Jesse walks in “Boss?” there was a tremble in his voice.
“She’s fine, the babies are fine.” I say
“I’ll go inform the rest.” He says leaving quietly.
I place my head next to hers on the pillow and close my eyes. Sleep came swiftly for the first time in over three weeks.
Chapter 56
Tessa
I hurt everywhere. I thought when you died the pain went away. What a crock of shit. Groaning, I open my eyes. The bright light pierces them.
I hiss and promptly close them again. So, fucking bright. This being dead shit is starting to suck.
A hand is rubbing my tummy. “Tessa.” A voice whispers. “Baby.” it says again. Sounding suspiciously like Axel.
“Please baby. You’ve been sleeping for two days. Please Tessa open your eyes.” Axels voice whispers.
What a dream. Or is this heaven? I’m not sure. I missed his voice. Tears gather in my eyes; I’ll never have that again.
This is it no more Axel, no more Ella, no more babies. I gasp at the last thought and my hands reach for my belly.
Pain shoots up and down one arm. The other was pulling something with it. I slowly crack my eyes and look at the hand attached to an iv.
Then I look at the other arm. The one on fire. It’s covered in bandages. From my wrist to my shoulder. My left eye was hard to open. It hurt. I hurt.
Then there was Axel leaning over me. Such a beautiful site. Looking into his beautiful brown eyes. I melt a little.
I love him so fucking much. But he’s not mine. He never was. My eyes burn as tears fill them. I open my mouth to ask him to leave, but no words escape my parched throat.
“Here Baby, small sips.” he places a straw to my lips. I suck small greedy sips. I didn’t ever want to stop. It felt fucking amazing.
My lip smarted and still I didn’t stop. “Both you and the babies are okay.”
“Trevor?” I ask on a gasp. Taking deep breaths. I forgot to breath as I sucked down all that orange juice.
“Dead. You killed him, Tessa. Him and Tom.” he replies in a dark voice.
“Tom?” I ask. “Yeah. The other guy in the office.” he says. His eyes darkened in a scary way.
“Oh. Four. So, four was Tom. And Adam was that his real name?” I ask him.
“Yeah. You did good baby. You shouldn’t have had to take care of yourself like that. This never should have happened.” his voice breaks a little at the end.
Just thinking about what brought us to this point crushes me. My heart breaks a little more. I have to sit back and watch him, with her all the time. I don’t think I can.
“Baby?” he asks gently. Cupping my face in his hands.
“Please, please stop calling me that. I’m not your baby anymore.” I say on a sob. Batting his hands away from my face.
“Just stop please. Don’t touch me. Please go away.” I scream at him. My heart hurts, I can’t do this. I can’t look at him.
“Tessa please. Please look at me.” he begs. His begging hurts too. I don’t want him to beg, but I don’t want to be around him.
I give a small, gentle shake of the head. I can’t do much more than that. My head hurts so bad.
“The day you walked into the office. She stripped and climbed onto my lap. I was shocked. I was getting ready to push her off when you came in.” the pleading for me to believe him drips from his voice.
“I believe you. But I don’t know if I can look past you fucking her.” I say harshly. Lashing out in my hurt and anger.
He winces and puts his head down. “Would you be able to forgive me for something like this?” I ask him. I already knew the answer. It was no.
“You’re fucking mine. No motherfucker will touch you. I will always want just you Tessa. You’re my old lady. I was going to ask you to marry me after graduation.” So many emotions pass through his voice.
I look at him. The idea of the rest of my life without him stretches before me. I can’t live without him by choice. The very same future stretches out with the question was, is he faithful? Neither. I don’t want to live either one.
The only way to have what I want requires me to forgive him. Can I? I study him closely. Running over my options. Weighing him like Anubis weighs your heart in the afterlife.
I grab his face in my hands, forcing him to look at me. “I love you.” I tell him.
His face lights up. His hands are now on my face. Cupping it so gently. “Baby, I Love you always.”
