Yes, she wanted him. A part of her did, at least. Every single time Sawyer touched her, she went up in flames. Hadn’t it always been just that way between them?
He wanted to kiss her perfect, pouty lips. He wanted to shred her clothes, run his tongue over every inch of her body, make her scream his name while she came harder than she ever had.
Instead, he pulled her close and placed a single burning-hot kiss on the graceful curve of her neck.
“Sawyer…” she said, and shivered.
He could see her nipples harden through the thin cotton of her tank top. Her body responded to him, no matter what her brain might want.
Her eyes were still closed, her breaths coming fast. Sawyer ran his fingertip down the plump line of her cleavage, curious to see how she’d respond.
She shivered again, but she was silent.
“Remy…” he whispered.
“Mmm,” was all she gave him.
He tipped her chin back and gave her a soft kiss. She made that sound, that quiet pleading sound he loved so much, her hand coming up to grip at the shoulder of his t-shirt.
Wine forgotten, Sawyer slowly leaned back on the blanket, taking Remy with him. He didn’t want to scare her, so he pulled her atop his body instead of trapping her beneath his own.
She moaned against his lips, moving to straddle his hips, breaking their kiss to tease his earlobe with her tongue. Sawyer gripped the round globes of her ass, guiding her to gently rock her hips against his.
He shifted them both until the seam of Remy’s jeans pressed directly over his, and when she felt the full force of his hard cock, her eyes flew open in surprise.
Not ready to give her time for second-guessing, Sawyer drew her back to his lips for a kiss, pulling the straps of her tank down her shoulders.
He glanced up at her, breaking the kiss, and then slowly bared her breasts. They were magnificent, high and full and heavy in his hands.
Sawyer drew her down and took one of her nipples in his mouth. In an instant, she was crying out, her fingers gripping his hair.
He chuckled against her, flicking his tongue over the hard nub as she arched her back, needy moans escaping her lips.
Sawyer couldn’t help himself. He flipped her over onto her back, turning his attention to her other breast when she made a sound of protest.
When she was moaning and writhing under him, he pulled back a few inches.
“I’m going to make you come,” he told her, watching her intently.
“Sawyer—” she started, her brow puckering.
“Just let me make you feel good, Remy. I think you need it.”
He tugged her tank top up over her head and she let him, but she still looked worried. He kissed the space between her breasts, then the spot above her navel, moving down her body.
“Sawyer!” she squeaked, though she didn’t stop him.
“Mmmm, I didn’t do enough of this when we were together,” he said, kissing her hip bone as he unbuttoned her shorts.
When he kissed the skin he’d bared there, she bit her lip and nodded.
Grinning, Sawyer stripped off her boots and shorts, making her squeak again. Her body was a little different than he remembered, little silvery lines stretching across her skin in some places, but that was common in the women he’d known.
Ignoring her protests, he parted her thighs and leaned down, running his tongue along her glistening slit.
“Mmmm, you’re wet for me,” he murmured.
She went all tense at the first touch of his tongue, holding her breath, uncertain. He explored her with gentle strokes of his fingers and tongue, bringing her right to the edge so fast it nearly made his head spin.
Every soft cry, every subtle rock of her hips, asking for more… he didn’t want it to be over so soon. Remy was whispering his name, her need so obvious that he couldn’t put her off any longer.
He slid two fingers deep inside her as he coaxed her with his tongue, building and building the momentum. Remy shattered against his tongue and fingers with a cry, her body shaking hard as she shouted his name to the sky.
He withdrew his fingers and kissed her inner thigh, giving her a moment to recover. When he moved back up to kiss her lips again, there was something there…
If he pushed, she would probably give herself to him. He saw it there in her eyes, some kind of resignation.
Giving her a soft smile and a shake of his head, Sawyer began to dress her.
“What…” she started, then stopped and shook her own head, mimicking him.
Once she was dressed, Sawyer picked up his wine and took a sip. He pulled a face; it was a little bitter, after all the sweeter places his tongue had just explored.
“What?” she asked, giving him a look.
“Nothing, just… the wine doesn’t quite taste as good as you do.”
Remy looked scandalized. “Sawyer!”
“You asked.”
She blew out a breath and picked up her own cup of wine, draining the contents.
“The wine’s perfectly fine.”
Sawyer cocked a brow, enjoying her embarrassed flush. He sipped his wine, looking out at the growing early evening shadows.
“Are you really going to stay?” Remy asked out of the blue.
“Hmm?”
“You told Micah you were going to stay in Catahoula.”
“Oh. Uh, yeah. I think we’re really going to try.”
“I think you’re crazy. If I could, I would keep a house here and just… travel. All over,” she said dreamily, sitting up and propping her head on her knees.
“I think I’ve had enough of that for one lifetime,” he said. Though he didn’t mean it to, a note of bitterness crept into his voice.
“Right,” Remy said, shaking her head. “Of course.”
“Sorry. I’m not trying to unload on you, I did enough of that the other night,” Sawyer said, rubbing the back of his neck.
“It’s okay.”
“It wasn’t, really.”
“Well… I’ve forgiven you,” she said, her lips curling up at the corners.
