“You love him, then?” Sophia asked. Liddy insisted love was the only quality that mattered in marriage. While she didn’t wish to see the girl with a monster like Westby, she no longer believed in settling for half measures either.
“I do.” Liddy beamed. “He dotes on me as no one ever has. The more time I spend with him, the more I love his kindness and devotion.”
Beyond the vestry walls, an organ burst into the notes of Mendelssohn’s Wedding March.
“Good grief, it’s time.” Sophia cast her gaze at Cate.
She thrust one bouquet into Sophia’s hands and the other into Clary’s. Before Phee, Juliet, and Liddy filed out, they stopped to peck a kiss on Sophia’s cheek. Each whispered words of encouragement and smiled with the same giddiness bubbling in her chest.
Outside the vestry door, Kit waited, bouncing on his heels. He smiled the moment she walked through and thrust an elbow out for her to clasp.
“Ready?” he whispered.
“I’ve been ready for this moment for a few years.” More than ready. In a few moments, she would be his spinster sister no more.
He led her around the side of the church so that they could proceed down the nave. At the country church’s porch, she tipped her head up and saw Grey.
Her mouth went dry, and then a wave washed over her. Not cold like those waters back at Longcross lake. But warmth, a lightness and joy that made her whole body tingle. This moment was what she’d always wished for. That man was the only one she wanted. Ever.
He seemed to catch her sense of wonder and smiled back.
As Kit led her up the aisle, everything else faded. The organ music, the smiling faces turned her way, even the heady scent of the flowers clutched in her hands.
Only Grey mattered. The world narrowed to him and her. To them, their future, and the child growing inside of her.
His gaze locked on hers as she reached his side. He kept watching her, his mouth tipping in a grin now and then as the clergyman read their vows, and they dutifully repeated solemn promises to each other.
When Grey lifted her veil and bent to kiss her, the parson cleared his throat.
“Long tradition states that the Stanhope earl does not kiss his bride, my lord.”
Grey cast a gaze back at Kit, who served as his groomsman. Her brother shrugged unhelpfully.
From the front pew, Lord Fennston intoned, “It’s tradition, Winship. Every Stanhope earl has followed the same etiquette.”
Grey looked into Sophia’s eyes, caught her cheek against his palm, and smiled. “I’m not the earl yet, and my wife has had her fill of etiquette, I think.” He dipped his head and took her lips. A warm, tender, breath-stealing kiss. Then another. And one more for good measure.
“Besides,” he murmured for Sophia’s ears and anyone close enough to hear, “she knows she’s married a scoundrel.”
Gasps emerged from the pews. One lady squealed in outrage. A gentleman coughed contemptuously.
Grey stood up tall and wrapped Sophia’s arm around his. She stroked her fingers along the muscles flexing under her touch, too filled with joy for words.
Which was an odd sensation, for a writer.
As he led her back down the nave, Grey tipped his mouth her way and whispered, “How soon can we be done with the nuptial festivities? I want you and you alone for all my foreseeable days.”
“That’s very unsociable,” Sophia insisted. “And we’ll have to make room for at least one other.”
“Will we?” Grey’s footsteps slowed as he frowned at her. “Who?”
“That’s a matter I’ll need your help deciding.”
“Is this a riddle?” At the porch of the church, he turned to face her. “I’ll help you with anything, wife. What do we need to decide?”
As the pews began to empty and well-wishers started a procession past them, Sophia stretched onto her tiptoes, clutched Grey’s shoulder, and whispered in his ear. “The name of our child.”
His mouth dropped open at the same moment his gray eyes lit like diamonds catching the light. He glanced down at her belly, then gently laid his palm across her waist. “I love you,” he said, his voice ragged and low. “I love both of you.”
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RULES FOR A ROGUE
Kit Ruthven’s Rules (for Rogues)
#1 Love freely but guard your heart, no matter how tempting the invader.
#2 Embrace temptation, indulge your sensual impulses, and never apologize.
