Tonight he had done both.
What was he to do with her now?
And what would Roshan do when he found out Vince had defiled his little girl? Vince swore softly. Whatever DeLongpre did to him would be no more than he deserved.
He was tempted to sneak out of the hotel and never see her again, but he couldn’t bring himself to do such a cowardly thing. It was bad enough that he had defiled her.
Instead, he held her in his arms until he felt the approach of dawn, and then he kissed her cheek, pulled on his pants, and went home.
Cara woke with a smile on her face. For a moment, she lay there, her eyes closed, remembering the night past. Making love to Vince had been the most wonderful, incredible experience of her life. For a moment, she held the memory close, reliving every kiss, every caress, every word he had whispered in her ear, the way he had cried her name as his body melded with hers, the soul shattering ecstasy that had followed.
Vince. Feeling suddenly shy, she reached for him, only he wasn’t there.
Opening her eyes, she sat up and glanced around the room. Then she saw the note on his pillow. Sitting up, she read it out loud.
“Cara, I had an early appointment and I didn’t want to wake you. I’ll meet you at the library at 9. Love, V.”
She hugged the note to her breast and then, unbidden but inevitable, came the guilt. She had slept with a man she hardly knew. She told herself it didn’t matter, that these days lots of people slept together when they weren’t married or even engaged. No one even gave it a second thought. Couples lived together, slept together, and moved on. Movies and TV shows were all about sex. Advertisers used sex to sell everything from toothpaste to deodorant. And yet, deep inside, no matter how she tried to rationalize it, she knew what she had done was wrong.
With a sigh, she flopped down on her stomach. If her parents found out, they would be disappointed in her. She told herself she didn’t care what they thought. They were vampires, after all. But she did care, far more than she wanted to.
Lying there in bed, she remembered all the good times she had shared with her parents. They had always made a big fuss over her birthdays, showering her with presents. Christmases had always been special. She smiled as she remembered how her father had always searched for the tallest tree, and how the three of them had always stayed up late to decorate it. She remembered laughter and presents and love. Lots of love. Her parents had taken her ice skating in the moonlight and for carriage rides in the park. They had arranged for her to take horseback riding lessons and ballet lessons. She remembered Easter egg hunts and enormous chocolate Valentines. She had never wanted for anything. Even now, she had a savings account with a balance of several thousand dollars that was hers to do with as she pleased.
She punched her fist into the pillow as the word vampire slithered through her mind. She told herself it didn’t matter, but it did. She no longer knew how to relate to them. It was like suddenly finding out they were aliens or pod people. Their whole lifestyle was foreign to her.
Rising, she wandered into the living room. She didn’t like staying in a hotel; she wasn’t ready to go back home. But she could rent a house! Of course, it was the perfect solution.
Excited by the idea, she showered and dressed, grabbed a cup of coffee and a cinnamon roll at the hotel coffee shop, and then drove to the nearest real estate office. A glance in her rearview mirror told her that her watchdog was still watching—not that she was surprised. She was certain her father had informed Di Giorgio of her whereabouts the minute he got home.
However, she was too excited at the prospect of having a house of her own to be upset.
Vince spent the day alternately working on putting a new engine in an ancient Chevy and worrying about his date with Cara. Making love to her last night had changed everything.
He had never intended to fall in love, especially with a mortal female. He wasn’t even sure when he had fallen in love with Cara DeLongpre. Sure, he had fallen in lust the moment he saw her in The Nocturne. What man wouldn’t? But love? How the hell had that happened? He tried to tell himself he hadn’t known her long enough to love her, but from that first night, he couldn’t imagine his life without her.
Of course, he had never intended to make love to her, either. As good as it had been, he couldn’t help feeling it had been a big mistake. Taking her blood had been an even bigger one, but, like taking her innocence, it couldn’t be undone.
He muttered an oath as he scraped his hand on the engine block. He stared at the blood oozing from his knuckles, remembering how sweet Cara’s had been, wondering if she remembered that, at the height of their lovemaking, he had tasted her.
When the phone rang, he figured it was the Chevy’s owner calling to see if his car was ready. Instead, he heard Cara’s voice, sweet and a little breathless.
“Hi,” she said. “I hope you don’t mind me calling you at work.”
“Not at all.” Lord, just hearing her voice made him hard. “You can call me anytime.”
“Guess what I did this afternoon?”
“I can’t imagine.”
“I rented a house! Wait until you see it. I’m on my way to the store to buy dishes and stuff before I go to work. So, what are you doing?”
“Putting a new engine in an old Chevy.”
“Oh.”
He sat on a corner of the desk. “Why?”
“I thought…never mind.”
“You thought what?”
“That maybe you’d go shopping with me. I could come by and pick you up.”
Vince glanced outside. It wouldn’t be dark for another couple of hours. “I’m afraid I can’t leave right now, but we’re still on for tonight, right? Nine o’clock?”
“Right.” Though she tried to hide it, he heard the disappointment in her voice.
“I’m sorry, darlin’.”
“It’s okay, I understand. See ya later.”
