Barbara bent over as the room began to spin. She was going to be sick. Her head was ringing.
That Sandy girl had been in their house. Could she have had her baby there? Oh my God: Cole. Had Hannah been lying all this time to protect Sandy? Had she chosen some worthless white-trash stranger over her own brother?
All Barbara felt was rage as she charged for the steps, Hannah’s phone gripped in her hand. Then there was a sound, the front door finally opening. Steve. Barbara didn’t care anymore why he was late or where he had been. She was just so very glad he was there now. She sprinted toward him, diving into his arms and pressing her face against his chest. She didn’t realize she was crying until she tried to speak.
“What is it?” Steve asked. But she couldn’t get any words out. He pushed her back. Shook her once, hard. As if trying to wake her. “What’s wrong, Barbara? Talk to me. Is it Cole?”
“The baby,” she said, waving the phone at him. “It belongs to that girl Hannah has been tutoring. I think Cole saw something. I think whatever happened to the baby, Steve, I think it happened here.”
“Barbara, what are you talking about?” His voice was raised—angry, alarmed, disbelieving.
Barbara didn’t want to believe it, either. Didn’t want to believe their daughter could be so unfeeling and cruel. Hannah had been acting upset about Cole, and this whole time she knew exactly what was wrong with him; worse yet, she was the one responsible.
Steve took the phone, his finger moving up and down the screen. His face hard and still. Finally, he took a deep breath and exhaled, rubbing a hand over his mouth. “Where is Hannah now?”
“Upstairs,” Barbara said.
The look on his face was sharper now, the tired tinge gone from his eyes. He was in charge, a police officer on the case. Barbara felt such an enormous sense of relief. Steve was there and he was going to handle this. Her anger at him felt like such a silly, distant memory. Because they were in this together. They were in everything together. They always had been and they always would be.
“Wait here.” Steve took a breath. “I’ll be right back.”
Barbara was glad he hadn’t insisted she go along. Things with Hannah were always so much better without her.
Steve turned back at the steps. “This—Cole, Hannah, all of it—it’s my priority to get us through and make sure the kids are okay,” he said, staring at Barbara in such an unsettling way. “But once we get this all figured out, you and I will need to talk.”
He didn’t mean a casual chat.
“Talk? About what?”
“I think you know, Barbara.”
Barbara stayed there, rigid on the couch, holding her breath. Trying not to think about what Steve had meant. All of that—if that’s what he was even talking about—hardly mattered anyway, certainly not now. She listened hard for Steve’s raised voice, for the sound of Hannah crying, although she couldn’t imagine Steve ever yelling at their daughter, even now.
She braced herself for Hannah to come flying down the stairs, to run for the front door. To race off into the night. Barbara thought for a second about running out into the darkness herself. Disappearing. Because she was overwhelmed now by the most terrible dread. As though something, an actual thing—heavy and dark and hot—had crawled up her back and attached itself to her neck.
A minute later, there were heavy, fast footsteps on the stairs. And then there was Steve, his face tense and wide-awake as he moved swiftly across the room for his keys. “When was the last time you saw her?”
“What? Who?”
“Hannah, Barbara!” he shouted. “When was the last time you actually saw her?”
“I—I don’t know. I don’t remember. I was too busy trying to keep Cole together.” She scrambled to recall. It had been before dinner, at least. But she wasn’t going to tell Steve it had been that long. He would never understand how overwhelmed she’d been by Cole. “Maybe she went out for a walk. She does that sometimes, you know.”
“Without her phone?” He pointed to the counter where Hannah’s keys sat. “Or her keys? Her jacket’s over there, too.”
Steve seemed so angry, and at Barbara. Absolutely furious as he grabbed his jacket off the back of the chair.
“Steve, where are you going?” she called as he strode for the door.
“I am going to do what you should have done hours ago: find our daughter.”
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How are we going to get Aidan kicked out of our school before he brings a gun or something?
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He told me he had a gun in his bag last week.
He did. I saw it.
You guys are so bullshit.
Anybody who could do that to a baby could definitely shoot a bunch of high school kids.
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Kill Aidan Ronan before he kills us!
Someone should tell the school.
Anybody seen the girlfriend? Maybe she’s dead too?
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I saw her once, it would be hard to tell the difference.
Dead or not, she’s still hot.
Somebody should call the police and tell them.
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My mom told me the police already talked to his mom.
My mom can’t stand his mom. She’s a be-yatch.
My mom says HIS mom hits on MY dad. And my dad is totes disgusting.
Everybody send anonymous messages to the police today! Get Aidan before he gets us!
Molly
When I got home from the community meeting, Justin was asleep, a copy of Tender Is the Night open on his chest. I’d raced up the stairs, intent on telling him about Thomas Price. But once I was standing there, watching him sleep so peacefully, it occurred to me that he might not be thrilled to hear how I’d felt threatened enough that I’d fled Price in a panic. Or that I had been especially petrified, because of how utterly charmed I’d been by Price. He’d reeled me right in, just as he must have reeled in all those young women. And I wasn’t young. I should have known better. God, I’d actually been flattered that he was flirting with me. I felt nauseated, thinking of it again, my hands still trembling as I lifted the book carefully from Justin and set it on the nightstand, then switched off his light.
