by J. L. Saint
Already the Brazilian police had asked a number of questions this morning. Namely wanting information on any known drug use or if he had a history of criminal activity.
Lauren had sat in Angie’s kitchen in a state of surreal numbness, whispering her answers into the telephone and referring them to Bill’s Brazilian mistress, Milania Carridas. Angie was heaven sent. She’d kept the Godiva flavored coffee flowing and kept Matt and Mitch busy watching their favorite Thomas the Tank Engine videos. Meanwhile, Sasha and Sam sat at her feet each laying a paw on her shoes, clearly sensing her upset and comforting her. They did make her feel better, which was why she’d brought them along with her now.
“You two are the tops.” She glanced at the White Shepherds in her rearview mirror. They’d saved her and the boys last night, and she thanked God they hadn’t been hurt. Wagging their tails, they gave a short bark in response as she pulled into the driveway. She didn’t bother with the garage. She wouldn’t be long. Just enough time to pick up a few things and meet the handyman to board up the French doors.
According to Officer Jenkins there had been no other disturbances in the neighborhood and nothing out of the ordinary had been seen during the drive-by checks on her house last night and this morning. Still, she searched the shadows on the white columned porch and carefully scanned the surrounding gardenia bushes and magnolia trees framing the red brick home. Sasha and Sam sniffed around, acting normal as they dashed around the corner of the house after a squirrel.
She mounted the steps, recalling yesterday’s pony fiasco and the boys’ excitement in finding their presents from Bill on the porch. How could so much have changed in so short a time?
Her lingering gaze on the flowering red begonias framing the stairs brought a FedEx envelope to her attention. It lay on the ground between the flowers and the white wood of the steps. Getting on her knees, she reached through the railing and retrieved the envelope. It was from Bill, mailed from Brazil on the same day he’d sent the boys’ presents.
Her heart thumped and her stomach flipped as she ripped open the packaging and pulled out the sealed letter. But the “My Dear Lauren” scrawled across the envelope killed her twinge of sadness as well as her desire to read the letter. She almost ripped it in half, but in the end folded it and stuck it in her back pocket.
How dare he? After his affairs and abandonment of his family, how dare he write MY DEAR LAUREN? She shoved the key into the lock and flung open the front door. My Dear Lauren indeed.
Moving into the foyer, she glanced up, irritated enough to spit nails then froze. The fifteen-foot entry mirror was cracked as if someone had taken a hammer to it in several places. She quickly looked around, absorbing the total silence of the house and the devastation.
Dear Lord in heaven. Everything as far as she could see had been trashed. Furniture upturned, pictures and cushions slashed, drawers emptied, their contents all over the floor. Nothing appeared unscathed. The door slipped from her numb grasp and fell shut behind her. She backed to it, heart pounding with fear as she listened for any sound.
The deafening silence told her that whoever had done this had left and a dizzying nausea washed over her. This just couldn’t be happening.
Taking several deep breaths, she moved farther into the foyer and saw more of the same from where she stood. The living room, the dining room, and the kitchen. Devastation lay everywhere.
The doorbell rang and her cry of surprise remained stuck in her throat, trapped by choking emotion and shock. Approaching the peephole, she expected that one of her neighbors had come to complain about Sasha and Sam being on the loose. Instead, a rough, imposing stranger stood impatiently on her porch. He had a newspaper tucked under his arm, which likely meant he was another salesperson from the local paper, trying to drum up business.
Quietly she slipped the chain on and cracked the door open. She was in no mood to be polite. “I’m sorry. I’m not interested in anything you might be selling. There is a no solicitation ordinance in this neighborhood, so I suggest you leave before I call the police.”
“Lauren Collins?” The man faced her and arched an amused brow over his sharply intent green gaze.
Rough didn’t even begin to describe the man’s hard edge, or reveal the almost frightening freshness of the reddened scar on his right temple. His physique and square jaw cut a determined line as did his buzzed black hair and stiff bearing. Military, she thought, immediately reminded of her brother’s demeanor. Her breath caught with hope and trepidation that he was a friend of Jason’s with news.
