“I’m working on that.”
She lifts up on her tip toes and kisses me, sliding her tongue into my mouth. Walking backward, I sit her down on the bench behind us and open her legs.
“This is what I need right now. This fucking kryptonite between your legs.”
Mackenzie grins and rubs her fingers up and down her slit. “I’m waiting for your big dick to be inside of me again.”
“You are the sexiest woman I’ve ever known,” I say, as I hold the tip of my cock against her opening. “It couldn’t get any better than you.” I slam into her, keeping my balance on the chrome bar above her head. I just fucking want to own her. I place my hand around her neck, stroking the smooth flesh. “Tell me how much you love my cock. I want to hear it.”
“Look at me. I’m a fucking mess because of you. I’ll be everything you want and need. I’ll take this gorgeous cock of yours every day in every part of me. I fucking love it.”
“Ah, fuck!” I drop her legs and pick her up, flipping her over. Running my hands over her ass, I prepare to take her from behind. She spreads her legs for me and runs her hands through her soaking wet hair. “You’re the best.”
I push into her and rock against her. She helps me along by rolling her ass up and down, sliding my cock in and out of her pussy as she does. This is fucking heaven.
Mackenzie pulls away from me and gets down on her knees, sucking me completely into her mouth. “Jesus Christ!” My climax hits and I pump inside her mouth and down her throat, impressed that she swallows it all. I lift her up and lay her down on the bench, burying my face between her legs. After that, this girl definitely earned herself an orgasm.
I zero in on her clit, having already learned the key to getting Mac off. She writhes against me with her legs completely in the air spread wide open. I love that she has no inhibitions when it comes to sex. I drag my tongue up and down, sucking every bit of her into my mouth.
“I love your pussy,” I tell her in between licks. “It’s the sweetest in the world.”
“Shut up and suck.”
I laugh and do as I’m told, applying the perfect suction needed to her clit to push her over the edge. When it hits, every muscle in her body tenses and she digs her nails into my shoulders. It hurts enough to make me want to shout, but instead I just bask in the knowledge that I’m doing this to her. I make her crazy, too.
After a few minutes, her breathing returns to normal and she looks up at me and starts laughing.
“What’s so funny?”
“That we both thought we could resist this for so long. This is the best sex I’ve ever had in my life. Our chemistry is ridiculous.”
“We are definitely compatible.”
“In bed at least.”
“I don’t know.” I pull her upright by her arm. “I’m starting to think it’s more than just in the bedroom.”
“Let’s not get carried away. We’ve been fucking for approximately two days.”
“I know, but I also know I feel differently around you than other women.”
She pats my chest. “You’re just coming off a sex high. Let’s wash up and get out of here.”
“Okay.” Mackenzie’s sudden shut down is odd to me. Is it possible she really just wants to keep things sexual and not go any deeper?
We finish our shower and get dressed. While Mackenzie dries her hair, I sit in her living room, reading industry news on my phone. When she emerges, I am blown away.
“You look incredible,” I say.
She glances down at her appearance. “Thanks.”
“I don’t know if you should wear that. I won’t be able to keep my hands off of you.”
“That would be different than usual, how?” She grins.
“Everything you wear fits you so perfectly. You are drop dead gorgeous, you know that?”
“I do the best I can with what I’ve got.”
“It’s working out for you.”
“Thank you.” She curtsies and laughs.
“Come closer.”
“Are you gonna mess up my hair?”
“I’m not even going to touch your hair.”
“What are you going to touch?”
“You’ll find out.”
She walks towards me with a grin a mile wide on her face. When she reaches me I slide my hand up her dress and rub my thumb across the silky panties she wears.
“I love your shoes.”
“I know.”
“I love your body.”
“I know that, too.”
“Your hair is amazing.”
“So is yours.”
“I want to spend all day in bed pleasing you.”
“That’s what weekends are for.”
I stand and kiss her neck, inhaling the scent of her perfume. “Then it’s a date.”
“Anytime you want me.”
“I want you all the time.”
“We’re gonna be late for work.”
I glance at my watch. “Kiss me again, Mac.”
She slides her arms around my neck and presses her soft lips against mine. I just want to spend the whole day kissing her. What the fuck is wrong me?
She pulls away and grins. “Work.”
“Right. Let’s go.”
“You go first and I’ll follow a few minutes later. Then we won’t arrive to work at the same time. Just in case anyone’s paying attention.”
“Smart.”
“That’s why you hired me.”
“That and many other reasons.”
“Go.”
“I will.” I make no move to release her.
“Seriously, Brayden. We can’t both be late to work.”
“I know.” I kiss her cheek and let her go. “I’ll see you later.”
“You will.”
I grab my stuff and head out the door.
“Morning, Macy.”
“Morning, Brayden. Another good night’s sleep, I take it?”
“Yeah, I slept well. I was up late, though.”
“For good reasons I hope.”
“Very good.” I smile and pick up my mail. “Do you have my calendar printed?”
“Already on your desk. You seem different.”
“Different how?”
