There was no getting away from it, I was absolutely consumed with desire for him. After discarding my own clothing down to my boxer shorts, I moved over to him where he was stood next to the bed. “Shall we?” I asked.
Silently, he nodded and climbed onto the bed. He lay back against the pillows and watched me as I followed him. I lay down next to him and traced my fingers over the bulge in his boxer shorts.
He sucked in a sharp, ragged breath as I trailed my fingertips down his thigh and then he put out his hand and stopped me, “Too ticklish.” He said with a grin.
I smiled back at him, “Really?” I asked, “What would you rather I did?”
He shrugged, “You could suck me if you like.”
Hell, yeah, I could… I nodded and scooted down the bed.
I nosed my way up his leg to his groin and grinned as he let out the sexiest little moan. He flopped his legs wide open for me. Holy shit, gorgeous didn’t even begin to describe him.
“Shall we take these off?” I whispered, pinging his waistband.
He nodded, “Oh, of course.” He slid them down his legs, his cock bouncing free and making my mouth water just to look at it. God he was so utterly beautiful...
He kicked his boxers off and lay in front of me with his legs spread wide open for me, his breathing a little ragged with passion.
“I’m going to suck you until you’re almost there,” I murmured as I lowered my face over him. I inhaled deeply as I got closer to him, totally revelling in his scent that I’d missed so much. I slid my hands up his legs and cupped his balls as I licked up and down his shaft.
He groaned with delight, “And then what are we gonna do?” he panted.
I licked all the way down to his balls and then, being really brave, I continued down to his hole and circled his entrance with the tip of my tongue before I looked back up at him to answer. “I’m not sure, whatever you want – how did that feel?” Did I pass? I had no idea what I was doing…
He was squirming beneath me and panting with desire, “That feels amazing.” He breathed, “Don’t stop.”
I smiled, “Oh, Jay baby,” I murmured, “I’m not gonna stop.” His scent was stronger here but it was still amazing. I couldn’t get enough of him and I really wanted to get inside him, “Do you want me inside you?”
He nodded, “Oh, God yeah – please tell me you’ve got condoms and lube?”
I smiled, “Yeah,” I said, “I totally have.” It had been a little embarrassing going into my local supermarket and choosing what I wanted off the shelves but I did it – because I was in love with Jason and I really wanted to make love to him.
I circled his hole with my tongue again and watched in fascination as he writhed on the bed beneath me. “Oh, God.” He panted, “I need you inside me. Now, Gerard.”
I pulled away and wiped my mouth on the back of my hand. I was dying to get inside him too and I wanted to make it really good for him. I wasn’t gonna last much longer if I carried on licking his hole. Who knew I’d like rimming so much?
“Now, Gerard,” He groaned again, “Please... I want you so much.”
Well, there was no way I was going to argue with that. I grabbed a condom and the tube of lube. I quickly put the condom on and then I got the lid off the lube. Squeezing out a generous amount, I rubbed it between my fingers to warm it up a little, “Oh, baby.” I murmured as I caressed his hole, rubbing lube all around in preparation for me, “You look so ready for me.” His hole was flexing in anticipation and it was absolutely incredible to watch. I couldn’t quite believe that I was going to enter him in a moment. It seemed like so long since we were last together like this. It made me feel a bit like a virgin again…
He murmured something that wasn’t quite coherent, making me smile that I had such an effect on him and that he wanted me so much. I didn’t want to hurt him though, and since it had been a few weeks since we’d last done this, I wasn’t all that sure he’d be able to accommodate me without a little more preparation. I rubbed my finger around his hole and then gently pushed into him up to the knuckle. “Does that feel good?” I asked as I tried my best to find his sweet spot.
“So good.” He murmured into the pillow, “But I really want you inside me.”
