by Kacey Shea
“Good weekend?” Jim asks.
“Yeah. Great, actually. I moved into my first house. I’m all settled and unpacked, too.”
We chat a few more minutes about my home, the neighborhood, and property values before I excuse myself. I like Jim. He’s not my direct manager on projects but we’ve been on the same team a few times and I spent a week with him during my internship. He’s friendly enough and really knowledgeable in design.
I spend the morning deep in my latest project, a signage revamp for a mom and pop chain of Italian restaurants. I’m ready to break for lunch when my boss calls my workstation and asks me to step in his office.
“Callie, please have a seat.” Jared’s gaze is somber and my gut starts to tighten with nerves, though I have no reason for them. I step around the chair across from his desk and sit.
“What’s up, Jared?”
“You may have heard the rumors . . .” He tightens his lips in a thin line, crosses his long arms over his chest, and leans back in his chair. Waiting. As if I should know what he’s referring to. Rumors? Shit. This is why you’re supposed to have friends at work. Or hang out by the breakroom. I’m such a loner here. I mostly eat lunch at my desk while everyone else goes out. Work is work. I do my job and leave.
Totally not working in my favor at the moment.
“About the possible acquisition,” he finally finishes. I nod. “Pat and Michael will be in meetings all week. You’ll see a few new faces around the office. Don’t be alarmed. They’ll be here to observe and see how we work. Just go about your usual business.” Jared pins me with a stare.
Usual business. I can do that. But the way he keeps staring at me, I’m starting to guess this is a bigger deal than he’s letting on. I may have to break for coffee more often this week to get a lead on the gossip.
“Okay. Great. So, is that all you needed to see me about or is there something else?” I’m uncertain how we end this conversation since he won’t break eye contact and I don’t want to appear intimidated or flippant about his news.
He leans his elbows on the desk and steeples his fingers under his chin. Wow. This is intense. I’m back in third grade all over again having a staring contest with Andrew Perkins, neither of us willing to blink first.
“Keep up the good work, Callie. You’ll do just fine here.” He finally stands and glances at the door over my shoulder. I scramble from the chair and mutter my thanks. I’m not able to get back to my workstation quickly enough.
That was strange. I pull my peanut butter sandwich from my bag and pretend to check Facebook while I sneak covert glances at my colleagues. Everyone seems to be more on task today. More than usual for a Monday. I have to wonder if that has anything to do with this possible acquisition. I’ll have to Google our company when I get home tonight. In the meantime, I do what I do best. I dig back into my project.
One thing I know to be true. I will outwork every single one of these staff designers. I may be green, but in this field seniority means nothing. It’s ever changing and dynamic and the people willing to learn and work the hardest will prevail. It’s sure to be a long week but I take some satisfaction in knowing that my own little home is organized, clean, and waiting for me at the end of the day.
I love Saturday mornings.
The start to the weekend. It holds so much promise, possibility, and most importantly, it begins two full days away from work.
This week kicked my ass. The good intention to get up and run before work every morning was lost somewhere around Wednesday. I lie, it was Monday. Monday’s slight hangover killed all intents to exercise. And on top of that, work was crazy busy. Rumors were flying wild about the future of the company. Unlike my co-workers who wasted hours gossiping about possible job layoffs, I put in fourteen-hour days and busted my butt to outperform those with seniority.
I can’t afford to be out of work, so I’ll prove my worth and ensure it doesn’t happen. The long days completely knocked my usual routine and organization out the window. The need to create order pulses through my veins and I awoke this morning with a plan. This week I’m getting back on track.
I’m up early, dressed, showered, with full makeup, and wandering the aisles of my neighborhood market checking item after item off my grocery list. Okay, admittedly, the makeup and cute outfit are for my planned walk by the fire station after meal prepping for the week. But the list is for my seven-day paleo eat clean diet.
Except this list is taking longer than I’d like. I’m currently stuck on nut butter. Nuts can be butter? I scan the refrigerated wall and suck my bottom lip between my teeth. Margarine. Soft spread. Sticks. Made with canola oil. Made with olive oil. Natural butter. Unbelievably not butter. Where the fuck is nut butter?
