Seth pleads. He trips backwards and lands with a thud on the cluster of stones he hid behind all those years ago.
“Seth!” Before I can think I’m running towards him.
Lacey chases me, but I get to him first. “What are you doing? He’s a murderer!”
“No, he isn’t! I believe him, Lace. I trust him. I know him.”
“Because you’ve had sex? Don’t be so stupid and naïve!” She tries to push me away but her hands go through me, chilling me; she’s strong enough to move stones but not a person.
“No, we haven’t! And it’s more than that… I know in my heart…” I hold my hands out, trying to stop her from getting to him.
Her hand connects with my face, and I gasp, shocked that she hit me, shocked that she could hit me. Lacey stands before me, open-mouthed.
“I’m sorry,” she says, stunned. “I didn’t mean to.”
“Yes, you did.” I turn away from her to help Seth up from the rocks. When he’s on his feet, she’s gone.
It’s then that I see Amy in the centre of our broken circle.
She floats. Her head is down, letting the oil-slick of hair cover her face. It moves like snakes around her head, and her mouth is slightly open. The white, virginal dress floats around her like she’s underwater.
Neil and Lemarr are frozen in fear, clutching each other tightly. Even Igor is pale. When he steps forward with the Athamé, he stumbles. The knife slips from his hand.
I’m shaken, but it’s not from Amy. I keep hearing Lacey’s accusation playing over and over in my mind. It can’t be true. It can’t be. I know him.
Igor bends down to retrieve the Athamé as Amy floats towards me. I stand between her and Seth. My palms are slick with sweat and my throat burns with the memory she left for me. She lets out a long hiss that forms one word.
Rise.
Igor leaps back, away from the dagger on the ground, his gaze remaining transfixed on the grass by his feet. He clutches his chest with one hand, and shines the torch with the other. It’s the torch light that picks up the cause of his fear.
All around us, clods of earth are being forced up, and out of the ground come dark, twisted shadows.
My blood runs cold. Neil’s screams rip through the wind. Lemarr runs away and Neil turns to chase him. I seem to be rooted to the spot. I can’t stop staring at them. I can’t stop myself.
It grabs my ankle.
A shadow hand is attached to my leg, pulling me down into the boggy earth.
“No!” Seth snatches hold of my wrist as I’m pulled down. My torch drops to the floor and bounces down the moors. Igor
hurries forward and helps Seth pull me away from the shadow hand.
We scuttle back from them, but when I turn around—breathless, with the wind whipping my hair into my face—the shadows are dragging themselves out of the dirt and heading towards us.
“Run!” Igor shouts above the wind.
I dip down and retrieve the Athamé before running as fast as my legs can take me. Without my torch I have no way of knowing where I’m heading, and no way to find the footpath. Seth runs along next to me. I can barely see him in the dark. Sometimes the shiny black of his jacket fools me into thinking that it is Amy beside me.
“Mary, watch out!” Seth shouts.
But I don’t hear his warning in time. The ground disappears beneath me for one horrifying second. Then I’m tumbling. I’m rolling and rolling, tossed from one mound to the next, dirt finding my ears and nostrils, my mouth, my fingernails. Stones graze and bump my cheeks.
I’m falling… falling… with my eyes tightly closed.
Somewhere I hear my name called.
Somewhere… it seems so far.
And then nothing.
Chapter Twenty-One
I wake up to the sound of wind howling in my ears. The squall continues to engulf the moors and chill me to the bone. I have to spit mud, and when I stand up, a stab of pain runs through my ankle. My face is sore, grazed and bruised from the fall. The Athamé is no longer in my hand. I check my mobile phone, but there is no signal.
“Seth?”
I doubt he can even hear my call over the wind. I squint into the darkness, but it’s impossible to tell how far I fell. There’s a long, sloping hill to the left, but it is too dark to see the crest. Behind me, it is all flatland. There are no lights in the distance. There is nothing.
Unarmed and alone, I drop to my knees, patting the grass for signs of the Athamé. Without it, I can’t defeat Amy. As I scramble through the moor grass, something crawls over my hand and I snap back, screaming. My blood thunders along with the wind in my ears. It was probably a spider, or a mouse. I shouldn’t panic. I shouldn’t…
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