“Don’t ask me who I am, please. And I—I won’t ask your name. We’re of different worlds, I guess. But for the moment, Fate has levelled the barriers. Just let it go at that. And now, if you can stay here, all right; perhaps I can hike back to the next house, below here, and telephone, and summon help.”
“How far is it?” she asked, looking at him with wonder in her lovely eyes—wonder, and new thoughts, and a strange kind of longing to know more of this extraordinary man, so strong, so gentle, so unwilling to divulge himself or ask her name.
“How far?” he repeated. “Oh, four or five miles. I can make it in no time. And with luck, I can have an auto and a doctor here before dark. Well, does that suit you?”
“Don’t go, please,” she answered. “I—I may be still a little weak and foolish, but—somehow, I don’t want to be left alone. I want to be kept from remembering, from thinking of those last, awful moments when the car was running away; when it struck the wall, at the turn; when I was thrown out, and—and knew no more. Don’t go just yet,” the girl entreated, covering her eyes with both hands, as though to shut out the horrible vision of the catastrophe.
“All right,” Gabriel answered. “Just as you please. Only, if I stay, you must promise to stop thinking about the accident, and try to pull together.”
“I promise,” she agreed, looking at him with strange eyes. “Oh dear,” she added, with feminine inconsequentiality, “my hair’s all down, and Lord knows where the pins are!”
He smiled to himself as she managed, with the aid of such few hairpins as remained, to coil the coppery meshes once more round her head and even somewhat over the bandage, and secure them in place.
At sight of his face as he watched her, she too smiled wanly—the first time he had seen a real smile on her mouth.
“I’m only a woman, after all,” she apologized. “You don’t understand. You can’t. But no matter. Tell me—why need you go, at all?”
“Why? For help, of course.”
“There’s sure to be a motor, or something, along this road, before very long,” she answered. “Put up some signal or other, to stop it. That will save you a long, long walk, and save me from—remembering! I need you here with me,” she added earnestly. “Don’t go—please!”
“All right, as you will,” the man made reply. “I’ll rig a danger-signal on the road; and then all we can do will be to wait.”
This plan he immediately put into effect, setting his knapsack in the middle of the road and piling up brush and limbs of trees about it.
“There,” he said to himself, as he surveyed the result, “no car will get by that, without noticing it!”
Then he returned to the sugar-house, some hundred yards back from the highway in the grove, now already beginning to grow dim with the shadows of approaching nightfall. The glowing coals of the fire gleamed redly, through the rough place. The girl, still lying on her bed of leaves and auto-robes, with the mutilated shawl drawn over her, looked up at him with an expression of trust and gratitude. For a second, only one, something quick and vital gripped at the wanderer’s heart—some vague, intangible longing for a home and a woman, a longing old as our race, deep-planted in the inmost citadel of every man’s soul. But, half-impatiently, he drove the thought away, dismissed it, and, smiling down at her with cheerful eyes and white, even teeth, said reassuringly:
“Everything’s all right now. The first machine that passes, will take you to civilization.”
“And you?” she asked. “What of you, then?”
“Me? Oh, I’ll hike,” he answered. “I’ll plug along just as I was doing when I found you.”
“Where to?”
“Oh, north.”
“What for?”
“Work. Please don’t question me. I’d rather you wouldn’t.”
She pondered a moment.
“Are you—what they call a—workingman?” she presently resumed.
“Yes,” said he. “Why?”
“And are you happy?”
“Yes. In a way. Or shall be, when I’ve done what I mean to do.”
“But—forgive me—you’re very poor?”
“Not at all! I have, at this present moment, more than eighteen dollars in my pocket, and I have these!”
He showed her his two hands, big and sinewed, capable and strong.
“Eighteen dollars,” she mused, half to herself. “Why, I have spent that, and more, for a single ounce of a new perfume—something very rare, you know, from Japan.”
“Indeed? Well, don’t tell me,” he replied. “I’m not interested in how you spend money, but how you get it.”
“Get it? Oh, father gives me my allowance, that’s all.”
“And he squeezes it out of the common people?”
She glanced at him quickly.
“You—you aren’t a Socialist, into the bargain, are you?” she inquired.
“At your service,” he bowed.
“This is strange, strange indeed,” she said. “Tell me your name.”
“No,” he refused. “I’d still rather not. Nor shall I ask yours. Please don’t volunteer it.”
Came a moment’s silence, there in the darkening hut, with the fire-glow red upon their faces.
“Happy,” said the girl. “You say you’re happy. While I—”
“Are not unhappy, surely?” asked Gabriel, leaning forward as he sat there beside her, and gazing keenly into her face.
“How should I know?” she answered. “Unhappy? No, perhaps not. But vacant—empty—futile!”
“Yes, I believe you,” Gabriel judged. “You tell me no news. And as you are, you will ever be. You will live so and die so. No, I won’t preach. I won’t proselytize. I won’t even explain. It would be useless. You are one pole, I the other. And the world—the whole wide world—lies between!”
Suddenly she spoke.
“You’re a Socialist,” said she. “What does it mean to be a Socialist?”