#3 Scorn rules and do as you please. You are a rogue, after all.
Rules never brought anything but misery to Christopher “Kit” Ruthven. After rebelling against his controlling father and leaving the family’s etiquette empire behind, Kit has been breaking every one imaginable for the past four years. He’s enjoyed London’s sensual pleasures, but he’s failed to achieve the success he craves as London’s premier playwright. When his father dies, Kit returns to the countryside and is forced back into the life he never wanted. Worse, he must face Ophelia Marsden, the woman he left behind years before.
After losing her father, Ophelia has learned to rely on herself. To maintain the family home and support her younger sister, she tutors young girls in deportment and decorum. But her pupils would be scandalized if they knew she was also the author of a guidebook encouraging ladies to embrace their independence.
As Kit rediscovers the life, and the woman, he left behind, Ophelia must choose between the practicalities she never truly believed in, or the love she’s never been able to extinguish.
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CHAPTER ONE
“Duty foremost. A true gentleman puts no appetite, ambition, or enterprise above duty.”
—THE RUTHVEN RULES FOR YOUNG MEN
London, September 1894
He always searched for her.
Call it perversity or a reckless brand of tenacity. Heaven knew he’d been accused of both.
Pacing the scuffed wooden floorboards at the edge of the stage, Christopher Ruthven shoved a hand through his black hair and skimmed his dark gaze across each seat in the main theater stalls of Merrick Theater for the woman he needed to forget.
Damn the mad impulse to look for her.
He was a fool to imagine he’d ever find her staring back. The anticipation roiling in his belly should be for the play, not the past.
Finding her would be folly. Considering how they’d parted, the lady would be as likely to lash out as to embrace him with open arms.
But searching for her had become his habit. His ritual.
Other thespians had rituals too. Some refused to eat before a performance. Others feasted like a king. A few repeated incantations, mumbling to themselves when the curtains rose. As the son of a publishing magnate, Kit should have devised his own maxim to repeat, but the time for words was past. He’d written the play, and the first act was about to begin.
Now he only craved a glimpse of Ophelia Marsden.
The four years since he’d last seen her mattered not. Her bright blue eyes, heart-shaped face, and striking red hair had always distinguished her from other women, but Kit knew they were the least of the qualities that set her apart. Clever, stubborn to the core, and overflowing with more spirit than anyone he’d ever known—that’s how he remembered Phee.
But looking for her wasn’t mere folly; it was futile. She wouldn’t come. He, after all, was the man who’d broken her heart.
As stagehands lit the limelights, Kit shaded his eyes from their glare and stepped behind the curtain. The thrumming in his veins was about the play now, the same giddiness he felt before every performance.
Hunching his shoulders, he braced his arms across his chest and listened intently, half his attention on the lines being delivered on stage, half on the pandemonium backstage. He adored the energy of the theater, the frenetic chaos of actors and stagehands rushing about madly behind the curtains to produ
ce rehearsed magic for the audience. Economies at Merrick’s meant he might write a play, perform in it, assist with scene changes from the catwalk, and direct other actors—all in one evening.
Tonight though, beyond writing the words spoken on stage, the production was out of his hands, and that heightened his nerves. Idleness made him brood.
Behind him a husky female voice cried out, and Kit turned to intercept the woman as she rushed forward, filling his arms with soft curves.
“There’s a mouse!” Tess, the playhouse’s leading lady, batted thick lashes and stuck out a vermillion-stained lower lip. “Vile creatures. Every one of them.”
“Tell me where.” Kit gently dislodged the petite blonde from his embrace.
“Scurried underneath, so it did.” She indicated a battered chest of drawers, sometimes used for storage, more often as a set piece.
Kit approached the bulky wooden chest, crouched down, and saw nothing but darkness and dust. Bracing his palms on the floor, he lowered until his chest pressed against wood and he spied the little creature huddling in the farthest corner. The tiny mouse looked far more frightened of him than Tess was of it.
