She showered and redressed, leaving off the field jacket since the station was heated to an Earth-ideal standard of twenty-two degrees, with humidity to match. Ambassador Toroni was anxious to hear her preliminary report. Details could come later.
Smiles and congratulations awaited her in the main conference room. Outside, the forest of the Mediterranea Plateau, as the resident humans had come to call it, marched away toward distant high mountains. A smattering of applause greeted her rising. She did not blush, was not uncomfortable. The acclaim had been earned.
Spreading a brace of viewers out before her, she folded her hands and waited as the ambassador rose. There were eight other people in the room, most of whom she knew well. Living in an outpost on an alien world left little room for people to be strangers.
"First," he said, "I want to extend my personal congratulations to Fanielle Anjou for securing what we had come to believe might never come to pass: an appointment to discuss, and to present, multiple items of diplomatic importance on which we have all been working for years. While the method of finally obtaining this long-sought-after meeting may have been unorthodox, I think I can say safely that no strenuous objections will be raised at higher levels."
"Especially since 'higher levels' have no idea what a Bryn'ja request is," Gail Hwang observed tartly.
"Funny, you don't look pregnant." From his seat next to the ambassador, Jorge Sertoa grinned down at her. "Who's the father?"
"Probably that thranx she's been seeing so much of," someone else put in quickly. Laughter rolled the length of the table.
"I don't think so." Aram Mieleski pursed his lips as he rested his chin thoughtfully on the tips of his fingers. "The delivery mechanism involved is so different that . . ."
"Oh, shut up, Aram," Gail chided him. "I swear, if ever anybody needed a humor transplant . . ."
"Emotional conditions cannot be transferred between individuals," an unruffled Mieleski calmly observed, by his words confirming the necessity of her observation.
"What will you do," Enrique Thorvald asked seriously, "if the thranx continue to inquire as to your condition?"
"They'll be informed that I lost the multiple larvae prior to giving birth." Anjou held one of her readers before her. "I've worked it all out. If anything, that should gain me even more sympathy. And it doesn't hurt that Eint Carwenduved, with whom I am to meet, is female."
"Yeah," Sertoa muttered. "You can compare the glaze on your ovipositors." While basically a good guy, Jorge Sertoa was among several outspoken members of the outpost staff who were less than enthusiastic about cementing deeper relations with their hosts.
"And I bet you'd like to be there to see that." Her rejoinder prompted more laughter and defused what could have been an awkward moment. Putting the jovial banter to rest, she hefted the reader and commenced delivering her formal report. They would all receive copies in due course, but this way questions could be asked as soon as they were formulated. Ambassador Toroni was a firm believer in encouraging staff interaction.
When she concluded, less than an hour later, there were fewer queries than she had anticipated. Her accomplishment in securing the official meeting was duly applauded once again, but most of the questions thrown her way concerned maintaining the security of the ruse she had invented to gain the appointment rather than what she was actually going to discuss when it finally came to fruition.
"It all depends," she commented by way of summation, "on how much authority I'm given going into the meeting."
All eyes shifted to Toroni. Running a hand through his shock of white hair, he leaned back in his chair and considered. For an ambassador appointed to what was arguably the most important nonhuman populated world known, he was casual in manner and laid-back in his work habits. It was an attitude much appreciated by those who labored under him. Azerick was a lonely enough place to be stationed without being forced to toil for some inflexible martinet.
"If it were up to me, Fanielle, I'd give you permission to vet and sign treaties. But you know I can't do that. I don't have that capability myself. As soon as we adjourn here, I'll get on the deep-space communicator and find out just how far the authorities on Earth are prepared to let you go. One thing you can be sure of: You won't be allowed to negotiate anything controversial."
"I already know that," she responded.
"But we might be able to procure more authority for you than you think, by trumpeting the importance of this meeting, how it's likely not to be repeated for some time, the sensitive nature of relations between you and this Eint Carwenduved - I intend to call in every favor and promise I've been stockpiling." He leaned forward. "I want you to have as much autonomy going in as we can manage. This is the first real breakthrough we've had in months, and I don't want to squander it."
"Even so, sir," Sertoa began, "we don't want Fanielle to agree to anything hasty." He smiled deferentially at her. "Careful perusal and dissection of any potential covenant is demanded before the authority to sign can be conferred."
"Loosen up, Jorge," she told him. "No matter what I manage to get the eint to agree to, I don't think you have to worry about some thranx sharing your bathroom anytime soon."
It was an exceedingly mild put-down, but whether for that reason or one unknown, Sertoa said nothing more for the duration of the meeting.
"I've been working on proceeding to the next step in securing a stronger alliance among our respective species." Holding up her reader, she touched a contact and waited the couple of seconds necessary to transfer the relevant documentation to everyone else's handheld. "If the eint doesn't dismiss it out of hand, I intend to at least broach a number of possibilities for future discussion."
"Such as what?" Hwang asked with obvious interest.