“I don’t know. Like your old self. Did you bang an intern?”
I laugh. “No way. I’ve sworn off interns for good.”
“Okay, but you had sex with someone, right?”
“Gee, Macy, did you have sex last night?”
“As a matter of fact I did, but that’s not unusual for me. I’m in a relationship.”
“Maybe I am, too.”
“With who?”
“Just a girl.”
“What’s her name?”
“Some girl name. I can’t remember it right now.” I smile and walk into to my office. I know it’s going to drive Macy nuts that I won’t tell her, but obviously I can’t. All I have to do is make sure I play it as cool as Mac does and no one will ever know until we decide to make it public. Will we ever do that? I wonder now if it will always be on the down low. In a way, that’s kind of exciting, having some secret right under everyone’s nose. Shrugging my shoulders, I decide to not even think about that yet and just let things play out the way they will.
I work for several hours when my phone rings and I wonder why Macy isn’t answering. When I see the extension it brings a smile to my face.
“Brayden James,” I answer.
“Hello, Mr. James. Matt and I have made some progress on a few of the storyboards for Majestic and I have a few more details to share with you. Would it be alright if we came up to see you?”
“We?”
“Yes, Matt and I.”
“I’d rather see you alone, but that’s fine.”
“You’ll see me alone later. For now, it’s work.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
She laughs softly. ”We’ll be up in a few.”
“I’m already up.”
“Stop it,
” she whispers. “I need to focus.”
“I’m glad I can make you lose that for a few minutes.”
“More than you know, Mr. James.”
“See you soon.”
“Yes.”
It’s only been five hours since I last saw her, but already I miss her. Being around her makes me feel like a new man. Making a woman feel good is what I live for. It’s nice to have that back and not feel like a jerk. I step outside my door just in time to see Macy return to her desk.
“Where did you go?”
“To the bathroom. Everything alright?”
“Oh yes, Mackenzie and Matt are coming upstairs.”
“Sorry, boss, Hillary was supposed to cover for me while I stepped away.”
“No big.” The elevator doors opening catches my attention. When I look up, Mackenzie walks towards me looking every bit the professional that she is. I’m sure my expression is neutral. It’s only my dick that didn’t get the ‘be cool at work’ memo. I shift uncomfortably for a moment before greeting them.
“So you two have updates for me?” I ask.
“Yes,” Matt says. “Mackenzie worked on a couple of storyboards we wanted to run by you.”
“Also, I secured a meeting time with Majestic that we need to get on your calendar,” Mackenzie adds.
“I can do that if you give me the details,” Macy says.
Mackenzie flashes her charming smile. “Thank you. Here’s the information.” She hands Macy a piece of paper. “They are expecting lunch, too. How do you normally like to handle that?”
“How many people is it?” Macy asks.
“Five plus the three of us.”
“I’ll arrange it all.”
“Thanks, Macy,” I say.
“That’s what admins do.” She smiles and sits down to start the organizing.
“Come on in my office. We’ll go over it all in there.”
“Actually, can we go in that conference room over there?” Mackenzie asks. “I can set it up better.”
“Sure.”
We walk in that direction and enter the room. Matt and I take a seat as Mackenzie launches into her pitch. I’m immediately taken back to that first night at her place when all I wanted to do was see her bra. Funny, I have the same exact desire right now. Somehow she is finished and both she and Matt are staring at me waiting for a reaction.
“Brayden?” she asks.
“Yes, that was great. I need to get to work on my storyboard.”
“I can do it for you,” she offers.
“No, I’ll do it. I want to. It’s been a while since I’ve had the pleasure. Now, let’s talk about logistics in the actual meeting. Mac, this is your account so I expect that you’ll do all the talking and I’ll only chime in when and if needed.”
Mackenzie shoots me a dirty look that I can’t understand. Then it dawns on me that I just called her Mac in front of someone.
“I don’t like nicknames, Brayden,” she says.
“Oh, sorry. I just got a little lazy. Anyway, what do you think of that plan, Matt?”
“I think that would be best. Mackenzie can more than handle this.”
“Agreed.”
Matt’s phone vibrates loudly. “It’s my wife. I’ll be right back.” He steps out of the room.
“Hey, I’m sorry about calling you that in front of Matt. I’m just so used to it now.”
“It’s cool. Just keep your guard a little higher. I only sounded mad for Matt’s benefit.”
“You’re good, you know that?”
“Yes, I do.”
I sit back in my chair wishing she could come and slide down on my dick. I want to fuck her so bad right now it’s almost painful. Matt rushes back in the room.
“Hey, my wife’s water just broke and her sister is taking her to the hospital. I need to go.”
“Oh, yeah, definitely,” I say. “Drive safely and call me and let me know what’s happening.”
“Thanks, Brayden. Bye, Mackenzie.”
“Bye.” She turns to me. “A baby!”
“Yeah, it’s his first so he’s pretty excited.”
“Oh, I know. He talks about it all the time. It’s kind of sweet, actually.”
“Yeah, he does. I wonder if I’ll ever be like that someday.”
“What?”
