by Lyssa Cole
Jax lays my legs down gently on the bed, and makes his way back up to my face by kissing his way up my body. When he hovers above my face and grins down at me, I glance back at him, my eyes barely able to open, a small smile stretched over my lips.
“Are you ready for the main attraction?” Jax says, his eyes beaming at me. All I can manage is a small moan, that begins to get louder as he drags the tip of his cock through my seam.
“Don’t worry baby, I already slid the condom on.” With that, he plunges inside, and I cry out, the shock of him entering me plus his size has me stretching to the fullest.
I wrap my legs around his waist and Jax begins moving slowly at first, quickly picking up pace. His cock is perfect inside me, molded to fit me like a puzzle piece. “Oh, Maddie, I knew it was going to be this perfect, I fucking knew it,” Jax whispers against my lips before pulling me into a deep, passionate kiss, his hip thrusts moving quicker now. He’s losing control and I love it.
I squeeze my legs around him harder. “MMmmm, Jax, baby, fuck me. Harder.”
With that, he slides his hands under my arms and picks me up off the bed as if I weigh nothing, never once slipping out. He unhooks my legs, flips me onto my stomach, grasping my waist so that my ass in now in the air, pulling me flush against him.
In an instant, his cock is back inside me, and he is pounding into me from behind. I grab onto the comforter of my bed, holding on while Jax takes me for another ride. He slides in and out seamlessly this way, never missing a stroke.
“God, Maddie, you are fucking delicious, you know that. I could fuck you All. The. Time.” I moan into the bed; my ass being lifted even higher into the air as his fingers dig into my waist.
Another orgasm is building again, and I can tell Jax is close to his own too by glancing back at his face that is lost in desire. Jax runs his hand up and down my back, reaching around to cup my breasts, one at a time. We both are moaning and groaning, lost in our intoxicating sexcapade.
“Come with me, gorgeous. Come with me Maddie. Please,” Jax begs. Unexpectedly, he flips me back over so quick, I laugh out in shock, not expecting to be on my back again.
He is back inside and sliding in and out just as quickly. “I want to see your face when you come on my cock, you beautiful woman.”
That’s all it takes. I come crashing down again, this orgasm different, even more amazing since it is from his cock and he is coming at the same time. As soon as my pussy began clenching on his cock, he was crying out, his entire face clenched with pleasure, as he came and came, pouring into me.
He leans down onto me, and we kiss over and over again as we spiral down from our orgasms together, our bodies melded into one.
Chapter 20
Jax
I stare down at Maddie as she sleeps peacefully next to me. I sigh, brushing the tendrils of hair from her face that keep falling down over her eyes.
My decision has been made for me. I have no control over it any longer. Even if I tried to change destiny, I would fail miserably.
I have hopelessly fallen in love with Maddie and I can’t let her go.
I’ve tried to fight it off for so long and I don’t want to fight it off any longer. She is amazing, we are amazing together. I like who I am when I am with her. I am happy, I feel joy and other intoxicating, fantastic feelings I haven’t felt in a long time, if ever.
The problem is getting away from her family and blowing off my job. How will I ever accomplish those things? My head hurts trying to think of a plan. It was hard enough trying to decide what to do but tonight sealed that fate.
What if Maddie finds out what I really was doing at first? That when I was first wooing her it was with different intentions? I mean, I knew there was something about her from the moment I first saw her picture but I still perused her with the intent of fulfilling my job and bringing her back home.
I got her to trust me so that I could get her on a plane with me to deliver her home to her father, her evil distorted father. She is going to hate me if she ever finds out. But then, if I don’t ever tell her, will our relationship be built purely on lies? We may have fallen in love but that doesn’t change how things started under completely false pretenses.
I sigh again, trying to figure out what to do. Should I just tell her the truth? Then we can just get the fuck out of here together? It’s risky but I don’t see any other way. I don’t want her going with me without her knowing the truth.