“Always and forever?” I ask. He kisses my lips do sweetly, so gently, so lovingly. “Yes, baby, always and forever.”
Chapter 57
Tessa
We spent a week at the safe house with Kevin, silent man aka Jeff, Jesse and Jace. I’ve talked to Ella on the phone every day. She threatened to come to us.
“Ready to go home baby?” Axel comes into the room planting a kiss on my lips. “Mm hmm.” I reply against his lips.
He grabs my hand, leading me down the stairs. Being all protective. It was cute.
“Axel. Got a minute?” Kevin stops our escape. Axel looks down at me in question. “Go. I’ll go get a banana.” I say giving him a light shove in Kevin’s direction.
“If you were hungry baby you should have said something. Come on I’ll make you something to eat.” he reaches for my hand again.
I swat it away. “I’ll be fine go talk to Kevin. I really want that banana and your stopping me from getting it.” I tell him with a serious voice.
It’s not easy to keep a straight face when he straightens and drags Kevin from the room in his rush to appease me.
I’m devouring my second banana when Axel walks in looking anything but happy. He gives me a small smile.
“Ready baby?” his voice is low and sweet. I nod my head. “Everything okay?” I ask.
“No.” he growls quietly. “I need you to stay away from John. If he’s at the club when we get there go to my office.” his voice is lethal.
I nod my head and watch his shoulders relax some. “What about Ella?” I ask in concern.
“Brandon’s with her.” he reply’s
I nod and say my goodbyes to Kevin and Silent man. I like that name better. And I tell him so. He just laughs and waves me off.
It's not long before we're home. I guess it didn’t take long for me to take my nap. I smile and stretch as we pull up to the club house.
I pat the door of my baby. I’m so happy the Axel collected her and then brought her with him.
Axel parks the car and comes around to my side. Opening my door, he reaches down and scoops me into his arms.
Laughing I playfully slap at him. “Put me down. I can walk.” I tell him.
“I know baby. I just like holding you.” he whispers into my ear as he sets me onto my feet.
Standing up on my toes, I kiss his lips. Then I grab his hand and start dragging him to the club.
“I missed Ella. Let's go.” I say over my shoulder playfully.
I get gifted a crooked smile in return.
Axel reaches around me and opens the door. Keeping our hands connected we walk through the door. Ella comes out of nowhere and grabs me.
“I’ve missed you Tessa.” she whispers into my ear. Then says “Ambers here.”
Just like that, my good mood evaporates. I look over her shoulder and into the smug face of Amber. I snarl at her. Why the fuck is she here.
I look at Axel in accusation. He kept her around after everything. The look on his face tells me a different story though. There’s guilt, yes, but there’s also anger.
“You look like shit Tessa.” Amber yells. “Why are you here? I told you Axel’s mine. He proved it right on that table. Right here.” she pats the table in question.
Pregnancy hormones. You got to love them. I speed walk as fast as my pregnant body would allow until I’m face to face with her.
I give her a beautiful sweet smile. I watch her face scrunch up in confusion. I wrap my hand around her hair an
d slam her face into said table.
“This Table right here?” I ask lifting her head back up. I slam it back down hard. The table rattles.
“Are you sure it was this very table?” I slam her face down again. This time I hold it there pressed firmly against the table.
“Does it look like it?” I ask sweetly. She cries loudly, but I’m relentless.
“Does it smell like it?” I ask as I grind her face into the table. More cries of pain. Pulling her head back, I start to slam it down again and stop half way there.
“Well, look at that. I think you’re right. This must be the table it has Amber all over it.” I say into her ear loudly.
“Get the fuck out of here. If I ever so much as see one of your eyelashes. I’m going to hunt you down and gut you. I will hand you your insides bitch. Do you fucking understand me?” I shout in her ear.
I give a hard pull of her hair. “I can’t fucking hear you.” I scream like a crazy woman.
“Yes,” she sobs loudly.
I release her head and she lands face first into the table with a loud wet thwack.