“Oh yeah?” he asked, unable to hide his grin. “That’s very nice of you.”
“Mmmhm.” She wrinkled her nose. “So what do you want for yourself?”
“In the future, you mean?”
“Yeah.”
He glanced at her, then shrugged. “I don’t know. Right now, I’m just trying to get the ranch back to its former glory. After that… I don’t know. A house in town? A wife, maybe kids? I’m pretty sure that’s the expected thing.”
Remy’s face went a little white. “You think you’ll get married and have kids?”
Sawyer frowned. “Yeah, eventually.”
She looked down, her lips pressing into a thin white line.
“What?” he asked, giving her a look. “Was I supposed to say something else?”
“No,” she said quickly. She moved, getting to her feet.
“Seriously? What did I do wrong?” he asked, his stomach sinking.
“Nothing.”
“Nothing now, or nothing in the past?”
Her blue gaze seared him for a long moment. She exhaled slowly.
“I’m going to go home now.”
“You’re going to walk?” he asked, scowling.
“Yeah. It’s not that far from here,” she said, clearing her throat. “Thanks for the, uh… wine.”
“Remy…”
She paused, waiting.
“Give me another chance. Whatever it is you want from me, I’ll give it to you.”
She canted her head, expression regretful. “That’s the thing, Sawyer. You think it’s all in the past, but it’s not.”
“Remy, wait—” He tried to stop her, but she’d already turned and started off toward the creek. Her hike would be at least half a mile of vicious incline, all in wild brambles and thorns.
“At least let me drive you home!” he called.
She didn’t slow or even acknowledge
him, disappearing from sight in a moment’s time.
Sawyer stared down at the rumpled picnic blanket, thinking over her words.
You think it’s all in the past, but it’s not.
What in the hell could that possibly mean?
Fourteen
The next morning, Remy sat in a daze and listened to Sawyer go through the property agreements. In her desire to avoid Sawyer’s gaze, she’d tried to force her attention away from the meeting entirely. Stared around the chillingly impersonal kitchen in Colonel Roman’s new house in town, counted the seconds until she could flee.
She kept glancing up to find her father watching her with a foreboding expression… which was funny, since she hadn’t done anything. And when it wasn’t her father, it was one of the Roman men giving her a meaningful look.
What made it all a thousand times worse was that Colonel Roman was in attendance, staring at Remy like a hawk eyeing a church mouse. Remy didn’t understand how The Colonel and Sawyer could look so much alike and yet have such different personalities.
He also kept making snide comments to Remy and her father. Mentioning how much they had at stake, how much the Roman family had done for the Rivers over the years, stuff like that.
It made Remy’s skin crawl, especially because she was pretty sure he was reminding her not to let the truth about Shiloh slip.
If Sawyer’s father didn’t stop staring at her with that accusing expression, Remy was either going to sink under the table and hide, or throw her water glass at his head.
Same went for Sawyer, actually… his heated hazel gaze made her squirm in a way that wasn’t exactly family-friendly.
“So just take these home and look over them,” Sawyer said to Remy’s father. “Have a lawyer look at them, if you want. It covers exactly what we’ve discussed, though. No tricky stuff.”
“I appreciate that,” her father said, standing. “Seems like you’re turning out all right, after all.”
Sawyer’s brows rose, but he was too polite to ask what that meant. “Thank you, sir.”
Sawyer offered his hand, and Remy’s father shook it after a moment’s hesitation. When her father turned to shake hands with Colonel Roman though, The Colonel just gave him a cold stare and turned away.
Nice, she thought, rolling her eyes.
“Hey,” Sawyer said, catching her wrist as she stood up.
She glared at his fingers until he released her. “What do you want?”
“Can we talk for a second?” he asked.
She glanced around, feeling The Colonel’s gaze burning into her shoulder blades. “No.”
“Remy…”
“I have to go,” she said, shaking her head.
“Will you be at the bar Wednesday?” he asked.
She gave him an impatient look, then turned to follow her father through the parlor and outside. The house was right on the main drag, across from the Piggly Wiggly grocery store.
As soon as the door closed behind them, her father gave her a stern glance.
“Remy River, you are playing with fire,” he warned.
“I’m not doing anything!” she protested.
“Come on,” he said, pointing across the street. “Your mother’s waiting.”
As they crossed, Remy found she couldn’t let it lie.
“I didn’t do anything, Daddy. I can’t keep him from pursuing me.”
“You encourage that boy every time you look at him, and you know it.”
“There’s nothing going on!” she said.
“Remy…” her father sighed.
He stopped her before they got to the old truck, shaking his finger at her.
“You were right when you said that this is our last chance.”
“I know.”
“And you also know that Sawyer’s father could blow this whole deal up if he feels like it.”
Remy frowned and crossed her arms. “He won’t.”
“To protect his family legacy, he might.”
Remy blew out a breath. “Okay.”
“I know you loved him, kiddo. I know he’s Shiloh’s daddy. But you made a decision four years ago, and now you’re going to have to carry that out. You understand?”
Remy winced.
“Yes, Daddy.”
Behind her father, she saw the door of the rusted pickup open.