He swore softly as he hung up the receiver. Not that he particularly wanted to go shopping for dishes, but he hated to disappoint Cara. Still, it couldn’t be helped.
At dusk, he took the Chevy for a test run. Twenty minutes later, the owner came to pick it up.
Vince closed up shop, took a shower, pulled on a pair of jeans and a black shirt, and combed his hair.
Leaving the garage, he prowled the streets, searching for prey. It didn’t take him long. He fed quickly, then went to The Nocturne to pass a few hours until it was time to meet Cara.
It was with a mingled sense of anticipation and trepidation that he slid behind the wheel of the Mustang and drove to the library. Tonight. He would tell her the truth tonight.
Cara looked up when the library door opened. All night, she had been on pins and needles. Every time the door opened, she had hoped it would be Vince. She checked the time, thinking that the hours had never passed so slowly.
She was working in the stacks a few minutes before closing time when she sensed a presence behind her. Hoping it was Vince, she turned around, only to come face to face with Anton.
“Hi, sweet cakes,” he said cheerfully.
“Hello.”
“I haven’t seen you for a while, so I thought I’d come by and make sure you’re all right.”
“I’m fine, thank you.”
He canted his head to one side. “You’re mad at me, aren’t you?”
“Why should I be mad?” she retorted.
“Why, indeed?”
“You were right about my parents,” she said. “I guess I can’t be mad at you for that.” Even though you made me see my parents for what they truly are and ruined my life, she thought bleakly.
“I’m sorry if I spoke out of turn,” he said with an apologetic smile, “but I really thought you should know.”
“And now I do. If you’ll excuse me, I’ve got work to do.”
“How about if I wait for you to get off? We could go out for a drink.”
“No, thank you. I have a date.”
“
I see. How about tomorrow night?”
“I don’t think so.”
“So you are mad.”
“No, I’m just not interested in seeing you anymore. I’m sorry.”
“Because I told you about your parents?”
“Partly.”
He lifted one brow. “Partly?”
“I really have to go, Anton.”
He nodded, his eyes narrowing. He looked suddenly ominous, even dangerous. She told herself she was seeing things that weren’t there, but she couldn’t stifle the shiver of unease that ran down her spine. She watched him walk away and breathed a sigh of relief when he went out the door. Hopefully, she would never see him again.
“Is that him?” Sarah Beth asked, coming up behind her.
“Him?” Cara shelved the last book on the cart and started toward the front desk.
“The man who’s had you tied in knots the last few days,” Sarah Beth said, falling into step beside her.
“Oh, no.”
“Good, cause I don’t like his looks at all.”
Before Cara could reply, the door opened again. This time she didn’t have to look to know that Vince had arrived.
She ran a hand over her hair, took a deep breath, and turned to face him.
His megawatt smile made her heart skip a beat. “I guess I’m a little early.”
“That’s all right. Vince, this is my best friend, Sarah Beth. Bethy, this is Vince.”
“Pleased to meet you, Sarah Beth,” Vince said.
“It’s nice to meet you, too,” Sarah Beth replied airily. “Now I’ve got a face to go with the name.”
Vince looked at Cara, one brow raised quizzically. “You been talking about me?”
She shrugged. “Maybe, a little.”
“Only good things, I hope,” he said with a teasing grin.
“Of course.” Picking up the microphone on the desk, Cara made the announcement that the library would be closing in ten minutes.
“Run along, you two,” Sarah Beth said, making a shooing motion with her hand. “Mary and I can lock up.”
“Are you sure?” Cara asked.
“I’m sure,” Sarah Beth said emphatically. “Now, go on, get!”
“So,” Cara said as they left the library, “what shall we do tonight?”
“I thought you were fixin’ to show me your new house.”
“I’d like to.”
“Then that’s what we’ll do.” He walked her to her car, waited while she unlocked the door. “I’ll follow you,” he said.
“All right.”
He closed her door, then walked to his own car. Di Giorgio pulled out of the lot behind him.
Vince tapped his hand on the steering wheel. Being alone with Cara seemed like a really bad idea, especially after last night. He told himself it couldn’t happen again, but he doubted he had the willpower to leave her alone now that he knew what it was like to make love to her, to taste her sweetness. He had thought of little else all day. Time and again his mind had strayed toward last night. Mara might have been the most accomplished lover he had ever known, but she couldn’t hold a candle to Cara’s sweet innocence. His body had reacted every time he remembered how willingly Cara had given herself to him, how soft and supple her body had been, how her warmth had chased away the perpetual cold that was part of him now. All day, he had wanted nothing more than to make love to her again.
A short time later, she pulled up in front of a two-story house surrounded by a white picket fence. Rose bushes grew on both sides of the yard; flowers bloomed along the red brick walkway that led up to the house. A wicker rocking chair occupied one corner of the porch.
Vince swore softly as he parked his car behind hers. Talk about your vine-covered cottage! All that was missing was a cat sleeping on the rocker.
“What do you think?” Cara asked as he got out of the car.
“Looks nice.”
“It is. I love it! Of course, it’s not nearly as big or as nice as…never mind.”
“That’s okay. This place looks more like you than that old mansion.”
