He had guessed some of the secrets of her heart, it was true. Yet he had not guessed the one she had confessed today. He had never supposed, even for a moment, that she was the author of A Lady’s Rules.
Michael almost laughed aloud now to think of it! He should have known. It now seemed so very obvious. Rosalind was so intent on following those rules, on making certain that everyone else did, too. She had even given him a copy! But he had always supposed A Lady to be some elderly spinster, dreaming up dictates in her stuffy chamber and sending them out for Society to be crazed over. He had never pictured her as a beautiful redhead.
Michael glanced over at her now. She sat beside him on the phaeton seat, her posture perfectly straight, hands folded in her lap, a pleasant half-smile on her face. He felt a great rush of pride for her, for her ingenuity in writing that book in the first place, for her courage in going out in Society to defend her principles. He himself found a creative saving grace in his poetry; she had found it in manners, and she had done what almost no one else could do—she had made the ton behave.
No matter how much he had, and still did, hate mindless rule-following, he had to admire her for that. And for a hundred other things, as well.
He had to make her forgive him for that stupid wager! He had to make her see that it meant nothing, had to undo any damage he might have caused. He had only just found her. It would kill him to lose her now.
He turned the phaeton around a corner and down the street where Wayland House sat. They had only a few more moments. He had to secure her promise that he would see her again.
“Will you be at Violet’s soiree tomorrow evening?” he asked, slowing the horses to a mere crawl.
She glanced at him from the corner of her eye. “Of course. The duchess and Lady Emily also plan to attend. Lady Violet seemed so very excited about the event.”
“So she is. Our father rarely deigns to entertain, and as Violet is not yet ‘out’ she must take every advantage of any occasion. I would not wish to excite your anticipation about the amenities, though—our father’s cook concentrates only on what might charitably be called ‘plain fare.’ Trifles and cutlets and such.”
Rosalind laughed quietly. It was a beautiful sound, one he could have listened to for hours and hours. He would stand on his head, make funny noises, wear jester’s motley, do handsprings—anything to make her laugh.
Unfortunately, he had to keep his hands on the reins to keep them from crashing. But her one small laugh had already given him immeasurable hope.
“Oh, I can enjoy the splendors of haute cuisine every day at Wayland House, with Georgina’s French chef,” she said. “I look forward to your sister’s company, and to meeting your aunt, Lady Minerva Fielding. I am sure it will be an enjoyable evening.”
“If you are there, it shall be.” They drew up outside Wayland House. Michael thought he saw a curtain twitch at one of the upstairs windows, but he could not be sure. Probably Lady Elizabeth Anne spying again.
“Thank you for the drive, Mich—Lord Morley,” Rosalind said, excruciatingly polite. “The park was lovely.”
Michael could not let her go like this, with a proper thanks she would give to any stranger. Boldly, he took her hand, holding the warmth of it against the lapel of his coat, uncaring that she would feel the powerful thrum of his heart.
Rosalind stiffened, and threw a startled glance back over her shoulder, as if to see if anyone was watching them. Her fingers jerked in his clasp, but she did not pull away.
“Lord Morley, what ...?” she began.
“Mrs. Chase—Rosalind,” he said swiftly, aware that his time here with her was very short. “I am truly sorry about the wager, and about anything else I may have done to injure you. Please, I cannot be easy until I know you have forgiven me, or will at least consider forgiving me.”
She stared down at their joined hands, staring at them as if there must be some answer written there in their linked fingers. “I—I will think about what you have said,” she whispered. “Now I really must go.”
“That is all I can ask for.” Michael lifted her hand to his lips, and pressed a kiss to her fingertips. They trembled in his, like some wild, frightened bird. “Don’t fly away from me,” he begged.
He placed her hand carefully back in her lap, then leaped down from the phaeton and came around to help her alight. She backed away as soon as her feet touched the pavement, not looking into his eyes.
“Good afternoon, Lord Morley,” she said, and hurried up the front steps to the door. All too soon, she had vanished behind the grand marble façade of Wayland House, more secure and distant than any vault.
