by Jo Beverley
“Oh, now I know you are teasing.” Meredith laughed uncertainly but took a few steps away from him.
She cautiously eyed the man who had always treated her with an affectionate but casual regard, never displaying any evidence he was attracted to her. In fact, although they had once been close, they had drifted apart over the last several years. Jacob had developed into a stocky, strongly built man with blunt features and thick, dark brows. Meredith secretly thought his character had grown coarse as well, which made her feel guilty and disloyal.
She retreated a few more steps, her mind seized with the unwelcome possibility that he might be flirting with her.
Jacob rolled his eyes and chuckled. “Lord, Cousin, you look like a dunce standing there, staring off into nothing. Been out in the sun too long?”
Meredith shook her head and smiled. That sounded more like the Jacob she knew. “No, no, I’m fine. I’m just surprised to see you. I thought that with Uncle Isaac away from the mill, you would not be able to visit Swallow Hill this spring.”
“Oh, things are quite in hand in Bristol! No need to worry about that. Wouldn’t think of missing time with the family.”
His manner was hearty, but he refused to meet her eyes. She had a strong suspicion he was being evasive. Normally, Isaac Burnley was adamant that either he or his son be present at the wool factory throughout the year. Meredith had been dismayed when her uncle and his wife had moved some months ago to Swallow Hill, but it seemed even more unsettling now that Jacob had suddenly appeared.
As she strove to identify exactly what bothered her about the situation, a piercing voice rang out from the upper gallery.
“Jacob! My darling boy, here you are at last.”
Aunt Nora’s high-pitched, nasal tone had its usual grating effect on Meredith’s nerves. Jacob also winced.
“Yes, I’m here, Mama. There’s no need to screech so loudly,” her son responded irritably.
“I’m just so happy to see you!” She hurried down the wide oak staircase. “Meredith, is it not lovely to have the whole family together again?”
“Yes, lovely, Aunt Nora.”
Even at her most charitable, Meredith still could not think of the thin, pinched-faced woman standing before her as part of the family. Her uncle’s wife had never shown her or Annabel the least bit of affection.
“Meredith, have you greeted your cousin properly? Does he not look handsome in his driving rig? I vow, Jacob, it is no wonder you are quite the most popular bachelor in Bristol. I’m sure all the young ladies must be devastated by your absence. Don’t you agree, Niece?”
Meredith struggled to keep the amusement from her voice. “Yes, Aunt Nora.” She glanced at her cousin, knowing he would be annoyed by the inane flattery.
“Don’t be such a fool, Mama.” Jacob glared at his mother.
Aunt Nora’s thick brows snapped together. She sucked in an angry breath as she prepared to embark on what would, no doubt, be a tiresome lecture on her son’s manners.
Meredith hated these scenes between mother and son, so she quickly intervened. “Pardon me, Aunt Nora, but I must see Annabel before I change for dinner. I know you will not want me to be late, especially with Jacob now here to stay.”
Aunt Nora’s jaw locked for a moment, but then she tried to compose her crabbed features into a pleasant expression. She failed miserably.
“Of course, my dear,” she said, displaying her yellowed teeth in what passed for her as a smile. “If I may, Meredith, I’d like to stop in for a chat before dinner. It will only take a moment, but I have something most particular I wish to discuss.”
Meredith couldn’t imagine what that might be but simply nodded her head and escaped up the polished oak stairs to the open gallery that led to her sister’s bedroom. When she reached the top, she glanced back down to the foot of the staircase. She almost tripped over her feet, stunned by what she saw there.
Aunt Nora appeared to be studying her, her narrow features twisted into a bitter expression of anger and contempt. But Jacob’s face gave Meredith an even greater shock, for he looked at her with a ravenous and strangely desperate gaze, as if he would devour her whole.
“He wants to do what?”
Meredith’s jaw dropped open, the impact of her aunt’s words reverberating through her. Her hands froze in the process of removing her walking dress, as she briefly lost all sensation in her body.
