For Evan, the boyfriend I was incredibly lucky to find.
How
to Find a
Boyfriend
Allyson Valentine
Philomel Books
An Imprint of Penguin Group (USA) Inc.
Table of Contents
Dedication
Title Page
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Acknowledgments
One
AS WE SIT AT THE TOP OF THE bleachers waiting for cheer practice to resume, Krista smears sunblock on her arms and I entertain her with a politically incorrect version of the team fight song that I just made up. She covers her mouth to contain a laugh, and nods to the scene below us. Like seals in a nature video, a bunch of cheerleaders are stretched out on the bleacher seats sunning themselves.
“Not everyone would appreciate your sense of humor,” she whispers.
Point well-taken. I look beyond the bleachers to the football field, tucking a white bra strap under the wider purple strap of my cheer jersey. Out on the field, a guy with a handlebar mustache, wearing nothing but shaggy cutoff shorts and a reflective vest, is touching up some of the white lines in preparation for Saturday’s opening game. He promised it would take no more than five minutes, but that was fifteen minutes ago.
“You know, that guy would move a whole lot faster if the bathing beauties didn’t have their shirts tucked up to their boobs,” I say.
As if on cue, the guy stops working to swipe sweat off his forehead, then pauses, twisting the tips of his mustache as he takes in the view.
Over on the far side of the red rubber track that circles the field, the rest of the cheerleaders sit in the shade of the trailer where popcorn and pretzels will be sold during football games. Someone had the foresight to bring nail polish to practice, and now there’s a whole mani-pedi convention going on. I stand, reach my arms over my head and stretch to the left and then the right. Then, facing away from the field, I set my forearms on the metal rail that keeps fans from toppling out of the stadium. It’s warm and feels good against my skin. In the distance, the football players are jogging down Newport Way. When the line repair guy showed up, Coach Avery sent the team off for a run. In their pads and white practice jerseys they look like a trail of bulked-up albino ants on their way to a picnic.
Krista joins me at the railing. “I saw Jake looking at you this morning.”
I can’t help but smile. “Seriously? I didn’t notice.”
Krista bumps me with her hip. “Liar.”
She’s right. I did notice him looking at me. Staring, actually. Jake Londgren, number sixty-six. Junior. According to stories I’ve heard from Krista’s boyfriend, Dex, Jake’s number correlates directly to his intelligence quotient. His popularity quotient, on the other hand, is pure genius. Stud fullback. Hot body. Excellent hair. On the ice cream scale? Jake is Theo’s Coconut Kiss—my favorite.
Jake Londgren. Last year he never would have given me a second glance—if he even noticed me at all.
I’m trying to pick Jake out of the lineup when out of nowhere a butterfly with checkered wings lands on the railing between me and Krista. I pull out my phone and snap a picture for my bug-obsessed little brother, Joshie. Krista offers her outstretched finger as a perch, which the butterfly politely refuses. “It’s really pretty,” she says.
It really is. I’m amazed that not so long ago this beautiful thing was in its larval state—practically a worm. After that, it hung out being kind of invisible for a while. And look at it now! The more I think about it, this butterfly and I have a lot in common.
Stage one: Egg. Okay, I was never an egg in the conventional sense, but close enough.
Stage two: Larva. That was me, totally larval all through elementary and middle school. Picture that kid who raises her hand and goes, “Oooh! Ooooh!” when the teacher asks a question, or who simply blurts out the answer. I wasn’t just a teacher’s pet—I was their teacup Chihuahua. Other kids treated me like a worm, and wormlike existence is lonely.
Stage three: Pupa. Last year we moved two school districts over so Joshie could go to an all-day gifted kindergarten, and I entered my pupal stage as a ninth grader here at Riverbend High School—coincidentally my father’s alma mater. New school, new Nora. I’d figured out there’s a difference between being smart and being a smarty-pants. I kept my answers and test scores to myself. I joined the JV gymnastics team. I found a best friend. Nora Fulbright, brainiac nerd, was mostly invisible, and I never revealed my life as a larva to anyone, not even to Krista. Who’d want to be friends with a former worm?