But all was not lost, Michael vowed, as he climbed back up onto the phaeton. Not by a long distance. He had waited for too long to find Rosalind. He was not going to lose her now.
“So you are back!” Georgina called from beyond the half-open doors of the drawing room. “Come in and tell us about your drive in the park, Rosie.”
Rosalind, her foot already on the first step of the staircase, cursed inwardly. She had so hoped to slip away from everyone, to escape into her chamber and nurse her headache—and her uncertainties—in solitude.
Now that was not to be. She would have to escape from Georgina first, which was no easy prospect.
Rosalind pasted a bright smile onto her face, and stepped past the drawing room doors. She did not go far beyond the threshold, though. That would just be inviting trouble, and she would never escape.
Georgina and Emily were playing a game of cards at a table by the window, while little Elizabeth Anne played nearby with her dolls. Georgina gave a smug little smile that Rosalind suspected had nothing to do with the hand of cards she held.
“How was your drive?” Georgina asked again. “Pleasant, I trust.”
“Most pleasant,” Rosalind replied in her most noncommittal tone. “The park was not yet overcrowded.”
“And the weather most congenial, I am sure,” Emily said. Her words were all that was innocent, but the smile that curved her lips was decidedly less so.
Rosalind feared Georgina’s influence was rubbing off on the poor young lady. Rosalind thought she had best take her leave from the drawing room before it infected her, as well. She already felt enough like someone not herself.
“Yes,” she said firmly. “The weather was very agreeable. But it was rather tiring to be out so long, so I think I will go to my chamber and rest before tea.”
“An excellent notion,” replied Georgina. “Alex procured tickets to the opera for us this evening, so you must keep up your strength. I do think that ...” She paused, her eyes widening dramatically. “I just had a notion! Perhaps Lord Morley and his sister would care to join us.”
“It is Mozart,” Emily said. “Idomeneo. Most edifying.”
Not Michael, not tonight! Rosalind thought in a near panic. Being in his presence made her feel so muddled, so unsure. Rather like drinking a bit too much champagne and feeling the room spin about, the floor tilt. It made her want to laugh, to dance.
She loved that feeling. And she hated it. She did not yet know what to do with such new sensations. Right now, she just wanted to lie down in her darkened room and try to figure out what to do with all the things they had talked about today. Her own confessions, his silly wager, the feel of his kiss on her hand ... She could never sort all of that out if he was next to her in a dim theater.
She could not show that to Georgina, though. It would only urge her on in her mischief. “I think he said he and Lady Violet already had an engagement,” she said. She lied, of course; they had spoken of nothing so mundane.
“Oh, that is regrettable,” said Georgina. “But we will see him tomorrow evening at his father’s soiree.”
Oh, yes. Rosalind had forgotten about that for five minutes. At least it was not until tomorrow. That should give her some time to decide what to do next. “I think I will just go upstairs now.”
“Of course, Rosie dear. I will send up some tea. You look
rather pale.”
Rosalind smiled at her, and turned to go. Before she could make her escape, though, she heard Elizabeth Anne’s little voice pipe up.
“Aunt Rosie,” she called. “Are you going to marry Lord Morley? You really should. He is very handsome.”
Georgina and Emily burst into laughter, and even Rosalind could not entirely contain a smile. “No, Elizabeth Anne. I am not going to marry Lord Morley. I am too old for him.”
“Oh.” Elizabeth Anne sounded very thoughtful. “Well, then, perhaps I will marry him. I am not too old for him.”
“But you are too young, my darling,” said Georgina, still laughing. “And I think your father will insist on a prince for you, at the very least.”
“Are there any princes as handsome as Lord Morley?” Elizabeth Anne asked.
Rosalind beat a hasty retreat before she could fall onto the floor in mirth—and before she could think too deeply about Elizabeth Anne’s questions of matrimony.
The little charmer was completely correct about one thing, though. Lord Morley was indeed very handsome.
Chapter Seventeen
“When hosting a soiree at your home, it is of utmost importance that you be certain your guests are comfortable at all times.”
