by Robin Wells
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THE WEDDING TREE
THE FRENCH WAR BRIDE
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Wells, Robin (Robin Rouse), author.
Title: The French war bride / Robin Wells.
Description: Berkley trade paperback edition. | New York : Berkley, 2016. |
Series: Wedding tree ; 2
Identifiers: LCCN 2016014824 (print) | LCCN 2016022549 (ebook) | ISBN
9780425282441 (paperback) | ISBN 9780698405288 ()
Subjects: LCSH: War brides—Fiction. | World War, 1939-1945—Fiction. | World
War, 1939-1945—Underground movements—France—Fiction. |
France—History—German occupation, 1940-1945—Fiction. | BISAC: FICTION /
Contemporary Women. | FICTION / Historical. | GSAFD: Love stories. |
Historical fiction.
Classification: LCC PS3623.E4768 F74 2016 (print) | LCC PS3623.E4768 (ebook)
| DDC 813/.6—dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2016014824
PUBLISHING HISTORY
Berkley trade paperback edition / August 2016
Cover photos: Couple © Collaboration JS/ArcAngel; Paris background © Martin Amis/ArcAngel.
Cover design by Sarah Oberrender.
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
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To the people of France and to all the brave allies who fought to free
them—especially my father, Roscoe Rouse, Jr., who served as a U.S. Army Air
Corps B-17 navigator; my father-in-law, Edward Phillips Wells, who
served as U.S. Army doctor near the front in France; and to William
“Wild Bill” Correll, who served as a first scout with the 100th
Infantry division of the U.S. Army in France.
As always, this book is also dedicated to my two wonderful daughters,
Taylor and Arden, and the love of my life, my husband, Ken.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
This novel involved a tremendous amount of research. In the process of writing it, I poured through countless old newspaper stories, magazine articles, history books, and personal accounts. Books that were especially helpful included When Paris Went Dark: The City of Light Under German Occupation 1940–1944 by Ronald C. Rosbottom, Fleeing Hitler: France 1940 by Hanna Diamond, and Americans in Paris: Life and Death Under Nazi Occupation by Charles Glass.
I owe a special debt of gratitude to the National World War II Museum in New Orleans and the American War Bride Experience website: uswarbrides.com.
Heartfelt thanks to William “Wild Bill” Correll of Madison, Mississippi, for his recollection of France during World War II and, most especially, for his service in the cause of freedom. Wild Bill served with the U.S. Army’s 100th Infantry and received the French Legion’s Medal of Honor for bravery. Thank you, Bill, for your sacrifices, your insights, your memories, and your friendship.
CONTENTS
BERKLEY TITLES BY ROBIN WELLS
TITLE PAGE
COPYRIGHT
DEDICATION
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
BOOK ONE CHAPTER 1: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 2: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 3: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 4: KAT
CHAPTER 5: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 6: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 7: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 8: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 9: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 10: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 11: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 12: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 13: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 14: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 15: KAT
CHAPTER 16: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 17: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 18: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 19: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 20: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 21: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 22: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 23: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 24: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 25: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 26: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 27: KAT
CHAPTER 28: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 29: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 30: KAT
CHAPTER 31: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 32: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 33: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 34: KAT
CHAPTER 35: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 36: KAT
CHAPTER 37: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 38: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 39: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 40: KAT
CHAPTER 41: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 42: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 43: KAT
BOOK TWO CHAPTER 44: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 45: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 46: KAT
CHAPTER 47: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 48: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 49: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 50: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 51: KAT
CHAPTER 52: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 53: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 54: KAT
CHAPTER 55: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 56: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 57
CHAPTER 58: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 59: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 60: KAT
CHAPTER 61: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 62: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 63: KAT
CHAPTER 64: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 65: KAT
CHAPTER 66: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 67: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 68: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 69: KAT
CHAPTER 70: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 71: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 72: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 73: KAT
CHAPTER 74: AMÉLIE
CHAPTER 75: KAT
AUTHOR’S NOTE
READERS GUIDE
Book
One
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AMÉLIE
2016
I never knew what he saw in you.”
For a moment, I wonder if I’ve imagined the woman’s voice. Mon Dieu, but the words are familiar—I’ve said them often enough to myself over the last seventy-something years. But when I turn toward the door of my assisted living apartment—I am in the habit of leaving it open, so friends will know when I’m not indisposed�
�sure enough, there she stands: my husband’s scorned fiancée.
