Joseph moved forward to hover over her. He looked into her eyes. “You ready?”
She nodded. She was more than ready. She could never explain how much she wanted this no matter how hard she tried.
“Let me know if I’m going too fast for you, okay?” he whispered.
She nodded.
Joseph kissed her lips. She sucked his bottom lip and felt his hardness prod her entrance. She gripped the sides of his body and anticipated the sweet penetration. With one full body thrust, he entered her and they both gasped from the pleasure. He moved slowly, rhythmically, fluidly. He felt so amazing inside of her she wanted to scream in delight. Instead, she held onto his body and rode the waves of bliss repeatedly as he thrust against her. Within minutes, her senses clashed and he hit the perfect spot. She cried out as her orgasm tore through her. She never felt so good or came so hard in her life. But she wasn’t done, yet.
She pushed his shoulder and they rolled over. She straddled his hips, moving over him to send him deeper inside. He felt so big and hard as he stretched her. She looked down at him as she rode his hard cock. He looked up at her through half closed eyes. She saw the pleasure on his face as he held her hips in his hands and moaned. Before she knew what hit her another orgasm seized her body, but this time it was more intense. Sharp pleasure shot from deep inside to the tips of her every nerve. She moaned as she shuddered. “Oh, Joseph!” she screamed, just as she did so many times in her dreams.
After a second, she panted and rolled to his side. Immediately, Ben pounced on Joseph. He removed the condom and just as quickly put his mouth over Joseph’s cock. It happened so fast She didn’t have time to react. But as she watched Ben pleasure Joseph, her arousal heightened.
Ben’s mouth looked sexy as it slid up and down Joseph’s length. Joseph lay on his back with his eyes closed; even so, Sunni knew he loved every bit of it. He shuddered every time Ben ran his tongue along the thick vein and under the head. He hissed as Ben licked the pre-cum that dripped down from the head. He bit his bottom lip and thrust slightly when Ben took his dick down his throat.
She knew that Ben liked it too. His eyes closed and he moaned occasionally as he wet Joseph’s cock with his saliva. He let it slip from his lips and pumped it in his fist. She watched how he twisted and moved his hand and how Joseph moaned and panted. Ben’s grip looked perfect as he twisted and pumped Joseph’s swollen cock, faster and faster. Seconds later, Joseph grunted and stiffened as his juices shot out in long, thick ropes. The last few drops dripped down over Ben’s knuckles. It all happened so fast but felt and looked so good. She couldn’t believe how much she enjoyed that show, but not as much as Joseph and Ben must have enjoyed it.
She stared at Ben until she couldn’t take it anymore. She leaped on him as he did Joseph. He chuckled, but she wasn’t in the mood for laughs. She wanted pure, heated sex. Her lips pressed against Ben’s chest and her hand gripped his thick cock. She moaned. A pair of hands tangled in her hair as she moved down Ben’s body. His stomach slightly rose and fell as he breathed. She felt his skin dampened with sweat on her lips.
She moved lower until his cock was inches from her plum lips. She was about to do it, the need inside of her urged her to taste his hardness in her hand.
She looked up as Joseph and Ben kissed each other more passionately than she had never seen them kiss before. Joseph ran his hand up and down Ben’s hard body. Ben tightened his grip on Sunni’s hair and she went for it. She closed her eyes and sucked him into her warm, wet mouth. A glimpse of Chris appeared in her mind and she forcefully blocked it out. She was not going to stop and turn into a hurt crybaby again. Not now. Not in the midst of amazing love making.
She felt the length of Ben’s impressive cock on her tongue. The taste of salty man on her taste buds turned the heat up to scorching hot. Joseph maneuvered his way down Ben’s body too. As Ben lay on his back, Joseph moved down his body leaving a trail of kisses and licks behind. Soon he was right beside her. He gently eased her aside to close his mouth over Ben’s cock.
Joseph sucked on the head before he slowly slid his lips down the length of it. Ben moaned and Sunni looked up. She watched him lick his lips and the horny beast inside of her stirred. She needed to feel Ben’s mouth on hers. Quickly, she crawled up the bed to kiss Ben just as passionately as she saw him kiss Joseph. All the sensations that shot through her body made her weak. It had to be the same way Joseph felt when he kissed Ben. Ben probably felt the same way when he kissed Joseph. No wonder they were always attached at the lips.
Ben shuddered and Sunni looked down just in time to see Joseph use both hands and his mouth to milk Ben dry. His hands twisted the shaft while his lips sucked the head and in no time Ben was spent, breathing heavily and running his hand through Joseph’s blonde hair. Joseph collapsed to the bed and cleared his throat with a cough.