—A Lady’s Rules for Proper Behavior, Chapter Four
“Are these flowers quite right here, Michael?” Violet asked anxiously, fussing with a vaseful of pink and white roses, moving them this way and that. They were only one of the many arrangements in the drawing room; Michael had never seen the gloomy expanse looking so cheerful. “Or would they appear to better advantage over there?”
Michael could not see any difference. “I think they are fine where they are.”
“Fine? I want them to be beautiful.” Violet’s pretty face puckered in a concern far out of proportion to the dilemma.
Michael laughed, and reached out to tweak one of her curls. “They are beautiful. The room is lovely. You and Aunt Minnie have performed wonders here.”
Violet finally smiled, a rueful little grin. She left off shifting the flowers around and pushed her curls back from her forehead. “I am being silly, I know. But this is the first time I have been allowed to attend a real London party.”
“And the first party that has been held here since Mother died,” Michael said. “I understand that you are nervous, Vi, but I promise you that all will be well. It isn’t a grand ball or anything of that sort.”
“No. I think I would faint if it was! I asked Mrs. Chase to come a bit early. I will not be so nervous if she is here.”
Mrs. Chase. Michael’s breath caught at the merest mention of her name. He had not heard from her at all since their drive yesterday, though he had sent her the biggest bouquet of red roses he could find this morning. Would she come early? Or had she run as far as she could from him and his wild ways and his impossible family? He could scarcely blame her if she had.
But he deeply, desperately hoped that she had not.
He had no idea where their strange new friendship, so delicate and odd and lovely, was going. Or if it was going anywhere at all. He only knew that he wanted to, he had to, see her again.
“Michael?” Violet asked. “Are you quite all right? You looked so strange all of a sudden.”
He made himself smile at her reassuringly. “I am quite well, Vi. You said Mrs. Chase is coming early?”
“I do hope so. I sent her a note only this afternoon.”
“Violet, dearest! You are not even dressed yet,” Aunt Minnie cried as she bustled into the drawing room, tweaking a flower here and there, straightening a chair and some objets d’art. “Go upstairs at once, child.”
“But I need to see if ...” Violet began.
“Do not argue, young lady! Go and change your gown. Guests will be arriving soon.”
“Very well, Aunt Minnie.” Violet gave Michael one last harried smile, and hurried away.
Aunt Minnie laughed. “That girl needs to move in Society more!”
“She will make her bow next year. That will be soon enough.”
“Indeed. She ought to become accustomed to being a hostess sooner than that, though.”
“I am sure she will. She is learning a great many of the social arts at her school.”
“Ah, yes. With the excellent Mrs. Chase. I understand she will be here tonight.”
Here. She would be here, in only an hour or two. “Yes.”
“I look forward to meeting her. I have heard that she has been seen quite often in your company of late, my dear.” Aunt Minnie gave him a shrewd glance. “You know, Michael, I have attended many evenings such as this—more than I would care to count. But I have a strange feeling about tonight.”
Michael felt a chill in his fingertips, a tingle of some strange foreboding. “A feeling, Aunt Minnie?”
She laughed, and waved her hand in a careless, dismissive little gesture. “Oh, I am just a silly old woman! Still, I think something will happen tonight. Perhaps something good? We can only hope.”
Rosalind stared up at Bronston House as they stepped down from the carriage and climbed the shallow, stone front steps. It was certainly not a structure that could be called charming or fashionable. It was too dark, too foreboding, too—too looming. Even the golden light that glowed from its windows for the party failed to add much warmth to the chilly aspect. Rosalind shivered a bit as she took it all in.
After they handed their wraps to the footman in the foyer, Georgina took Rosalind’s arm as they made their way into the drawing room. “Such a musty old pile!” she whispered. “And just look at those draperies. Thirty years out of date at least. But I do think it has potential. The lines are good, and the carvings on that panel very fine. The right woman could really make something of it.”
The right woman? A woman such as Rosalind herself, mayhap? Rosalind almost laughed at such obvious machinations. If only Georgina would not say such things here, where anyone might overhear her! “Georgina ...” she said warningly.
