Double Daddy Trouble: A Groomsman Menage
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He carried me out of the bedroom, both of us stark naked. For a moment I felt terrified that one of the many crew members would see us. Where the hell was Bruin taking me? He carried me down the hall and to the stairs, taking me up to the next deck. I could hear the rustling and low conversation of crew members somewhere, and I clung to Bruin anxiously, my eyes wide. What was his plan here?
“What if someone sees us?” I asked fearfully.
Bruin grinned. “That’s part of the thrill, baby. Maybe they’ll catch us, maybe they won’t.”
And suddenly, he was right. It was a thrill. I had never considered myself an exhibitionist, but Bruin made it feel sexy, not scary. He carried me to the library and took me inside, slamming the door shut behind him. He set me down and pressed me against one of the bookshelf-lined walls, lifting one of my legs to wrap around his waist as his hand slid down between my thighs. He stroked my clit and kissed me, his tongue pushing into my mouth as I rocked and moaned. It was too much too soon. My body was shaking, the sensation of his fingers against my clit overwhelming. Just before I came again, Bruin broke our kiss and gave me another order.
“Get on your knees.”
I dropped down immediately, licking my lips as I took his stiff cock in my hands and began to stroke him, pumping up and down. I looked up at him and he said, “Suck my cock. I want to feel the back of your throat, sweetheart.”
I obeyed, taking him into my mouth, feeling my cheeks ache as I bobbed up and down on his cock. My tongue flicked around the head of his shaft, my hands fondling his balls as he rocked his hips, fucking my mouth.
“Touch yourself while you blow me,” he ordered. “I want you to be nice and wet for me when I decide to fuck you again.”
I began fingering my own pussy while I deep-throated Bruin’s cock, nearly gagging myself again and again. But I loved it. Somehow, every time I felt his cock at the back of my throat, it just thrilled me. I felt proud, amazed at myself for being able to do it. I wanted to impress him, to make him feel as good as he made me feel.
“Oh, just like that,” Bruin hissed. He wrapped a fist in my hair and pushed me down on his cock, making me nearly cough. “Fucking take it, baby,” he growled.
I moaned, feeling my slick juices all over my fingers. God, I was so wet. I had never thought giving a blowjob could turn me on like this. But then again, this was Bruin. Every single thing he did, everything about him turned me on like nothing else.
“I bet you’d love for me to come down your throat, wouldn’t you?” he said.
I moaned, begging him to do it. To fill my mouth with his seed. I wanted so badly to taste him, to swallow every last drop. But he wasn’t done with me yet.
“Not yet, baby. I need that pussy nice and wet for me because I’m going to fuck you hard. I’m not going to show you a scrap of mercy,” he promised, his voice low and serious. God, I wanted that so badly. I wanted him to fuck me until I was broken. I wanted him to split me in half, use me and fill me up with his come.
“Stand up, Jillian. I don’t want to come in your mouth. I want to fill up that sweet, tight, little pussy of yours,” he insisted through gritted teeth.
I could tell it was taking all his strength not to blow. I got up and wiped my mouth, waiting for his instructions. He led me by the hand to the huge glossy window by the two reading chairs. I shied away for a moment, afraid that someone on the deck might look up and see us naked at any moment. But Bruin was not about to let me hide myself away.
“I’m going to fuck you in full view of the harbor,” he said, smirking.
“We could get caught,” I mumbled, my eyes wide.
He nodded and walked over to me, kissing me deeply. Then he pulled over the rolling cart used to carry books from one part of the library to the other. He picked me up and set me on it, pushing me down so I was lying on my back. I looked at him expectantly, a little afraid of getting caught, but more aroused by the idea of fucking the hottest man alive right in the open. Right now, I didn’t give a damn who saw us. I just needed Bruin inside me.
“You ready, baby?” he whispered. I nodded.
“Yes. Please. I’m so fucking wet, Bruin,” I pleaded. He smirked, pleased with my answer.