“Don’t be a ninny! You heard what I said. Jacob intends to ask for your hand in marriage this very evening. I certainly hope you have the good sense to accept his proposal. You have been on the shelf for so long, it’s a miracle he would choose to marry you at all. Certainly no one else wants to.”
Meredith ignored the insult, dazed by the notion of marrying her cousin. She hoped for a wild moment her aunt was making a jest at her expense, but the other woman seemed to be unnervingly serious.
“Forgive me, Aunt Nora, but why should my lack of offers require me to marry my cousin?”
“Meredith, your father died three years ago. Until your uncle and I came here to stay, you had only that old governess to lend you the appearance of propriety. It’s simply unreasonable to expect us to give up our life in Bristol just to play chaperone to you and your sister.”
Meredith almost exclaimed that she had never asked them to give up anything, but she bit her tongue before the hasty words could escape. Aunt Nora would only berate her for her lack of gratitude.
“Your uncle and I have given up much to be at Swallow Hill,” her aunt continued. “It would relieve us greatly if you would accept Jacob’s offer. You must do something, Niece. You cannot continue in this fashion any longer.”
“What fashion?” asked Meredith, completely bewildered by the strange conversation.
Aunt Nora stood in front of a chest of drawers, her restless fingers fidgeting with the various toiletry items and jewelry boxes laid out on top. She spun around, her voice rising to a shrill pitch.
“Two unmarried girls living together, with no wedding in sight for either of them.” She cast a contemptuous gaze over Meredith, lips curling into a sneer. “When was the last time anyone even looked at you with interest? You should be grateful such a fine young man as Jacob would consider taking you as his wife.”
Her aunt’s vulgarity shocked her, but Meredith knew the unfeeling words held an element of truth. She had been pursued by a fair number of admirers when she was younger, but nothing had ever come of it. Unfortunately, her reserved manner seemed to intimidate potential suitors. Meredith didn’t mean to offend people, but she was impatient, and sometimes the idiocies of courtship were just beyond her.
“You know how much I care for Jacob, but I have never looked at him as anything other than a dear friend and relation,” she finally blurted out. “Jacob has a very”—Meredith frantically searched her mind for the words to refuse him in a way that would not offend her aunt—“robust personality, while I have—”
“Be quiet!” her aunt snapped. “You must get ready for dinner. Your uncle does not like to be kept waiting. Take off that dress, and I will help you to change.”
Meredith let the gown slide to the floor and turned to face the mirror of her dressing table as her aunt came up behind her to retie the laces of her stays.
“There is another matter your uncle wishes to discuss with you,” Aunt Nora said, tugging the laces as tightly as she could across Meredith’s back. “It’s obvious that Annabel’s condition is deteriorating. We have discussed the matter with Dr. Leeds, who agrees her recovery while living here at Swallow Hill is most unlikely. He advises that Annabel be placed in a private asylum, where she can be properly attended.”
Meredith gaped at her aunt’s sallow face reflected in the mirror. “What in heaven’s name are you talking about?” she managed to ask.
Aunt Nora gave another vicious tug on the stays. “Your uncle and I will be returning to Bristol very soon. Annabel can no longer stay here with you. She must go to a private asylum where she will
receive proper care, or…”
A cunning look spread across the older woman’s face. Meredith waited, dumbstruck by what she was hearing.
“Or you could marry Jacob. Both you and Annabel would then be under his protection, and you could take your sister to Bristol with you. The city has many fine doctors who could treat her.”
Meredith watched the blood drain slowly from her reflection in the mirror. Lightheaded, she sank into the low chair in front of the dressing table.
“Oh, my dear,” cooed Aunt Nora, her face smug with satisfaction, “I must have laced your stays too tightly. Please forgive me. Let me loosen the strings so you can catch your breath.”
Aunt Nora’s lips parted in a ghastly leer as she finished adjusting Meredith’s stays. “There, that’s better. After all, you must look your best for your cousin tonight. Sometimes men do need a little encouragement, you know, to express their affection. Not that Jacob has ever had any problem with the ladies.”