Stage four: Butterfly. I swapped out my glasses for contacts. Lost the braces. Sprouted some semblance of breasts. Krista joined me at cheer tryouts last spring, and here we are, the only sophomores on Riverbend’s varsity cheer squad. Cheer camp in July was amazing. We’ve been practicing all of August. And when school starts tomorrow and I walk through those big double doors with a bag of cheer gear slung over my shoulder, I will have fully evolved.
Nora Fulbright has wings! Now I just need to learn how to use them.
I absently flap my arms.
“What are you doing?” Krista asks.
“What? Oh. Um, airing out my armpits?”
“Excellent idea.” Krista joins me, waving her arms up and down. A welcome breeze riffles the leaves of the maple trees that line the far edge of the football field, and the butterfly lazily opens, then closes its wings, and finally flies away. It flutters toward the school, heading for the faded remnants of a huge black-and-white chessboard painted ages ago onto the flat roof of the gym. Last year during freshman orientation, where Krista and I first met, our tour guide explained that chess geeks used to skip class and sneak to the roof to play matches with giant chess pieces. I suspect when my dad was a student here, he led the chess-geek charge. I can picture him up there, sliding his bishop into position, kicking over some poor girl’s queen.
“What’s the matter?” asks Krista.
“What?”
“You just made a weird face.”
“It’s nothing.” I jerk my gaze and my thoughts away from the chessboard, away from Dad. I think again about my butterfly metaphor. Last year I thought all cheerleaders were created equal—a rabble of sixteen perfect butterflies. I wanted to be one so badly. But as the summer has worn on, I’ve realized that not all cheerleaders are the same species. The girls doing their nails are like the stiff Cabbage White butterfly pinned to a sheet of foam board in Joshie’s collection—they’re practically moths. Chelsey and her friends, the bathing beauties, they’re Monarchs. Beautiful, striking, impossible to miss in a crowd. As for me and Krista, we have yet to be given our taxonomic identification.
I’ve figured this much out—it’s not enough to just simply have wings. You have to have the right wings.
“Jeez, look at that. She’s still reading her book.” Krista nods toward the blandest butterfly on the squad, a junior named Vanessa. She’s always absorbed in a book, which Chelsey, Queen Monarch, blames for Vanessa’s tendency to routinely botch up routines.
“You need to decide whether you’re a cheerleader or a bookworm,” Chelsey chided this morning when Vanessa missed her cue and stomped when she should have jumped. “A
nd I know it’s only going to get worse when school starts and instead of practicing for cheer, you’ll be busy doing homework for all your smarty-pants AB classes.”
“AP,” Becca, Chelsey’s sidekick, corrected her.
“Whatever!” Chelsey tossed up her hands.
It remains a mystery why Vanessa is even on the squad.
I tug at my ponytail and straighten the bow clipped to the back of my head. Chelsey’s rant has got me thinking. Stressing. Freaking out. I’m signed up for AP biology and AP French. What would Chelsey say about that?
Krista drops the tube of sunscreen into her gear bag and pulls out a packet of Skittles. “Want some?” I nod and she pours us each a handful.
“I’ll swap you my green ones for your orange ones,” I offer, holding out my hand.
“What is it with you and the swapping? Don’t be so picky. They all taste the same.”
“No, they don’t. And it’s good to be picky. That way you get exactly what you want.”
“Or you wind up with nothing.” Lightning fast, she snatches the Skittles from my open hand and tosses them into her own mouth.
“Hey!”
“See? You could wind up with nothing.” Skittles clack against her teeth as she talks. In response to my look of abject disappointment, she finally grins, reaches into the candy bag, and plucks out a single orange Skittle, which she places into my hand like it’s the key to the kingdom.
“Thanks a lot, pal.” I pop the lone Skittle into my mouth.
