by Cynthia Dane
His defiled, tarnished, ruined princess had no choice but to grab the leash by her throat, bracing against it as her knees shoved up toward her head and Henry fucked her with the strength of a primal beast. Never before had Monica felt so small and cornered during sex. She realized she truly was Henry’s plaything, a servant to be used and discarded when she became too sullied to be of any more use.
That’s all she was.
That’s all she needed to be.
His forcefulness was what she needed. Maybe not wanted, but needed. He ravaged her, his cock thrusting into her at alarming speed and never missing its mark inside; he pulled the leash every few seconds, snapping her head up and reminding her that she was a beast too; the sounds in his throat were more animalistic than hers, which were shrill, pitiable, and blissfully irrelevant. The more Henry Warren fucked her, the more Monica fell away from reality and entered that torrid world where she only existed to be a slave.
No worries. No debts. No terrible past full of heartbreak and guilt.
Monica squeezed the leash until her hands ached. Eventually she had to close her eyes and concentrate on Henry thrusting into her, one hand tightening around her hip while the other pulled on the leash and held her chest down at the same time. He was using her, his first orgasm allowing him to last a lot longer this time, although his breaths were quickening and his hips shaking in impending climax.
Monica lifted her hips at the right moment. Henry hit her where it counted, and she screamed in pleasure to the point it felt like fate.
Her orgasm turned her into a famished creature who slammed back against him, devouring him until he became the one who couldn’t run away. When his fingers tightened on her breast, Henry let out a sadistic sound that was only matched by the sudden, quick bursts of warmth filling Monica deep inside.
He lingered inside her, although his breath labored in his chest and his body nearly collapsed on top of her. When he did embrace Monica, it was with kisses to her skin that were more loving than passionate.
The collar came away. At first it saddened Monica, for that collar represented more than a good time in the bedroom. It represented an intimacy that she couldn’t have with just anyone. When her Dom took off her collar, it meant she couldn’t escape into his world for another day.
Sometimes those days were so long.
“Monica.” Henry caught his breath and used it to nuzzle her neck with a sigh as warm as the rest of him. “Or should I keep calling you my princess?”
“Call me whatever you want,” she said, wrapping her aching arms around his broad shoulders. He’s so strong. Deceptively so. In his suits he looked like an ordinary man. Not overweight, but for all a woman knew he might be less than attractive beneath those expensive clothes. It wouldn’t have mattered. Feeling his muscles on top of her petite body made her feel like the most protected woman in the world. It helped that he spent more than a minute kissing her, his affections most welcomed as he slowly pulled away from her below. “I don’t mind.”
“Of course you mind.” He slumped to the side, his hips and torso off her but his legs still curled with hers and his arm propped up next to her head. A tender touch came to Monica’s cheek once again. “There is always something that makes you happier to hear than all others.”
“I truly do not care… if it makes you happy to call me, then it makes me happy to hear.”
“Spoken like a true sub.”
“I aim to please.”
Henry laughed, rubbing his eyes and fighting back a yawn. Monica pressed her hand against his chest and hid her smile in the crook of his arm.
“Were you pleased with me?”
“I should be asking you that.”
You’re too nice. She almost meant that. On one hand Monica was relieved to know that her new Dom was a good man at heart – or at least as far as she could tell. On the other, Monica much preferred a man who would keep the act up a bit longer after climax. Oh well. There was always time to work out the kinks of the kinks.
“I’m happier right now than I have been in…” She didn’t want to scare him by saying years. “A long time.”
“What would make you even happier?”
Many things. So many things that she was afraid to tell him. I’m content now, but things can change. Monica was willing to take a risk again, but she was aware that this may be the final time she took a chance on love.
“If you stayed the night, Mr. Warren, I would be the happiest woman you know.”
He pushed against her, stroking her soft skin and kissing the bottom of her ear. “You can call me Henry.”
“Yes, sir.”
Henry smoothed back her hair and tasted the skin on the back of her neck. “Oh,” he said, lifting his head, “maybe we should get you cleaned up first.”
Was it too early in their relationship to tell him that was the wrong thing to say?
Chapter 10
Le Monstre
“Somebody’s in a good mood.”
Monica looked up from her grapefruit and newspaper. Sylvia pulled out an adjacent chair and plucked some fruit out of the nearby basket. She passed on the bread. Trying to watch her figure, I’m sure.