He positioned the head of his cock at my opening and teased me, rubbing the tip all around it in a tight circle, making me rock my hips. I gripped the sides of the cart for dear life.
“Beg for it,” he ordered.
“Please. I need you, Bruin.”
“What do you need?”
“Your cock. Deep inside me. I want you to tear me apart,” I begged. “Come inside me. Make me yours.”
“Oh, Jillian,” he said, shoving his full, enormous length inside me as I cried out. “You’re already mine.”
Nothing could have prepared me for the next few minutes.
He gripped the sides of the cart, sliding it back and forth, using it as leverage to pump his cock into me so hard it made me scream. I felt like he might literally be ripping me in two, and to be honest, I kind of hoped he was. I wanted it to hurt. I wanted to be so close to him that we became one. There was nothing in this world that felt so good as Bruin’s cock inside me. This was where I belonged, screaming and writhing before him while he used my body.
“Ohh. Oh, fuck,” I cried as he slammed into me again and again. I rocked my hips involuntarily, rising to meet his every thrust eagerly.
“Yes, yes, yes,” he grunted, pumping into me with abandon. Gone was his tight self-control. Now there was nothing holding him back. “You’re so fucking tight for me, baby. So goddamn tight.”
I could feel my pussy clenching, preparing to come again. Bruin leaned forward over me, kissing my breasts, my neck, my lips as he fucked me faster and harder. Finally he tensed up at the same time I did, both of us screaming out as we came in a gush of mingling juices. He pumped into me a few more times, then relaxed, peppering my face with gentle, loving kisses.
I didn’t care if all of Fort Lauderdale saw us fucking. It didn’t matter. All that mattered in the whole world was right here in my arms. He had been the center of my universe for years, even though it was only recently that I admitted it. And now? There was no going back.
Twenty-Seven
Bruin
Neither of us really realized how much time had passed in our haze of relentless sex. Neither of us wanted it to end, ever. Even after I’d finished, I’d slid my cock out of her and hugged her close to me as I walked us back to a big leather armchair and sat back with her, kissing her softly while we breathed together, hearts still racing.
I had lost track of time while we were together, and Jillian melted into a limp mess of limbs and dark hair.
Eventually, I picked her up and carried her helpless form to the shower, where I let hot water wash over us until I could set Jillian down on wobbling legs. She leaned on me in the shower, sighing into my chest. I was like a rock-solid wall for her to lean on, and I beamed down at her as she rested there.
I turned her around and helped wash her off, running my hands between her lower lips and washing away my seed and her juices in the hot water. She moaned and leaned back into me, resting the back of her head against my chest and looked up at me backwards, smiling softly.
“Hi,” she said finally.
“Hi,” I answered.
I couldn’t resist myself, though, and I slipped a finger into her warm, slick pussy and watched her face wince in delight before I took it out and gently massaged her lips, savoring their warmth as I guided her down from everything I’d just put her through.
My whole body was satisfied, too, and it was all because of Jillian.
Most of the shower passed in silence. We didn’t need to say anything. We just needed the peace of each other’s presence in the wake of that mind-blowing sex and the dull rhythm of the shower to soothe us. By the time we stepped out of the shower, we could have fallen asleep.
“Can we just lay on the bed for a while?” she asked as she walked into the bedroom, l
ooking over her shoulder and catching me checking out her naked, wet backside. I smiled at her and tossed her a towel.
“Let’s get some coffee upstairs,” I said. “That’s tempting, but 3:00 p.m. probably isn’t the best time to take a nap.”
“Party-pooper,” she said, winking at me as she toweled off. We got dressed and headed upstairs within about ten minutes.
Along the way, we passed the dining room, where one of the staff members was quietly cleaning up the mess I’d made. Jillian and I exchanged a glance, and I winked at her. I took out another fifty-dollar bill and set it on the dining room bar, knocking on the wood to get the man’s attention to it before pointing, nodding, and watching him smile appreciatively before we headed upstairs.