Not more than an hour later, they all lay in bed and stared at each other, occasionally someone smiled as they bathed in the afterglow of great sex. Sunni relaxed against Joseph’s chest while Ben ran his fingers through her hair.
“That was amazing,” Joseph said.
“Yes, it was.” Ben twirled a lock of Sunni’s hair around his finger. “What about you, Sunni? How do you feel?”
“I had a rough day today.” She sighed. “I ran into Duncan at the grocery store.”
Ben narrowed his eyes. “Duncan? Duncan who?”
“Apparently he’s Chris’s new boyfriend.” She rolled her eyes and shook her head.
“How do you know?” Joseph asked. “Did he seek you out?”
“No, I saw him at the grocery store today when I went to buy some coffee. He had his dog, Tiki, waiting outside. I swear I’m never drinking coffee again.”
“Are you serious?” Joseph asked. “What did you say to him?”
“We talked about coffee. I introduced myself as Sam. I felt terrible when I realized who he was. He’s gorgeous too.” She stared at the ceiling as she replayed the scene in her head.
“That doesn’t mean a thing.” Joseph rubbed her shoulder. “You are a strong, tough woman and you need to show your confidence more often.”
“That’s right,” Ben added. “You’re just like Sam and you should show it. You can’t let Chris’s mistake haunt you forever.”
“There were many times you proved you could handle any situation that comes to you.” Joseph looked into her eyes. “So do that now. I know you have it in you. You showed us that there are other parts of you. You proved to us that you aren’t some homophobic bitch.”
“Those are gentle words.” She lifted an eyebrow.
“You can’t just shut off when you’re hurt or angry, honey.” Joseph looked into her eyes. “You can’t just stop eating and caring. When something comes up that you think you can’t handle you have to deal with it. You can’t pretend to be someone else to get through it, either.”
“I know. You’re right.” She frowned. “I’ve been thinking about Chris a lot over the past couple of days. I was hurt and pissed but now . . . I think I’m happy for him.”
“You’re now happy for him?” Ben narrowed his eyes the way that Joseph did when he thought she was lying.
“Duncan seemed like a really good guy.” Sunni sat up to get a better view of both of them as she spoke. “He’s sweet. I could tell just by meeting him. Chris was only being true to himself. I’m sure he’s truly happy now.” She looked down and away to keep Ben and Joseph from looking into her eyes and seeing her lies.
“Okay, that’s a start.” Joseph said. “But we know you’re still hurt and angry. It’s not gonna go away overnight. But at least you’re trying to feel better about it.”
“Well, I have you two to help me feel better.” She smiled. “I know you guys tried to get my mind off of Chris. It didn’t work as planned but at least we know getting together was beneficial in other ways. It was really satisfying. It livened me up.”
“You couldn’t say it any better.” Joseph looked at Ben. “Should
we tell her now?”
Ben smiled.
“Tell me what?” She looked back and forth between the two. She watched the weird looks they exchanged between one another.
Ben looked at Joseph. “I don’t know. You don’t think she’ll be angry at us, do you?”
“I don’t think she will.” Joseph shook his head. “She’s a big girl. I think she should know.”
“Know what?” she asked.
Ben slowly nodded. “You think once we tell her the “I’m single” party was planned for another reason she’ll get mad and never trust us again?”
“No,” Joseph said. “I told you I thought she knew all along that we were up to something. But I think she also knows that we love her so she’ll forgive us.”
“What did you guys do?” She fixed her eyes on Joseph. “You guys planned to seduce me, huh? I knew it! Why?”
Ben looked to Joseph. “We just wanted her to see that being gay isn’t as impossible as she thought it was.”
“I know.” Joseph looked to Ben. “We just needed her to experience it up close and personal. That way she might stop looking down on gay love so much.”
Ben kept his eyes on Joseph. “And she wouldn’t hate me so much for falling in love with you.”
“You think I hate you, Ben?” she asked. Her heart sank to her stomach. “I don’t hate you. I never hated you.”
Ben finally looked at her. “I know you despised me for being with Joe. I knew you always had feelings for him and you wished he were straight. I knew you wished to be with him one day when the time was right. You hated me because he was in love with me instead of you. I think that was why you gave Joe a hard time about being gay. And now Chris hurt you and you really despise gays.”
“That’s not true. I never hated you, Benjamin.” She wished the pain in her chest would go away but it didn’t. “If you must know the truth, I envied you. I was jealous. I wanted to be you. I wanted Joe to touch and kiss me the way he touches and kisses you. But I never hated you for loving him.”
“Really? It was just a little jealousy?” Ben asked with skeptical eyes. “You never had a thing against gays.”