I nodded. Me too. I gently pulled my finger back out of him and lined myself up against him. Oh, my God. It felt good just to rub myself against his hole. I didn’t want to hurt him and I was inching in, little by little, but the breathy little moans he was making were so unbearably sexy I was finding it hard not to push all the way in. Not that I should have been worrying about that…
“Push, Gerard.” He panted, “Please, I’m not gonna break just because it’s been a couple of weeks. Give it to me hard, I want to be able to feel you right inside me.” His eyes were closed and his head was thrown back in ecstasy.
I smiled, “Someone’s getting impatient.” I said, even though he’d only said what I’d been thinking, “We’ve got all the time in the world.” And we did. We had all night tonight, tomorrow… “We can make love all night if you want to, we only have to get up for bathroom breaks and to eat...”
I could feel him squirming with need beneath me – what a total turn-on, “Please...” he begged, “Please...”
His begging for me to fuck him was making me harder than ever, “Oh, God, baby,” I groaned, “Don’t beg me for it,” I murmured, “Don’t beg me, baby... I’ll give you anything you want.”
“Please...” he said again, sounding desperate and pushing himself up to meet me, “I really need to feel you... want you so deep inside me. Fuck me hard, Gerard...”
Holy fucking shit. Gina had never been one for talking dirty and it had never occurred to me to try it on her either. I wasn’t even sure I could pull off sounding anything other than totally ridiculous if I did try, but when Jay did it, in his amazing accent, it did things to me. I was absolutely loving listening to him losing control. It was so damned sexy...
“Oh, fuck. That’s it.” He groaned in satisfaction as I finally breached him fully and sank inside his tight heat. “Right there. That’s it.”
Holy shit. Nothing else on this earth could ever felt so good. His tightness was incredible. I thought I might come right there and then and I was a little scared that he’d start to think I was a really shit lay. Focus Gerard!
I pulled out of him and then pushed back in. I was rewarded with a deep groan from Jay who looked completely blissed out, “Do it again.” He said, “Harder.”
Well, that was all the invitation I needed. I pulled out again and slammed myself back into him. “Oh, my God, Jay. You’re so good,” I murmured, breathing hard, “so good. So tight...”
He groaned again and pushed himself up off the bed to meet me. He felt absolutely incredible...
I leaned over and kissed him. He kissed me back enthusiastically. It was messy and dirty and fucking incredible. Teeth clashing, lip biting, tongues duelling. Perfection. Absolute perfection.
“Ride me,” he moaned. “Give it to me hard.”
I groaned. “Oh, my God. You’ve got a dirty mouth,” I pulled his legs up over my shoulders and gripped his hips as I pulled out of him and then slammed back into him.
“Christ!” He yelled at the top of his voice, “Yeah! Like that!”
I nodded, biting my lip as I slammed into him over and over again, grazing his prostate with each thrust.
“Fuck, Jay. I’m gonna come.” I panted, “Oh, God! I’m really gonna come!”
“Come.” He shouted, “Come for me.”
“Unghhh!” I shuddered with the sheer force of my orgasm, and collapsed on top of him, totally unable to hold myself up any longer.
I was pleased to see that Jay had come at the same time and had covered us both with his load. I trailed my fingertips through it on his stomach and licked it off each finger.
He watched me. “Fuck.” He sighed, “You’re sexy.”
I slid myself carefully out of him and rolled to the side. “I didn�
��t hurt you, did I?” I asked. I’d gotten a bit carried away once I’d gotten started…
He gazed at me, his eyes glowing and the most beautiful smile on his face, “No, you didn’t hurt me.” He said, “How about you?”
I knew what he was getting at. He was worrying that I was going to freak out now that I was back home. Concerned that I’d go back to being straight. I nodded, “I’m absolutely fine.” I murmured, “Just gonna go and take care of this – I’ll bring us both something back to clean up with.”
I got back to bed to find him lying on his back, a little smile on his beautiful face and watching me with his amazing bright blue eyes.
“Here,” I said as I climbed on the bed and wiped his stomach clean with a wash-cloth, “is that better?”