It will destroy us. Lies only get bigger, darker, and eventually they spin out of control.
***
I am jolted awake by my phone vibrating. I rub my hand over my face and glance at Maddie who is still sound asleep. Must have been all of those glorious orgasms I gave her. My phone continues to vibrate and I see from the clock on the wall that it is only 7am. Who the fuck is calling me this early?
Scott. Of course. Who else would it be?
I hit ignore but he calls right back. This happens two more times until I groan loudly and know I have to answer. I sneak out of bed and go into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me.
“Yeah?” I answer.
“Yeah? That’s how you fucking answer me, Jax? Where the fuck have you been? I have been trying to call you for a couple of days now with no fucking answer, text, nothing.”
“I’m sorry, I’ve been busy.”
“Oh yeah, busy doing what? Your job? Or more like fucking your job?”
I clench my teeth, trying to not fall prey to his trap. “No,” I choke out. “I am not fucking my job. I do have to earn her trust though, if you expect me to get her to go on a plane with me.”
“Yeah, well are you making your plane today? Because you better be, this is your last fucking chance before the big man is heading out there and your completely fucked. He will take Maddie and then he will kill you.”
I sigh, knowing I am not fucking making that plane. I have to appease Scott though, so he will shut the fuck up. “Yes, we will be on it.”
“Okay, Jax, we will be expecting you. Later this afternoon. If you aren’t there, with Maddie, your ass is fucking done, man.” Click.
I slam the phone down on the counter and practically break it into two. Anger seethes through me hot and furious. I shouldn’t be pissed because it is my job. But I am.
I am done with doing fucked up jobs for bad people. I don’t want to give Maddie back to her family that is going to hurt her and not give her a chance at a good life.
Maddie and I can have a good life. Together. Away from all of this. Where I can protect her and claim her as mine.
A knock at the bathroom door causes me to jump. “Jax?” Maddie calls, “Are you okay in there?”
“Yes I’m fine, I’ll be out in a minute.” I hear her soft footsteps head back towards the bedroom. Splashing cold water on my face, I stare in the mirror. Fuck.
I take a deep breath and decide it’s time to tell her. I just pray she will leave with me.
She’s laying on the bed, a happy smile on her face, my heart breaking into two. Maddie won’t ever forgive me. She’s vulnerable, not trusting people as it is. How could I ever tell her something like this and not expect her to run?
Sliding into bed next to her, I mold my body into hers, pulling her back against my front. Maddie sighs contently as run my hand loosely up and down her side and along her arm.
Eventually, we drift back to sleep, problems and lies forgotten. For now.
***
Once again, I am awoken with a start by my phone vibrating under my ass. I glance at the clock really quick, seeing its almost noon. Shit. I missed the plane.
I let the phone go to voicemail as it was only Scott again and I really could not take his shit again. Besides, I am actually fucking glad I missed the plane. Life sorted itself out for me. I went to sleep and I must have been meant to miss the plane because I kept right on sleeping.
I lean back against the pillows, moving slowly to not disturb Maddie, and then I let myself finally go.
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nbsp; I laugh. A big deep belly roar of a laugh. I can’t help it. It’s funny how life works like that. I didn’t plan to oversleep or even fall asleep at all and it just happened. Must be fate.
I glide my fingers along her smooth back, running over her skin ever so lightly. Maddie shifts in her sleep, letting out a soft groan. My cock stirs hearing her sweet purr. I’m ready to have my way with her all over again.
I continue running my fingers along her back, hoping to wake her. My phone begins to vibrate again. Without even looking at it, I shut it down and hurl it across the room. I don’t want to be anywhere else than where I am right now.
Staring at this gorgeous woman melts something inside me. She who I want to taste, lick, kiss, tease, love endlessly. I doubt I will have my fill of her. Ever.
Maddie shifts more now, rolling over to face me, her eyes fluttering open, a small smile stretching across her pretty lips.