He shook his head.
“You couldn’t understand, if I told you,” he answered.
“Why not?”
“Oh, because your ideas and environments and interests and everything have been so different from mine—because you’re what you are—because you can never be anything else.”
“You mean Socialism is something beyond my understanding?” she demanded, piqued. “Of course, that’s nonsense. I’m a human being. I’ve got brains, haven’t I? I can understand a scheme of dividing up, or levelling down, or whatever it is, even if I can’t believe in it!”
He smiled oddly.
“You’ve just proved, by what you’ve said,” he answered slowly, “that your whole concepts are mistaken. Socialism isn’t anything like what you think it is, and if I should try to explain it, you’d raise ten thousand futile objections, and beg the question, and defeat my object of explanation by your very inability to get the point of view. So you see—”
“I see that I want to know more!” she exclaimed, with determination. “If there’s any branch of human knowledge that lies outside my reasoning powers, it’s time I found that fact out. I thought Socialists were wild, crazy, erratic cranks; but if you’re one, then I seem to have been wrong. You look rational enough, and you talk in an eminently sane manner.”
“Thank you,” he replied, ironically.
“Don’t be sarcastic!” she retorted. “I only meant—”
“It’s all right, anyhow,” said he. “You’ve simply got the old, stupid, wornout ideas of your class. You can’t grasp this new ideal, rising through the ruck and waste and sin and misery of the present system. I don’t blame you. You’re a product of your environment. You can’t help it. With that environment, how can you sense the newer and more vital ideas of the day?”
For a moment she fixed eager eyes on him, in silence. Then asked she:
“Ideals? You mean that Socialism has ideals, and that it’s not all a matter of tearing down and dividing up, and destroying everything good and noble and right�
�all the accumulated wisdom and resources of the world?”
He laughed heartily.
“Who handed you that bunk?” he demanded.
“Father told me Socialism was all that, and more,”
“What’s your father’s business?”
“Why, investments, stocks, bonds, industrial development and all that sort of thing.”
“Hm!” he grunted. “I thought as much!”
“You mean that father misinformed me?”
“Rather!”
“Well, if he did, what is Socialism?”
“Socialism,” answered the young man slowly, while he fixed his eyes on the smouldering fire, “Socialism is a political movement, a concept of life, a philosophy, an interpretation, a prophecy, an ideal. It embraces history, economics, science, art, religion, literature and every phase of human activity. It explains life, points the way to better things, gives us hope, strengthens the weary and heavy-laden, bids us look upward and onward, and constitutes the most sublime ideal ever conceived by the soul of man!”
“Can this be true?” the girl demanded, astonished.
“Not only can, but is! Socialism would free the world from slavery and slaves, from war, poverty, prostitution, vice and crime; would cleanse the sores of our rotting capitalism, would loose the gyves from the fettered hands of mankind, would bid the imprisoned soul of man awake to nobler and to purer things! How? The answer to that would take me weeks. You would have to read and study many books, to learn the entire truth. But I am telling you the substance of the ideal—a realizable ideal, and no chimera—when I say that Socialism sums up all that is good, and banishes all that is evil! And do you wonder that I love and serve it, all my life?”
She peered at him in wonder.
“You serve it? How?” she demanded.
“By spreading it abroad; by speaking for it, working for it, fighting for it! By the spoken and the printed word! By every act and through every means whereby I can bring it nearer and nearer realization!”
“You’re a dreamer, a visionary, a fanatic!” she exclaimed.
“You think so? No, I can’t agree. Time will judge that matter. Meanwhile, I travel up and down the earth, spreading Socialism.”
“And what do you get out of it, personally?”
“I? What do you mean? I never thought of that question.”
“I mean, money. What do you make out of it?”
He laughed heartily.
“I get a few jail-sentences, once in a while; now and then a crack over the head with a policeman’s billy, or maybe a peek down the muzzle of a rifle. I get—”
“You mean that you’re a martyr?”
“By no means! I’ve never even thought of being called such. This is a privilege, this propaganda of ours. It’s the greatest privilege in the world—bringing the word of life and hope and joy to a crushed, bleeding and despairing world!”
She thought a moment, in silence.
“You’re a poet, I believe!” said she.
“No, not that. Only a worker in the ranks.”
“But do you write poetry?”
“I write verses. You’d hardly call them poetry!”
“Verses? About Socialism?”
“Sometimes.”
“Will you give me some?”
“What do you mean?”
“Tell me some of them.”
“Of course not! I can’t recite my verses! They aren’t worth bothering you with!”
“That’s for me to judge. Let me hear something of that kind. If you only knew how terribly much you interest me!”
“You mean that?”
“Of course I do! Please let me hear something you’ve written!”
He pondered a moment, then in his well-modulated, deep-toned voice began:
HESPERIDES.
I.
My feet, used to pine-needles, moss and turf,
And the gray boulders at the lip o’ the sea,
Where the cold brine jets up its creamy surf,
Now tread once more these city ways, unloved by me,
Hateful and hot, gross with iniquity.