We point our chins to the sky and soak in some sunshine. Me and Krista, “the Salami Twins,” as Chelsey calls us. I think she means Siamese, not salami, because neither of us resembles anything in the processed meat family. We are practically joined at the hip; however, that’s where the twin analogy stops working. Krista and I look nothing alike except for the fact that we’re both crazy short, we both have shoulder-length hair and we are both genetically predisposed to have excellent eyebrows. But according to the lab-coated lady at the Clinique counter at Nordstrom, Krista is an autumn and I’m a summer—we can’t even wear the same lip gloss. Thankfully, I’m a season that Jake Londgren clearly approves of.
This year, with my new wings, I am on a popularity-quotient-building regimen. In scientific observations of my own older brother, Phil, who is admittedly awesome despite the fact that he never actually evolved beyond the larval stage, I have witnessed what high school is like when one is lacking the popularity gene. For this girl it’s time for a little genetic engineering. This is the year that Nora Fulbright, brainiac nerd, completes her metamorphosis. Having Jake as my first-ever boyfriend could be an excellent catalyst.
Krista faces the field again and leans back against the railing. “I can’t believe there are only three days till the opening game. Are you as nervous as I am?”
Nervous? I run through my mental thesaurus. Panicky. Edgy. Jumpy. Anxious. Nervous will do. “Yeah, definitely.”
Krista groans and starts chewing a cuticle like she hasn’t eaten in a week. I picture myself jumping when everyone else squats. Shouting an extra “O” into “V-I-C-T-O-R-Y.” Falling off the top of the pyramid and sending my burgeoning popularity quotient right into the gutter. We need to get back to work!
Down on the field, the repairman has stopped to guzzle an energy drink. I scramble down the bleachers and nudge Chelsey, who sits up like she’s been stung by a bee.
“The guys will be back soon,” I say. “And you said you wanted to practice something special before they get here.”
Chelsey jumps to her feet. “Oh my gosh! Thanks, Nora.” She rubs sleep from the corners of her eyes and lifts a megaphone to her mouth. It’s purple with gold writing that says “Chelsey” on one side and “Captain” on the other. She waves an arm over her head.
“Hey! Line-maker Man!” she chirps. “Are you almost done?” Chelsey could do voice-overs for a cartoon bluebird.
The guy flashes a wide grin. “Don’t you worry your pretty little head. I’ll be finished up real soon.”
“Pretty little head”? It’s precisely the kind of comment that would cause my mother to march down onto the field and park a quick knee in his groin. Chelsey on the other hand tucks a loose strand of strawberry blond hair behind her ear and giggles.
“It would be really sweet if you could finish up fast. We still have a lot of work to do. You want us to be great at Saturday’s opener, don’t you?” She lowers the megaphone and pushes out her lower lip in an affected pout.
Every day I become more convinced that watching Chelsey in action is like taking an AP Popularity Quotient Enhancement course—build your PQ in just one semester!
“You got it!” Line-maker Man picks up the pace, and within minutes he’s packing up his gear.
Down on the field, all sixteen of us stand in a circle and Chelsey warms us up, calling out movements rapid-fire: “High V! Low V! T-Motion! Punch! Right L! Left L! Right Diagonal! Left Diagonal! K-Motion! Touchdown!” We do pike jumps, straddle jumps, and Chelsey’s favorite, the Herkie jump. It’s her favorite because it’s named after Lawrence Herkimer, the father of cheerleading. If there were a Church of Herkimer, Chelsey would be a nun. A very hot, very popular nun.
Finally, she opens the loose-leaf binder where she keeps copies of all the chants and cheers. She’s made up most of them herself, and they’re good—really good. In fact, everyone credits Chelsey and her cheers for leading the cheer squad to take first place in the county-wide cheer competition last spring. I’m convinced the part of her brain that would otherwise be used to form complex thoughts has instead become a dedicated cheer-writing center.