"A lasting, permanent alliance. Nothing held back. Military presence on one another's worlds, mutual command of tactics and weaponry, joint colonization of which this plateau and the Amazon Basin are only the most preliminary sorties." Someone whistled.
"You don't want much, do you, Fanielle?" Genna Erlich observed.
"You're talking about the kind of treaty that would require not only a vote of the full Terran Congress, but approval by majorities on all the settled worlds." Mieleski's tone was somber. "It's a very adventurous program."
"What are we here for, if not to press for closer relations?" Toroni smiled paternally. "Though you've certainly chosen an ambitious agenda for yourself, Fanielle."
"Everything depends on the eint's reaction to my prefatory suggestions," she replied a bit defensively. "Depending on how things go, I might not even have the chance to make known my more elaborate proposals."
"Quite right." Rising, Toroni indicated that the conference was at an end. "I look forward to reading all the details of your report, Fanielle. With luck, we should within a couple of days have some guidelines from Earth detailing how you will be allowed to proceed. I myself am optimistic, and intend to frame the request for those guidelines in the most anxious manner possible.
"In the meantime, we all of us have much to study, and to digest. I take it you are amenable to criticisms and suggestions, Ms. Anjou?"
"Always," she replied, at the same time hoping there would not be too many. Putting what had previously been an informal succession of guidelines into presentation format was going to take most of the time she had remaining until her meeting with the eint. The last thing she needed was a flood of well meaning but essentially superfluous advice.
Only when word came back from Earth that she was to have essentially a free hand in making proposals - though she could not commit to anything more significant than, for example, the Intercultural Fair about to get under way on the colony world of Dawn - did she realize how truly important the encounter would be. Though usually an island of calm amid her often frazzled colleagues, she finally had to take some minor medication to still her nerves.
I am going to go in there, she told herself, as the chosen representative of my entire species, knowing tha
t I have gained that access on the back of a lie. But while the burden was making her increasingly uneasy, she would not have turned the meeting over to one of her colleagues for all the suor melt on Barabbas.
As the time for her to return to Daret drew near, she found herself relying more than ever on Jeremy's strong, self-assured presence. A microbiologist, he had no diplomatic ax to grind, nothing of a professional nature to gain from her success or failure. He was interested only in her and their future together; not in her mission. It was a gratifying change from the characteristic infighting and arguing that took place within the highly competitive diplomatic hierarchy.
When the day scheduled for departure finally did arrive and she had little to take with her but her hopes and anxieties, he took time off from his lab work to join her for the brief journey in the transport capsule that would convey her to the settlement airport.
Once more, the great green forest of the Mediterranea Plateau was rushing past outside the transport's port. To the thranx, it was their deepest jungle, the most biologically mysterious region left on their homeworld. Visiting human researchers, strolling about comfortably in pants and shirts, were making valuable reports and passing on the results of their research to their thranx counterparts, who would have required special gear and attire simply to survive in the temperate-cool lower oxygen environment humans found perfectly amenable. Similar revelations were being made by thranx researchers stationed in the deep Amazon and Congo Basins on Earth. Of such serendipitous exchanges of data and knowledge were scientific alliances, if not diplomatic ones, strengthened.
During the high-speed commute they held hands and talked. Jeremy's research was going exceptionally well, and everyone at the outpost was talking about Fanielle's breakthrough in securing a meeting with a thranx who ranked high enough to actually make decisions as well as recommendations.
"I'm not going to be able to get near you when you get back," he told her teasingly. "You'll be blanketed by representatives of the media."
"If this visit is a success," she reminded him.
"There are no ifs where you're concerned, lady-mine."
"Maybe not where I'm concerned, but diplomacy is something else again." Why, she wondered, did someone who was perfectly comfortable trolling the corridors of interstellar power suddenly and so frequently in this man's presence devolve to the maturity level of a sixteen-year-old? She had long ago become convinced it was due to a recessive gene on the Y chromosome.
"Just like you're something else again." Leaning forward, he kissed her as passionately as the time remaining to the airport conveniently allowed, then rose. "I could use something to drink. Do you want anything before - ?"
She became aware of the pain as vision returned. It seemed to increase in proportion to the intensity of the light that splashed across her retinas. Memory loaded in increasingly large chunks: who she was, where she ought to be, what she was supposed to be doing. Too much of it failed to jibe with what she was feeling and seeing. Though the first words she heard were in themselves entirely innocent, their import was uncompromisingly ominous.
"She's awake."
She recognized the voice. Ambassador Toroni had a distinctive, measured way of speaking, slightly nasal but memorable. It matched his face, which moments later was smiling down into her own. There was relief in his countenance, but no humor.
A voice she did not recognize said, "I'll leave you alone with her for a while. Her vitals are fine, but she's liable to be less than completely coherent until the comprehensive neural block has fully worn off. The aerogels will keep her comfortable. If anything untoward occurs, or something doesn't look right, just hit the alert."
"Thank you, nurse."
Nurse. Anjou liked the sound of that even less than the absence of humor in her superior's expression. She struggled to sit up. Reading the relevant cerebral commands from the patch fastened to the back of her skull and ascertaining that rising did not contradict her medical profile, the bed complied.