He smiled and nodded, “To be honest,” he said, “I could lie here covered in spunk and as long as I was with you, I wouldn’t give a fuck. Hell, I’d lick it off you.”
I nodded, “Me too.” I said, “We’ll do that later.”
Jason bit his lip and looked up at me, “I got tested back in New York,” he said, “I’m totally clean.”
I grinned at him, “Great minds.” I said, “I did too. And I’m totally clean too.”
His smile was blinding, “Get rid of the condoms.” He murmured, “I want you bare from now on.”
Chapter 18 – All night long…
Jason
We’d made love all night long and by morning, I couldn’t deny that I was a little tender – but no more so that Gerard, since we’d experimented quite a lot with each other and had had an amazing time together.
It was time to go to our first interview now, though and both of our agents had been calling and texting for at least the last hour to make sure we were both going to be where we should be for the TV and internet appearances.
But of course, we were ready. We wanted this movie to be as successful as the rest of the crew. It was imperative that we were there. Gerard had booked the taxi the night before.
It pulled up and we both got in. “Where to, mate?”
Gerard gave him the location and we set off. I was immediately a bag of nerves, wondering how the hell I was going to be able to keep a poker face…
“What are we supposed to say?” I hissed, “Everyone’s going to know! Have you seen YouTube? It’s full of clips of the movie trailers already. Everyone’s going on about how cute we are together.” I ripped off a nail with my teeth.
Gerard smiled at me, taking hold of my hand so I couldn’t bite my nails down to the quick and be in pain for the rest of the week. “Well, that’s a good thing isn’t it?” he asked. “If they want there to be a bromance between us – they’ll be totally rooting for us when… if we decide to come clean. For now, I guess we’ll just have to keep them guessing.”
I grinned and then scooted over to him and slipped my arms around him, “I love you, Mr Sinclair.” I said.
He smiled and rubbed his nose against mine. “I love you too, Mr Flaherty. Now relax and enjoy your moment in the spotlight.”
Chapter 19 – Connected…
Gerard
We walked out onto the stage to rapturous applause. The host of the show was someone I’d been interviewed by before and I was perfectly happy to be there. She was a nice woman, asked appropriate questions and didn’t push a point beyond what was comfortable for either the guests on the show or the audience watching. After the handshakes and air kisses, we sat down next to each other on the guest sofa and looked towards her, waiting for the first question.
The show was recorded, but we’d been briefed beforehand with the questions she was going to ask – and had been given the opportunity to advise what we weren’t comfortable talking about.
“So, Gerard and Jason. Tell us about the movie.”
Jason looked at me, “You go first.” He said, “You’re better at this shit than I am.”
The audience laughed, making Jason blush and apologise for his language.
I turned to Sheila, the host of ‘Today’, “Well, it’s about my character, Henry.” I started, “Henry’s a bit of a loner and he’s down by the well one day when he meets Sasha – Jason’s character.”
Jason grinned and my heart fluttered a little. I smiled back at him and then turned back to Sheila, “They have an immediate connection and, I guess they fall for each other pretty much instantly.”
Sheila smiled in that predatory manner of hers that had always reminded me strongly of my ex-girlfriend, Gina. “Ah, yes.” she said, nodding her head, “And the chemistry between the two of you on-screen is just as apparent off-screen. You two seem to have connected really well in your personal lives.”
I shrugged and smiled broadly, remembering just how well we’d connected only an hour or two ago, “We spent a lot of time together filming – and we hit it off. I liked him immediately. Jack, our director thought it would be fun to have us travel together from the airport to the film set – throwing us together for five and half hours to talk to each other and get to know one another – and it really worked. I can’t speak for Jason, but I certainly felt like I’d known him for years by the time we got there.” I turned to Jay who was gazing back at me with that familiar smile on his lips. He nodded.
“Yeah, I felt that way about him, too.” He said softly, making my cock twitch in my trousers, “We’re like… friends, now.”