Looking back at Axel “I’m horny, let’s go.” I grab his hand and drag him to the office. Not that he put up too much resistance.
“Slamming the door closed behind him. He stares at me. I’m bent over. Hands on his desk. Ass out. Belly swollen. I smile at him over my shoulder.
And then he’s on me tearing my underwear, clean from my body. My dress up to my waist. His pants hit the floor with a thump.
I feel his hand slide over my back as he slams home. I’m so wet he slides right in. It still stretches me to my limits and more though.
He pulls back with a slurp. My juices running down his dick. Then he slams it back home. The desk rattles as he slams into me over and over. Hitting my g-spot with every thrust.
I’m screaming in ecstasy loud enough to bring down the walls. I would be embarrassed, but it felt too fucking good.
He’s relentless. Each hard pound has his balls slapping my pussy. My clit throbs as he slips his fingers over it.
“Oh fuck.” I scream. I felt a bomb go off inside me. It was an implosion of epic proportions. I blacked out. It was so intense.
When I came to he was shooting his seed into my womb groaning loudly. His head rested on my back as his hips kept going.
Aftershocks shook my body. He placed loving kisses onto my back. Before pulling out.
“I love you Axel.” I whisper.
“I love you to baby.” he kisses my shoulder then my neck.
Epilogue
Four months later
“Axel.” I scream “I’m going to fucking kill you.” Another contraction hit and I scream some more. Tears roll down my face.
They were trying to eat their way out. That’s the only explanation. I felt like I was being torn apart from the inside.
I glare at him. I’m going to rip him apart. If he even so much as thinks about touching me again with his dick, I might rip it off and feed it to him.
His eyes widen. My hand is crushing his fingers. I know it. I want them to be crushed. Crushed like my poor Whoha was.
I slam my head back into the bed.
“Come on, Tessa one big push should do it.” the doctor says firmly. I picture kicking her in the face a few times for good measure.
I bore down hard, grunting in pain. Then relief for all of a second before baby number two decided the wait was over.
“It’s a boy!” the doctor announces. Of course, I want to say something. But all I can do is grunt as my body bares down some more.
“You’re doing good Tessa. Only a few more pushes.” the doctor says.
Really like I wanted to know it was a few away. How about now not then, dammit!
“Give me one more big push.” I grind my teeth and push with all I have. Finally, it’s over. I fall back onto the bed in relief.
“It’s a girl!” the doctor voices again. I know one thing if she doesn’t shut up I’m going to punch her in the mouth.
“Shut the fuck up, please.” I snap at her. Natural child birth sucks. I will never do it again. I don’t care what they say next time.
I don’t care if they think it’s happening too fast for them to help. I will hold my legs closed until they do it.
The nurse walks over with one of our babies. She hands her to me. My sweet little Clara. “Clara May O’conner.” I say quietly.
I kiss her nose and hand her over to her daddy. The moment he held her you could see she had him wrapped around his finger,
The nurse hands me our son. Our sweet boy. “Mitchell, Darren O’conner.” I say kissing his nose as well. I hand him over to daddy and watch him sooth our two sweet babies.
“I love you forever and always.” I whisper to them.
Axel raises his eyes to mine. “We love you forever and always.” smiling
I close my eyes and drift into nothingness.
The End.
Chicken In A Cream Sauce!
1 package of dried Italian dressing
½ Cup white wine
1 can Campbell’s cream of chicken soup
Dash of Tabasco sauce
Dash of garlic powder
Boneless chicken
Brown or white rice
in a small sauce pan put the first five ingredients in it and simmer stirring constantly. When nice and hot and thoroughly mixed set aside. Place your chicken breast into the crock-pot. Pour sauce on top of chicken. Cook 6-8 hours on low.
After the chicken is cooked fill a sauce pan with water (size depends on how much rice you are cooking) add the rice. Cook as instructed. When the rice is finished and you have added butter or whatever you like in your rice, put some on the plate next to the chicken. Try not to burn yourself while eating it. It's that good lol!
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