by Helen Cooper
“So then you trust me?” He stared into my eyes and I shivered in anticipation and lust.
“I guess so.” I ignored the voices in my head that were telling me that this wasn’t a good idea. His inappropriate joke about Angelica and the fact that he had actually gone to see her while I was here at his house made me feel angry. It just didn’t seem right. And I knew that I was falling in love with him. And it usually wasn’t a good idea to experiment too much sexually with a man I wanted for more than sex. Unless, he wanted more from me as well. And I just wasn’t sure. He had told me in no uncertain terms that he never wanted to get married but I felt like perhaps he was changing his mind. Maybe he was falling for me as well. I ignored the niggling feeling in me that I was living in the clouds.
“Guess or yes?” He frowned and propped himself up on one elbow as he looked at me. “I don’t want to do this if you aren’t one hundred percent sure.”
“I don’t know.” I closed my eyes. I couldn’t make a decision while he was gazing at me so intently. I felt his hand tracing my breast and all I wanted was to feel his fingers on my nipples once again. I wriggled beneath him but he just kept tracing the edges of them. I opened my eyes again and whispered, “Yes.”
“Are you sure?” He looked at me so seriously that I grew scared for a moment.
“Uhm, yes?” I paused. “It’s nothing too crazy, is it?”
“Depends what you mean by crazy?” He laughed and my stomach flipped with desire and angst. I had no idea what I was agreeing to here.
“So tonight will be phase one.” He grinned. “To warm you into it.”
“Phase one what?” I frowned. “And to warm me into what?”
“You’ll see.”
“I don’t want to become your sub.” My voice sounded strangely loud to my ears.
“Sarah, I don’t think you could be anyone’s sub.” He laughed.
“I don’t really wanna be a dom either.” I pictured myself with a whip and a ball and chain and I just couldn’t see it. Though I thought I would look hot in leather.
“Sarah. I’m not into that lifestyle.” He smiled at me patiently. “Though I will admit that I do like to borrow certain techniques from it.”
“Like what?” Did he have a room of pain as well? Oh my God, I thought. He’s going to make me sign a contract so I can’t tell anyone.
“I think you’ve read too many books, Sarah.” He watched the different emotions running across my face. “I’m no Christian Grey.”
My mouth dropped open. “How do you know his name?”
“What man in America doesn’t know his name?” He laughed. “The last woman I went out with was obsessed with the book. She wanted us to do everything they did.”
“Wow.” I turned my face away slightly so he couldn’t see the jealousy I was feeling.
“Yeah.” He grinned. “I ended it when she screamed out, ‘fuck me harder, Christian.’”
“Oh.” I laughed slightly. “That sucks.”
“Yeah.” He paused and laughed. “Not only did I not fuck her harder, I stopped fucking her altogether.”
“Oh.” I swallowed, hoping he wasn’t going to go on about her.
“Yeah.” He grinned at me. “Though we did fuck one more time.”
“Oh?” I rolled my eyes, trying to hide my annoyance.
“She’d moved on to another book then and brought two friends round and we had a foursome.”
“What?!” My voice was loud and I knew my face expressed my shock.
“Yeah. I was a little surprised myself. But who would say no to three hot Russian models whose sole aim was to please me.”
“Not you, obviously.”
“It wasn’t that great actually.”
“Ok.” Was he going to go on about these women the rest of the night?
“Not as good as you.” He kissed me and I squirmed, happy at his compliment, though I doubted it was true.
“So the phases?”
“Yeah, three phases to make you become the kinky Sarah of my dreams.”
“Uh okay.” I tried not to smile at his words. “We’ll see.”
“So phase one starts tonight.”
“Ok.”
“It’s the blindfold test.”
“Uh? Ok?” I grinned. “Doesn’t sound like a big deal.”
“It really isn’t.” He grinned. “But promise me, you will just go with whatever happens.”
“Whatever?” I frowned. “No safe words?”
“There won’t be any pain.”
“Well, that’s good.”
“There may be surprises.”
“Hmm, I don’t know what surprises you mean.”
“That’s part of the fun.” He grinned. “Ok?”
“I guess so.” I watched in amusement as Harry jumped off the bed and walked to the door to make sure it was locked.
“I don’t want to risk anyone walking in when you start screaming.”
“Screaming?”
“In passion.” He grinned.
“Uh, okay.”
“Stand up,” he commanded me and I jumped off the bed. He pulled me towards him and started removing the rest of my clothes until I was standing in front of him completely naked. He walked to his wardrobe and pulled out a silk tie. “Let me know if this is too tight.” He wrapped it around my head and I was in instant darkness.
“I can’t see,” I whined and he laughed.
“That’s the idea, Sarah.” He led me to the bed and gently pushed me until I was lying down. “Shall I tie your hands or do you promise not to touch me?”
