“Good, an angry Sierra is better than the one who thinks she can’t do anything. I like it when you’re all icy and have your chin up. You can take on the world then.”
Her eyes filled with tears, and he wished he could take those words back. Maybe he’d been too honest.
“That’s one of the nicest things you’ve said to me.” She snorted. “I know that sounds crazy, but the fact that you believe in me means so much.”
He kissed her softly then pulled back so they were eye to eye. “Of course I believe in you. You’ve been through so much, and you’ve never given up. And one thing, you’re not alone. You get that? You’ve got me and the Montgomerys on your side. We’re not letting these bastards hurt you. You’re mine, Sierra Elder, and I’m not letting go.”
He’d never said those words to another person before, and he knew one day soon he’d also tell her the other three words he’d never uttered to someone who wasn’t his family.
“I…thank you,” she whispered.
“Anything, Sierra. Know that. I’ll do anything you need me to do.” Including kill those bastards who thought they could hurt her.
She looked him straight in the eye, her chin rising. “Make me yours in truth, Austin.”
He froze. “What?”
“You’ve done so much for me, but I’ve never done anything for you.”
“Sierra, just you being you does it for me.”
She shook her head. “No, I mean I’ve never served you. I want to take our relationship to the next level. I want to care for you the way we both need. I want you to do what you need as well. I want to find that trust and work toward something more.”
No sweeter words had ever reached his ears.
There was only one thing to say.
“Kneel.”
Chapter Fourteen
Sierra startled for only a moment—the fact she hadn’t done this is in so long was almost jarring—before sliding off Austin’s lap to the floor. He’d ordered her to kneel, and just that one word sent shivers down her spine.
She’d opened up to him in a way she’d never opened up to anyone, and now she wanted more. From the look in Austin’s eyes, he wanted the same.
It should have been fear or anxiety running through her veins at the thought of giving herself body and soul to another man, but it wasn’t. Instead, the need and desire burning through her body ignited a torch she prayed would never be extinguished.
Still clothed, she sank to her knees on the floor, her legs spread and her hands palms up on her thighs. She kept her chin raised and her gaze downward. Normally, she would do this nude, but as this was starting something new for the both of them, they’d take it one step at a time.
Her breasts ached for his touch, her pussy wet and ready with just that one word from him. She would have thought that after everything she’d just told him she wouldn’t be ready for him so quickly, but she couldn’t help herself.
She wanted Austin Montgomery.
Now.
Austin stood up so he was in front of her. He cupped her cheek, bringing her gaze to his. “You look beautiful, Sierra. This gift you’ve given me…I’m going to take care of you. Do you understand me?”
She nodded.
“You understand?”
“Yes, Austin. I do.”
“Good. Now you say you want to serve me? Tell me exactly what you mean. This first time, while we’re still understanding each other, we’ll talk about each thing before we do it. We will eventually get to know each other well enough that words won’t be necessary, but for now, I need you to tell me what you want.”
“Yes, Austin.” She licked her lips. “I want to suck your cock and serve you.”
He didn’t smile, but his eyes danced. “Good. I want your mouth on my dick. What else do you want? What do you want me to do with your body?”
Everything? No, she couldn’t say that. She needed to be specific.
“I want you to play with my nipples.”
His hand went to her breast, cupping her softy even as his gaze remained on her. “I can do that. You want to go harder?” She nodded. “Good. I’m going to put you in nipple clamps. I want to see those reddened nipples. I want to see your eyes widen as I take them off and have to suck on them to help with the sting.”
Dear Lord, this man was good at dirty talk.
“What else, Sierra?”
“I…I want you to flog me.”
There. She said it. After all they had talked about, she needed the feel of leather on her skin. Austin had told her he was a master with the flogger, but they’d never played that way. Oh how she wanted his attention solely on her as he delivered those sweet lashes.
He growled slightly, and she grew wetter.
“I want to see my mark on your body.” Her eyes widened and he narrowed his. “My mark isn’t the same as your scars, Sierra. My mark will be something for the both of us, something to desire, to feel.” She let out a breath and he nodded. “I’ll flog your back, your sides, your ass. I want to see how red you get before I soothe your aches and fuck you hard. Tonight we’ll do both of those things after you suck my dick and swallow my come.” He pulled his hand back from her cheek, and she felt the loss.
“Undo my pants and take my cock out. Hold it in your hand but don’t let your lips touch it.”
Nervous, she looked past him at the open windows that covered the wall floor to ceiling.
Austin’s hand went to her hair, wrapping it around his fist. He pulled. Hard. “Don’t look at the windows. I didn’t tell you to do that. I told you to get my cock out. No one can see inside here even when it’s dark and I have the lights on. The windows are specially tinted so we can see outside, but they can’t see in. If you think I’d let anyone else see you on your knees in front of me, you’re disrespecting me.”
Tears shimmered in her eyes at the thought that she’d already messed up. She was out of practice, and Austin was so different than Jason.
Damn it.