A wave of nausea swept over Meredith, forcing her to swallow a hot rush of bile in her throat. The thought of Jacob touching her in that way sickened her—he had always been like a brother. How could this be happening?
Standing up, Meredith fought to regain her composure and steady her uneven breathing. When she turned to face her aunt, she struggled to speak in her usual controlled fashion.
“I’m sorry, Aunt Nora, perhaps I have misunderstood you. Are you saying that my uncle will confine Annabel to an asylum unless I marry Jacob? Surely that is not what you meant to say.” In spite of her intention to remain calm, Meredith’s voice rose, and she spoke more forcefully than she wished.
Aunt Nora’s false smile disappeared, replaced by a barely concealed anger.
“Meredith! Your uncle is Annabel’s guardian and wants what is best for her. Your sister is very ill and needs the care of good physicians in a quiet and secluded place. You have been used to having your own way for too long. If you will not submit to the guidance of those who know better, then matters will be taken out of your hands. Whether you marry Jacob or not, you and Annabel will not be allowed to go on in this scandalous manner.”
Meredith reached out to grasp the post of her bed, each word a blow that threatened to drive her to her knees.
Her aunt looked at her with open contempt. “I suggest you wear your prettiest gown this evening. Jacob could marry any girl in Bristol or Bath. You should be grateful he has decided to have a woman no other man wants.”
She stalked out of the room, banging the door shut behind her.
Meredith sank in a boneless heap to the floor, trying to fathom what had just happened. What possible reason could Uncle Isaac have for wanting to confine Annabel to a private madhouse? Yes, the girl was sick, but clearly not insane. And why in heaven’s name did her sister’s safety depend on her own marriage to Jacob?
She glanced out the window at the beautiful April afternoon. A tiny corner of her mind dispassionately acknowledged the fact that spring was here and, yet again, disaster had befallen her.
A quiet tap sounded on the door. Meredith slowly pulled herself up, stiff and cold in spite of the day’s warmth. With shaking hands, she smoothed her crumpled undergarments and went to open the door. Her maid bustled in, tut-tutting at her mistress’s state of undress. Meredith barely noticed as the girl tied her gown and finished combing her hair. Her thoughts ran in circles as she tried to formulate arguments to change her uncle’s mind. For once, she was grateful Annabel rarely joined them for dinner.
Soon set to rights, Meredith could no longer delay joining the others in the drawing room. She trudged along the upstairs gallery and down the wide stairs, feeling as if she were being forced to attend some freakish and ghastly trial.
Coming to a halt outside the drawing room, she listened to her uncle’s harsh voice demanding to know what the devil was keeping her. Aunt Nora began to argue with her husband until Jacob interrupted his mother with a callous disregard. Meredith’s heart constricted as the rough, unfeeling voices washed over her. For a moment, she was tempted to turn and flee back to her bedroom. Instead, she gathered her courage, expelled the breath she suddenly realized she was holding, and walked into the room.
Her relatives turned as one to stare at her in silence. She looked at their faces: her uncle’s cold and unyielding, her aunt’s disfigured with open hatred.
But Jacob’s hot gaze alarmed her the most. A prickling flush spread up her neck and over her face. Meredith felt as if he had stripped the clothes from her body, leaving her completely exposed and at his mercy.
As a sense of paralyzing fear swept through her, only one coherent idea began to form in her mind. Escape, she thought frantically. We must escape.
Chapter One
London, 1815
Stephen Rawlings Mallory, fifth Marquess of Silverton, felt a familiar sense of resignation and boredom creeping over him. Of course, no one observing him would have known that he wasn’t listening attentively to his uncle. Silverton had exquisite manners. He would never commit an act of rudeness unless the recipient of such an act deserved it.
“Are you listening to me, Silverton?” snapped General Stanton. “Have you even heard a word I said?”
“Of course I have, sir. You know how much I value your thoughts on this and any subject you may care to discuss.”