“Since we’re being honest, no.” Sunni took Ben’s hand into hers. “I was hurt because Joe was with you instead of me. You were right about that. But when it came to
Chris, somewhere inside of me I knew he preferred men. The truth was right before my eyes for a long time, I just didn’t want to acknowledge it. He denied it so I denied it too. And when he left me, I was angry and hurt. I felt betrayed. It was never about anyone being gay.” She sighed. “I guess Chris finally leaving me for a man was what I got. I deserved it for being so jealous and nasty to you guys, huh?”
“We saw the opportunity and took advantage to teach you a lesson,” Joseph admitted. “It hurt us every time you would say how gay love was awkward and impossible. We thought you really needed to learn a lesson, a lesson that was long overdue.”
“I see.” She nodded.
Joseph sighed. “Honey, you hurt us and we just had to show you the good side of being gay. We needed to show you that we could love each other, have a future and be just as happy as any other couple. I hope you’re not angry with us for that.”
“I’m not angry with either one of you. So get that through your head.” She smiled. “I should thank you both for sharing what you have with me. It was the best thing that happened to me.”
“It was fun,” Ben said.
“Definitely fun,” Joseph said.
Sunni looked from Ben to Joseph and smiled. “Yeah, it was fun.”
“We don’t have to let it end if you don’t want to,” Joseph suggested. “But from now on if we are intimate, I would rather be intimate with Sunni instead of Sam.”
“Me too. Sam’s cool and all but I like you better.” Ben smiled at her.
She grinned. “It was too much fun. And actually, I think I have it in me to go for another round.”
Joseph kissed her cheek. She looked into his eyes. He kissed her again, this time on her lips. It was a sweet and gentle kiss.
“You make a perfect Sam,” he said.
“She does,” Ben said. “After you get a book deal maybe they’ll make a movie and Sunni can play our Sam.”
She chuckled. “Sounds like a good idea to me.”
Ben crawled over her to collapse against Joseph. Immediately, they were glued at the lips. They kissed and tasted one another for what seemed like forever. Sunni smiled. This is what they did. This was who they were. They were in love and she could see it clear as day.
That night was better than any other was. Before long, she was asleep in the arms of both Joseph and Ben. Even though it was difficult to get her mind off the things that hurt her, Joseph and Ben allowed her to focus on other things too. Happier things. She couldn’t ask for anything more.
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The next day, Sunni walked through her apartment door feeling like a new woman. She thought about Chris and his lover on the walk home, but having Joseph and Ben in her life allowed better thoughts to come to mind. She walked into the secluded living room so high on happiness it was as if she floated.
She sat down on the sofa and sighed. She looked over at Joseph’s novel and the pile of mail she had thrown on top of it the day before. She picked up the letters and shuffled through them. There were bills, bills, and more bills. However, hidden in all the bills was a single letter from Chris. Her heart began to race as adrenaline pulsed throughout her body. What did he have to say to her that he couldn’t say over a phone or to her face? Maybe he sent a check for the rent? Maybe he sent pictures of her, Joseph and Ben together intimately? Maybe hate mail he whipped together to taunt her and her situation?
Quickly, she opened the envelope. Inside were a letter, a check, and a plane ticket. She inhaled heavily and sat bug-eyed as she read the letter.
Dear Sunni,
First, I want to let you know how sorry I am to leave you as I did. I did not want to fight with you. I love you too much, even now. I never meant to hurt you, but the best option was for me to leave as soon as I could. That way we would not do or say things we might regret. I hoped it would be easier on both of us if I just left.
I want you to know that I think about that day a lot. It pains me to know that I made you cry when I promised you so many times that I wouldn’t. You were everything to me and you still are. You will always have a special place in my heart.
I want you to be happy. I always did. So, with some help from a special friend of mine, I’ve enclosed a plane ticket to London and a check so you can visit the school you were saving up to attend. I know how much that writing course meant to you and I do not want you to lose hope now.
We will work everything out to get things moving ahead again for you and your dreams, and for me and mine. All I ask in return is that you think of me and keep me in your heart. I may have lost you as a lover, but I never want to lose you as a friend. Please enjoy London. I want to hear about all your fun and exciting adventures when you get back.
Love,
Chris.
She couldn’t stop the tears as they flowed from her eyes even if she wanted to. It felt good to let them flow and slowly heal her aching heart. This time they didn’t flow out of uncontrollable anger or pain. They flowed out of pure happiness and delight.
She never considered herself a blessed woman. Now there was no doubt about it. It felt great to count the many blessings she had. Many of her blessings were the men from her past who would be by her side in her future.
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About the Author
The author of several books of fiction and fiction with spice, Leslie Lee Sanders spends most of her time writing erotic romances mostly in the gay and ménage categories. She currently has two books available for the late teen readers and several erotic romances published as e-books and in print.
You can find her free erotic serial, Three’s a Crowd, online at www.threesacrowd3.com.
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