Carl Weber’s Kingpins:
Philadelphia
Brittani Williams
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Prologue - Fuckin’ Get It Over Wit’
Chapter One - I Want You Dead
Chapter Two - Son of a Savior . . . or Not
Chapter Three - Motherless
Chapter Four - Life’s a Bitch
Chapter Five - The Aftermath
Chapter Six - Trouble
Chapter Seven - Shit Changed
Chapter Eight - Watch the Throne
Chapter Nine - Better Be Good
Chapter Ten - Did You See Her?
Chapter Eleven - Started from the Bottom
Chapter Twelve - And So We Meet Again
Chapter Thirteen - Charge It to the Game
Chapter Fourteen - Virginity
Chapter Fifteen - Anniversary
Chapter Sixteen - Another Round
Chapter Seventeen - Parking Lot Pimpin’
Chapter Eighteen - Clubbing
Chapter Nineteen - Ruthless
Chapter Twenty - Sexual Healing
Chapter Twenty-one - Ready
Chapter Twenty-two - Salt in the Game
Chapter Twenty-three - Friend or Foe
Chapter Twenty-four - Stack of Dough
Chapter Twenty-five - The Title
Chapter Twenty-six - Late Nights, Early Mornings
Chapter Twenty-seven - Traumatized
Chapter Twenty-eight - Secrets and Lies
Chapter Twenty-nine - Working Girl
Chapter Thirty - The Unthinkable
Chapter Thirty-one - The Whole Truth and Nothing But
Chapter Thirty-two - Murder in the First Degree
Chapter Thirty-three - Payday
Chapter Thirty-four - Total Devastation - Flashback
Chapter Thirty-five - Bulletproof
Copyright Page
Prologue
Fuckin’ Get It Over Wit’
Friday, January 4, 2013, 6:55 p.m.
SCI Rockview, Execution Complex
Bellefonte, Pennsylvania
“I am one of the most hated criminals in four states. I have committed countless acts of violence, which have caused pain to so many. It was never my intention to harm any innocents. It was only my intention to survive the life that was handed to me. While I do not apologize for the things that I had to do, I do apologize for anyone who was caught in the line of fire because of whom they were associated with. I have a date with destiny, and I’m ready to get the party started. For all of those close to me, including the one woman I loved with all of my heart, this isn’t the last of me, and I will see you all on the other side.”
I never thought that I would be forced to sit and watch someone I loved be murdered right in front of me. But then again, I was never supposed to fall in love to begin with. Thinking back, I couldn’t think of a time when my heart and mind were so divided. One part of me was saying, Kill the bastard, while the other part was saying, Please save him. At exactly 7:00 p.m., five minutes from that moment, the man I vowed to be with for better or for worse would be pronounced dead by way of lethal injection. I sat there stone-faced, trying to hold back the tears that were forcefully making their way to the tips of my tear ducts. I was trained not to let my emotions show, because it could become my downfall. I knew from past experience that there wasn’t anything I could do to stop the inevitable and, honestly, I didn’t have the urge to try.
As the minutes on the clock counted down, I looked at all of the onlookers, some relatives of those who were victims of his actions, and I felt their pain. I could see it as if it were yesterday, my brother’s lifeless body lying in a pool of blood outside of our home and the piercing sound of my mother’s screams. One could never truly fathom the pain caused by having a loved one violently ripped from their life. Until you’ve experienced it firsthand you will never know how it feels. Immediately you question God, and then you’re filled with anger and want nothing more but to embark on a trail of revenge. Most people don’t have the strength it takes to inflict the same bodily harm as criminals; however, I was cut from a different cloth. This act of revenge was meant to be just the retribution I needed to avenge the death of my brother. Unfortunately, my heart got in the way and was going to be shattered into a million pieces at the same time life left his body.