“Don’t try to pull the wool over on me, boy. I’m not your aunt or your mother, and I know you bloody well don’t care what I have to say about you,” his uncle retorted. “You’re nothing but a popinjay who don’t give a damn about what he owes to the title or to his family!”
Silverton’s young cousin, Robert Stanton, had been sitting quietly in the corner, displaying uncommon good sense in keeping his mouth shut during his grandfather’s tirade. But the unjust attack on his mentor and idol proved to be too much of a provocation for Robert, and Silverton could see he was about to come to his defense. He shook his head slightly, willing Robert to silence, but the young man either failed to see or to understand the small gesture. Silverton sighed inwardly, lamenting the fact that his cousin had neither the wit nor the sense of self-preservation to avoid bringing his grandfather’s wrath upon himself.
“No, really, sir, that’s just not fair. Stephen, a popinjay!” exclaimed Robert. “You must know he is one of the best sportsmen in the country, not to mention having some of the finest horseflesh and hounds in all of England. Really, Grandfather, to compare him to a dandy is just too much!”
The general’s head swiveled around to his grandson, iron gray eyebrows bristling with irritation as he trapped his next victim in his sights.
“No, you young jackanapes! That honor in the family belongs to you. Look at you. You can barely turn your head in that ridiculous neckwear. You look like a stork peering out of its nest. And all your poetic airs and lamentations! It is enough to drive me to an early grave. No, you are indeed the dandy in the family, and just as useless when it comes to finding a wife and doing your duty to your name.”
Robert turned bright red, sputtering a confused defense that he was still too young to get married. He was easily cowed by his grandfather and particularly sensitive about both his appearance and his literary aspirations. The lad did not actually write any poetry but firmly believed that he only awaited the arrival of his muse to unleash what would undoubtedly be his artistic genius. In the meantime, he read Byron, spent an inordinate amount of time on his clothes, and generally comported himself in a harmless manner with several fashionable young men whose families the Stantons had known forever.
Silverton understood, however, that General Stanton would no longer tolerate this harmless but idle life. He deemed it time to intercede before the squabble developed into a full-out row.
“Now, Robert,” he interjected in a soothing voice. “Uncle would never call me a dandy, and I’m sure he appreciates my horseflesh as much as the next person. But you can’t blame him for wishing to see us settled, although I do agree you are a bit young to be pushed in
to the parson’s trap.”
“Not at all,” exclaimed the general. “I was only nineteen and your aunt only seventeen when we tied the knot. I’m sure she has never had any cause for complaint since that day.”
“Perhaps we should ask her,” muttered Robert.
The general whipped his gaze back to his grandson. “What was that?” he growled.
Silverton hastily intervened. “Yes, well, be that as it may, God knows it’s not easy to find a woman with Aunt Georgina’s qualities. You must admit, sir, you were exceedingly lucky to snag such a prize so early in life.”
General Stanton grunted his reply, mollified as always by the thought of his wife. Silverton knew that in spite of the gruff response, his uncle was inordinately fond of Lady Stanton and cherished her in his own inarticulate manner. He also knew his uncle was dismayed that he and Robert did not seem the least bit interested in settling down and starting families of their own.
The three men sat in the library of General Stanton’s richly appointed townhouse in Berkeley Square, shortly before noon on a warm April morning. Silverton thought it much too early in the day to endure a dressing-down, but ignoring his uncle’s summons would only have postponed the inevitable. He was, after all, almost thirty-five, and it was indeed high time he took himself a wife.
For many years now he had allowed his mother and aunt to drag him to Almack’s, and from one subscription ball to another, in the hopes of finding a woman whom he could imagine living with on a permanent basis. He had met many charming young ladies and enjoyed several delightful flirtations. But over time his willingness to be pleased had evaporated, replaced by a cynical amusement with the relentless machinations of the marriage mart.
The fault lay not with the numerous debutantes thrown his way, who were as trapped by the subtle yet unbending rules of the ton as he was. In fact, in his more generous moments he even felt sympathy for the girls whose parents drove them to hunt him like a prized stag. Mostly, though, he felt irritation and contempt, and not much else.