“So in love that all I do is talk about my woman.”
Mackenzie rolls her eyes. “So you do want to be in love?”
“Most people do.” Strangely, a very foreign desire settles over me. Do I want love, too? “Granted, I’ve never gone looking for it. In fact, I’ve been very good at avoiding it, but don’t you ever wonder if it could happen to you?”
“No. Some of us know how much trouble it really is and how it’s not worth it.”
“Come on, Mac, it can’t be that bad.”
“It is.”
“What happened to you?”
“Nothing.”
“Really?”
“Yes, really. Nothing worth discussing.”
I tilt my head at her. “Maybe I’ll get you to fall in love with me.” What the fuck made me say that?!
“You won’t. No matter how hard you try.”
“Is that a dare?”
Mackenzie finally laughs. “I shouldn’t challenge you, should I?”
“Not unless you want to see what I do to win.”
“Love is not a game, Brayden. People can get hurt and do.”
“Alright, you obviously have your guard up right now. Just don’t be surprised if I knock down your brick wall.”
“If we were at home right now I’d sit on your face so you’d shut up.”
“Don’t say shit like that. I’ll get a stiffy and won’t be able to walk.”
“That’s your problem.”
“Do you have anything else you want to show me?”
“I have a lot of things to show you. Coming over tonight?”
“You bet.”
“Okay, I’ll see you later then.”
“Definitely.”
I help Mackenzie stack up her storyboards and then walk her to the elevator. “Good work, I think they’ll be impressed.”
“Thanks, boss,” she says as she steps onto the elevator.
I turn to walk back to my desk, but Macy stops me.
“Wait a second,” she says.
“What?”
“It’s Mackenzie, isn’t it?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Are you sleeping with her?”
“No!” I look over my shoulder. “Keep your voice down. Rumors start easy around here. Come in my office.”
Macy follows quickly behind me. “Something is up with you two. I can feel it.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. Mackenzie is just another associate.”
“Whatever. I know you. I’ve seen you around women you’re having sex with. You get this cloudy look in your eyes whenever Mackenzie is around. I think you’re nailing her.”
“Well, you’re wrong.” I need to think quickly. Macy is onto me and I need to say something believable. I sigh. “Okay, so you’re right that I find her attractive and I get a little stupid around her. When she’s in the room, it affects me a little. I’m glad you said something, though. I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable around me. She’s very good at her job and very professional.”
Macy smiles. “Sorry I called you out like that. I just don’t want to see you get involved in something with a person at work. You’ve done so well and people have almost stopped talking about your previous dalliances. I want you to be respected for your work and not the subject of office gossip.”
“I agree and I appreciate you looking out for me. I’ll be more mindful of my reaction to Mackenzie.”
“It’s understandable. She’s a very beautiful woman. Even I stare at her sometimes.” She laughs.
“Yeah, she’s attractive, but she deserves respect like everyone else does and not to be treated like an object.
”
“Well, well, look at you sounding all grown up and professional.”
“I’m capable of it. Do you think I owe her an apology? Did it seem like she knew I was eyeing her?”
“No, she didn’t seem to notice. Like you said, she seemed focused on her work.”
I throw my arm around Macy’s shoulder. “Thanks for looking out for me.”
“I always have your back. You know that.”
“I do.”
“So, no one special then?”
“Nope. I’ve had bad luck lately. I don’t know if I’ll ever find ‘the one.’ I’m probably never getting married.”
“Never say never. Just because it’s not right now doesn’t mean it won’t be someday.”
“I guess so. I just can’t imagine feeling that way about someone.”
“Love is like that. It will just come up and sucker punch you. You won’t even know what hit you.”
I laugh. “You sound like you are looking forward to it.”
“Brayden James in love? Oh, absolutely. I just hope I’m still around to see it.”
“We’ll see.”
She pats my back. “I better get back out there.”
“Thanks again.”
“No problem.”
I sigh in relief that I successfully convinced Macy that I am not fucking Mac. I pull out my phone to text her.
Me: I need to stay the fuck away from you.
Mac: What did I do?
Me: Nothing except being the hottest woman I’ve ever met in my life. Macy saw me drooling over you and questioned me. I made it sound like I was just lusting for you. Nothing more.
Mac: Ha! Nice save.
Me: I know. I need to try harder.
Mac: Mmm, I like you harder.
Me: Stop it. I’ll bend you over your own desk.
Mac: You won’t do that, but now you’ll be thinking about it.
Me: You got me.
Mac: Do I?
Me: Around your sexy little finger.
Mac: That’s a lot of power.
Me: Use it wisely.
Mac: Oh, I will. I’ll show you tonight.
Me: I bet you will.
If I’m not careful, Mackenzie Reed is going to be the death of me.
As I finish putting on my tie, it hits me that it’s been two whole weeks since I hooked up with Mac. Two weeks of nothing but carnal pleasure. I don’t know how it’s possible, but the sex seems to get better and better. I look back at her still sleeping and wish I could climb back in bed with her, but I’m the one who has the early meeting, not her.
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