I made us each a cup of that Jamaican coffee I loved so much once we were upstairs in that same lounge where I’d bent her over that coffee table the first time. Jillian sat at the bar while I made the coffee, resting her head in her arms, and soon, the smell of coffee in the room was perking us up.
“It probably goes without saying by now, but it’s so good to see you,” she said softly when I set down the mugs of coffee for us, sitting at the barstool next to her and rubbing her shoulders.
“You’ve got a knack for surprises.”
“That’s something I’d never thought I’d hear from you,” she said, taking the coffee and smiling warmly at the aroma. “Oh my God, what is this? It smells incredible.”
“Blue Mountain,” I said simply. “Some of the best there is.” I watched her carefully sip the hot drink, and I felt my heart swell at the sight of her enjoying something I loved so much. It was the little things that made me appreciate her as much as the big things.
“I couldn’t stay away,” she said suddenly, looking up at me. “That’s why I’m here, I mean. I just... you were in my head every day, Bruin. I know I sound like a dumb teenager again saying that.”
“It’s not stupid, Jill,” I took her chin, bringing her gaze back up to me after she tried to look away shyly. “I’ve felt the same thing. Every morning I wake up without you is just gray.”
Her face lit up, and it was more beautiful than a sunrise in the Keys. But the smile on my face couldn’t last longer than a few seconds.
“Seeing you here made me happier than I’ve been all week.”
“What?” she asked, tensing up a little. “Did something happen?”
I frowned. “I wanted to tell you in Santa Barbara, but I didn’t want to spoil the little time we had together. Now that we’ve had this, I don’t want to spoil today, either, but you need to know. I had a run-in with your brother.”
Her face fell and started to go pale, and I could tell she was foreseeing what was going to come next. “You’re kidding me.”
“It did not go ideally. He stormed down to the yacht to raise hell. Squared off with me at the gangway and made it clear he doesn’t want the two of us together. I don’t know what he plans on doing to back that up, but I’m worried that if we keep seeing each other, it’s going to hurt what you two have.”
Tears welled up in Jill’s eyes, and her jaw fell open slowly. “He-he can’t be serious. Are you sure?”
“He was serious, Jill,” I said, taking her hands in mine. “He hinted at it when I was first trying to get you on the boat. Your brother sees me differently than you do. He’s known me since I started college, and well,” I glanced at my coffee, then back to Jill. “Sometimes he still sees the freshman fuckup sleeping off a hangover through his exams. He thinks Emma is living proof that I’m not responsible.”
“What?” Tears spilled down her cheeks, but there was anger in her eyes. “Emma? For God’s sake.! Bruin, Emma is proof of the good man you’ve become.” She reached forward, stroking my cheek with her hand. “He probably hasn’t even met Emma and seen the two of you together. If I had any doubts about what kind of man you are, seeing what an incredible dad you are made them evaporate.”
The word struck me like right in the heart, and for a moment, I thought I felt a tear in my own eye. I’d never really thought about how I looked to other people with Emma. It had always been just the two of us doing our thing. More tears flowed from her face, and I could tell that she saw my emotions written in my eyes.
“I love you, Jillian.” The words spilled from my mouth simply, easily, and immediately, Jillian threw her arms around my neck and hugged me.
“I love you too, Bruin,” she gasped, sniffing before we kissed a long, sweet kiss, then let our foreheads rest against each other.
“I don’t want to lose you,” I said, my voice deep and thick. “But I know what your relationship with your brother means to you. And he means your career, too.”
“He’s the only family I have.” She paused. “After Mom and Dad died, we’ve always had each other’s backs. Us against the world. I-I don’t want to hurt him, I feel like it would betray everything we’ve built together.”
“But you’re your own woman,” I said, slowly bringing us to an arm’s length apart, my hands still on her arms, squeezing her reassuringly. “Jill, you’ve grown in ways that even Jeff can’t see. You’re a capable businesswoman, and you’re able to make your own decisions, your own life. Emma and I can give you all the family you could want,” I said, looking at her seriously, a kind smile on my face as her eyes went wide. “She already loves you. I want to give you a place with me in Santa Barbara and a place in my life, our lives. Everything you could want.”