“I won’t touch you,” I whispered not wanting my hands to be tied down. I felt him pull away from me and then I was alone on the bed. I think he turned all the lights off as well because my pitch black had a different hue to it. I heard him shuffling around and I shivered on his bed. “What are you doing?” I called out and he didn’t respond. I then heard light music playing and I grinned, “Is that David Gray? I love Babylon.”
“Sarah, sshh.” Harry’s voice was firm and I felt him join me on the bed. I held my hands tensely by my side so that I wouldn’t touch him. I wasn’t sure exactly where he was on the bed but as soon as I felt his tongue running up my leg, I tensed. He kissed all the way up my calf, to my inner thigh and then he stopped. I wasn’t sure what he was going to do next and my body was tense with anticipation. I felt his tongue lick my clit lightly before working its way up to my stomach and then to my breasts, only lightly licking my nipples. Every nerve ending in my body was anxiously waiting for what he was going to do next.
He then bent down and kissed me hard, his tongue plunging into my mouth, ravishing me and taking control. I kissed him back passionately, wanting to give and to take as much as I could. It took everything in me to not caress his back and run my fingers through his hair. He then moved his mouth back down to my nipples again and sucked on each one hard. I could feel the insides of my legs getting wet and wriggled beneath him. He laughed and flicked each nipple with his fingertips and I held in a yelp.
I was rewarded for my quietness with him pressing the tip of his cock into my pussy. He then rubbed the tip up and down my pussy and against my clit, driving me into a frenzy.
“Oh Harry. Please,” I groaned as the tip of his cock played with my pussy.
“Sshh.” He pulled away from me and I moaned. “Hold on, Sarah.” His voice was soothing and as I was about to grab him to me, I felt him enter me. His cock was hard and thick. It felt wider than I remembered and he slid into me with a little bit more prodding than before. I felt him moving in and out of me and I could barely control myself. It felt very different to our previous times. And then I felt Harry readjusting his body on the bed but his cock was still pounding me. I lay there unable to understand how he was fucking me and changing the position of his body at the same time. And then I felt something prodding my mouth. I opened my mouth unsure of what was going on and felt a hard salty cock enter it. I sucked on the cock in deep confusi
on. A part of me was concerned but I was so overwhelmed with lust and desire that I could do nothing but suck on his hard cock, as a cock pummeled my pussy. I closed my eyes underneath the tie and felt my orgasm building up as I trembled with the wonder of what was going on in the room.
“Wait.” Harry pulled his cock out of my mouth and pulled the tie off my eyes. I blinked to become accustomed to the light and sighed in relief that there wasn’t a second man in the room. Harry pulled his hand up and with it came a long dildo. He had been fucking me with a dildo as I sucked his cock. He laughed at the surprised look on my face. “I didn’t want you to climax from the dildo. I want it to be from my cock and I want to see your face as I make you come.”
“Oh.” I looked up into his eyes and tried to ignore the dazed feeling running through me. “What are you waiting for then?”
“I guess…” Harry’s voice trailed off as I pushed him down on the bed and rolled on top of him.
“Sshh.” I placed my finger on his lips and grinned as he laughed up at me. I used my other hand to find his cock and guided it in between my legs before I sat on top of him and pushed his cock deep into my pussy. I cried out as I felt myself coming immediately. I couldn’t believe that I had thought the dildo was his cock for a second. His cock was warm, hard and fit me like a glove. I felt my pussy lips tighten on him and I rocked myself back and forth on his cock. He reached up and grabbed my breasts as I rode him and I collapsed on top of him a few minutes later as I came hard. He used his hands to continue to rock my hips back and forth and I felt his body shudder as he came hard. I lay on him for few more seconds and then rolled onto the bed next to him. “That was a pretty fun phase one.” I grinned at him.
“That wasn’t phase one.” He smirked at me.
“What?” I looked at him in confusion.
“That wasn’t how phase one was meant to end.”
“How so?”
“You were meant to come with the dildo while I came in your mouth.” He laughed. “The experience would have blown your mind.”
“And you know this because?” I frowned at him, suddenly feeling jealous again.
“I’ve done it before.” He smirked. “Only before it wasn’t a dildo fucking her.”
“Oh wow.” I felt my face redden. “So why did you stop?”
He paused as he stared into my face. “I’m not sure. I just wanted to see your face as you came. And I wanted to feel you come on my cock. Your pussy clenches on me so that I feel you are trying to seal me into you.”
“Oh. Sorry?” I wasn’t sure what to say.
“Don’t be sorry. It’s different but its good.” He bumped his nose against mine. “If I was a different kind of man, I would think it meant we were meant to be.”
“Oh?” I felt my insides clench.