And so I grieve,
Grieve when I wake, or at high blinding noon
Or when the moon
Mocks this sad Ninevah where the throngs weave
Their jostling ways by day, their paths by night;
Where darkness is not—where the streets burn bright
With hectic fevers, eloquent of death!
I gasp for breath....
Visions have I, visions! So sweet they seem
That from this welter of men and things I turn, to dream
Of the dim Wood-world, calling out to me.
Where forest-virgins I half glimpse, half see
With cool mysterious fingers beckoning!
Where vine-wreathed woodland altars sunlit burn,
Or Dryads dance their mystic rounds and sing,
Sing high, sing low, with magic cadences
That once the wild oaks of Dodona heard;
And every wood-note bids me burst asunder
The bonds that hold me from the leaf-hid bird.
I quaff thee, O Nepenthe! Ah, the wonder
Grows, that there be who buy their wealth, their ease
By damning serfs to cities, hot and blurred,
Far from thy golden quest, Hesperides!...
II.
I see this August sun again
Sheer up high heaven wheel his angry way;
And hordes of men
Bleared with unrestful sleep rise up another day,
Their bodies racked with aftermaths of toil.
Over the city, in each gasping street,
Shudders a haze of heat,
Reverberant from pillar, span and plinth.
Once more, cribbed in this monstrous labyrinth
Sacrificed to the Minotaur of Greed
Men bear the turmoil, glare, sweat, brute inharmonies;
Denial of each simplest human need,
Loss of life’s meaning as day lags on day;
And my rebellious spirit rises, flies
In dreams to the green quiet wood away,
Away! Away!
III.
And now, and now...I feel the forest-moss...
Come! On these moss-beds let me lie with Pan,
Twined with the ivy-vine in tendrill’d curls,
And I will hold all gold, that hampers man,
Only the ashes of base, barren dross!
On with the lovedance of the pagan girls!
The pagan girls with lips all rosy-red,
With breasts upgirt and foreheads garlanded,
With fair white foreheads nobly garlanded!
With sandalled feet that weave the magic ring!
Now...let them sing,
And I will pipe a tune that all may hear,
To bid them mind the time of my wild rhyme;
To warn profaning feet lest they draw near.
Away! Away! Beware these mystic trees!
Who dares to quest you now, Hesperides?
IV.
Great men of song, what sing ye? Woodland meadows?
Rocks, trees and rills where sunlight glints to gold?
Sing ye the hills, adown whose sides blue shadows
Creep when the westering day is growing old?
Sing ye the brooks where in the purling shallows
The small fish dart and gleam?
Sing ye the pale green tresses of the willows
That stoop to kiss the stream?
Or sing ye burning streets, foul with the breath
Of sweatshop, tenement, where endlessly
Spawned swarms of folk serve tyrant masters twain—
Profit, and his twin-brother, grinning Death?
Where millions toil, hedged off from aught save pain?
Far from thee ever, O mine Arcady?...
His voice ceased and silence fell between the man and woman in the old sugar-house. Gabriel
sat there by the dying fire, which cast its ruddy light over his strongly virile face, and gazed into the coals. The girl, lying on the rude bed, her face eager, her slim strong hands tightly clasped, had almost forgotten to breathe.
At last she spoke.
“That—that is wonderful!” she cried, a tremor of enthusiasm in her voice.
He shook his head.
“No compliments, please,” said he.
“I’m not complimenting you! I think it is wonderful. You’re a true poet!”
“I wish I were—so I might use it all for Socialism!”
“You could make a fortune, if you’d work for some paper or magazine—some regular one, I mean, not Socialist.”
He shook his head.
“Dead sea fruit,” he answered. “Fairy gold, fading in the clutch, worthless through and through. No, if my work has any merit, it’s all for Socialism, now and ever!”
Silence again. Neither now found a word to say, but their eyes met and read each other; and a kind of solemn hush seemed to lie over their hearts.
Then, as they sat there, looking each at each—for now the girl had raised herself on the crude bed and was supporting herself with one hand—a sudden sound of a motor, on the road, awakened them from their musing.
Came the raucous wail of a siren. Then the engine-exhaust ceased; and a voice, raised in some annoyance, hailed loudly through the maple-grove:
“Hello! Hello? What’s wrong here?”
Gabriel stepped to the sugar-house door:
“Here! Come here!” he shouted in a ringing voice that echoed wildly from between his hollowed palms.
As the motorist still sat there, uncomprehending, Gabriel made his way toward the road.
“Accident here,” said he. “Girl in here, injured. Can you take her to the nearest town, at once? She needs a doctor.”
Instantly the man was out of his car, and hastening toward Gabriel.
“Eh? What?” he asked. “Anything serious?”
In a few words, Gabriel told him the outlines of the tale.
“The quicker you get the girl to a town, and let her have a doctor and communication with her family, the better,” he concluded.
“Right! I’ll do all in my power,” said the other, a rather stout, well-to-do, vulgar-looking man.
“Good! This way, then!”
The man followed Gabriel to the sugar-house. They found the girl already on her feet, standing there a bit unsteadily, but with determination to be game, in every feature.
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