“Just pick one. They won’t bite.” I lift my chin and bite my lip hard . . . to hold in the moan that threatens to escape. Melted chocolate. His eyes. I have a weakness for chocolate. Fireman’s eyes. Not quite chocolate because they have specks of gold that catch the light. Almost as though they’re dancing. Laughing. He’s laughing at me.
“Cat got your tongue, Callie?” He reaches out and pushes a strand of my hair from my face and tucks it behind my ear. I shiver when his rough fingertips graze my skin. Smooth. Way to go, Callie.
“Nuts,” I croak.
“What?” Chase smiles. His eyes crinkle with humor.
“How the fuck do nuts make butter?”
He laughs, a booming sound, and I glance around, self-conscious of drawing attention from strangers. I puff out an exhale and relax, relieved the store is practically empty at this early hour.
“Nut butter is over by the jams, jellies . . . peanut butter.” Ah! Realization and embarrassment wash over me. That kind of butter. He must think I’m an idiot.
“Er—right. That makes better sense. Thank God you came to my rescue! I could’ve been here all day. Probably would have caught a cold even!” Shut up, Callie. I can’t seem to stop rambling once I start. Nervous habit, and this man has every cell in my body aflutter and amiss. Chase’s fingertips on my arm halt the sounds tumbling from my lips.
“How about I do you one better? Let’s walk together?” He pushes my cart out of the aisle and I follow, my steps quick to catch up to his long strides. He winks and nods toward the destination. “Anything to help a woman in distress.”
“I was not in distress. Maybe a little confused. But it’s understandable. I’ve never heard of half of these items.” I wave my list as we arrive at all the spreads. I pluck the cheapest jar from the shelf and add it to my cart. Which he’s still holding tight. Almost as if he’s keeping it hostage.
“New recipe?” He nods to my hand and the list clenched between my fingers.
“New plan. I’m going clean.”
“Pity. I like dirty.”
My eyes snap to his. “Pardon?”
He chuckles. Three other firefighters round the corner with two carts piled high. It’s a sight to behold. They all wear matching navy pants with their County Fire T-shirts tucked into trim waists. Black heavy boots. But it’s the ball caps that complete the look. Give them an aura of mystery, even. Like, even if they aren’t perfectly attractive, they appear so from afar because of the coordinated outfits.
“What’s up, boss? You ready to head out?” Mustache says to Chase.
It’s then I notice their carts. Holy crap—
“How much do you guys eat?” My mouth waters at the piles of packaged bacon, bags of potatoes, and carton upon carton of eggs. Damn. My eyes flick to my healthy eating cart and its sad state in comparison.
“We’re having a community cookout—“He glances down at his watch and his eyes widen. “In an hour.” He releases my cart and glides it back into my hands. “Sorry, Callie, we’ve got to run. You should come by. We’ll be serving breakfast and collecting donations until ten. Bring food for a local shelter and get a hot meal.” He walks backwards, following his crew toward the checkout.
Firemen serving breakfast. Where’s the l
ist? Sign me up.
“Sure. Yeah. Maybe I’ll stop by.” Much better. Even my face hides the merriment bouncing around inside.
“Won’t be clean, though.” His brows waggle and I can’t fight the grin that pulls at my lips.
“That’s okay. I like it dirty, too!” I shout. Facepalm. I don’t, but I want to. I’m tempted to hide my face but his eyes widen slightly and the way they heat from under the bill of his hat catches my breath. The grin that spreads across his features next could be classified as shit eating. He turns and strides out of view.
“Nice, Callie,” I mutter to myself, then snatch my cell from my back pocket and shoot a group text to Alicia and Jill.
Me: Emergency! Hot guys. Bacon. Eggs. Potatoes. My house, 1 hour!
Jill: This qualifies as an emergency how?
Me: Firemen. The firemen are making us breakfast!
Alicia: Wow! Fast much? U already hook up with 1?
Alicia: Save 1 for me! I want my own!
Me: No. They’re doing some fundraiser for the needy. The community needs us!
Jill: I’m a maybe. I have shit to do.