When our eyes connect, it’s as if the room shifts. The connection flowing between us is hot and powerful, I begin to drown in it.
I wonder how long we have before they come looking for me. For her. I know it won’t be much but I have to try to get us out of here before that happens.
She lets out a soft groan and that does it. I can no longer refuse her, or her heat. I spin her back to face away from me. My hands slide down her legs, over her bare ass, giving it a good squeeze before moving to her front, sliding my fingers into her folds. Having her naked has some great advantages; nothing in my way to get to her.
Maddie is so hot, her pussy already dripping wet. I slowly slide two fingers inside, her breath hitching in a gasp. I brush my lips against her ear, whispering softly, “Good morning, gorgeous.”
Maddie doesn’t answer, she simply moans back, urging me on with her beautiful, sweet sounding noises. My fingers glide in and out of her effortlessly, my pace quickening easily. She is so wet and hot; I want to feel myself inside her.
I quickly grab a condom from the bedside with my free hand, and slide it onto my cock. Pulling my fingers out, I replace them with my cock, plunging inside her fast. She cries out my name, and I only drive in faster, my desire for her coursing through me, making me lose control.
I don’t want to hurt her, but the passion is so intense, I fuck her hard from behind, holding her ass cheeks with my hands, pulling her up and slamming her back down on my cock.
I whisper in her ear, “Is this too rough baby? Or do you like it, you dirty girl?”
Maddie moans even louder. Her breaths come in spurts, sweat is pouring down between us. “Jax,” Maddie exclaims, her voice strained, “fuck me harder, Jax, harder.”
Maddie’s soft pleas have me fucking her even harder, my hips bucking widely into her, one hand now snaked around her waist, while the other still holds onto her ass.
I can feel my orgasm begin to build, and Maddie is right there with me, her glorious pussy clenching on my cock. We are going to explode together, our bodies as one. “Maddie, baby, come with me.” I barely get out, my lungs trying to suck in every bit of oxygen I can get.
“Jax, I’m going to come, Jax, Jax…” Maddie screams as her orgasm rips right through her, wave after wave causing her pussy to clench against my cock, her juices pouring down between us. I come right along with her, my cock exploding all of my hot seed, filling the entire condom.
I collapse back against the bed, pulling her close to me, wrapping my entire body around hers. Holy fuck, that was amazing.
We don’t say anything, words aren’t need. Our bodies breath together, both of us fighting for oxygen to catch our breath.
My phone vibrates again and I don’t even have to look to know who it is. I quickly reach over and silence it. What the fuck am I going to do?
Chapter 21
Maddie
Jax left a little while ago and I still haven’t been able to drag my ass out of bed. I feel as if I am in some type of trance, a dreamlike state where I am watching this happen from above. Good things like this don’t happen to me. Good men don’t happen to me.
I used to think good things were going to happen to me, back before my mother died. But then so much bad happened, my mind didn’t believe there was much good anymore. I thought after having all of those men, I would be damaged. Damaged without repair. But Jax opens something inside of me where nothing from my past matters. I feel safe, secure, loved.
Love isn’t something I have felt in a long time. My father jaded that shit for me. Jax brings it back out, making me feel alive again. Like I did when my mother was alive. I crave that, need that. I need to be brought back to life and out of my darkness. I grasp my mother’s ring around my neck, pressing it against my chest, wanting to believe I can feel happy again.
How can I tell Jax the truth without him running in fear? I want to ask him if he would eventually follow me to Europe. I doubt he would come right away, we haven’t known each other that long and this is his home. But maybe one day, he could. We could stay in touch.
I sigh, rubbing my hands over my face. My body is still buzzing from everything we did together. Sex like that happens in movies-not in real life. His tongue, his hands, God…his cock. Damn. I’m ready again.
With a groan, I throw the covers off me. Time to hit the showers and wash all of this sex off me. Just so I can get dirty all over again. I hope. Jax said he is going to come back in a little while, he just had some business to take care of. His phone kept ringing, at least three or four times before he finally answered it. He scampered off into the bathroom and then said he had to leave.
