“Thank you,” I said.
I was a little nervous, waiting to see what his next move would be. He disappeared into the bathroom located in his room, and seconds later, I could hear the sound of water splashing around in the bathtub. He returned a few minutes later, walked over to me and planted a juicy kiss on my lips. I smiled during the kiss and he stepped back.
“Come on,” he said and extended his hand to me.
I grabbed it and he led me to the bathroom. He sat down on the edge of the Jacuzzi tub, with a washcloth in his lap and looked at me with lust filled eyes, which caused me to twiddle with my fingers. I was so fuckin’ nervous, and I couldn’t stop my body from shaking.
“Strip for me,” he said.
I didn’t move.
“Don’t act scared now, Toya. Let me see what you working with,” he said and then reached back to turn the water off because it was high enough now.
The room was dead silent, and I’m sure he could hear the sound of my heart trying to beat through my chest.
I slowly reached up and pulled my shirt over my head, silently cursing myself for choosing not to wear a damn bra today because I could have still had more time to stall. Diandre let out a howling noise once he saw my pretty titties. I was confident in my body; I guess I was just being scary at the moment. His eyes burned into my flesh as he seductively stared at my breasts.
“Wait, come here right quick,” he said, holding his hands out for me.
I slowly walked over to him in just my jeans. When I reached him, he pulled me into him and kissed both of my breasts so softly. He then went to suck on my right nipple and I let out a low moan. He kissed, sucked and licked on both of my breasts and I rubbed his head as he did it.
“Alright, I just wanted to do that. Continue,” he said.
I stepped away from him, unbuckled my jeans and stepped out of them. I then found the courage and stepped out of my thong as well.
“Turn around,” he said after he had thoroughly taken in the front of my body.
From the look in his eyes, I could tell that I met his standards. I took a deep breath and slowly turned around for him.
“Fuckin’ beautiful,” I heard him say in appreciation.
A small smile covered my lips. I turned back around and he motioned with his fingers for me to come to him and I did. He lifted me up and put me into the bathtub and beckoned with his hand for me to sit down. I drew my knees to my chest and watched as he prepared to give me a bath. He smelled so good that I could tell that he had already taken his shower before I even got here. He lathered my body up with his dove soap and washed me from head to toe about a good three times.
“Stand up,” he said, taking my hand and I did.
He used the washcloth to rinse the soap off of my body, and when he reached my vagina, he gently massaged it with the washcloth, causing me to let out yet another soft moan. After he had finished getting all of the soap off of my body, he held out an extra-large towel for me to step into and then wrapped it around my body and carried me out of the room.
We made it back to his bedroom and, I was nervous because I knew what was about to happen. I could tell that he sensed my hesitation because he spoke up about it.
“You scared, Toya?” he asked me.
I quickly shook my head no.
“You gone learn to stop lying to me,” he said.
I don’t know why I even said no because he could tell from the lack of confidence that I had going on right now. I nodded my head and he dropped the towel from around my body and pushed me back down onto the bed. He climbed on top of me and kissed my lips, as I wrapped my arms around his neck and spread open my thighs for him.
Dre reached to the left of him, and in one swift motion, he pulled the nightstand drawer open. He retrieved a condom and put it into my hand.
“Open it,” he demanded.
With shaky hands, I tore open the plastic. As I did that, he kissed my forehead, my nose and then once again my lips. He found his way to my breasts again and sucked on them so softly. When I finally opened up the condom, he took it from me and stood up from the bed and pulled down his shorts.
Oh my God! No wonder they call this nigga big dick Dre. I wanted to run out of that room and take my ass home because he was working with a fuckin’ monster. He had to be at least eleven inches, and on top of that, his dick was thick too.
“Relax, I ain’t gone hurt your ass,” he said.
A tear had already fallen before he even had the chance to do anything. I was so fuckin’ embarrassed that I was crying.
“Sshh, I got you, baby,” Dre said and planted himself on top of me. He wiped the tears that had fallen and slid his dick into my entrance. When he found it, my body instantly froze on him as he tried to push his way through.
“Ouch,” I said, trying to pull back from the pain, but he brought me back to him by holding onto my waist. Again, I was so embarrassed by my inexperience.
He tried to go inside of me again and my body tensed up again. “It hurts,” I whimpered and covered my face. Tears escaped the corners of my eyes. “I’m sorry,” I whispered because I felt like I was disappointing him and I didn’t want him to be mad at me.
My hands were still over my eyes but I removed them, once I felt his breath on my pussy. I looked down as he licked his lips like my pussy was dessert. He placed a soft kiss on it and I moaned. Next, he stuck his index finger inside of me. I jumped at first, but once he had it all the way inside of me, I relaxed.
“Ohh Dreee,” I moaned as he flicked my clit with his tongue and continued to finger fuck me. I had my legs spread all the way open for him, and I was enjoying every single second of the pleasure I was receiving.
“You want me to put another finger inside you?” he asked, talking into my pussy.
I nodded my head, yes. He added another finger and I gasped out loud as he continued to attack my pussy with his tongue. The feeling was no longer pain; in fact, it was one of the best feelings that I had ever experienced.