“Can you catch the beast? We can find a cage or give it to the stray cats hanging about the stage doors.”
“Too far out of reach.” He could move the chest, but the mouse would no doubt scurry away. Seemed kinder to allow the animal to find its own way to freedom. Kit knew what it was to be trapped and frightened. To cower in darkness covered in dust. His father hadn’t shut him up in a cage, just a closet now and then, but Kit would be damned if he’d confine any creature.
Tess made an odd sound. Of protest, Kit assumed. But when he cast a glance over his shoulder, her gaze raked hungrily over his legs and backside as he got to his feet.
“The little thing will no doubt find its way out of doors, Tess. Not much food to be had here.”
Tess took his attempt at reassurance as an invitation and launched herself into his arms.
She was an appealing woman, with tousled golden curls, catlike green eyes, and an exceedingly ample—Ah, yes, there they are—bosom that she shifted enticingly against his chest, as if she knew precisely how good her lush body felt against his. Without a hint of shame or restraint, she moved her hands down his arms, slid them under his unbuttoned sack coat, and stroked her fingers up his back.
“Goodness, you’re deliciously tall.”
Kit grinned. He found female praise for his awkward height amusing, since he’d been mercilessly teased for his long frame as a child. In a theater world full of handsome, charming actors, his stature and whatever skill he possessed with the written word were all that set him apart.
“You’re like a tree I long to climb,” she purred. “Feels so right in your arms. Perhaps the gods are telling us that’s where I belong.”
Tess wasn’t merely generously built. From the day she arrived, she’d been generous with her affections too. Half the men at Merrick’s were smitten, but Kit kept to his rule about avoiding intrigues with ladies in the troupe. Since coming to London, he’d never sought more than a short-lived entanglement with any woman. He relished his liberty too much to allow himself more.
“Perhaps the gods are unaware you’re due on stage for the next act,” he teased, making light of her flirtation as he’d done since their introduction.
“Always concerned about your play, aren’t you, lovie?” She slid a hand up his body, snaking a finger between the buttons of his waistcoat. “I know my part. Don’t worry, Kitten.”
The pet name she’d chosen for him grated on his nerves.
“The music’s risen, Tess.” Kit gripped the actress’s hand when she reached toward his waistband. “That’s your cue.”
“I’ll make you proud.” She winked and lifted onto her toes, placing a damp kiss on his cheek. “You’re a difficult man to seduce,” she whispered, “but I do so love a challenge.” After sauntering to the curtain’s edge, she offered him a final come-hither glance before sashaying on stage.
“Already breaking hearts, Kitten? The evening’s only just begun.” Jasper Grey, Merrick Theater’s lead actor and Kit’s closest friend, exited stage left and sidled up beside him. With a few swipes across his head, Grey disheveled his coppery brown hair and loosened the faux silk cravat at his throat. The changes were subtle, but sufficient to signal to the audience that his character would begin a descent into madness and debauchery during the second act. Having explored many of London’s diversions at the man’s side, Kit could attest to Grey’s knack for debauchery, on and off the stage.
“I’m sure you’ll be more than happy to offer solace. Or have you already?” Choosing a new lover each night of the week was more Grey’s style than Kit’s, though both had attracted their share of stage-door admirers and earned their reputations as rogues.
Grey’s smirk gave everything away. “Whatever the nature of my private moments with our lovely leading lady, the minx is determined to offer you her heart.”
“Bollocks to that. I’ve no interest in claiming anyone’s heart.” The very thought chased a chill up Kit’s spine. Marriage. Commitment. Those were for other men. If his parents were any lesson, marriage was a miserable prison, and he had no wish to be shackled.
Kit turned his attention back to the audience.
“Still looking for your phantom lady?” Grey often tweaked Kit about his habit of searching the crowd. Rather than reveal parts of his past he wished to forget, Kit allowed his friend to assume he sought a feminine ideal, not a very specific woman of flesh and freckles and fetching red hair. “What will you do if she finally appears?”