“Do you really think so?”
He nodded.
She waved to Frank, then took Vince’s hand in hers as they went up the walkway to the porch. She unlocked the front door, then waited for him to precede her.
“After you,” he said.
Cara stepped inside, then glanced over her shoulder, frowning when she saw he was still standing out on the porch. “Aren’t you coming in?”
“My mama always taught me to wait to be invited.”
If Cordova comes to call, he can’t enter unless you invite him inside. Her father’s words rose in the back of her mind, but she dismissed them out of hand. She had seen Vince during the day, she had talked to him on the phone when the sun was high in the sky. He couldn’t be a vampire. It had just been her father’s way of trying to break them up.
“Okay,” she said, flicking on the light switch, “you’re invited. Come on in.”
Vince crossed the threshold, his skin tingling as he did so. He wondered what it was about thresholds that had the power to repel him. If he ever saw Cara’s father again, maybe he would ask him. Come to think of it, he still had a lot of unanswered questions about his new lifestyle.
“So, what do you think?” Cara asked as he looked around. “Most of the furniture came with the house. I really like the sofa, but I’m not sure I like the end tables or the…”
“It’s real nice, darlin’,” he said, and it was.
The walls were off-white, the floor was hardwood. A blue and white flowered sofa and matching love seat were arranged on opposite sides of a glass-topped coffee table. The end tables were a dark red oak, the lamps were wrought iron. An entertainment center took up most of one wall.
“Come on,” she said, taking him by the hand, “I’ll give you a tour.”
He followed her into the kitchen, which was a sort of sage green with stainless steel appliances. A small round table held a vase of fresh flowers. In addition to the living room and kitchen, there was also a small guestroom, a bathroom, and a large linen closet on the first floor.
He followed Cara upstairs. There were two bedrooms here, each with their own bathroom. One bedroom was yellow; the other, larger room was a pale blue. She had taken the blue bedroom for herself.
Vince glanced at the bed. The spread was white. Several pillows in various shades of blue were scattered near the headboard. He swore softly as his mind immediately conjured an image of the two of them snuggling under the covers, their arms and legs intimately entwined.
He blew out a breath, banishing the images from his mind.
“I still need to buy a few things,” Cara remarked.
“It’s a nice place,” Vince said. “It suits you.”
“Thanks.” She smiled, pleased. It was important to her that he liked the place, though she wasn’t sure why. “Can I get you anything? Coffee? A cold drink?”
“No, I’m fine.”
Still holding his hand, she led him back into the living room and sat down on the sofa. He dropped down beside her, every fiber of his being attuned to her presence—the scent of her hair and skin, the steady beat of her heart, the rhythm of her breathing, the warmth of her thigh brushing against his own. His body grew hard. His fangs ached.
He swore under his breath, quietly cursing himself for his lack of restraint last night, and for the hunger raging through him now. He had fed earlier and, for the first time, he had found little satisfaction in it. Having tasted Cara’s sweetness, he was afraid he would never be satisfied with anything else.
“Do you want to watch some TV?” she asked.
He didn’t miss the tremor in her voice. Was she as nervous as he was? Did her body ache for his touch the way his ached for hers? He should tell her the truth tonight. It was the right thing to do, but he couldn’t bear to lose her, not now.
“Vince?”
“Sure, darlin’, whatever you want to do is fine with m
e.”
Picking up the remote, she turned on the TV, then turned it off again. “I’d rather talk, if that’s all right with you.”
“Something on your mind?”
“You,” she replied candidly. “I really don’t know very much about you.”
He shrugged. “There isn’t a whole hell of a lot to know.”
“Tell me about your family. Are you close? Do you see them often?”
“Not as often as I’d like. I think I told you I’ve got three brothers and a sister.”
“And a cat.”
“Right.”
“Are you the oldest? The youngest?”
“I’m the youngest son. My oldest brother, Ray, is a cop. He’s married to an accountant and they’ve got three kids. My brother Frank is a fireman. He got married two years ago. Baby on the way. Joe is a paramedic. He’s got four kids and another due any time now. My sister, Eve, got married last year. She’s two years younger than I am.”
“Are your parents still alive?”
“Yeah. My old man was a mechanic. My mother’s a stay-at-home mom, although she’s been talking about going to work since my dad retired,” Vince said, grinning. “She said she understands now why so many older women go to work. She complains a lot about him being underfoot all day, but she doesn’t mean it.”
“It sounds like you have a wonderful family,” Cara said wistfully. “I wish I had brothers and sisters.”
“There were times when I wished I didn’t,” Vince remarked. Times like now, when he no longer fit into the family. “Have you talked to your folks lately?”
“No. I don’t know what to say.” She blinked back the hot tears that threatened to fall. “I’m not sure how I feel about them anymore. Why didn’t they tell me the truth?”
“Probably because they were afraid you’d react just the way you did.”
“They should have told me years ago.”
“Would that have made it any easier to believe?”
“I don’t know,” she said miserably. “Maybe if they’d told me when I was a child, it would have been easier to accept.” She shook her head. “Maybe not.”
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