“I’ve never needed or wanted to be connected to someone during sex, but staring at your face and hearing your moans makes me feel more excited.” He frowned. “Oh well, maybe in another world.”
“Yeah. You don’t believe in love anymore.” I tried to laugh lightly.
“Nope.” His voice was bitter. “And seeing Angelica tonight confirmed it for me. She made a move on me, you know.”
“What?” My voice was shaking and I was trying not to cry.
“Yeah. She asked what hotel I was staying in. I guess she thinks she made a mistake. But I have no respect for an adulterer, especially one with three kids. For shame!”
“That is awful.” I bit my lip. “But not everyone is a cheat.”
“We just aren’t made to be faithful.” He laughed. “Not men, not women. No-one.”
I yawned and closed my eyes. I couldn’t have this conversation right now. The evening had proven to be emotionally draining and I wasn’t sure I could take much more.
Chapter 16
The rest of the weekend was uneventful. For some reason, Harry didn’t bring up the other naughty phases he had mentioned previously and I didn’t ask him why. We made love every night and each time we did, I knew that I shouldn’t. His touch was like a drug that I was becoming addicted to, I didn’t know what I was going to do when the drug was no longer available, but I didn’t care.
“You were great, Sarah.” Harry smiled at me as we drove back to the city. “I’ll even let you choose the station on the radio.”
“Why thank you, kind sir.” I played around and stopped on a station that played the hits from the 80’s and 90’s. “I think this is a good compromise.”
“I didn’t know you were so into compromising.” He grinned.
“It depends what it’s for.”
“Maybe I should test out how compromising you are willing to be.”
“I wouldn’t bother.” I laughed. “I’m not likely to compromise with an old man like you.”
“But I thought you liked being my naughty schoolgirl lover.”
“Why because you like acting like a headmaster?”
“Oh Sarah. You’re turning me on. Call me sir again!”
“You’re a pervert.” I laughed.
“You’re a wannabe pervert.”
“Whatever.”
“We could go to a store and get some clothes and act out the fantasy, if you want, Sarah. I won’t say no.”
“You wish. Ass.” I laughed.
“My mom really liked you.” Harry changed the subject.
“I liked her as well.” I smiled softly. “She’s really nice.”
“They want us to join them on a trip next weekend.” He paused. “I know this wasn’t in the original agreement but I was wondering if you would want to go.”
“Oh.” I paused feeling excited but worried. “I’m not sure.” I knew that I should spend as much time away from him as possible.
“I’ll pay you another $20,000.” His voice was tense and I turned towards him angrily.
“It’s not about money.”
“$50,000.”
“I just said…”
“$100,000 and you can bring Jane.”
“I can bring Jane?” I paused. “Where would we be going?”
“The Caribbean.”
“Oh wow.” I imagined myself on a beach frolicking in the sand and in the ocean. “Which island?”
“Well, my parents are island hopping so we can decide where we want to join them. They’ll be in Grenada, St. Lucia, Barbados and Trinidad and Tobago.”
“Oh, I don’t know any of those islands.” I laughed. “No Jamaica, mon.”
“Are you a secret reggae fan?” He grinned at me.
“It’s not a secret, I love reggae.”
“Is that a you love Bob Marley thing or a you really love reggae reggae?” He laughed.
“Well, who doesn’t love Bob Marley but I also love Tanya Stephens, Shabba Ranks, Beres Hammond, Buju Banton.” I paused and he held up a hand.
“Okay.” He laughed. “I believe you. I never figured you for a reggae lover.”
“Come on, mon, I’m from Florida, We be right by the islands,” I talked in my best Jamaican accent.
“Uhm I’m going to have to let you know that the Jamaican accent is not one of your best.”
“What, mon?” I laughed.
“I don’t even think I’ve heard a Jamaican say mon as much as you are right now.”
“Whatever.” I flicked my tongue out at him. “I’ll have you know I can sing a mean banana boat song?”
“Banana boat?”
“You know- Day oh, Day-oh, Daylight come and me wan’ go home.”
“Ok, consider my mind blown right now.” Harry snorted. “Just when I think I know you, Sarah Smith, you go and blow my mind once again.”
“You think I’m goofy, don’t you?”
“No. I think you’re kooky and I also think you haven’t answered my question. Do you want to come?” He looked at me with a questioning look on his face.
“I guess so. I’ll check with Jane.” I opened up my phone to text her and saw a message from Lewis Walker. “Ooh Lewis sent me a message,”
I exclaimed in surprise as I opened it.
“What?” Harry frowned. “Lewis from the office.”
“Yeah.” I giggled as I read the message.
“What did he say?”
“Oh, I don’t know if I should tell you.” My voice was low.
“Sarah. Do not hide anything from me.” Harry’s voice was harsh.