“She won’t.” And if he were less of a fool, he’d stop looking for her.
“Come, man. We’ve packed the house again tonight. This evening we celebrate.” Grey swiped at the perspiration on his brow. “You’ve been downright monkish of late. There must be a woman in London who can turn your head. What about the buxom widow who threw herself at you backstage after last week’s performance?”
“The lady stumbled. I simply caught her fall.”
“Mmm, and quite artfully too. I particularly admired the way her lush backside landed squarely in your lap.”
The curvaceous widow had been all too willing to further their acquaintance, but she’d collided with Kit on opening night. Having written the play and performed in a minor role for an indisposed actor, he’d been too distracted fretting over success to bother with a dalliance.
Of late, something in him had altered. Perhaps he’d had his fill of the city’s amusements. Grey’s appetite never seemed to wane, but shallow seductions no longer brought Kit satisfaction. He worried less about pleasure and more about success. Four years in London and what had he accomplished? Coming to the city had never been about indulging in vice but about making his mark as a playwright. He’d allowed himself to be distracted. Far too impulsive should have been his nickname, for as often as his father had shouted the words at him in his youth.
“How about the angel in the second balcony?” Grey gestured to a gaudily painted box, high in the theater’s eastern wall. “I’ve never been able to resist a woman with titian red hair.”
Kit snapped his gaze to the spot Grey indicated, heartbeat ratcheting until it thundered in his ears. Spotting the woman, he expelled a trapped breath. The lady’s hair shone in appealing russet waves in the gaslight, but she wasn’t Ophelia. Phee’s hair was a rich auburn, and her jaw narrower. At least until it sharpened into an adorably squared chin that punctuated her usual air of stubborn defiance.
“No?” Grey continued his perusal of ladies among the sea of faces. “How about the giggling vision in the third row?”
The strawberry blonde laughed with such raucous abandon her bosom bounced as she turned to speak to her companion. Kit admired her profile a moment, letting his gaze dip lower before glancing at the man beside her.
“That’s Dominic Fleet.” Kit’s pulse jumped at the base of his throat. Opportunity sat jus
t a few feet away.
He’d never met the theater impresario, but he knew the man by reputation. Unlike Merrick’s shabby playhouse, known for its comedies and melodramas, Fleet Theater featured long-running plays by the best dramatists in London. Lit entirely with electric lights, the modern theater seated up to three thousand.
“What’s he doing slumming at Merrick’s?” Grey turned to face Kit. “Did you invite him?”
“Months ago.” Kit had sent a letter of introduction to Fleet, enclosing a portion of a play he’d written but been unable to sell. “He never replied.” Yet here he was, attending the performance of a piece that revealed none of Kit’s true skill as a playwright. Merrick had demanded a bawdy farce. In order to pay his rent, Kit had provided it.
“You bloody traitor.” Grey smiled, his sarcastic tone belying his words. “You wouldn’t dare abandon Merrick and set out for greener fields.”
“Why? Because he compensates us so generously?”
Though they shared a love of theater, Grey and Kit had different cares. Grey possessed family money and worried little about meeting the expenses of a lavish London lifestyle. Kit could never take a penny from his father, even if it was on offer. Any aid from Leopold Ruthven would come with demands and expectations—precisely the sort of control he’d left Hertfordshire to escape.
“You belong here, my friend.” Grey clapped him on the shoulder. “With our band of misfits and miscreants. Orphans from lives better left behind.”
Belonging. The theater had given him that in a way his father’s home never had. Flouting rules, tenacity, making decisions intuitively—every characteristic his father loathed were assets in the theater. Kit had no desire to abandon the life he’d made for himself, just improve upon it.
“We came to London to make something of ourselves. Do you truly believe we’ll find success at Merrick’s?” Kit lifted his elbow and nudged the dingy curtain tucked at the edge of the stage. “Among tattered furnishings?”
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