Most people wondered how I could actually fall in love with a man I hated with every fiber of my being. The truth was, I couldn’t truthfully answer that question. There was a part of me that wanted to understand his reasoning. I wanted to know why he did the things that he’d done. Either way, no one would understand the method to the madness that I simply called my life. I was prepared to close this chapter. I was finally going to be able to achieve the justice my family deserved. As a few of the witnesses chanted under their breath, I closed my eyes, playing back the last few years of my life, trying to figure out where things had gone wrong. I’d fought with myself time and time again, with the result always leaving me right where I was sitting.
Just as the time neared two of seven, one of the three telephones on the wall of the anteroom began to ring and a bright red light started to flash over it. The room went silent. You could almost hear a pin drop. The warden walked over to the phone and answered it. The tension in the room immediately grew extremely thick. Everyone began to whisper and look around the room trying to figure out what the holdup was. The warden was doing more listening than he was talking. After the brief conversation, he hung up the phone and looked over to one of the officers near the door. Without any explanation, the curtain was closed and we were told to exit the room. I was in a state of shock. I walked over to an officer to see if he could give me any information about what was happening.
“Hey, what’s going on?” I asked as the room emptied.
“The governor has granted a stay of execution,” he replied.
My mouth gaped wide open. He could see the confusion written across my face. I knew he’d acquired one of the top lawyers in the city, but I’d never imagined he’d be able to compile enough evidence to stop the execution. Two of the attendees, who I recognized as his associates, filed out of the room, both giving me the evil eye.
Chapter One
I Want You Dead
Desire
There are two types of people in the world: those who run shit and those who get run over. I had experienced many different traumatic events in my lifetime. Most of them were enough to take a person out. If you were weak, you probably wouldn’t be able to make it. I have a story to tell, a story about life, death, love, and hate mixed with everything in between. My truth is my truth: either love me or leave me alone. A person isn’t born cold-hearted; they are made that way. They are turned when other people force them to be. I was once a girl with goals. I was going somewhere in life until things derailed. Truth was, I should’ve seen it coming. I should’ve been more prepared for the bumps in the road.
I wasn’t always afraid of guns. The more I think about it, the actual instrument wasn’t the source of my fear. I was afraid of the people with the guns more than the guns themselves. I was ten years old the first time I was shot, and to this day I still have nightmares. May 25, 2003 was the day my life changed forever. It was the day that my brother was murdered and I nearly died. At ten years old, all I cared about was Barbie dolls and Baby Alive. I hated boys almost as much as I hated my mother. In my eyes, neither of them meant me any good.
The day had started off the same as any other day. My sister Lala got breakfast ready and my oldest brother Tyrese drove me to school. My mot
her was always running the streets getting high or somewhere spread eagle, so Tyrese was the primary caretaker for my brother Ali, who was eleven, Lala, who was seventeen, and me. During school I had a weird feeling in my gut. I didn’t know what it was or what it meant, but it was something that made me uncomfortable. So much so that I couldn’t even eat my lunch. I went through the day, and Tyrese was waiting for me in the same spot at the corner where he always did. I ran over to him, holding my bowling trip permission slip with a huge smile on my face.
“Hey, baby girl,” he said, hugging me. “How was school today?”
“Good. We have a trip next week. Mom needs to sign this,” I said, excited. I loved school trips because they always gave me an escape from the harsh realities that I lived with daily. Most times, Tyrese forged her signature because she was missing in action.
“I’ll sign it for you later. Let’s get going, because I have some things to do before dinner,” he said, pointing in the direction of his car.
My brother drove a brand new Mercedes at just nineteen. I speculated that his money came from drug dealing, but he’d never admit it to me. I assumed that he thought that was the only way to protect me. It didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out how a teenager without a job could keep our bills paid, food on the table, and name-brand clothing on our backs. I hopped in the passenger seat and immediately turned on the radio.
“What I tell you about that?” He playfully popped me on the back of my hand.
“Please, this is the only time I get to hear Power 99,” I said with a sad puppy dog face.