We were far more than that and suddenly it seemed dishonest to not acknowledge the way I felt about him, “I just love him to bits.” I said with a massive grin, “It wasn’t instant hearts and flowers though – I totally insulted him when we first met.” I let out a chuckle as Jason started to laugh beside me.
“Man!” he said giving me a punch in the shoulder, “You totally did! I’d forgotten about that.”
“It’s obvious that the two of you are great friends,” Sheila beamed at us. This was going to put the popularity of her show up tenfold…
Jason beamed back at me, “We so are.” He said, “Our love for each other is absolutely mutual.” He agreed, “We’ll be in each other’s lives forever.”
Sheila blinked at the overwhelming enthusiasm in Jason’s voice. There was no going back. He’d totally opened the can of worms now…
“Do you ever annoy each other? Any particular habits either of you have that bug the hell out of the other?”
“What?” I asked, “Things like always leaving the toilet seat up or never washing up after lunch?” I asked with a laugh. I shook my head, “No.” I said firmly, “He has no annoying habits.”
Jason leaned forward, rubbing his hands gleefully, “Ooooh,” he said with a massive grin to the audience, “How long have we got?”
I laughed. He was adorable.
Sheila didn’t indulge him, which I was quite happy about – I’d have to ask him later what was so annoying about me… Instead, she turned to me with her last question. We’d been primed beforehand with the various questions – and like I said, we’d been asked what our taboo subjects were but deciding that just gave people ammunition to use against us, we went with, “No, nothing.”
“So, can you tell us what the final scene is really all about?” She turned to me for the question because I was for the main of it, alone in the final scene. He and Sasha make love but then Sasha leaves. A heartbroken Henry is left contemplating everything and standing back at the well just as he is at the beginning.
The way we’d made the movie, left it open for a sequel (since everyone wanted to make as much money as possible on a project and both Jason and I had already agreed to any sequel they wanted to make). It was, therefore, left up to the viewer to decide if Henry jumps down the well, or takes a leap of faith after Sasha and follows him back up to heaven. It definitely had the potential for a sequel, but equally it could be interpreted as the end. Did Henry take his own life to be with the ghost that was Sasha or was he already dead and Sasha was an angel sent to collect his confused soul? The book, for me anyway, definitely had that ending but I lik
ed the way the movie ended – not least because I never had to lie down the well, pretending to be dead – I had enough issues about enclosed spaces as it was. There was no way I was going to be lowered down that well...
“I can’t give too much away about the way the story unfolds in the movie,” I said, hearing the producer in my ear telling me to tread carefully, “But for those of you who have read the book, I think we’ve done a very similar adaptation – and hopefully a good job.”
The crowd applauded and we looked at each other. Jason smiled that special smile and I was once again, floored by his beauty.
“But there’s speculation that Jason’s character is actually dead?”
I willed myself to stop looking at Jason and turned back to Sheila with a small shrug and a secretive smile, “Maybe he is.” I said with a grin, “Or maybe he’s just a figment of Henry’s imagination. Remember that Henry is a recluse. He’s very lonely, very introverted and deeply unhappy with his life. Maybe he just invented him to be less lonely – who knows? I think it’s very cleverly left up to the viewer and their own interpretation…”
Sheila nodded, her face the picture of fake dismay. “Was it hard to get into the mind-set?” she asked, “I mean – you’re both straight guys – and both in relationships with women. How did they both feel about it?”
I smiled and nodded, “My girlfriend was more excited about me kissing Jason than I was, I think.” I chanced a glance towards Jason and winked. He smiled back at me, “I’ve been with her for five years and Jay, there – he’s been with Kelly for a similar length of time – longer actually – they were childhood sweethearts.” I sincerely hoped I sounded as convincing as I wanted to. The crowd were lapping it up and ‘awws’ were echoing all around the theatre.
The fact that Gina and I had mutually parted only a few days ago, after she confessed that she’d met someone else while I was away filming didn’t need mentioning. I didn’t need any more drama than we were already experiencing right now.
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