“I’m finna cummm,” I moaned, and he lapped up all of my juices, making sure he swallowed everything.
“Alright, I ain’t playing with your ass no more, Toya. You gotta take this dick now,” he said, coming up and grabbing me by my ankles.
In one swift motion, he placed his dick back at my opening and forcefully let himself inside of me. I screamed like somebody was killing my ass as I reached up and tried to touch his stomach so that he could pull out, but he kept moving, preventing me from pushing him away.
“Put your hands on your side. Don’t touch me!” he said, continuing to fuck the shit out of me.
I had never felt or experienced anything like this before and the feeling of it all was too much for me. I had to grab onto something, and there was no way I couldn’t hold on to him, so I ignored his request and continued to reach out to him. He got the hint that I wanted to hold him, so he leaned over and brought his face to mine. He used his hand to wipe my face, which was drenched in tears.
“Give me that tongue,” he said.
I lifted up and kissed him hard on his lips. The kiss was so fuckin’ good that it made my body relax and I was able to take the dick now and enjoy it. He continued to pump in and out of me and I moaned into his lips, telling him that I was cumming. He pulled out of me and sat down on the bed then placed his hands behind his head.
“Sit on my dick,” he said.
I looked at him nervously, but I did get up. I raised up on the bed and he guided me down to his dick and it was that same feeling again that I felt, which caused me to scream out loud. Never did I imagine that losing my virginity would cause me this much pain.
“Ride it, Toya. This your dick, so handle him,” he said to me.
I slowly slid back down, while moaning. He guided my movements with his hands on my waist, and I allowed him to beat my pussy up while I stopped moving my hips. This was only our first time, and I couldn’t handle him all the way yet. I watched as his head fell back and he gri
pped my ass harder. I placed my small hands on his chest and took the dick. He leaned back up and looked me in my eyes.
“You done running from a nigga?” he asked me.
I nodded my head yes.
“Answer me, Toya, don’t fuckin’ nod your head!” he said, continuing to push me more into his dick.
I sank my nails into this chest. “Yes! I’m done! Fuck … I’m done!” I cried out as he showed my body no mercy.
I was under the impression that a man was supposed to be gentle with a woman when it was her first time, but he was really manhandling me and a part of me enjoyed it.
“Good! And you ready to be my girl and stop playing all of these fuckin’ games with me?” he asked.
I started cumming this time. “Yes! God, yes!” I moaned and collapsed on his chest.
He had cum too, and I was glad because this nigga had way too much stamina for me, and I didn’t think that he would ever cum. My breathing was all over the place and I enjoyed the feeling of him rubbing his hands on my sweaty back, trying to get my body to relax.
“You’re mine now! You got that?” he asked me.
All I could do was nod because after that, my body shut down and I drifted off to sleep, still laying on his chest, with his dick still inside of me.
3:47 A.M
I woke up in the middle of the night, looking around and noticed that Diandre wasn’t in the bed with me anymore. I could hear male voices coming from downstairs and I heard Diandre laugh, so I knew that he was down there. I looked down and noticed that Diandre had put me on one of his shirts and I smiled. I got out of the bed and walked into his bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. For the first time in forever, I was glowing. Not to mention, I had passion marks all over my neck and chest. I had the afterglow of sex on my face, and even though my long curly hair was wild, I still looked beautiful.
I headed downstairs to find Diandre because I wanted him to get back in the bed with me. I was kind of scared because I knew it was other dudes down there with him. I stood in the corner of the room, peeking in the kitchen where Diandre was sitting with six other niggas at the table, putting money into a money counter. I was scared, so I was just going to go back upstairs but I don’t know how he saw or heard me, but he called out for me.
“Toya!” he called out.
I was going to act like I didn’t hear him, but I chose to peek around the corner and make my presence known. He looked at me when he saw me and smirked. His niggas looked at me too, and they all nodded their head in approval of me and got back to doing what they were doing. I stood by the wall, playing with my fingers, hoping that he would come and get me.
“Come here!” he said, and I slowly walked over to him.
When I was a few inches away from him, he gently pulled me by the front of my shirt and brought me to him. I looked up at him and he rested his large hands on my ass. I looked down and he used his other hand to lift my head back up.
“What the fuck you acting shy for, girl?” he asked me but I didn’t answer.
He kissed my lips and I laid my head on him.
“Daddy wasn’t going to leave you up there by yourself for long. You good?” he asked me.
“Come put me back to sleep,” I said to him.
Diandre nodded his head because he knew what I meant by that. He pushed me back gently and told his friends that he would be back. Then he picked me up and carried me back to the bedroom.
“What am I going to do with your ass, girl?” he asked me.
I shrugged. “Can I ask you something?” I said to him as he started to remove the shirt that I was wearing. I knew my timing was probably off, but I still wanted to know. I was always taught that a closed mouth doesn’t get fed, so I had to speak up on it.
“Toya, look at how my hard my dick is right now! What could you possibly have to ask me?” he asked. I could tell that he was slightly annoyed with me because I was stopping him from handling his business.
“It’s just, I want to know, was she your girlfriend?” I asked him, looking in his eyes.