“I know, I know. I’m just joking. Anything to make my baby girl happy.” He smiled. “Go ahead and turn it up. Might as well blast it if you really want to hear it!”
I turned the volume up as loud as I could. “Crazy in Love” by Beyoncé was playing. I’d fallen in love with the song as soon as I heard it. I began to sing the words while doing the best seated rendition of her dance moves. Tyrese sat in the driver’s seat almost in tears, laughing at me.
I continued to sing as he pulled out of the parking spot and headed toward our house, which was only about ten blocks away. About five blocks into the drive, I noticed a change in his mood. I turned the radio down.
“What’s wrong?” I asked with concern.
He was looking into the rearview mirror and fumbling for his cell phone. “Nothing, baby girl. Turn the music back up,” he said in a serious tone.
“Something is wrong. Ty, is someone following us?” I asked, turning around in my seat.
“I said nothing is wrong. Now turn the goddamn radio back up,” he yelled.
I jumped out of fear. I hated when he yelled. He’d never resorted to hitting me, but I was always afraid that he would. When he was angry, you’d better damn well listen or get the hell out of his way. My hand shook uncontrollably as I turned the volume of the radio back up. I kept my eye on Tyrese as he dialed a number on his Motorola keypad.
“These niggas are on me,” he yelled into the receiver. “I’m almost to the crib. Meet me there,” he said before putting the phone down and retrieving his gun from his waist.
Tears immediately began to well up in my eyes. I’d never seen a gun up close and personal. Tyrese looked over at me then back into the mirror without saying a word. Normally when I cried, he’d go out of his way to console me. At that moment, my tears didn’t seem to evoke any emotion from him. It was almost as if his soul had already left his body.
He sped down through the streets and onto our block before turning into the driveway. He slammed on the brakes and cocked his gun before opening the door and getting out. A black Cadillac had stopped behind us, and within seconds I heard gunshots. I tried to duck down in my chair, but the seat belt had a tight grip around my torso. Tyrese was still standing, shooting in the direction of the black car. I was screaming as glass shattered and bullets flew past me. I could hear the children on the block screaming and scattering.
I finally got the seat belt loose, and just as I opened the door, I heard Tyrese yell in agony. I turned, and he was leaned up against the open driver’s side door with blood pouring from multiple gunshot wounds. I climbed over the seat and out on top of him. Trying to shield him, I was struck with a burning pain before my body went numb. I stared my brother in the eye as he gasped for air. The screeching of tires was heard a second later, followed by my mother’s screams.
“No, not my baby,” she screamed.
She pulled me off of Tyrese and laid me on the ground. The neighbors ran over, all frantic. My mom was cradling Tyrese in her arms as I lay still, with my sister holding her hand over the exit wound in my chest. I couldn’t say that I was surprised by my mother’s reaction, since I knew for a long time she didn’t give a shit about me. Even though I didn’t expect her to care, I wished that she had. I wished that she’d cared enough about me not to lay me to the side like a piece of garbage. I know that a situation like this would be tough for any mother, but it was clear which child was important to her. I couldn’t feel anything, and everything was becoming a blur.
“Come on, baby, keep your eyes open!” she screamed, shaking Tyrese’s head. She was racked with sobs as he was slowly dying in her arms.
Soon I began to feel pain again, and I screamed so loudly the entire group, which had gathered around us, got completely quiet. My mother still stayed holding his limp body while I lay in agony with my sister’s hands pressed against my chest. Not once did my mother look to see if I was okay. After a few more seconds, everything went black.
The next thing that I remember was waking up a week and one day later. The first person I saw was my sister Lala.
“Hey, baby girl. How are you feeling?” she asked, getting up from the chair and walking over to the side of the bed. My throat was sore and my chest hurt like hell.
“Where’s Ty? Is he okay?” I asked. I didn’t care about my injuries. I just wanted to know that he was still alive.