Alicia: Let me finish cleaning my apartment.
Me: No bailing or lame excuses! You have to come. I need you.
I lock my screen and pocket my phone. Excitement bubbles in my belly. It rumbles. Okay, so maybe it’s mostly hunger. I glance down at my half-filled cart. Crap. My list still has a few items unchecked. I better finish soon if I want to get to that breakfast. My morning plan to food prep for the week is abandoned a little too easily at the thought of overindulging in carbs, fat, and firemen.
I love breakfast.
I’ve always loved the first meal of the day, but on this sunny morning my gratitude sighs at an all-time high. Top forty music plays across the parking lot with the drone of the generator humming in the background. Six long folding tables surrounded by chairs fill the south end of the blacktop, and families and neighbors sit about. The joyful sounds of chatter and laughter float through the air.
Center stage, though, the guys man the propane grills, flipping pancakes and bacon while wearing smiles and those glorious uniforms. Navy pants, T-shirts, and logoed ball caps. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a better sight.
“Le sigh,” Jill gushes at my right. “Good looking and kind hearted? You know what makes this better?”
“Big hoses,” Alicia says from my left.
I snort. Of course that’s the exact moment Chase decides to look up. Be cool, Callie. He can’t hear a snort from all the way across the parking lot. I raise my hand and wave. He grins back and raises his spatula.
“Bring the bacon to mama,” Alicia says, gives me a little push, and keeps stride. I imagine we draw the attention of the cooking crew, strutting through the lot in our intentionally constructed outfits. I imagine, because I can’t actually know. I keep my sunglass covered eyes focused at the ground so I don’t trip.
We didn’t want to appear too obvious, but Alicia insisted there be lots of skin. To rein them in, of course. We’re all dressed in casual shorts—each wearing a different color and cut—paired with sleeveless tops and strappy heels.
Jill, quite often the voice of reason in my life, wears a muted pink lace top and white shorts. Her blonde tresses are combed long and her tan skin almost matches the nude of her shoes.
Alicia, on the other hand, is all black everything—hair, nails, eye liner, shoes, and blouse. Except for her shorts, which blaze a fiery red. She looks sinful, and even with the tallest heels she’s shorter than either me or Jill.
I’m in my black and white patterned shorts and white top, the one that dips low to showcase the girls but not too low to be mistaken for a night out earning at the club. My white and tan wedges keep my steps steady, even on this gravel lot. Alicia helped pile my curly brown locks into an effortless messy bun—in reality it took us twenty minutes to achieve the optimal look. I’m confident and sexy. Ready to hook myself a fireman.
As we step closer I’m thankful for the shades as they hide my eyes and allow me to assess the man candy. And boy, how tasty they look. Though, as we conform to the line of people waiting on breakfast, my eyes land back on Chase. He’s dreamy and has an air of confidence and leadership. It’s attractive. He’s attractive. He’s talking to me. Oh, God, I was ogling. I don’t even know what he said. He tilts his head and a smirk pulls those plump lips. Lips that would be talented at kissing. I’d bet, if that was something I could put money on.
“You okay, Callie?”
I shake my head and then switch directions to nod. “Fine! Totally great. Super. Fab.” Fab? I blow out an exhale.
He chuckles. “You look nice. Pancakes?”
“Thanks. Yes. Please.” He piles them on my plate. One. Two. Three.
“That’s good!” I laugh and pull my plate away. “Gotta save room for meat.”
He grins. “You like meat, Callie?” Oh, God! Now I have an entirely different vision of sausage running through my mind. I glance down at his crotch and he laughs, a loud, booming rumble that draws attention from everyone near. My cheeks heat. I’m sure they’re as pink as if I’d spent an afternoon at the beach. His knowing grin tells me that was his intent. Well, two can play at this.
“I love meat,” I purr. His eyes widen and his laughter dies. I lean forward over the grill, careful to not get too close and burn my arm, but far enough that he has a clear view down my blouse. “I especially love sausage. The juicy taste when my lips lock around it.” I close my eyes and moan once. I open my lids to find him licking his lips. His Adam’s apple bobs at his throat.