I paused, taking a breath. “But like I said, you’re your own woman. I know how much Jeff means to you. I want you more than anything in the world, baby, and I’d move mountains for you with my bare hands.” That made her smile and half-sob, half-laugh. “But I need to know you want it too.”
“I do, Bruin,” she said immediately, with no hesitation, and it made me feel like I was on top of the world. “I want it more than anything else in the world.” I took her face in my hands and kissed her, salty tears on my lips, and she wrapped her hands around my sides before I broke the kiss.
“Then let’s make it happen.”
“I’m going to talk to Jeff,” she declared, wiping a tear from under her eye. “He’s still in town. I think he was trying to figure out what to do about the yacht sale. He’s not totally iced over yet, and if there’s anyone who can get him to come around, it’s me.”
I gave her that confident, boyish smile that she knew so well. “I’ve got your back, Jill. Whatever you need to say to him, I know you can do it.”
She fell into me again, and we kissed fiercely before I whispered into her ear, “And when you’re done, I going to have your back again.”
Twenty-Eight
Jillian
I paced back and forth in my hotel room so much I was starting to worry I might wear a line into the carpet. It was eleven o’clock at night. How the hell was I going to convince Jeff not to freak the fuck out when he found out about Bruin and me?
At first, for a brief moment, I had toyed with the idea of just waiting until Bruin and I were more serious, more committed to each other. After all, what was the point of bringing it up and scaring the hell out of my big brother if there was still a chance my relationship with Bruin could just be a passing fling? But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that this wasn’t a fling. It never had been.
Even from the start, when we were just two horny people fucking each other on that yacht out on the ocean away from prying eyes, it wasn’t just a fling. I should have seen it coming from miles away. Bruin had been the literal man of my dreams since I was an infatuated, idiot teenager. And it was never just an animalistic, sex-fueled thing. No. Even when I was fantasizing about him all those years in between, the fantasies were more than sexual. I imagined the two of us going on dates. Traveling the world together. I imagined us having long discussions about politics, philosophy. Books. And after seeing the state of that gorgeous library onboard Mirabella, I had a pretty strong inkling that Bruin was more of an avid reader than he let on.
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I was obsessed with him. Every thought in my head and every urge of my body longed for him, returned to him over and over again like a favorite, safe place to rest. He was my comfort, my home. And that was a lot coming from a woman who traveled so constantly that home was more of an abstract idea than a concrete location.
“Ugh,” I groaned, stopping and placing a hand over my stomach.
I felt like shit. I wasn’t sure what was going on with my gut, but I had been extremely nauseous all day. I assumed it probably had something to do with the constant airplane travel I had been through lately. I was a seasoned traveler. I had so many frequent flier miles I hardly knew what to do with them all. Airports no longer made me anxious like they did when I was younger. I could zone out of any annoying airplane environment. Crying baby, drunken seatmate, extreme turbulence. None of it bothered me much anymore. But still, it had to be a little unsettling for my body to change altitudes so often and rapidly.
“Okay. How do I tell Jeff I’m fucking his old college roommate?” I asked myself aloud, sitting down on the edge of my bed. My stomach churned and I felt a wave of intense dizziness. I had to close my eyes and cradle my face in my hands, waiting for the feeling to pass.
“This is not a good time for me to suddenly get sick,” I muttered. Just then, my stomach lurched again and I jumped to my feet, bolting to the bathroom. I collapsed to the floor and threw up, barely able to scrape my hair back out of my face in time. I coughed, feeling totally awful. “What the living hell is this? Did I eat something bad? Oh God, is this food poisoning?”
I flushed and stood up to brush my teeth and wash my face with cold water. I had hardly been eating much lately. What could have possibly made me sick?