She is older, of course—the whole world is, is it not?—and yet, I recognize her. She is still tall, at least compared to me, even though her back is now stooped with age and she walks with the aid of a cane. Her skin is still as pale as milk in a porcelain pitcher, although now it has the crepey texture that is the fate of all les femmes d’un certain âge. She still has cornflower eyes, a petite nose, and a way of holding it high as she looks at me, as if she smells something rancid.
I can’t say that I blame her. If I’d been Jack’s high school sweetheart who had written to him nearly every day while he completed medical school and military service, I, too, would have held a lifelong grudge against the woman he’d jilted me for.
Especially if that woman had been a war bride, and if I’d been wearing his engagement ring, waiting for him to come home and marry me and practice medicine with my father, so that I could live the life of a small-town doctor’s wife, just like my mother. And especially, especially—can you do that in English with that word? Double it, like you can with very or really? I’ve never known—if I were a tall, gorgeous, smooth-haired blonde who must have had men standing ten deep to dance with me, and the war bride was small, dark, and French.
“Kat,” I say, self-conscious of the accent I have tried, but never managed, to lose. “What a surprise.”
“I imagine so. Although not as much of one as you gave me.”
I laugh, then realize she isn’t trying to be amusing. “You’re right, of course.”
She nods, her mouth a tight, disapproving line.
So. This is not to be an easy visit. I grip the arms of my chair and rise slowly to my feet. “Come in, Kat. Come in and have a seat.”
She enters slowly, looking around. I can only imagine how the place looks to her. I moved to the Shady Oaks Assisted Living Center with Jack, when we thought he might recover from his stroke. In trying to make it feel like home, I furnished it with perhaps too many of our belongings. But then, my taste is old-school Parisienne—ornate and layered. I like my surroundings to appeal to all the senses. I watch Kat take in the heavily framed paintings, the large plush sofa, the deeply tufted rose-colored chairs, the fringed drapes. Knickknacks and books and magazines cover practically every surface. It’s the kind of room where one can keep discovering things, little treasures like a crystal paperweight shaped like a rose, or the carving of a ship in the corner, or that sketch of a naked woman that she’s staring at now, the one that Jack said looked like me. She looks shocked. I wonder if she thinks I posed for it. It pleases me to think she might believe so.
Most likely, however, she’s thinking, How on earth did Jack ever live with all this stuff?
“Please—take this chair.” I gesture to the large, cushioned bergère I’ve just vacated, the most comfortable seat in the apartment. “Can I offer you tea? Or a coffee?”
“No.” Ignoring the chair, she settles heavily onto the sofa, the large gold velvet one that used to be in the formal living room at our home.
“So what brings you back to Wedding Tree?” I ask, retaking my seat as gracefully as my arthritic hips allow.
She fingers the double strand of pearls around her neck. “I have a great-granddaughter who recently moved here. She’s with that new computer company in that monstrous building north of town.”
“Oh, yes.” It is a software firm, and the building is all graceful glass curves, with landscaping that always has something in bloom. I think it is lovely. “So you came to visit her?”
“That is my excuse. I actually came to talk to you.” She grips her cane. “I need to know what happened.”
“To Jack?” My chest suddenly feels hot and tight. “He had a stroke two years ago.” I feel the loss, still, like a physical thing—as if I had lost an arm and a leg and half of my key organs.
“I know, I know. I was sorry to hear about it. Deepest condolences, of course. But that isn’t what I meant.” She has the grace to look ill at ease. “I meant about . . . earlier. About what happened between you and Jack in France. I want to know the details.”
I pull my brows together. “Pardon me, but after all these years, surely it cannot matter?”
Kat’s chin rises to an imperious angle. For a moment she looks like a portrait of Louis XVI, where he’s wearing one those tight-necked blouses. “It has always mattered.”
Oh, la! I cross, then uncross my legs. “Sometimes, Kat, it’s best to just let bygones be gones.” I realize I didn’t say the phrase quite right. “Sometimes one needs to . . .” What is the saying in English for passer l’éponge? “To forgive and forget.”
“Oh, I’ve forgiven. At least, I’ve forgiven Jack.”
Et moi?
“I’ve tried to forgive you, as well,” she continues, leaving me unsure if I’d spoken or only thought the question. As my age advances, that happens now and again. “At least as well as is humanly possible, with the little information I have. I forgave Jack right away so I wouldn’t live a bitter life. And I haven’t.” Her chin again tilts up, and her eyes seem to throw down a challenge. “I’ve had a marvelous life.”