“I have no complaints at the moment. How could you tell?” Monica needed to work on her poker face, apparently.
“You’ve been smiling these past few days. You don’t show it much, but when you do smile, we can tell.”
“We?”
Sylvia stole a piece of the newspaper. “Of course. We’ve all noticed. You’re acting like a teenage girl.” She had yet to touch her banana. “Wouldn’t happen to have anything to do with that man you’ve been inviting over, eh?”
Monica leaned back in her chair and held her newspaper up. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” There was a headline about a plane crash in South America. For some reason, Monica didn’t feel compelled to compare her situation to that of a hundred people dead. “I haven’t been seeing any man.”
“You can’t hide it from us. Chelsea was the one who noticed, because apparently the guy is one of her patron’s friends. And she was right... since that guy was last here, you’ve been like a different person. Subtly, of course.” Yes, because God forbid Monica show grand expressions outside of the bedroom. Or so some would say.
“I still don’t know what you’re talking about.”
She drank coffee, ate her grapefruit, and perused the business news, trying to guess what the clients would be talking about tonight. Stock prices, as always. Some company buying out another. The best brand of brandy. All Monica wanted to think about was her Henry.
He was away on business, supposedly only a phone call away but too busy to talk to her most of the time. Something about Austria or Switzerland. The time difference was too inconvenient for them both. Text messages and emails littered their phones, some of them sweet, and others scorching. “Strip, lie down, and imagine me fucking you,” was one message Monica received the night before. She did as told. I’d rather he be here with me. They had a date in another week, assuming work didn’t come up, but another week was much too far away.
Monica wanted to talk to him. She wanted to hear his voice, that tone that said he was thinking of her fondly and lasciviously. She wanted more than anything else to have him there with her, holding her, kissing her until it was time to take out the collar.
I’m falling in love. It was scary to think. At the same time, it was liberating to free herself from the shackles of her past.
Sylvia didn’t press the issue. After breakfast, they went to their usual routines, Sylvia to going over her appointments for the evening and Monica to checking in on the kitchen and other staff who might need help that night. It was going to be a busy one.
“Mail!” someone in the front hall called as Monica approached the grand staircase. “What do you say, Madam?”
Since she was there, Monica approached the doorman and the maid signing for the mail. There were t
he usual packages, bills, and letters from patrons to girls, but also an unidentified letter for Monica.
The envelope was thin and light. Monica flipped it over, looking for a return address, but all she saw was her name and the Château’s address.
After making sure the rest of the mail was taken care of, Monica stood in the middle of her vast estate and opened the letter she assumed was from Henry.
However, her smile faded within the first few words she read… written in a familiar, elegant handwriting she hadn’t had to see for a good many months.
“I know where you are. I know what you’re doing. I know that man you’re whoring yourself out to.”
That’s all it said. It was enough to shake Monica’s mind where she stood.
“Ma’am?” called the doorman only a few yards away. “Is something the matter?”
Monica rushed to the door, pushing it open before her staff could do it for her. Out on the concrete stairs she found the mailman, still finishing up his paperwork before hopping back on his truck and going to the next estate.
“You!” She approached him, each step more forceful than the last. “Who gave you this letter to deliver?” It shook beneath the man’s nose.
He looked at her as if she had lost her mind. “I have no idea where it originated from, ma’am. You get a lot of letters like that. I know where to deliver it. Now, excuse me.” He closed his tablet and stalked off toward his truck. So much for that help.
Monica wasn’t convinced. She looked around the front lot of the Château, into the trees of the surrounding woods, even into the neighboring valley in between mountains. Still not convinced, she ran back inside, up the stairs, and burst through the balcony doors to see who was in the garden.
Grace, reading a book. Judith, sunbathing in the middle of the labyrinth. The gardener trimming the hedges and trying not to get distracted by half-naked Judith.
It didn’t matter that Monica didn’t see that man anywhere. It didn’t matter that the staff knew to turn him away should he even come within a mile of the Château.
It doesn’t matter, so why am I so…?
The letter shook in her hand. Jackson Lyle’s words had never cut her so deep.
She needed Henry. Now, and for as long as that other man breathed down her neck.
I don’t want to be alone. Monica clasped her hand over her mouth and turned away before anyone in the garden could see her shaken. And yet I never am alone.
Jackson made sure of that.
To be continued in Part 2, CAUGHT.
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