Sitting up, she found that the light did not hurt as much. In addition to Toroni, Sertoa was also present. He did not even try to fake a smile. "Hello, Fanielle. How - how are you feeling?"
"Sleepy. Confused. Something hurts. No," she corrected herself, "everything hurts, but something is muting it." Looking past them, searching the hospital room, she did not see a third face. Especially not the one she sought. "I've been in an accident."
Toroni nodded, very slowly. "What's the last thing you remember, my dear?"
"Packing to go to Daret. No," she corrected herself quickly, inspired perhaps by their stricken looks. "I was already on my way there. On the transport to the airport. With - " She looked past them again. " - Jeremy Hyguens."
"He was a good friend of yours," Sertoa commented softly.
"Yes. We are - " She broke off as Toroni threw the other man a look of quiet exasperation.
He was. That was what Sertoa had said. He was. She sank back into the cushioning aerogel, wishing it was solid enough to smother her. When she had finished crying, when the tears had subsided enough for her to form words again, she believed that she heard herself whispering, "What . . . happened?"
Bernard Toroni sat down on the edge of the bed, the transparent aerogel dimpling under his extra weight. He wanted to take this exceptional young woman's hand, to hold it tightly, to make things better. But that was not a procedure allowed for in the diplomatic syllabus, and circumstances dictated that he keep a certain distance. He did not want to keep his distance, though. He wanted to hold her the way he had once held his own children back on Earth, before he had begun to receive assignments to other worlds.
"You were on a transport capsule in line for the airport. There was an empty cargo carrier on the strip ahead of you. No one knows exactly how it happened, but there was a program failure. The cargo unit's drive field reversed. The two capsules hit very hard."
"The kinetic energy released - " Sertoa started to say before a look from Toroni silenced him.
"Once engaged, transport capsule fields don't 'reverse.' The programs are designed to be fail-safe. At worst, onboard in-line safeties should have cut its drive. Had that happened, your capsule's onboard sensors would have had time to detect the failure ahead and bring it to a stop prior to impact." He paused for reflection. "There were a total of twelve people on board the capsule you were traveling in. You and a fellow named Muu Nulofa from Engineering were the only survivors."
"Jeremy - " She did not swallow particularly hard, but her throat was on fire.
Toroni shifted his position on the edge of the bed. No one else had been willing to pay this first visit. "The lifesavers who extricated you from what was left of the capsule found his body sprawled across yours. They theorize that the extra . . . padding . . . is what saved your chest from being crushed when the front wall of your cubicle caved in. There was nothing they could do for him. Cerebral and internal hemorrhaging." He hesitated. "I did not know the man, but I have since spoken to some of his colleagues. They all describe him as a fine human being who was dedicated to his work. And to . . . other things."
Her eyes rose to meet his. He did not enjoy the experience, but he respected the woman in the bed far too much to look away. "Did they also tell you we had been discussing marriage?"
"No." The ambassador's lips tightened. "No, nobody mentioned that to me."
She relieved him by turning her head to one side, letting the warm aerogel supply the support her muscles no longer cared to provide. "We didn't talk about it much except among ourselves. There were too many other distractions. Professional - " She choked softly on the word.
It was quiet in the room. No one spoke for many minutes: the two men remaining silent out of respect, the woman because she no longer had anything to say. Behind her eyes, something had gone away.
"It's very interesting," Toroni finally murmured. When she failed to react, he added, "Unprecedented, certainly."
Moving with a slowness that had as its source so
mething deeper and more profound than medication, she rolled her head back in his direction. "What is?"
"The expression of concern. On a personal level. From our hosts."
She frowned ever so slightly. "I don't understand."
"Some of the recently communicated terminology is unique to our translator's experience. I am told there are nuances involved they have never before seen expressed." He mustered a fatherly smile. "There are several from your contact Haflunormet, as well as from other contacts you have made among the locals. Of particular note is the one from Eint Carwenduved. Not only are deepest regrets expressed, but she wishes to assure us that as soon as you are able to resume work, she looks forward now more than ever to making your acquaintance."
"Your meeting is still on." Sertoa looked pleased. "You'll carry into it with you the extra benefit of added sympathy."
Her mind stirred, roiled, thoughts and emotions crashing into one another before slipping away in opposing directions. "No I won't," she responded tersely.
Toroni blinked. "I'm sorry, my dear?"
The look in her eyes was very different from the one that had commanded her countenance only moments earlier. "I won't be carrying sympathy or anything else into that meeting because I'm not going to be in attendance. I'm not going, Bernard. I'm finished here. Finished with Hivehom, finished with the bu - with the thranx, finished with everything." She turned away, until all she could see was the aerogel support. The portion in front of her face opaqued when she closed her eyes. "I want - I need to go home."
The ambassador considered. In the course of his distinguished career he had been faced with similar situations before. Some had even been inflected with highly emotional overtones. But never before anything like this. Never. That did not keep him from pressing forward as he knew he must.
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