“I’m so glad.” I am, actually. I have always carried a burden of guilt about the way my actions affected her. “You married, I heard?”
“Oh, yes. A wonderful, wealthy man who adored me. I have four children, nine grandchildren, eighteen great-grandchildren and two great-great-grandchildren.”
“What riches.”
“Yes.” She brushes an invisible piece of lint from her navy skirt. “I met my husband in Dallas when I left Wedding Tree. I’ve been very blessed. But I have one last item on what my great-grandchildren call my bucket list. You and Jack . . . it’s the one thing in my life I have never understood. And . . .” She pauses. “I don’t have much time left.”
I smile. “At our age, no one does.”
“Yes, but I know exactly how little time I have,” she says. “You see, I had cancer years ago, and it’s . . . well, it’s back, and this time it’s untreatable. I have no more than six months. Probably less.”
My forehead knits. I resist the urge to cross myself. “I’m so, so sorry.”
She waves her hand dismissively. “It gives me a framework. I’m carefully choosing how to spend my time.”
“And you’re choosing to spend some of it with me?” I’m afraid my tone reveals my incredulity. In her shoes, I’m sure I wouldn’t have sought out my company.
Her head bobs in a single, somber nod. “I have not been able to understand how I could have been so wrong about Jack. I grew up knowing him, and . . . well, I thought he was an honorable man.”
I look down at my wedding ring. The band is worn on the palm side of my finger, so thin it hardly holds together. “He was.”
“He went back on his word to me.”
“It really wasn’t his fault.”
“Oh, I know who shoulders most of the blame.” The censor in her tone—well, my skin prickles upward, like the ruff of a wolf. “But, still . . . I was just so certain that Jack . . .”
I can’t catch what she says next. I lean forward and touch my ear. “Pardon?”
She closes her eyes, her face drawn as if in pain. When she speaks, her voice cracks in a way that strikes the heart. “I thought he loved me.”
“Oh, he did!” I say quickly.
“Obviously not enough, or he wouldn’t have succumbed to your . . . charms.”
The pause in her statement would have been funny if it didn’t sting so much. I have always been aware that Kat was a great beauty, whereas I . . . well, no one would ever have described me that way. “I really gave him no choice,” I say.
“Unless you drugged him and tied him down, seduction is no excuse for infidelity.”
I am startled and amused. I fight to hide both reactions. “No?”
�
��No. Seduction is only an attempt, a temptation. True love will resist.”
Her notion of true love—so naive, so ridiculously American!—makes me smile.
“I fail to see anything funny.” Her voice is like needles, prickly and sharp.
“No, no—of course not. It’s just that, Kat—it was wartime, and things were not so black and white.”
She dismisses my remark with a sweep of her hand. “There are no excuses.”
With that mindset, nothing I say will make any difference. “Well, then, why are you here?”
“To hear the truth. My hospice counselor . . . he’s been very helpful. He’s Jewish, of all things.” She leans forward a bit. “You know, Amélie, at your age, you might want to look into consulting one, too.”
I think this is a—how do you say it?—a dig, but I can’t be sure. “I don’t think you can get a hospice counselor if you aren’t ill,” I say softly, wondering if Kat has some form of dementia. So many of us do as we age.
She shrugs. “Ill, old—it’s all the same. Anyway, Jacob suggested that I do whatever I need to do to make peace with the past. And I realized that I needed to come see you and hear the truth.”
The truth. Mon Dieu, what a horrifying concept! My heart gives a hard, pointed-toe kick to my ribs. “What did Jack tell you?” I ask, trying to buy some time.
“Very little. Something about you tricking him, but I dismissed it, of course.”
“You should have believed him,” I say.
Her eyes meet mine directly for the first time since she sat down. “Just how did you trick him? I need to know what happened. Please. I want to hear the full story so I can die in peace.”
“What makes you think it will bring you peace? It’s likely to anger you.”
“Just tell me. Please. It is for the good of my eternal soul.”
Oh, my—how does one refuse such a request? My breath hitches.
“I need to know the exact nature of what you did so that I can forgive you fully,” she says. “Not for your sake—quite frankly, I couldn’t care less about you—but for mine. I understand that God only forgives us as we forgive others.” She sits quietly for a moment. “I need to know what you did.”