“Oh, pish! I am not saying anything untoward, Rosie. I merely mentioned that a woman of taste, with the Bronston money, could really transform this place. Beginning with taking away that awful table. Elephant legs! How perfectly horrid.”
Rosalind had to agree about the table. That was certainly a horror of the first order. Yet she was not likely to be the one who cleared away the clutter, or did anything at all with this mausoleum of a house. Fortunately, there was no time to speak of this further. They had reached the drawing room, and Lady Violet was waiting to greet them.
“Mrs. Chase!” the girl said happily. “I am so glad you decided to attend our little gathering. What a beautiful gown.”
Rosalind was wearing borrowed plumes again, a dark blue silk trimmed with silver beadwork and ribbons that Georgina had insisted she had ordered and then hated, so of course the gown was beautiful. It was Lady Violet who truly appeared lovely, though, in a white muslin gown edged in purple satin ribbons and trimmed with artificial violets. “And you look most charming, Lady Violet. Such a grown-up young lady.”
Violet gave her a wide, pleased smile, then closed her eyes for an instant, as if steeling herself for a task. “You have not yet greeted my father, Mrs. Chase. Father, of course you remember Mrs. Chase. Mrs. Chase, the Earl of Athley.”
Rosalind turned to face the earl. She had indeed only met him briefly once or twice, but she knew very well that Violet held not much fondness for him, and Michael had dropped hints that all was not well in Bronston House. Now she could see why the free-spirited Michael and the gentle Violet might be less than cozy with their father.
The earl did not rise from his chair. Indeed, he hardly acknowledged them at all. His feet appeared so swollen with gout that to stand would have been a very difficult undertaking, and it was clear that he felt a mere schoolmistress did not warrant such effort. He gave her a small nod, and no smile of greeting pierced the gloom of his wrinkled, sour, yellow-tinged visage. “Yes. You own that Seminary for Y
oung Ladies,” he said. He brightened a bit when he turned to Georgina, though. She, after all, was a duchess, even if she was also an artist.
As Georgina made her pleasantries to the earl, Rosalind stepped farther into the room and surveyed the gathered guests. It was not a large crowd; this was just a quiet evening of supper and cards for a young lady not yet out. But there were certainly a great many people, of a wide variety of ages, from the ancient Lady Day-Hamilton with her ear trumpet to the youthful Mr. Gilmore and Lord Carteret. When Rosalind saw them, lounging indolently over by the marble fireplace, she gave a prayer of thanksgiving that Allen was far away from them right now. It gave her one less thing to worry about.
Her main worry was walking toward her right now. And he looked more dangerously handsome than ever, with a claret-colored velvet coat fit perfectly over his strong shoulders and a pale pink cravat wrapped about his tanned throat. One ink-dark curl fell carelessly over his brow, and Rosalind’s fingers almost itched to push it back, to feel that rough satin.
She was reminded all too clearly of their kiss on that moonlit terrace. Her gaze flickered involuntarily to the drawing room windows, but she saw no terrace beyond. Only night.
“Mrs. Chase,” he said, and raised her hand to his lips for a salute that lingered just a bit longer than the rules specified. “How delightful to see you again. It has been far too long.”
Rosalind couldn’t help but smile. He almost always had that effect on her—if she did not fight against it. Fighting against his charm was futile, anyway, as she always found when she was in his presence. She was being drawn in by it now. Everything, everyone else in the drawing room faded away.
Oh, I am in trouble, she thought as she took her hand back. “Too long, Lord Morley? We were in the park just yesterday afternoon.”
“An eternity ago. I am happy you came here this evening; I fear this soiree would be too dull without you.”
“Dull?” She glanced about, searching for something positive to comment on. It was a quiet gathering, despite the varied guests, and the room did not much improve on closer acquaintance. The furniture was old, dark, and heavy, barely disguised by candleglow and copious arrangements of pink and white flowers. A carved stone family crest of spectacular ugliness hung above the fireplace.
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