“No, that wasn’t my girlfriend. I used to fuck her if that’s what you want to know, but she knows her place. I promise, baby, that it’s all about you. I’m not even going to be fuckin’ with her or nobody else for that matter because I can already tell that your ass going to get attached to a nigga, especially since I popped that cherry,” he said and then chuckled.
I didn’t find that to be comical at all.
“I’m fuckin’ with you Toya. It’s all about you, lil mama, and I ain’t thinking about no other female except you,” he said and I smiled. “Can we fuck now, or do you have another question that you want to ask me?” he said, leaning down and then kissing me on my lips.
“No, we can fuck now.” I pulled my knees up as he lay on top of me.
“Put him back in there then,” he said.
I reached down and led his dick toward my opening. Like the first time, I was in pain when he first slid in, but once he was all the way inside me, I was able to relax and take all of him. I closed my eyes as he continued to pump in and out of me. Every time he would pull out, my pussy would make a farting noise that I couldn’t control even if I wanted to.
I thought to myself that this was only the beginning, but I could already see myself being in love with this man. He made me feel like a queen when I was with him, and he always dropped what he was doing for me. I couldn’t wait to see what the future held for Diandre and I. After I released my second, powerful orgasm, I fell back on the bed and curled up into a fetal position. My pussy was very sore and I knew that I would have to soak in some Epson salt in the morning.
One week later
Things between Diandre and I had been pretty smooth. He was the perfect thug, and a gentleman when he wanted to be. We had only been official now for a week, and I have yet to tell my girls about it. I wasn’t keeping it a secret or anything, it’s just that I would hate to get too excited about the relationship and things didn’t work out in the end. I knew going in that I shouldn’t even be thinking negative, but I felt like I was thinking realistically. It was a chance that Diandre and I wouldn’t work out, and I just wanted to be prepared for that, just in case.
I was already very much head over heels with this man. Last night, I went over to Dre’s condo after I had gotten off from work and he had me in the shower with him for well over forty-five minutes, doing damage to my insides. I shocked myself though when he was beating it up from the back and I screamed out and told him that I loved him. I don’t know if it was the dick that had caused me to blurt that out or the fact that it was how I truly felt.
Right now, I was on my way to work from my doctor’s appointment. I went in this morning because I wanted to start taking some type of birth control pills because it was too soon for Dre and me to be talking about having kids. Plus, lately, I have been suffering from lower back pain and abdominal pain. It’s like the pain would always come after Dre and I had sex. At the doctor’s office, I was informed that I had somehow gotten a bladder infection. The doctor then treated me and I was told that the infection would go away within a week or so. The doctor also informed me that it was normal for me to get a bladder infection, especially since I was having sex frequently now. I figured it was Dre being too rough with me, and I was going to tell him that too. I also picked up my first dosage of my progestin-only pill. I needed that something serious because so far, Dre and I have had two slip ups, and I wasn’t trying to get pregnant anytime soon.
I pulled up to the garage at work, parked my car, and headed for the elevator, with a smile plastered on my face. Since being with Dre, I now felt more confident and I also looked forward to spending my next days with him. I took the elevator up to the fifteenth floor and walked on down to my company’s building.
“Good Morning, Ms. Diaz. Some of your clients weren’t aware that you would be coming in late this morning, so I have been taking messages for you all morning. Also, your three o’clock canceled
for today, she wanted you to call her back so that you could reschedule. I went ahead and left her number on your door. I know you don’t like for anyone to go into your office while you’re not here,” Liz, the receptionist told me.
I thanked her and continued on to my office. I could tell that it was going to be a busy day already.
Three hours later, I had wrapped up all phone calls and scheduled dates to show houses. Luckily, I didn’t have to go out in the field and show a house today, but I did need to finish drawing up some paperwork because I had three clients tomorrow who I would have to show a house to. I went over to the refrigerator in my office and pulled out my lunch bag. I took out my sandwich, my fruit, and my water. Just as I sat down to eat, my personal cell phone started ringing. I looked at the number and saw that it was Dre calling me, and a smile came to my lips.
“Hello?” I cooed into the phone as I bit into my sandwich.
“Why this the first time I’m hearing from you all day?” he asked me, skipping the greeting.
“I told you I had to go to the doctor’s office this morning.”
“What did they tell you? Nevermind, don’t answer that. Come down, I’ll be there in about one minute. Come down to the first floor,” he said and then hung up the phone.
I finished off my sandwich and then flushed it down with my water. After standing up and going over to the mirror, making sure I didn’t have anything on my face and making sure my hair was still in place, I locked up my office and headed down to see my baby.
After taking the elevator down to the first floor, I spotted Dre sitting on top of his white Camaro, with his music blasting. I swear he looked like one of those fine ass niggas from off of a music video. He sat on the hood of his car, dressed in an all-white Nike sweat suit. He had on a pair of all red huaraches on his feet. His Cuban link around his neck shined, along with the matching bracelet and the ring that he kept on his pinky finger. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“You gone get my ass fired, coming down here to my job playing this loud ass music,” I said, looking down at him and he smirked.
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