by Shantay
“Okay this is a recording of your father’s will. He came in right before he past and dropped all of this stuff off and he had very special instructions,” Alex said.
“What are they?” Donte asked.
“Well he said for his daughter, Kaylen, to receive this box and to not open it until the end of the hearing but there’s a little box I’m supposed to give you before that,” Alex said handing her a little box.
“Play the recording,” Jared demanded and Alex did so.
“I know it took you guys some time to find each other but the part that matters the most now is that you guys are together. I wasn’t the best man that I could have been and I know I was a terrible father for not being there like how I should have and that resulted in you guys suffering.
Donte, my first born, you have my stubborn ways and I need you to change that before you end up like me. I know you think that it’s okay to roam the streets while you have Mariah but it’s not, please take me for an example. If you are doing what I think you are doing still I need you to change that as soon as possible. Son I love you and I want you to marry that girl because no one loves you like how she loves you.
Jared you remind me the most of myself. I know I have failed you many times but I thank you for still accepting a relationship with me before I die. I want you to stay strong for me but just know that it’s okay to break down sometimes. You have feelings too and it’s okay to be hurt. You don’t always to have to have your guard up. Learn how to slow down and just enjoy the moments you have left on this earth. Continue to take care of my grandchildren. By the time you hear this I hope you and Jasmine had more children. Take care of Jasmine she’s a strong woman. She loves you unconditionally. I won’t be able to rest knowing that you two aren’t right with each other. You two are a force together.
Kaylen I know you’re listening and I am so sorry that I’ve never been a father to you. When I met your mother I was still very much in a relationship with Shariece and couldn’t leave her for the strength of Donte and Jared. I fell in love with your mother. She had this persona about herself that was memorable. We created you out of love and trust me it was never a mistake. When she had you I was trying my hardest to not hurt my family but I did.
Your mom felt like she couldn’t wait for me any longer so she moved on with her life before she went into labor. I wasn’t called on to be there for your birth. I was never able to find you or your mother after that. It wasn’t until years later I found out that your mother past away. When I found out she died apart of me died as well. I searched high and low for you but you were nowhere to be found. Baby girl listen to me if you’re anything like your mom I know you’re a fighter, I hope that you have her soft green eyes, and please make sure to wear her same bright smile wherever you go. Since I never had the chance to tell you I want to tell you now, Kaylen I love you. You’re my child, a big part of me. One day we’ll get to meet and even then it’ll be too soon.
Jared and Donte I know that you two will take care of Kaylen in my absence. Please don’t fail me. I put my trust and faith into you two. She needs guidance in her life and you two are the correct people to give it to her. She needs you and you guys need her as well. I want you guys to have a relationship with each other until you three leave earth.
Jared and Donte since you two were born I left stocks and bonds in your names. It has grown over the years until the day you get to hear this message. Alex has all of the information for you guys. Please invest and do something with your life. The fast life can only last for so long.
Kaylen I left you something special that is worth more than money can buy. Your mother and I were planning for your arrival when we found out she was pregnant with a girl. She and I used to write letters after letters for you to be able to show you when you were of age and now that she’s gone and I’m barely hanging on I’m giving them to you. There are two boxes that Alex has that belong to you. The little box is for you to open right now. It’s a key for you to open your trunk that’s in your next box. I hope that one day you’ll be able to forgive me and pass on these keepsakes to your children because that’s what your mother and I wanted. Open the box when you are in the privacy of your own home. For you baby girl my house is in your name. It’s for you to do what you want with it.
Donte, Jared, and Kaylen take care of each other for me. I will see you guys in your after life. Make me proud. I’m always here watching over you guys. I love you all dearly,” was the last thing Lamont said before the recording went off.
Donte, Jared, and Kaylen were all in tears. Donte and Jared couldn’t hold it back anymore. They were hurting and like Lamont said it was okay to be hurt and to let it show. They were human and had feelings too. Kaylen was heartbroken and didn’t think it would hurt as much as it did. She wanted her parents to hold her in their arms so bad. She wanted for them to love her. She wished that they could have watched her grow up. She just wished that they could have been there.
To Be Continued . . .
Author’s Note
Whew, I struggled to write this book a little bit because I had so many feelings when I wrote this one. The writing was a little intense for me. You probably have a lot of questions about this book and I want you guys to save them all for next week. Next Saturday October 24, 2015 at 8pm EST we’re having a live book discussion/release party on YouTube. On that day everyone please click the link that I will post on all of my social media to tune in. Submit your questions through Instagram, Twitter, or Facebook.
Sincerely,
Shantay xoxo
Table of Contents
Copyright & Disclaimer
Acknowledgements
Dedications
Title
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Author’s Note