“I’m Lauren,” she whispered.
“I realize this is a difficult time, but I need to speak with you about your deceased husband, Bill Collins. My name is Jack Hunter. I’m stationed at Fort Bragg.” He slipped a business card into the door crack.
Their fingers touched when she took the card and she practically jerked away from the heat that shot up her arm and flushed her face. The man narrowed his gaze at her, intensifying the green of his eyes. His look was almost suspicious.
She blinked and directed her focus to his card. Sergeant First Class meant the man had about twenty years of experience under his belt. Though he wore jeans and a black polo shirt that hugged well-honed muscle and not an official uniform, his boots were the kind a military man preferred. She’d spent a lot of time online looking for just the right tactical boot Jason wanted the Christmas before he went missing. As he put it, “you get comfortable in the field in something and want that same feel even when you’re off duty.”
Clutching Jack Hunter’s card, Lauren inwardly cried that the man was here with more questions about Bill and not with news about her brother.
“What about Bill?” She almost shivered in fear of what she would hear. What could Bill have been involved in that had the military’s attention?
Just then Sasha and Sam came around the corner of the house barking in warning, teeth bared, hackles up. She reached for the chain, ready to rush to the man’s rescue, yet hesitant to remove the barrier between them.
The man held out his hand to Sasha and Sam. He spoke low and friendly but with total authority. Amazed, Lauren watched the dogs sniff his hand and then wag their tails as if he was their new best friend. Apparently that magnetism worked on more than just her X-chromosomes and she had better be extra sure the man was on the up and up.
For a moment there, Jack thought he was about to be dog food and had the rolled up newspaper ready to strike, a trick an old postman showed him. Many dogs were more intimidated by a newspaper than by anything else, because owners often disciplined puppies with one. Thankfully, the White Shepherds decided he was a good guy because he seriously questioned if he was up for the challenge of fighting them both off.
Walking out of Walter Reed had been easy, but the effort to get from DC to Atlanta, get armed, and make it through traffic to the Collins’ house had cost him more than he’d thought. His head pounded and his back and leg ached like hell, telling him he’d been relying on the hospital pain killers more than he should. The beating sun made sweat trickle along his spine and his head swim with dizziness. He hoped his strength would improve, but for now he could use a seat and a cold drink. Something about him and this encounter was really off.
Blame his weakened state or being celibate too damn long, but Lauren Collins’s sex appeal hit him with a knockout punch the moment she cracked open the door. His instant let’s-do-it attraction took him by surprise. Not only because he hadn’t felt that in forever, but also because he was a smart man and long past knee-jerk hormones.
But blunt honesty had him acknowledging he’d have made a move on her if they’d been in an acceptable, social environment and both available. He was that attracted. Her sultry blue eyes, long wavy red-gold hair and lush Angelina Jolie lips fit his fantasies to a T. Even the light sprinkling of golden freckles across her nose was a turn on.
She’s the fresh widow of a terrorist, he reminded himself.
Hmm. There’s a big red flag he should have noticed ri
ght off. She appeared upset but not badly grieving. Surely she’d heard the reports of her husband’s death.
His sixth sense grew more uncomfortable with the situation.
Though no apparent details in Bill Collins’s life remotely connected him to terrorists, al-Qaeda, Hezbollah or any other radical associations or persons bent on jihad, Jack was sure he’d find them if he searched hard enough, which meant he needed Lauren Collins.
He looked pointedly at the chain latching the door, thankful he’d scouted out a nearby neutral location for her to meet him. “Would it be possible to discuss things sitting down? If you’re uncomfortable here, I wouldn’t mind meeting you at the Mad Jamoca Coffee House out on the main road. Oh, and here’s your newspaper.”
She hesitated only a moment then unlatched and opened the door. The dogs ran into the house, and she grasped the rolled paper from him, carefully avoiding contact with his hand. She’d obviously experienced the same zinger he had.
“No, here is fine.” She looked at him oddly. “Sasha and Sam never accept someone that quickly.”
“Dogs find me irresistible.” He lowered his voice to a conspiring whisper, aiming to put her at ease. “It’s an alpha thing.” Which was true, but was totally outrageous for him to claim.