“But I’m a little disappointed because those you have today sure are tiny.” With that I smile wide and let the laughter fall from my lips. I glance down at the grill. “You’re burning your cakes, boss.” I turn on my heel and strut to the table where Jill and Alicia await with eager smiles. I can faintly hear Chase’s curses follow in my wake.
“Gurl . . . What did you do to that poor boy?” Jill laughs.
“Just gave him a little of his own medicine.” I wink.
“That’s our girl,” Alicia proclaims and licks bacon grease from her fingertips.
I nod and shovel an overflowing forkful of pancakes into my mouth. “So good!” I say between bites. My stomach sighs in thanks.
“Don’t look, but whatever you said has lover boy on his way now.”
“Wha—?” I try to chew and swallow as fast as I can, but I have too much food in my mouth and when Chase pulls out the open chair to my right and twists so we’re eye to eye my molars continue to chomp at an alarming rate.
“Whoa.” His eyes widen. “Slow down there, chipmunk.” Awesomesauce.
I throw back my orange juice like it’s a shot of Patron and wash the food from my mouth. “Hey, Chase. What’s up?” I try for casual but my voice goes a pitch too high and the food I tried to swallow catches in my throat. I break into a horrible coughing fit. He pats my back until I catch my breath. Tears leak from my eyes.
“Are you okay?” he says. My coughs are replaced with giggles, more from the ridiculousness of it all, and I wipe the moisture from my cheeks.
“Fine. Wrong pipe. I guess I have to practice swallowing.” Facepalm. Why does everything I say to this man come out in sexual innuendo? Because you’d love to do naughty things with him. My skin heats and prickles. Yeah, yeah I would. I meet his eyes and they crinkle at the corners. So glad he finds this amusing.
“Callie, would you like to go out some time?”
“I’d love to,” I manage.
“Great.” His smile steals my breath. “How about tonight?”
Tonight! That hardly gives me time to freak out, obsess, worry, wax, pluck, shave—not that I’m easy and will sleep with him on the first date, but one can never be too prepared. And he’s a first responder. He’s always prepared. How would it look if I show up to a date unprepared—
“Tonight’s perfect.” The breathy words leave my lips. He stands from the chair and
walks backwards.
“I better get back to work.” He glances over his shoulder. “Pick you up at eight, Callie.” He turns and jogs back to his spot at the grill.
“Damn, girl!” Alicia reaches across the table and squeezes my hand. “Nice work!”
“Uh—” Jill purses her lips and licks them. “Not to be a downer and don’t look, but two tables over, there’s a woman shooting daggers at our Callie.”
“What!” Alicia looks around anyway.
“Alicia!” I hiss, bringing her attention back to our table. “Don’t make a scene. She’s probably just jealous.”
“Yeah, she probably is, but if anyone tries to mess with you, I’ve got your back.” She goes back to nibbling her food. My nerves have stolen my appetite and I push my plate back.
“Yeah. I’m sure that’s it,” Jill says. But it’s the way she says it that plants a little seed of curiosity. I reach for my cup and suck down the rest.
“I’m gonna get a refill.” I stride over to the drink station and leave Jill and Alicia to debate who’s sexier, a lumberjack or a mechanic. Two giant orange sports coolers, the kind I remember from high school track practice, hold the beverage options. I pick the one with water and fill my cup. Before I walk to my girls I turn and scan the faces at neighboring tables while I sip from my cup.
Harsh green eyes narrow, brows knit, and it’s easy to spot who Jill was speaking about. The woman is older than I am, maybe mid-thirties, and she’s noticeably glaring my way. If Jill hadn’t warned me I’d be looking over my shoulder trying to spot who she’s attempting to poison with her retinas. She’s pretty, her dirty blonde hair hangs in long soft curls and her makeup is impeccable.
Angry Beauty stands, grabs a cup off her table and marches my way. Oh, shit. She approaches like a predator, intent and ready to attack. Her sundress swishes with each step of her toned and tan body. I straighten my spine and push my shoulders back to prepare—for what I don’t know—and will myself not to fidget.
