“And I sure as well should’ve known better than to trust A. J.” He backed up, creating a defining distance between us.
“It wasn’t like that. It’s my fault for letting him get too close.”
His jaw twitched. “Irresistible and naive. You’re the perfect prey.”
I winced, but it wasn’t fair to expect anything less. “You’re right. I should’ve guarded my heart, even from a friend.”
He turned, kneaded his shoulder blade. The damp wind weighed down the silence.
“Do you love him?”
Summoning what strength I had left, I moved in front of him. “We went through a lot. Because of that, I’ll always value the friendship we had, but I’ll never love anyone the way I love you.”
His lashes swept toward me. Though tinged with pain, his eyes held mine the way our breath held time.
The ghost of a smile broke through. “I don’t blame A. J. for falling in love with you.” He lifted his fingers to my hair and swallowed hard. “It’d be the most excruciating thing I’d ever have to do. But if you choose someone else, I’ll walk away.”
His response didn’t hold any traces of anger, no sarcasm, not even a twinge of fear.
Regret clogged my voice. “I can’t undo the damage I’ve caused. And I know having a fractured heart is the price of not protecting it.” The pain of those consequences streamed down my cheeks. “But even broken, my heart still belongs to you.”
I pinched my coat across my stomach. “I’ve been so scared of what I could lose. Scared of not being whole. Of the cost of loving something that could break. I wanted to be everything you needed, but I’ve realized I can’t. I’m going to mess up. I’m going to disappoint you. We both will. But I’m asking you to walk with me anyway. Through the failures. To give all we have. Even the brokenness.”
I faced the sky, inhaled. “I’m asking you to risk the kind of love worth promising.”
Clouds ushered in and filled the space on that quiet sidewalk. Jake yelped into the silence, but Riley didn’t move. Didn’t speak. The frigid air stretched its arms between us and clamped its hands over each breath it stole.
My tears landed on the ground as the memory of Dee’s voice whispered an assurance I finally understood couldn’t be separated from grace. “I am courageous.”
A Toyota pulled up to the curb. Jess whipped a glare at us from the driver’s seat.
Heat pulsed through my body. I turned Riley toward me and drew from the courage I had to trust would carry me through whatever came next.
Surrounded by shadows, I waited for the clouds to yield to the sunlight and my fears to the words it’d taken me traveling over two thousand miles to figure out how to say.
“Marry me. Tonight.”
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Acknowledgements
Dave, thanks for cheering me to press through, letting me cry when I felt I couldn’t, and for walking with me through every step of the journey, even the brokenness.
Jessica Patch, queen of brainstorming, thank you for standing in as my surrogate critique partner and for pushing me—and Emma—to live up to our potential.
Erynn Newman, your gifts as an editor continue to amaze me. Thanks for humoring my attempt at converting you into a Team A. J. fan, for not booting me after the story may or may not have made you cry in public, and for cracking me up with your witty comments. I’m blessed to work with you.
Rachel Olsen, the days would be very long without our jokes carrying me through all our plight-worthy moments. Thanks for lending me your mad skills as a proofer.
Victorine Lieske, your patience is priceless. Thank you for all your input and help with finding the right cover.
Jay Hylton, thanks for fielding my EMT questions.
Katie Goldman, few people can ask you how you’re doing and understand exactly what you mean when you say, “the usual.” Thanks for all those Starbucks-date-pick-me-ups. Chapter 23 is just for you.
Nora Culley, thanks for dishing out a healthy dose of tough love when I need it. Your hopefulness is contagious. It carried me through our clairvoyant college days and continues to bless me, year after year.
Amanda Kaney, your enthusiasm for this series has been such a huge source of encouragement to my heart. Thanks for your support and friendship. I treasure them both.
Mom, what would I do without my biggest fan? Thank you for loaning me your faith when mine has shaken.
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