She shook her head, but he could see the corners of her full mouth lift slightly in response to his grin. He found himself wondering just how much sexier her real smile would be and axed the thought quick, wondering what in the hell was wrong with him. She stepped back and motioned him inside. “I’m waiting on a repairman to— Oh God, you made me forget for a moment. My house has been ransacked. I need to call the police.”
“What?” Jack asked, about to enter the house. Suddenly the sixth sense niggling at him mushroomed into a bomb of warning. He whipped around and saw a ski-masked, black clad man running toward them from the shadows of the trees. The man had a Sig Sauer P226 Blackwater Tatical with a kick-ass silencer pointed their way. Jack recognized the weapon because he had the exact same 9mm pistol tucked in the back of his jeans. Only Jack’s silencer was way smaller, which meant this guy had experience and meant business.
Damn. Not a good day when someone else was better equipped and got the drop on you. The wood on the door jamb to Jack’s right splintered before he could move.
“Get down!” Jack reached for his gun and plowed himself into the woman, knocking them back into the house. Bullets ripped across the door and shattered the side glass panels. As he fell with the woman, he wrapped one arm around her and twisted in order to take the brunt of the fall.
Pain wrenched his back as he landed hard. He squeezed two shots at the threat coming their way, aiming much lower than he should have. The bullets would hit the ground, but damn it, this was a neighborhood. He didn’t want bullets going anywhere but into the bastard shooting at them. No collateral damage on his watch.
Before the man could return fire, Jack kicked the door closed; feeling damn glad the house was brick. Their only vulnerability would be the windows and the wood.
A quick glance around revealed a large mahogany hallstand on the right. With an adrenaline-charged push, he rose up and sent the heavy stand tipping over. It slammed against the front door and wedged it shut. The muscle strain left his arms shaking. He slid back to shield the woman with his body as two more bullets hit the door.
Barking loudly, the Shepherds came running around the corner.
“Stop! Lay!” Jack shouted. The dogs obeyed slightly, whining as they dropped close to the floor, but still inched toward them. He prayed they wouldn’t get shot. It was the best he could do to keep them safe.
“Who’s shooting at you?” the woman cried. Semi-squashed beneath him, she sounded seriously confused and panicked. She tried to wiggle away, making him even more aware of her soft curves.
“Me? This is your house.” Jack kept searching for the intruder from every angle he could stretch.
“You’re the one with a gun.” Her tone of voice clearly accused him of bringing this disaster on her.
Was she serious? “That gun happens to be saving your ass at the moment,” he hissed as she shifted and brushed something he shouldn’t even be aware of at the moment. Damn. He craned his neck, searching out the shattered windowpane for signs of the shooter.
“This just can’t be happening.” She pushed up from the floor.
“It is.” He urged her back down. “Keep your head low and move with me to the right. Make sure the dogs stay down too.”
“Sasha, Sam. Stay,” she commanded and the dogs stopped crawling. They were luckily positioned behind an upturned sofa.
She looked completely dazed, pupils dilated with shock, complexion sheet white. If she was involved in any terrorist activity it was obviously not in fieldwork. She was like a lamb in the crossfire, making him wonder how she could have any connection to her AK-47 toting spouse.
He regretted his irritation. She was upset, had a right to be upset. She didn’t know him from Adam, and the shooting hadn’t started until he came onto the scene.
Still, he could be wrong about her. Her shock could be an act to disarm him. So could her accidental contact with his groin. Whatever the truth was, he needed her glued to his side and far from any position to nail him from behind or run away. He slung a leg over her hip, keeping her anchored against him and focused on the threat. Out the side window, he saw the attacker approaching slowly, about two yards from the porch steps.
Locating a brass doorstop against the wall, Jack angled up and threw it. Sunlight glinted off the shiny surface as it sailed across the living room and demolished one of the front window panes some thirty feet away.
Somebody had done a number on her house. The place had been trashed big time. From his observation point low to the ground, Jack saw the attacker outside duck and turn in the direction of the broken window.