On my way downstairs, my phone vibrated in my pocket: Erik Schinazy.
“Hi, Erik,” I said, relieved it was him.
“Oh, hi, Molly.” He sounded surprised, as though I’d called him. “I’m on my way back to Ridgedale, driving now. Just wanted to check in about the community meeting. Anything new?”
He also sounded nervous. Or maybe I was just projecting. “Most of it was about the community DNA sweep they’re planning. As you can imagine, people in town are not happy about it. I can’t say I blame them.”
“No other updates? No mention of that woman they were holding in the hospital?”
“No, there really wasn’t anything new. There would have been nothing to talk about if they hadn’t had the DNA testing. The woman in the hospital is still missing, as far as I know. I think they’ve probably ruled her out as the mother of the baby, though, or they soon will. Her baby would have been several weeks old.” I pulled in some air, preparing to deliver the rest. It was going to sound insane. “But I do think there’s a chance that she was sexually assaulted by Ridgedale University’s dean of students. That maybe her baby is his baby—it’s just not the one they found.”
“What?” He sounded shocked, as I’d expected.
“I know, it sounds— It was surprising to me. But I think it’s true.”
“That’s a serious allegation, Molly. Where’s it coming from?”
He sounded as skeptical as he had when he’d put me on the story about the baby. Actually, he sounded more skeptical now. And he didn’t even know that I was basing much of my theory o
n a box of files anonymously dumped in my living room, by Deckler, I was now assuming. My low opinion of Deckler hadn’t magically changed. So why was I willing to believe what he wanted me to now? Like Erik had said: Everybody has an agenda. It was definitely too much to unpack for Erik on the phone—stories at the Wall Street Journal probably never started as inauspiciously as breaking and entering. Before I laid it all out for him, I needed my ducks in a much tighter row.
“It is a serious allegation, you’re right,” I said. “And I won’t know for sure until I make some more calls. Rose might be the best place to start. Come to think of it, she was a psychology student before she withdrew. Maybe Nancy knows her.”
“I doubt it, it’s a huge department,” Erik said sharply. As though he wasn’t going to bother his wife with my absurd theories.
“Okay, well, there’s my friend Stella. She may have heard from Rose by now.”
“Fine, follow up with her. And I’m not trying to be negative, Molly. It sounds like you have the start of something. I just don’t want to make a libelous accusation against the dean of students without clear evidence. Once we have that—a comment from Rose or someone else, as you said—then we’ll go after him full force. I promise, I’ll be leading the charge.” He sounded regretful now. I heard him take a breath. “And thank you, Molly. For all your hard work on the baby and whatever this turns out to be. You’ve done an excellent job with all of it. By any measure.”
Once I was downstairs, I spread the files out on the floor, looking for connections between Price and each one of the girls. The first three were easy—he’d taught the American studies course as a last-minute replacement for Christine Carroll, the professor listed on their fall schedules. It took nearly an hour of cross-referencing various university sources, but soon I had linked each of the other young women to Price in one fashion or another. Jennifer Haben (2012) had been an intern for the dean of students’ office, and Willa Daniela (2013) had worked in Student Services, in the office adjacent to the dean of students. Rose Gowan (2014)—whose name Thomas Price had convincingly pretended not to know—had sat with him on a seven-member student advisory committee that had met weekly for the past two years.
I was studying the remaining files when my phone buzzed, making me jump. I took a deep breath, not that it helped much. A text from a blocked number.
Find Jenna Mendelson.
That was the whole message. Who the hell was Jenna Mendelson?
I turned back to the folders spread across the floor, wondering if I’d somehow missed a Jenna Mendelson. There was Jennifer Haben, but no Jenna and no Mendelson.
Who is Jenna Mendelson? I texted right back, even though I felt conflicted about engaging. The last thing I needed was another mystery to solve. But already those three little ellipses had appeared, an answer on its way.
She’s missing.
Then contact the police.
The police are WHY she’s missing.
Who is this?
I waited for the ellipses. But this time, nothing.
I was still staring at the phone when I saw something move out of the corner of my eye, on the far side of the room. When I jumped and whipped around, there was Ella, standing at the bottom of the steps, gripping her blanket and trying not to cry.
“Ella, what are you doing?” I shouted, way too loud and angry. I closed my eyes and pressed a hand to my chest, trying to slow my heart. Then I heard a sniffle, followed by a squeak. When I opened my eyes, Ella was full-on bawling.
“Oh, Ella, I’m sorry.” I rushed over and scooped her up in my arms. “I didn’t mean to yell. You just surprised me. What’s wrong?”
She pushed back my hair to whisper in my ear. “The bugs. They’re everywhere.”
One of her bad dreams, at least I was hoping. “All over where?”
“My bed.”
A bad dream, definitely. “Come on, Peanut. You’re safe. Mommy’s here,” I said, lifting her against me as I stood. “Let’s go upstairs and get this sorted out.”