Jason wasn’t allowed in her mind anymore. He was gone, and she wanted to serve Austin. She quickly undid the button on his jeans then slowly slid the zipper down. He was wearing boxer briefs, and because he already had an erection, she didn’t want to hurt him.
Her hands went to the waist of his jeans and slid them down over his ass so she could get a better angle. Then she took his boxer briefs and did the same. His cock sprang out, almost hitting her in the face.
If it had been any other situation, she would have laughed, but all she wanted was to taste him and have him fill her. She loved Austin’s cock. Loved the look of it, the feel of it in her hands, in her pussy. She wanted to know his taste. He’d yet to let her do that, and now she’d have a chance.
Sierra licked her lips then wrapped her hand around his erection. Her thumb and middle finger couldn’t touch, and her eyes widened. She knew he was big, had felt it, but hell.
“Good girl. Now run your hand up and down that way. Feel all of me. Then take your free hand and cup my balls.”
Eager, she did as he said, loving the soft feel over hardness.
“Let the head of my cock sit on your tongue. Just the tip.”
Yes. This was what she’d been missing. She opened her mouth and let the crown of his cock lay on her tongue. She kept her hands on him as well since he hadn’t told her to do otherwise.
“Suck on it.”
She closed her mouth and sucked, running the tip of her tongue around the edge then along the slit. Austin sucked in a breath so she knew he liked that.
“Swallow as much as you can then pull back. Then keep going. Get me as hard as possible and almost to the point of coming. Serve me.”
She held back a groan then opened her mouth, letting her jaw hang open. She swallowed as much of him as she could, even taking some of him down her throat, but she couldn’t take all of his cock. When she slid back up, she let her teeth gently graze him, but not too hard. Austin hissed, and she held back a smile.
“You d
on’t have a gag reflex?” he grunted out.
She pulled away, letting him go with a pop. “Not really.”
“Fuck, we’re going to have so much fun.”
She met his gaze then smiled. “I’m counting on it.”
His hand was still wrapped in her hair, so he pushed her closer to his cock. Taking that as a cue, she swallowed him again then pulled back. She licked, nibbled, and kissed down his length before repeating the process. Then she pushed his dick up so it pressed against his belly to give her better access to his balls. She let them fill her mouth one at a time, rolling them on her tongue. When he groaned, she went back to his length and sucked some more. She increased her pace and hollowed her cheeks, using all she could to get him going. When the first spurt of come hit her tongue, she squeezed his cock with her fist then opened her mouth wider. He shouted her name and came down her throat. She slurped him up, missing a few drops, but not caring. They slid down her chin, and she’d never felt more naughty.
Well, maybe, but right then, she didn’t care.
When he was done, he pulled away then stripped off his shirt. He wiped her chin then bent to kiss her.
Hard.
“You’re such a good girl, Sierra. You’re mine.”
“Yours, Austin.”
He stood straight then tucked himself back into his pants before holding out his hand. She put hers in his then stood up. “Follow me.”
He led her to the basement, each step she took sending shivers and aches down her spine right to her clit. When he took her into a room she’d never seen before, she held back a gasp. He had everything they would need in his small, personal dungeon. It wasn’t fancy or too expensively done, but it looked safe and sexy as hell.
“Stand in the center while I undress you.”
She did so, clasping her hands in front of her. Her chest hurt from her heart beating so hard. He stripped off her shirt, and she had to put her arms up to help him. Then he undid her bra and took off her pants, leaving her naked to his gaze.
He walked around her, inspecting her. She’d never felt so naked, bare in front of another person, yet so cared for at the same time.
When he came around again so he stood in front of her, he smiled. “You’re beautiful, baby. I love that you don’t shave your pussy but trim it. Your scars only make you look stronger. And your breasts? Fuck, I can’t wait to see them in clamps.”
Her knees shook as he left her to get the clamps from one of the drawers on a side table. He came back, and she felt like she could climax right then. He lowered his head, taking one nipple in his mouth. He sucked and teased until it was so hard she felt like she was breaking. When he put the clamp on, she sucked in a breath. Oh, God, it hurt, but in the best way possible. He did the same to her other breast, and she had to hold herself back from squirming. She was so wet she knew that if he looked he’d see it. That alone pushed her to the edge.
He kissed her again, a fierce show of strength and caring, nibbling on her bottom lip as he pulled back. “Go stand in front of the cross, facing the wall. Do you need me to tie you to it? Or are you going to be a good girl and hold on tight?”
Both ideas made her warm. “I can hold on.”
He raised a brow. “If you don’t, you’ll be punished.”
Right then, she’d take it, but she wanted to see if she could do it.
She went to the cross and put her arms on the slats, facing the wall. She could hear him looking through something, but she couldn’t look back and see. He hadn’t told her she could.
When the tail of something soft and smelling of leather brushed along her back, she gasped, but didn’t let go of the cross.
Austin came to her side and gripped her chin so she could face him. “This is our first time, so instead of surprising you or letting you tell me what things are just by touch, I’m going to show you. This is elk hide and buttery soft.” He held up a yellow flogger that looked almost brand new. She must have given something away because he nodded. “It’s new. Everything I will touch you with will be new. You’re the first woman I’ve brought here in ten years.