She immediately began to cry and grabbed a hold of my hand.
“No,” I screamed through the piercing pain in my throat.
“I’m sorry, D, but he didn’t make it. We buried him yesterday.”
I began to scream while trying to pull the leads from the heart monitor off of my chest. I wanted to get out of there. At that moment, the closest thing to me was gone. He’d always been more like a father to me than a brother. I ripped the IV out of my arm and blood squirted all over the white bed sheets. Lala tried to calm me as two nurses ran into the room. I was fighting them with everything I had, even causing one of their noses to bleed. I needed to see him. I couldn’t wrap my mind around the idea of him being dead. Soon the room was filled with hospital staff trying to calm me down. Eventually I was held down by three staff members and given a needle in my shoulder that immediately made me sleepy.
When I woke up my hands and feet were tied to the bed. Lala was standing over at the window looking outside. I began to tug at the restraints hoping I could get free. She came over to the bed when she realized that I was awake.
“D, you have to calm down. You don’t want them to take you away. I need you to pull yourself together. Ty wouldn’t want you to fall apart. He loved you too much,” she said, placing her hands on both sides of my cheeks and looking me in the eye.
“I’d rather die with him. I can’t live without him, Lala, I just can’t.” Tears were rolling down my cheeks and onto her hands.
“You don’t have a choice. We don’t have a choice. We have to be strong and make him proud.”
“I didn’t get a chance to say bye. I tried to save him. I took a bullet in the back for him,” I cried.
My body was aching and not from the injury. My heart hurt. My soul was bleeding. The bullet that I thought I stopped went through me and into his heart, killing him. I began to blame myself, thinking if I’d stayed put maybe he would’ve survived. So many thoughts ran through my mind, and depression was inevitable. To make matters even worse, my mother never visited me. Lala
claimed she was too distraught, but somehow, I believed that she blamed me just as much as I blamed myself. Tyrese was the glue that held us all together, and without him things would never be the same.
I was discharged two days later and ended up at my grandmother’s house where I remained until I finished school. My mother couldn’t look at me without thinking of him. She’d lost the house and car, and her drug addiction grew worse by the day. Thankfully, my grandmother was there to push me along each time I thought about quitting. There wasn’t anyone who loved him more than I did, and I believed that she mourned the loss of the things that he provided more than the loss of her child. That day, she lost two children, because I never called her mother again.
I carried around a photo of Tyrese everywhere I went. In the photo he had his arms wrapped around me, and I had the biggest smile on my face. Everything that I did was for him, and I vowed to get revenge on anyone who had something to do with his death. I didn’t care who I had to harm in the process. I wanted them all to pay, and death was more fulfilling than any prison stint.
Chapter Two
Son of a Savior . . . or Not
Dontay
Summer, 1988
You know the saying, “You eat shit, you order shit”? Well, that’s one of the realest quotes ever spoken. I didn’t know who originated the line, but it was one that I’d spit on countless occasions. Where I was from, you only acquired shit you worked to get. Whether it’s standing on the corner, working in the trap, robbing niggas, whatever your specialty, you put in many hours of hard-ass labor. The way I interpreted the quote: if you work hard, you get results. If you’re a lazy muthafucker who thinks shit should be handed to you on a platter, then keep your ass in the projects. One thing about me was I was a realist and ain’t no beating around the bush over here. I never gave a fuck what anyone thought about me. Growing up I was forced to be a man much sooner than I should’ve been. I was my mother’s only child, but my father, he had multiple children by multiple women. Hell, I didn’t even know all of them. For all I knew, I could’ve been fucking my own sister thanks to him. Clearly, I wasn’t the son of a preacher man, but I was damn sure the son of a savior. That may sound strange, but the way my mother told it, he took her from a life of poverty and showered her with nothing but the best. By the time I was five, they were no longer together, but my father made sure we always had and never wanted for anything. That was, until he got married. I was ten years old when I realized shit had changed.
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