Jack had the perfect head shot, but his hand trembled. Bracing with his other hand, he squeezed off two rounds just as the woman shifted. And, hell, her thigh firmly brushed against his groin.
She froze, clearly realizing just how interesting he found her. He wasn’t at attention in that department, but he wasn’t exactly at ease either.
“Damn,” he muttered. The woman was deadly, like kryptonite. Distracted by her and her movement, he’d missed the headshot and hit the target in the shoulder. It wasn’t even the bastard’s gun arm, either. The attacker dropped to the ground, bringing his P226 up and firing on the house, close to where they were. The woman cried out.
Jack responded with a volley of shots out the sidelight then rolled with the woman to a new position, protecting her with his body. They were face to face, chest to chest, and everything else to everything else, right down the line with him on top. She was breathing too rapidly and would likely hyperventilate. He listened intently for the slightest sound from outside, but had to calm her down, or he’d have a bigger problem on his hands.
“Shh. It’s okay.” He met and held her frightened gaze as something potent arched between them. “Lauren.” He fixed her name in his mind. The thunder of her heart beat against his chest and the warmth of her seeped inside of him. “He can’t hurt you. I won’t let him, okay?”
She nodded.
“Try and take slow breaths and be as quiet as possible.”
Lauren nodded again, and he couldn’t stop himself from brushing his thumb along her cheek. If she was as innocent a bystander as she looked, then she was being damn brave.
Nothing but silence came from outside. Had he hit the guy with a lucky bullet?
He could hear the dogs inching closer to where he lay with Lauren and let them. A minute more, and he was going after the shooter. He wanted the dogs at her side then.
Though Jack’s edge wasn’t as sharp as it should be, he hadn’t lost it as completely as he thought either. Adrenalin and experience made up for his injured condition.
Just then a thud on the living room floor sounded. They’d rolled the opposite way after the gun
fire and now he couldn’t see into the room. Had the killer crossed the porch and climbed inside the broken window without Jack hearing? He levied off Lauren and came up with his gun aimed as he ran across the foyer. Thick smoke billowed into the air.
Maybe he’d lost more of his edge than he’d thought.
Chapter Eight
Fayetteville, North Carolina.
Maryam “Mari” Dalton stared at the blurred array of chips stacked on the mini-mart’s shelf and gripped the shopping cart handles for dear life. Raw pain ripped through her as fresh as if someone had just plunged a knife into her breast. Cheetos, crunchy or puffy. Potato chips, BBQ or cheddar, ridged or baked. They all clawed at her heart and brought tears to her eyes. She blinked, sucked in air slowly, determined to hold the growing storm of grief at bay, but then spied the Doritos and the dam burst.
You, a bag of Dorries, and my ’57 Chevy are all I’ll ever want. Neil’s teasing voice echoed through her mind, a bare whisper of his deep, rumbling drawl. His comforting arms would never hold her again. He was gone. The only person to have ever loved her was gone.
She couldn’t do this. Not now. Not yet. Pressing her fist to her mouth to stifle her cry, she rushed for the exit, her head down, the folds of her hijāb covering her head and most of her face thankfully hid her distress. She hadn’t wanted to see anyone she knew, hadn’t wanted to hear the condolences that would only scrape her pain raw again. She hadn’t wanted to go anywhere she and Neil had been together, so she’d driven past the airport in Fayetteville to buy food she didn’t feel like eating but did because of the baby.
She hadn’t counted on the snack aisle. It had been Neil’s favorite section, his domain. He’d plan a get-together with the guys and then go crazy buying the snacks. Doritos were his favorite. Didn’t matter what flavor, from spicy to ranch, he loved them all and ate them with everything. He even put Doritos on his peanut butter and jelly sandwiches…
Allah, please help me—
“Miss! What’s wrong?” the elderly clerk asked as she ran past the only check-out line in the tiny food mart. She could barely meet his watery, blue-eyed gaze, magnified tenfold by his thick eyeglasses. The smattering of gray hair plastered neatly in place on his mostly bald head made her sob harder. Neil’s hairline had recently receded and he’d often ask her if she could love a bowling ball.