I try to squash any insecurities that are starting to flood my brain but it’s hard. He was talking to someone earlier this morning in the bathroom and was secretive then as well. Is he hiding something? Maybe I’m just being paranoid, reading into things too much, but I really feel like he may have a secret. What if he has connections to my father? Fuck. My heart begins to race.
I get up and put on my dance music, needing the release the music brings me. The sounds fill my room and I escape to a better place, a place where nothing bad can happen, where only happiness exists.
Stop, Maddie. Stop being paranoid. You have to relax.
I take a few deep breaths, kiss my mother’s ring that is resting around my neck, and then I step into the shower, letting the hot water cascade down over me, praying silently Jax isn’t hiding something from me.
***
After my shower, I decide to call Alicia. She has an uncanny way of making me feel better and more normal, with normal people problems.
“Hey girl! I was just thinking about calling you! What you been doing, or should I say who you been doing?” Alicia smiles down into the phone, talking excitedly. My mood instantly brightens.
I giggle. “Who says I’ve been doing someone?” I can’t help but snort, giving myself right away.
“Well considering the fact that you just snorted gives it away. You’re playing it too cool, too casual, blowing it off. Which is code for you fucked his brains out.”
I burst out laughing. I can’t help it; Alicia is something else. She follows suit, bursting with laughter herself. “I’m just telling ya girl. I know the code. Been doing this dating shit a while now.”
I shake my head to myself. I know Alicia probably is a good ten years older than me but it doesn’t even seem like it. She is as young spirited and carefree as someone my age. Probably why I can bond with her so well, our connection instantaneous.
“Oh yeah, and how is your dating scene going?” I ask her, settling down on my bed with my hair wrapped in a towel and another towel wrapped around my body. I slide under the covers, wanting to keep my legs warm. The faint smell of Jax and sex waft up to my nose, the scent heady and intoxicating. I could definitely get used to that delicious smell.
Alicia sighs loudly. Shit, this doesn’t sound good. “My dating scene totally blows monkeys’ balls right now. I have gone on one date since I last talked to you and that one totally took the cake. He never took his eyes off me th
e whole time, making it really awkward. Then when we went to the arcade, yes you heard me right, arcade, he kept telling the attendants he was too fat for everything when he wasn’t even fat. Slightly chunky but not fat. It was just mortifying, fucking mortifying. I couldn’t get out of there fast enough.”
I let out a small chuckle. I feel bad for Alicia. Without even knowing her that long, I know she’s a great girl, I can’t believe she is having this much trouble finding someone compatible with her. “I’m sorry Hun, but at least he didn’t clog your toilet.” I hope that makes her feel better, a very small, slight giggle coming for her. She told me that story during one of our drunken nights and I don’t think I will ever forget it.
“You’re right, that was fucking disgusting. But I just don’t get it Maddie. Why is it so hard for me?”
“It’s not hard for you babe. You are just such an awesome person; it takes longer to find an equally awesome person to complete you. Because trust me, awesome people are not easy to come by.”
Alicia sniffles into the phone. “Aww, Maddie, you are so sweet. Thank you my love. So spill on Jax. Now. Did you guys finally have sex?”
I laugh, knowing Alicia was dying to ask that question. It has probably been on the tip of her tongue since our conversation. “Yes we did and holy fucking shit Alicia, it was the best sex I have ever had.” I let out a soft moan just from remembering our perfect night together.
Alicia whistles low. “Go Maddie! Get your freak on! Details! Now, spill it!”
I tell her everything, not leaving a detail out, hoping she gives me a clue about Jax’s behavior. When I finally finish, Alicia doesn’t say anything. “Um, Alicia? Say something.”
“I am just speechless, Maddie. Just hearing about your sex made me fucking practically orgasm over here. You better not let that shit go!”