She nodded, her eyes filling with tears.
“Now we’re going to go slow today. I won’t go too hard. I don’t break the skin nor will I use anything different than what is in my hand right now. Do you know your safe word?”
“Yes, Austin.”
“Good girl. Face the wall.”
She did so and heard him move to her back. She closed her eyes, waiting.
The first touch of leather against the meat of her shoulder stunned her, the quick sting of pain receding into pleasure. He did the same to her other shoulder, then her lower back, ass, and thighs. He increased the pace slightly, never striking the same spot twice in a row. The pain gave way to warmth that went straight to her clit. Her breathing slowed, and she knew her pupils had dilated, the sweet pain becoming bliss.
Soon, she couldn’t remember how much time had passed until she felt his hands on her back, and her ass.
“Let go of the cross,” he whispered.
She let go and swayed on her feet, leaning into his hold. He soothed her, kissing her softly, running his hands over her body. He released each nipple clamp, sucking the nipples into his mouth before the hurt came.
“Come on, baby girl. You did so well. You look so fucking hot right now with my marks on you.”
He picked her up and pulled her to his chest. She closed her eyes, letting her body relax even further in his care. When he set her on the bed, she laid down, her legs spreading of their own accord.
She felt so good.
Austin came back and wiped her down with a cool cloth, caring for her like she was the most precious thing in the world. He brought a glass of water up to her lips, and she drank greedily.
“I’ve never seen anything as beautiful as your submission to me, Sierra. I want to fill your pussy and make you come. Are you ready for me?”
She blinked up at him, her mind finally regaining focus. She hadn’t come yet because he’d been careful not to touch her clit.
“Yes, Austin. Make me come.”
He lowered himself to her, kissed her hard, and then spread kisses down her body until he reached her clit. He licked her once, and she came.
Her eyes shot open, and she bucked off the bed. He held her down and lapped up her juices. She was so wet that she could even hear him feasting on her. It was so fucking sexy that she was already on the verge of coming again. He nibbled on her pussy, spearing her with his tongue before fucking her with his fingers.
She came again when he pressed on that inner bundle of nerves, the muscles clamping around his fingers.
When he pulled away, she whimpered.
“Face down and on your knees. I want that ass in the air.”
She rolled over as he went for a condom. When she laid her cheek down on the mattress, she gripped the blanket. Before she could ask him for more, he filled her to the hilt in one stroke. They both called out and froze.
“Fuck, you’re so tight. I’m going to fuck you hard. You ready for that?”
She moaned and then gasped as he smacked her ass. “You get me?”
“Yes, Austin.”
“Good girl.”
He pulled out then slammed back into her. She screamed his name, her pussy clenching him. Austin pumped in and out of her, his grip punishing on her hips. Before she could come, he left her for a moment then flipped her on her back. She bounced once, and then as she hit the bed again, he was in her.
“Austin!”
He pistoned into her, his eyes on her face. “Say my name again. Say it.”
“Austin. Austin. Austin,” she chanted his name then gasped into his mouth as he crushed it to hers.
He rotated his hips once more, and she came, her body shaking under his. He threw his head back and shouted as he filled the condom. When he could, he rested his head on hers, their breathing heavy.
“Best. Ever,” he mumbled.
“Yes, Aus
tin,” she agreed.
He smiled against her cheek then held her close. “My good girl.”
Yes, she was. She was his.
And nothing could take that from her.
Nothing.
Chapter Fifteen
“Again,” Austin shouted. “Say my name again.”
“Austin,” she panted, her body bowing as she came one more time on his cock.
His hands came to her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers. “You’re mine, Sierra. Your pussy is like a fucking vise on my dick, and I’m going to come. You ready for that?”
“Please, please come inside me.”
He pushed up once more, and she gasped as he filled her. This time without a condom. Their first time without a condom.
They’d stayed up for hours after their time in the basement, making love and talking. They’d both discussed protection, and since she was on birth control and they were both clean, they were ready for him to go bare with her. Now Austin had woken her by making her sit on his cock.
She fell on top of him, and his arms went around her. One hand tangled in her hair, the other grasped her hip.
“I love being in you without a condom, Legs. Best. Feeling. Ever.”
She smiled against him. “I love it too.”
It was the first time they’d used that word in any way when it came to one another, and she wasn’t about to take it for granted.
“Let me stay here for a bit then I’ll pull out and clean you up.”
“I can just jump in the shower.”
He smacked her ass, the sting forcing a gasp out of you. “Let me take care of my woman.”
“Yes, Austin.”
“Good girl.”
Their exchange had almost become a joke between them, the way he always praised her for serving him. The joke had turned into something warmer inside her, and she knew she’d have to focus on that soon. Not right then. For now, she wanted to be lazy and enjoy their day off.
In fact, she had a plan for that, but she needed to build up the courage to ask Austin about it. It wasn’t bad, just something monumental in her life. As if anything monumental could be “just”.
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