A half hour of lying in Ella’s bed, rubbing her back, and she was finally back to sleep. I made my way downstairs, wondering if it was possible that I’d imagined the blocked texts. But the conversation was still on my phone, my last question—Who is this?—still unanswered. And now I wanted to know who Jenna Mendelson was and what it meant that the police were “involved” in what had happened to her.
Why should I try to find her if I don’t know who she is? I tried again, hoping they’d answer me now. Or who you are?
An instant response this time. Because we know what happened to the baby. Find her and we’ll tell you.
How do I know you’re telling the truth?
Baby was found with her head crushed. No one knows that but the police. And me.
I didn’t know whether that was true. Steve hadn’t told me those details, but it would fit with his reference to the “condition of the body.” It would also fit with how disturbed he’d seemed.
OK. What do you want me to do?
There was no answer.
According to Google, there were—unhelpfully—many Jenna Mendelsons, and none appeared to be in Ridgedale. I spent close to an hour clicking through all those other Jennas. It wasn’t until I was so completely bleary-eyed that I accidentally typed a new query into my email search bar instead of Google’s that I stumbled on something: an email from Ella’s teacher, Rhea, one of several we’d exchanged back when I’d done the profile on her tutoring program.
Subject: Follow-up Interview Questions
Hi Molly,
Just wanted to get back to you with the names of some students from the program you might want to contact. The student I really think you could do an entire piece on is Sandy Mendelson. She’s so smart and hardworking. I have such high hopes for her. She’s really the poster child for this whole program.
All the best!
Rhea
Rhea had given me Sandy’s phone number, too. I remembered leaving several messages for her at the time, but she’d never called back. I’d run the piece with comments from two other students Rhea was tutoring.
I dialed the number and held my breath, gambling on the fact that it was Sandy texting me about Jenna—her sister or maybe her mother. I hoped I wasn’t going to be the one delivering upsetting news.
“Hello?” came a wide-awake voice.
“Is this Sandy Mendelson?”
There was a long pause. “Yes,” she said finally.
“This is Molly Sanderson. I think you were trying to reach me?”
In the morning, I found Justin in the bathroom, already back from his run. He was standing at the sink, wrapped in a towel, neatening the edges of his beard with a razor.
“I think Thomas Price may be—or has been—sexually assaulting girls on campus,” I said. I leaned forward and wiped the steam off the mirror with the back of my hand, so I could see his face in the reflection.
“Really?” He stood motionless, razor hovering in midair, head tilted to the side as he eyed me in the mirror—concerned, wary. “Where’s that coming from? This has something to do with your story about the baby?”
He was probably worried about getting fired from his hard-won beloved job because I was rushing around making possibly groundless accusations. It would be understandable.
“I don’t think it has to do with the baby, but I don’t know. Right now it’s more of a hunch anyway.” Why was I downplaying it for Justin? I might not have been in a position to write a front-page story, but I wasn’t pulling it out of thin air. Pretending otherwise wasn’t going to help either of us. “No, it’s more than a hunch. I’m pretty sure it’s true. I just don’t have enough evidence to do anything about it.”
Justin shook his head in disgust, then leaned closer to the mirror and went back to shaving. “I don’t want to say I told you so. But you know I never liked that guy.”
“I’ll warn you before I do anything. I know that my making that kind of allegation against Price could be
disastrous for you. To be honest, I’m trying to figure out the right thing to do.”
“Well, don’t worry about me.” He looked almost offended. “If what you’re saying is true, Ridgedale University isn’t going to want to defend him. And even if they do, I’ll support you, Molly, whatever you decide.”
RIDGEDALE READER
ONLINE EDITION
March 19, 2015, 8:27 a.m.
At Ridgedale Community Meeting Police Announce DNA Testing
BY MOLLY SANDERSON
Police officials held a public meeting last night at the Ridgedale University Athletic Center to discuss the ongoing investigation into the death of the infant found near the Essex Bridge. Chief of Police Steve Carlson answered questions for over an hour. The baby’s cause of death has not yet been determined, and she remains unidentified.
In an effort to assist in identification, the Ridgedale Police Department is to begin voluntary, community-wide DNA testing. It will take place at the Ridgedale Police Department over the next three days. Hours of testing, as well as a detailed explanation of procedures are available online at www.ridgedalenj.org. David Simpson, Esq., a criminal defense attorney and Ridgedale resident, has invited anyone concerned about the legal implications of DNA testing to contact him for a free consultation.
COMMENTS:
Marney B
2 hours ago
DNA testing??? Are they insane?
Gail
1 hour ago
Seconded. This can’t be legal.
Stephanie
57 min ago
They are definitely trying to scare whoever is responsible out of the closet. It’s probably not even really the girl’s fault. Who knows what her life is like? Maybe her mom has to work three jobs or something. Bad parents aren’t born, you know, they’re made.
Mom22
52 min ago
I don’t have a teenager, but if I did there is no way I would let them give a “sample.” What is this? 1984?
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