She snaps open the binder’s metal rings and lifts out the top sheet. “When the guys get back,” she says, “we’re going to do the short version of the Form One dance and end with the pyramid stunt like we did earlier, but we’re not going to mark it up to music like we usually do.”
Chelsey becomes excited in a six-year-old-who-just-got-cotton-candy kind of way. “Instead,” she says, bouncing on her toes, “we’re going to call out this preseason, get-stoked, we-love-you cheer that I wrote!”
Chelsey reads the cheer aloud. Jazmine, a Monarch and a six-foot-tall defector from the girls’ basketball team, pumps a fist into the air. “Let’s do it! The guys will love it.”
Everyone agrees, and Chelsey rushes us into formation because the guys could be back any minute.
We do a couple of runs through the movements with Chelsey clapping and counting off eight beats like usual, then we add the words. We get through it twice before we hear an approaching stampede and the guys file onto the field. They drop onto the grass or benches, dump their helmets and guzzle from water bottles. A staggering cloud of sweaty boy odor drifts our way.
Chelsey nods and we line up behind her, fists on our hips. “Coach Avery?” she calls out. “We have a special cheer to welcome you and the boys back for the best season ever.”
We prance out to the middle of the field and I can practically feel my adrenal glands kick into gear as the limbic region of my brain snaps into primal fight-or-flight mode. This is it—our first performance! I had no idea that performing cheers in front of an audience would be so different from simply practicing them unwatched, and as we begin to move through the cheer, I realize I like it. I love it. I do have wings! Competing at gymnastics meets was nothing compared with this. We shout and sweep through the movements:
Welcome back, boys!
Hope your summer was good
And you’re ready to rock
Like Cutthroats should
’Cause Cutthroats dominate!
Cutthroats rule!
Cutthroats topple every other school
Some fish flounder and some fish sink
Some go belly-up or they just plain stink
Today we’re gonna tell you how fishies thrive—
They beat the other teams
They eat ’em alive
Summertime is over
So get ready for fun
The Trouts are gonna fight until we’re number one
Go, Cutthroats!
Fight, Cutthroats!
Win, CUTTHROATS!
The cheer ends as I drop into a basket of arms. They toss me, and I bound into a front handspring, landing in a split about five feet from the football team, my arms in a high V over my head. I can barely breathe. Thank god for eight years of gymnastics lessons. And that I remembered to shave my pits this morning.
Geoff, the team mascot, who’ll wear the giant Cutthroat trout suit at our games, hoots and pumps a fist into the air. “Go, Cutthroats!” he shouts. The football players, on the other hand, look like they’ve been hit with a freeze ray. Mid-sip of water. Mid-stretch. Mid-crotch scratch. Nobody moves. Then Jake jumps off the bench and makes a sort of great-ape grunt, and the guys go wild. I sense my PQ making a leap of meteoric proportions.
The cheer girls clap and jump up and down. Krista throws her arms around me. “You were terrific!”
“We were all terrific,” I say.
Coach Avery claps, too. “Nice job, girls. Love that tumbling run, Nora! That was a dynamite welcome back—let’s hope we can live up to it.”
He turns to face the players. “All right, fellas. Take ten, then we’ll do some pursuit drills and run some gorillas before we finish up.”
Chelsey motions for us to huddle. “Boyfriend break. Then we’ll do one more run-through of Saturday’s set list and call it a day.” She looks at me with a broad, perfect smile. “Excellent tumbling run, Nora! You rock!”
Krista nudges my foot with hers. Wow. I rock! We clap and break the huddle. Most of the girls bound over to the football players, where Chelsey is instantly swarmed by eager guys. Swarmed! And she already has a boyfriend! Vanessa drifts over to the bleachers and picks up her book. The combination of cheering, stunting and tumbling has left me parched.
I tap Krista’s shoulder. “I think I left my water bottle up in the bleachers.”
She hooks her arm through mine. “Let’s go.”
We reach the top of the bleachers and I drain my water bottle.
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