“Mama!” Shiloh cried, spotting her.
Her father muttered a curse. “Move. Sawyer’s on his way over here.”
Heart leaping into her throat, Remy practically threw herself into the car, pulling Shiloh into the backseat cab.
“What’s happening?” her mother asked, looking confused.
“The Romans are coming,” her father joked, climbing into the car and starting the engine.
Remy felt guilty as she buckled Shiloh into his car seat, like she was hiding him rather than protecting him. Her father backed the truck out and Remy glanced back.
Sawyer had stopped, watching them closely, but she was pretty sure he hadn’t seen Shiloh.
“Mama! Truck!” Shiloh said, grinning.
The same shining eyes and wide smile as Sawyer. Looking at one and the other made her heart want to burst with emotions, too many to name.
Murmuring a soft prayer for her sanity, Remy leaned her head back on the seat and squeezed Shiloh’s fingers.
Keeping her secret was getting more and more impossible by the day.
Fifteen
“All right, everyone!” Walker called, startling Sawyer a little, just enough that he spilled his coffee.
Sawyer hadn’t exactly gotten a lot of sleep the night before, and the reason was the hot little blonde hiding behind her sisters, pretending he didn’t exist.
The Roman and River families milled around the front porch of the main house at Roman Ranch, the parents ready to sign legal documents, and the siblings ready to get to work.
“If you’re over 30, the lawyers need you in the kitchen!” Walker announced. “If you’re under 30, pair up for work detail!”
Sawyer saw Remy link arms with her sister Shelby. Scowling, he strode over to the lookalike sisters.
“You’re with me,” he told Remy, giving her a stern look.
“Oh…” she said, shaking her head. “Nah, I’m going to be with Shel.”
“Shelby?” Sawyer said, crossing his arms.
Shelby straightened. “Yeah?”
“Do me a favor and go pair up with Walker before he has a complete meltdown.”
Shelby glanced over at Walker, who chose that moment to turn and look at them. Shelby’s lips twitched; Walker was stoic, to say the least. A meltdown was unlikely.
“You know you want to,” Sawyer said.
Shelby grinned at him, then nodded. “Yeah. Sorry, Rem. I can’t pass up the chance to spend the whole day torturing Walker. I’m going to see how long I can talk to him about the intricacies of dressmaking before steam starts coming out his ears.”
Remy’s eyes went wide as Shelby abandoned her.
“Seriously?” she called.
“Looks like you’re stuck with me today,” Sawyer said, giving her a smug smile.
Remy wrinkled her nose but didn’t respond.
“Okay! Today we just need to survey and make a list of everything that needs doing!” Colt called to the group. “Take a notebook, take one of these slips of paper with the boundaries of your assigned area, and get a move on!”
Remy shot Sawyer a look, walking over to accept a notebook and assignment from Colt. She looked at the paper, then handed it over to Sawyer.
“We’ve got the length of the riverbed and the area on both sides. So… the kennels, the pump house, and a few storage sheds,” Remy said, thoughtful.
“And fences. We’ve repaired a lot of the fences on our side, but if yours look anything like ours, there will be a lot of work to do there.”
She pulled a face, but shrugged. “Probably.”
“We’re going to have to ride,” he said, nodding toward
the stables.
Remy’s chin came up, some strange moment of defiancé on her part.
“Fine.”
“Fine.”
Muttering a curse under his breath, Sawyer stalked toward the stables, not waiting for Remy. He had his horse brushed and saddled in a matter of minutes, then stepped out of the stall to help Remy.
Only, he didn’t need to help her. She’d befriended and saddled one of the sweeter mares, and was already leading the horse from the stall when Sawyer came looking for her.
“I just need somewhere to mount,” she said, looking around. “This pretty lady is still a lot taller than any of ours over at the farm.”
“Allow me,” Sawyer said, unable to suppress a smile.
Remy opened her mouth, but Sawyer had already moved forward to pick her up by the waist, making sure to fondle her luscious ass as much as possible. He handed her up and then led his own mount out, swinging his leg over with ease.
The last few weeks, it seemed that old habits were coming back with something of a vengeance.
Reins in hand, he cocked a brow at Remy. “Ready?”
“Always,” she said, a note of challenge in her voice.
Sawyer grinned, guiding his mount into a trot. He headed for the far west corner of the Roman lands, figuring they could move back and forth across Cur Creek for a rousing day of adventure.
“Well hey there,” Remy said, greeting a few curs that followed them from the stables. “Are y’all going to accompany us? Protect my virtue and whatnot?”
Sawyer shot her an amused look, which made her go red.
“Don’t be coarse,” she told him.
“I didn’t say a word,” Sawyer reminded her. “Now are you ready to ride hard?”
Remy looked a little scandalized, but she laughed when Sawyer kicked his horse into a full canter and took off. She only fell behind for a moment; they’d both been on horses their entire lives, and by now it came as natural as breathing.
For a few minutes, they were wild and free, just like when they were kids. No cares in the world except racing across the dark soil, grins on their faces as their horses flew true as arrows.
Once they reached the property line, they crossed over to the River farm side, slowing to examine the fence.
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